#he knows telling curt owen's alive will break him more than he's already broken
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I should research birds more
#this is for guardian angel owen#i love comparing him to birds#he's definitely gonna be compared to a vulture at one point#ive got hawk and dove so far#he's also very raven esc to me#the black wings and all#i think hawk is more personality wise#i think raven and dove are good ones to compare him to a lot#he's dovelike#he cares and in a way this is his purest state#while he's also a raven#he's hiding something#despite him being this pure love for curt#despite him being drawn to him like a moth to a flame#he doesn't want to be there all the time#he's lost apart of himself#he's lost his identity#i think he knows what the alive owen is doing to some extent#he can't tell curt#he knows telling curt owen's alive will break him more than he's already broken#and there's a selfish part of him that wants to keep that knowledge from curt#he's still angry at him despite being around him#despite him trying to help curt through the mess he's put him through he doesn't fully know if he can fully forgive curt#even though he loves him#i do think he still loves him#he's owen's love for curt personified in a moment of stress to help curt#owen is filled with so much rage he splits himself in half and ends up creating this creature out of his remaining love#owen is angry because he loves curt#owen is angry because curt betrayed his trust#owen still loves curt and he hates it so much that he physically forces that love out of him
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