#he's lethal

[five-star-stay]

Fell in love with 200108 han jisung all over again

[mattztrip]

Chris is reallllyyyy making me feel Things

[85-rend]

like a son........

[lowpolyanimals]

Hoarding Bug (Halloween) from Lethal Company

[askfordoodles]

Emmrich afterwards

Literally, that man is too powerful, Rook was practically comatose afterwards 🤣

[ahappydnp]

PHIL LESTER STUNS IN SELFIE WITH FANS ON THE STREETS OF TORONTO

source

[nurpowurpo]

POV you set up a camera in the facility.

[daddy-long-legssss]

words fail me at this time.

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[heliianth]

mini meta because i cant get this fucking scene out of my brain:

its one of my fav Alluka scenes because its a sneak peek into her frankly miraculous emotional intelligence that simultaneously contextualizes it. She's still a little kid. Alluka is a smart cookie who can properly recognize and identify what people are feeling, can generally guess why they're feeling it, and get an idea of what would make them happy. But that "feeling" is hate for her, and what would make them happy is her disappearing. Really heartbreaking.

but the way Killua responds is also pretty fascinating to me? like, he pivots so fucking hard LOL. And I get it, it's such a loaded question. Would the Zoldycks be happier if Alluka was gone? Realistically, the answer is no... but admitting that would require a self-awareness about his family and his abuse Killua doesn't have yet. He probably doesn't even know how to answer, doesn't know what the answer even is.

So instead of digging into that can of worms, Killua cocks his own shotgun and fires back another loaded question: "If I were the only one who loved you in the whole world... would that make you sad?"

There were like a dozen other, much safer ways to both avoid this question and comfort Alluka. It's not even a full dodge, it's directly related to Alluka's fear via implication (the rest of the family doesn't love you). And it's not like Killua hasn't verbally weaseled his way out of tougher conversations. So... why?

I'm gonna try to truncate my full thoughts because I literally have a WIP 5k+ meta about it and I don't want to go down that rabbit hole, but Killua projects onto Alluka and Nanika a lot in this arc. Keeping that in mind, I think this question is his best, most earnest way of comforting Alluka because this train of thought is what's comforted him in the past.

I mean, think about it. Someone who will love and accept you no matter who you are or what you've done? Just one person who doesn't care? He's putting himself in the position of Alluka's Gon-figure here. And if you buy into that, the followup—"I'll always be there for you. Don't worry about anyone else"—reveals how a portion of his subconscious saw his emotionally dependent relationship with Gon as well; that is, as a comforting means to psychologically avoid confronting harder questions about himself, his upbringing, or how other people view him. It's kind of no coincidence that the minute Gon is wholly and totally incapacitated and Killua starts mucking around with the revolutionary idea of boundaries, he immediately starts thinking about his family again (in some manner).

And as an indulgent aside, I want to point out that when he ends up sending Nanika—who is, unlike Alluka, a subject of Killua's darker and more self-hating projections—away and Alluka fights back instead of internalizing it, Killua immediately recognizes the irrationality...

...because it breaks the mirror.

anyway. squeezes and shakes them like squeaky toys

[archiepelago]

[wrillr]

sending stone

[ballcrusher74]

was gonna maybe make some doodles of the guy before posting him but i'm a little too antsy, so here he is, fencer ! please be nice to my boy

[cuppajj]

CREAM WAFER COOKIE - Penance’s Bishop // HOLY DART COOKIE - Penance’s Arrow

[smokbeast]

this company do be lethal damn

[wisteriagoesvroom]

got jumpscared by these ‘cus it looks like he is a junior analyst at an investment bank

from mclaren’s ig

[cr1ck3tt]

My son his name is Fergus