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jfc somehow the pandemic has been happening and i HAVEN’T seen any ecofascist posts in the community facebook groups i’m in OR on my neighbourhood’s Nextdoor but then i see this shit
at least the only comment with reactions is one calling them out on how DAMAGING this is lmao
#i want to be like 'this is a traumatic event'#like my kid has regressed SO MUCH bc he has been TRAUMATIZED#he came home for the weekend and found out sunday that he's not going to school anymore#that he's no longer a 2nd grader and he won't be seeing his favourite teacher again#and he began BAWLING#now he's completely unable to sleep alone in his own room#he's regressed in his potty-training#which is normal for trauma especially for adhd and autistic kids#he's upset bc he won't be able to have a birthday party#at least not the bday party we had planned#yesterday he remembered the craft he had still been working on when school got cancelled and started crying#he's fabricating stories about his friends bc he's so fucking lonely rn#like i would do ANYTHING for him to go back to school and not even bc he's driving me crazy#i would do anything to still be fucking working#this isnt some fairytale#this is a CRISIS#i would do anything to have rush hour traffic back#bc i was out during rush hour today and i wanted to fucking CRY bc i was able to do the whole speed limit the whole time#this is the FURTHEST thing from good and the ONLY silver lining i will except is when the curve begins to flatten.
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part 35
he would def say something filthy in your ear like "were you with anyone else while we were broken up? you're so fucking tight, there's no way anyone was taking care of you while I was gone" 😵💫 then he would take it upon himself to make up for all the lost time 😵💫 he fingers you first saying "I don't know if you'll be able to take me baby, you feel so tight" and you're whining and you say "I can, i can take it i promise I can" and he shakes his head, pushing his fingers a little deeper and saying "I don't know... you're this whiny from just two fingers, how are you gonna handle my cock?" and you don't even answer, just tipping your head back and whining again 😵💫 he smirks at how needy you are and says "never gonna leave you again, I'm always gonna be here to take care of my girl like she deserves" and pulls his fingers out 😵💫 he licks them clean while looking right in your eyes, ignoring your needy little noises as he reaches to undo his belt 😵💫 then he says "do you really think you can take it? or are you gonna be whining at me that it's too much?" and you both know he's just saying it to rile you up, but you can't help but pout saying "please, I'll be good I promise" and he smirks and says "that's what i like to hear" and starts to rub himself against you 😵💫 he's teasing so much, just running it up and down and tapping it on your clit, making you whine and buck your hips up, but he just tsks and says "hold still, be patient like a good girl" and keeps teasing 😵💫 finally he starts to sink inside and right away you're gripping his shoulders, your face scrunched up from how good it feels 😵💫 he's trying so hard to go slow because he knows it's been a while and he huffs out "you're so fucking tight baby, no one else touched you while I was gone did they? you waited for me" and you nod desperately, tucking your face into his neck 😵💫 he says "such a good girl for me, always" and pushes in a little more😵💫
sometimes i am simply tired of seeing so i take off my glasses but then i
please frat harry who hates your boyfriend, maybe he's never really liked him but now that you're dating he hates him soooo much more 😌 you and harry will be talking at a party or whatever, and then your boyfriend comes up and harry rolls his eyes so hard and you see him pour himself another drink bc he's just a bit pissed off 😌 you don't really understand why Harry hates him so much but you figure he has his reasons, and then he starts doing little things to undermine the guy whenever he can 😌 always offering to walk you to class and buying you coffee and he messages you right at midnight on your birthday so he'll be the first one to tell you happy birthday 😌 then he finds out your boyfriend did something shitty, maybe he was seen with another girl at a party, and he does not hesitate 😌 I get the feeling he would definitely punch him 😌 then harry would come to your place, ready to comfort you bc he assumes you'll be upset, but you just say "I heard you hit him..." and he nods, not saying anything back, so you sigh and ask "why did you do that?" and he looks up at you and says "you know why" and you shake your head because he's a little ridiculous, but you open the door to let him in 😌
harry would be soooo turned on seeing you take what you want 😌 when he's about to go down on you but he keeps teasing and pulling back, so finally you tangle your fingers in his hair and push him down 😌 or when you're trying to kiss him but he keeps being pesty and turning away, so you grab his face and hold him still 😌 he would be shocked for a minute and then be like "ohhh i see how it is 😌"
getting high with harry 😌 maybe it's your first time doing it and you're a little nervous but he says "don't worry baby, you're gonna have fun, and I won't do too much so I can make sure you don't get too crazy" and he pulls your legs over his lap 😌 he probably kisses you to blow the smoke into your mouth because he says it's easier that way 😌 he watches you as your eyes get a little droopy and you start to relax into the couch a little more, and soon you close your eyes and start to bop your head to the music he has playing softly 😌 he smiles watching you, and a few minutes later he asks "how you feeling baby?" and you give him a lazy smile and say "reeeaaally good" and he laughs a little bit, he's definitely not sober but he's not too out of it so he's just watching you with the goofiest smile on his face 😔
