#he was like 'oh just tell yourself it's fine to watch thema nd it isn't wrong' YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND I CAN NOT
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uuuuuuuuughhhhhhrghgghhh i hate everything especially my self
#oh my god#so i was on i think eep2 s2 of invader zim#and i somehow thought i was on ep7#so i skipped to there#but now i realize im an idiot#and i cant go back and watch those episodes because it feels WRONG#<-wtf is wrong with me i shouldn't feel wrong#and then my dad started trying to 'help'#and i just. hate everything#he was like 'oh just tell yourself it's fine to watch thema nd it isn't wrong' YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND I CAN NOT#<- same reason i HATE re-reading or re-watching#like if i go over to a friend's house and we watch a show and they're further than me#i won't ask to re-start if we're already watching it#it that normal#no it's not#like ig i CAN re-read or re-watch#but only if i've finished it#and it's been very very long#like over 6 months#vent#dni with this post if you're not my mutual
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