#he'd be so angry at ashtray for forgetting his little brother

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I would like to hear more about ashtray before he was ashtray tbh :D

ashtray used to just be some guy!! his name was elias and he grew up with a little brother called seth who he loves more than life itself. their parents were pretty uncaring and neglectful so from very early on it became his responsibility to take care of seth (he is autistic. and also just. littol). as soon as he could he dropped out of school to work and provide for his little brother. by that point he had pretty much given up on his future and just focussed on making sure seth could lead a better life than elias ever would. he never signed up to be a pet and he never would have. instead he got kidnapped one day just for his looks. i don't think his parents even noticed, nor would they care.

@piniatafullofblood tagging you because i accidentally made you insane and i think this will worsen it :D elias would be horrified at all of ashtray's scars. but i think the thing that horrifies him the most is how passive and accepting ashtray is of everything. elias has always fought back, against his parents and life and especially against those who were mean to his brother. he'd hope he'd be defiant. but ashtray is anything but. ashtray is a stranger in a body he barely recognises.