harry would literally be so good if u had mental health problems 😔 I know he's always so comforting 😔 he never makes you talk about anything you're not comfortable with, but he always lets you know he's there if you want to 😔 when he can tell you had a bad day he comes over and gives you a big hug, and holds you for as long as you need 😔 then he gives you a kiss on the cheek and says "why don't we make some tea, and you can tell me about it?" then you sit out on the porch together, sipping your drinks and talking for hours 😔 he would literally pull you to sit on his lap and you rest your head on his shoulder, he rocks you back and forth a little bit and says quietly "know it's been hard lately, but we're getting through it, aren't we?" and you nod, just listening to his heartbeat 😔
I bet harry gets so sappy when he's drunk 😔 he's clinging on you and following you around and watching you like 🥺 telling you how much he loves you 😔
he would be so needy for it too, clinging on you and saying "please baby, please let me taste you, just want to make you feel good" basically whining at you bc he can't stand it when he's not pleasing you 😵💫
I'm thinking about harry barking with your little toddler and she's laughing so hard she can't even copy him and you're like 🙄 stop getting her all riled up before bed 🙄 but inside you're like 🥹🥰
harry would literally kiss all over you all the time.... you're just laying on the couch and he comes up to kiss your legs 🥰 not leading anywhere he just loves giving you kissies 😌
thinking about plugrry on this fine evening, he has a little crush on you so he always offers to smoke with you if you're up for it 😌 you always agree bc you also have a little crush on him 😌 then one day you're just really upset about something, maybe you got in a fight with a friend and you're just not doing well, so you text harry and ask if you can come over and ofc he agrees. then he sees you and how you've clearly been crying, but you ignore his questioning look and reach for the joint he's already rolled for you to share, but he pulls it back and says "i don't think we should... it's not a good idea to do it when you're in the wrong headspace" and you're already on the verge of crying again and you're so frustrated so you just turn to leave, but he stops you with a gentle hand on your shoulder and says "you don't have to go, you can stay if you want? and we could maybe talk about it?" and you turn around to look at him, and you see how sincere he looks and that just makes you want to tell him everything 😔 so you do, and that's when your relationship becomes more 😔
i know harry loves to see you smile more than anything else in the world so he's always complimenting you and giving you kisses and bringing you little things like your favorite coffee bc he just wants to make you smile 😔
i know harry looooves to give you massages 😌 he's always pushing you to lay down and rubbing your back, finding any sore spots so easily and pushing on them to work out the tenseness 😌 you groan a little bit and he says "I know baby, it's gonna feel good in a minute, you're doing so good" being so soft and gentle with you 😌 he probably lights candles and plays music too bc he's soft 😔 he likes doing it all the time bc he just wants to make you feel good 😌
thinking about harry slipping his fingers between your legs after you've been kissing for a while, he lets out a sharp breath and says "jesus baby you're wet" and that makes you moan and nod, and he smirks at how needy you are and says "why don't we do something about that?"
imagine telling harry you're pregnant on father's Day 🥹 you wake him up with breakfast in bed and he's all "thaaaank you baby but why today?" and you give him a kiss and say "just eat your breakfast" and he does, feeding you a few bites of his pancakes 🥹 then when he's done he's trying to pull you onto his lap for a little morning makeout 😌 but you're pushing his hands away and you say "i have something for you first" and you reach down beside the bed for the little gift bag, you hand it to him and he pulls out the tissue paper to find a little onesie 🥹 it says something like "my dad is cooler than your dad" and he looks up at you with wide eyes and he whispers "really?" and you nod, and he's immediately grabbing you to hug you again 🥹
harry would always do those little photobooth things with you, anytime you go somewhere and he sees one he's dragging you in there with him 😌 ofc he kisses your cheek for one of the shots and then he likes it so much he ends up using that as his lockscreen 🥹
please and teasing frat boy harry a little bit... saying "i don't know, I think it's all talk... i don't think you really know how to make a girl feel good" and if there's one thing about harry it's that he's a narcissist so he's like "you don't get to talk shit until you've experienced it, so why don't you let me show you how good i really am 😌"
harry finding out you like to be called a good girl... he says it offhandedly one day, he's kissing down your neck and murmuring sweet nothings and when he says "such a good girl for me" you let out a breathy moan and squeeze your thighs around his hips, and he lifts up to look at you with the biggest smirk on his face and he says "oh, you liked that" and you're blushing so hard it hurts but he just keeps his eyes locked on yours and says "why don't we find out what else you like?" 😵💫 and if you're a little less experienced, he says "why don't we find out what else you like?" and you're whimpering "I don't know" because you're overwhelmed and he has you all worked up and needy and aching for him, so you're trying to move your hips up to get more friction and he says "that's okay baby, we'll figure it out together" and grips your thighs to help you rock against him harder 😵💫
