#helplessness has been made worse lately bc i have to walk my mother's dogs on evenings | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

berrymeter · 1 year ago

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idk i feel like such a helpless cunt bc im not well equipped for social situations At All & i need to be thoroughly guided through everything or i panic & lose my fucking shit & No One Is Willing To Help & im just. hgh. ill go walk into a pit

#perth.txt #helplessness has been made worse lately bc i have to walk my mother's dogs on evenings #& i don't know what to do when they start barking at people & it stresses me out so much & i feel so bad #i guess its getting alleviated tonight bc uh she just came into the room to walk them?? yea the dogs are always in my room btw #which is another thing that's putting stress on me & preventing me from being as functional as i'd like to be #i haven't had bed sheets in nearly a month bc my room is a mess full of other ppl's stuff & i'm just #im going to explode i cant do this #& it especially feels shit bc i KNOW some ppl have it harder than me in all those regards & i Still Cant Do Shit & . god

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