#her guilt tells her she can't die yet bc she hasn't paid the price for her mistakes yet | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

sleepingfancies · 17 days ago

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The thing about Octavia is she's always waging psychological warfare with herself so if there's blame to take she jumps on it like a grenade even if the situation was unavoidable even if it wasn't her fault at all. She won't admit to anything she feels out loud but she will fall on a thousand swords on purpose

#personal #her complexes <3 #it's not even that she's throwing a pity party she doesn't feel bad for herself #it's that she is a horse dragging a dead knight (guilt) behind her and refuses to let it go #she needs to learn to let it go. to leave it behind #knowing they've said this game is big on the theme of regret is huuuge for octavia. who has every regret #something out of her control happens and she's fr like Me that was my fault 🙋‍♀️#and people look at her like ??? is she being noble ??? (the answer is no)#she doesn't actually want to take the fall but she is honestly a servant (horse) to her guilt (knight) and it demands that she do #can you tell i like that image <3 #her guilt tells her she can't die yet bc she hasn't paid the price for her mistakes yet #the one exception is literally her fucking up that ritual LMAOOOO #she said ok that was only 50% on me . for fucking it up . but you obviously knew what would happen if it got fucked and didnt tell anyone so

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