grinding on him like that being the first time you go that far with anyone .... he's telling you it's okay and you don't have to do anything you're not ready for but you just whine that you want him 😵💫 then he's grabbing your hips and helping you move 😵💫 tucking your face into his neck so you can smell him when you tense up and cum 😵💫
sorry but harry swearing is so fucking hot like the idea of being a little bratty and turning your head when he tries to kiss you, so he says "quit fucking playing with me" and grabs your jaw and holds you still to kiss you 😌 or him saying "you better knock that bratty shit off or I won't be so nice anymore" like yes king please swear at me 😋😋
he would text you and say "baby something really bad happened" and ofc you're freaking out so you text back like "are you okay?????" and he goes "no... i forgot what your boobs look like 😔 show me please? 😔" he would ask for pictures of your boobs allll the time even when you've literally never sent him one and one day you're like "do you think that's ever going to work?" and he goes "well how will i know if I don't try 😌"
puhlease he just comes over and plucks your glasses off your face and says "my turn 😌" and struts around wearing them 😌 he sees you pull your phone out so ofc he strikes a pose 😌 then he's walking with his hands on his hips and being a little sassy, and he says "this is how you act babe I'm just showing you what it's like"
anyways harry after you cum one night when it's really intense ... he pulls you against him and he can feel how much you're shaking so he's shushing you softly, stroking your back and kissing your temple and anywhere he can reach to let you know that you're okay 😔
frat harry approaching you at a party bc he has a little crushy crush on you 😌he's very confident as always, kidn of sliding up next to you and complimenting your outfit 😌and you know all about him, you know how he has quite the fuckboy reputation and you're just not looking for something like that at the moment, so you're just being polite and doing a little harmless flirting back with him 😌 then he says something alone the lines of "want to get out of here?" and you can't help but laugh bc that's just such a stereotypical frat boy thing to say, and he looks confused but you shake your head and say "no, thank you, but no" and he's definitely a little offended but still joking around with you saying "don't have to laugh at me, love, least you could do is let a guy down gently" and you're like "I don't think you're too terribly hurt by my rejection, you've got girls lined up around the block for a chance at a night with you" and his eyes soften a little when he says "maybe... i don't want any of them though" and he clinks his cup against yours before he walks out, not wanting to be pushy with you, and something about the tone of his voice and how he looked just a little sad makes you want follow him out onto the porch 😌 so you do, and you find him standing by himself as he finishes off his drink, and he looks up when he sees you coming out 😌 you go to stand next to him and say "I'm sorry, I was rude earlier, i didn't mean to laugh at you, it's just that you have a bit of a reputation" and he knows exactly what you're talking about, so he nods and says "I know I do, but I was never trying to- i like you, and i have for a while now... it's different with you" and he sounds so sincere you just know he's telling the truth 😔 then you say "i wouldn't be opposed to getting out of here" and his head snaps up to look at you and then he smiles, saying "that's good, because the food here is shit and I'm starving" and you laugh, taking his hand and walking out of the house with him 😌 as you walk to the nearest fast food place he bumps his hip against yours and says "so you've heard talk about me, hm? tell me more 😌" and you laugh saying "I mean girls talk... i don't know, though, it might just be all gossip, I really doubt you could live up to some of the things I've heard" and he's smirking sooo big when he says "guess you'll just have to find out, won't you?" and then maybe you end up getting your food to go so you can head back to your place right away😌
anyways asking harry to spit in your mouth... maybe it's mean fwb harry who likes to tease you and be a little rough with you... he smirks and says "such a filthy thing, asking me to spit in your mouth... you'd like that wouldn't you" and you nod desperately, he says "i could do anything I want to you and you'd still beg me for more" and you nod again, your eyes pleading and locked on his, and he says tells you to open your mouth before he spits right on your tongue, then he grips your jaw and looks in your eyes and says "swallow it" 😵💫
there my family goes again making me feel like shit for eating 🤩 so anyways I will be imagining my comfort scenario again which is ofc harry 😌 he would eat every meal with you, even if he's busy he does everything he can to make it home for lunch 😔 and he would do everything he can to make you feel comfortable with him 😔 asking all the time if you want a snack, and even if you say no he makes one and makes some extra bc he knows you'll steal a few bites from him 😔 he never brings it up unless you start the conversation, he just does everything he can to help you and make you feel better 😔
