#hence why I'm gonna transfer to a new store here. I need something to keep me active so I don't congeal and calcify.
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neverendingford ยท 13 hours ago
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#tag talk#just dropped one of my pill bottles and the cap came off and I just closed my eyes dreading the mess#but then I look down and it's sitting upright in the carpet with a single pill beside it. I have been spared#finally took a full and proper shower. gonna get my bedsheets changed. do some laundry. I'm recovering from the stress pretty well I think#thinking about what to do about work. I don't really wanna go back to my old job (transfer to new store in same company)#but I think for the time being that's my best option. I don't wanna burn through savings while looking for something else.#there's two locations within biking distance so that's cool.#and then I can look at getting re-certified for nursing assistant shit after having a stable part time job.#there's an adult education center in town that runs condensed cna courses every 3-4 months so I'll hop on that when a new one starts#I need to see if they offer Spanish classes or if I need to register at the local community college for that.#I'm in a really heavily Hispanic area and I fucking hate being the clueless white guy who doesn't understand what's being said#I haven't been great about working on it on my own since the move has absolutely had me burnt out#but I knew this move was gonna be the start of a few different goals so I just gotta ease back into the swing of things#I still need to eventually get set up with insurance and a care provider but honestly that's a big task that I'm going to wait on.#I have a stock of adhd meds and my hrt so I won't need to worry about that for 3 months or so.#got my room pretty much all unpacked. kitchen is usable now.#the dishwasher is jank though. it works just fine but it's not secured to the cabinet/counter so it rocks forward when opened. kinda sketch#anyway. I'm doing good. I'm really aware of the neet tendency to just sit and rot and I'm actively working to avoid that outcome.#hence why I'm gonna transfer to a new store here. I need something to keep me active so I don't congeal and calcify.#anyway. thanks for being my diary. I'm gonna go make my bed now
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