harry would steal your glasses and try them on and be like "omg you're so blind" and then he would walk around wearing them bc he thinks he looks so cute 😌 he would say "I gotta get me some of those" while he places them back on your face and you're like 🙄 but he's just cheesing and he kisses your cheek 😌
yes fwb harry would be so serious and 😠 during sex but then afterwards he's your smiley boy again all 😅😋😆😁😄😘😚😝 telling you you're pretty and asking about your day 😔
being a few months pregnant and you're so hormonal and allll over Harry all the time 😋 and he's definitely not complaining 😋 then one day you're going out and he's wearing a particularly delicious fit, maybe a tight shirt that makes him look extremely beefy and you're just staring at him and you say "nope, no you can't wear that" and hes all confused asking "why? you don't like it?" and you say "no you can't wear it because I'm already turned on every second of the day and seeing you like that is not helping matter at all" and he's just like 😧 hearing you talk so plainly about it and then he goes "well why don't we take care of that then😌" and pushes you back to the living room and down on the couch 😌
when he asks you if you were with anyone else while you were split up... you say no and he's all "poor baby, must have been needy, I know you need someone to take care of you every day" all condescending 😵💫 and that's when you tell him you mostly touched yourself a lot, and he's all smug saying "was it as good as when I do it?" and you whine, shaking your head and saying "nothing is better than you" and he says "that's right, I'm as good as it gets" and he's just so fucking cocky hearing you admit that 😵💫then he's making you cum several times every time you're together saying he needs to make up for all the time you missed out on😵💫 you're overwhelmed and near tears from how good it feels but he says "shh, shh baby, just want to make you feel good now that you're mine again" and you manage to get out "I've always been yours" through a choked moan and hearing that just does things to him so he's burying his face between your legs again 😵💫
thinking about how harry would make you feel so safe with him all the time 😔 he knows you've had some bad things happen to you before, and he never ever pushes you to talk about it but he lets you know that if you want to he'll be there to listen 😔 some time when you do open up to him he's so good about it, listening closely and holding you if that's what you need or giving you space if you want that 😔 he wipes your tears away with his thumb, and he thanks you for trusting him 😔he quietly says that it's going to be alright, and that he's always going to be there for you 😔 idk I'm just emo today I just know harry would always be so good about literally everything 😔
my boobs always hurt before my period and I want harry to take care of me 😔 he would put his hands on them while you're cuddling bc the heat helps a little and he would say "I'm sorry it's hurting, baby" and kiss your shoulder 😔
harry definitely gets in a mood to just be a filthy whore and he does not do anything halfway 🥵 squeezing his fingers around your throat to make you all dizzy and lightheaded, spitting onto your tongue, mocking the noises you're making by pitching his voice up and then saying "such a whiny little thing... you're such a slut for me aren't you" and he smirks when that only makes you moan louder 🥵
he would be such a possessive freak I'm melting... when he's fucking you he's always saying "this is mine, you're mine, no one else gets to have you like this, or see you like this, because you're all mine" and he thrusts a little harder 😵💫
harry would be so obsessed with you after you cum, the way you're breathing so hard and can barely focus on anything and just lay there looking totally blissed out 😵💫feeling way too good to be insecure about anything that just happened or the way you look laying there completely naked, in that moment you're just totally satisfied and relaxed 😵💫 he lays next to you, watching your chest rise and fall and tracing patterns on your tummy, both of you pretty worn out and ready to fall asleep 😌
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My boyfriend is going to Florida tomorrow to skateboard , smoke and drink for a week straight. Which upsets me greatly. He's my fp and I see him everyday and if I don't I get into a severe depression Bc he's the only thing I have that makes me happy. I need him. And he's missing my 18th birthday on Monday. And my birthday party on the 22nd. And he won't be able to call me or anything Bc his friends tease him for having a girlfriend and would be too obnoxious in the background and I'm super (pt1)
(Pt2) upset about it and he doesn't think something wrong with it. He thinks I'm in the wrong for being upset and idk what to do Bc he's upset about it too but we've been together for like 6.5 months and he knew my birthday was April 17th and he didn't even care to say he'd go like. That's inconsiderate right. I'm not just making that up right? I don't know what I'm gonna do while he's gone he won't text me while he skates and won't call and I know it. So I'm just. A puddle of tears and sadness
Those sound like really shitty friends on his part and tbh he should find time to call you, even if he friends make fun of him a bit. You definitely have a right to be upset that he’s refusing to call you (esp on your bday) cause his friends are sucky, he should at least put the effort in to contact you then. You’re not making that up at all! Do you have others you can spend time with? being alone won’t be good for you during this time, Donnie
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