#he felt alive again. but the guilt after was crushing. both knew it wouldn't last. both knew they'd miss the other.

[itz-pandora]

Thinking about Shadow n Steel,,,,

[slut4megantheestallion]

"Tag you're it/part 2"

Billy loomis x stu macher x black!fem reader

For the past weeks, Y/n still couldn't stop thinking about what happened between Billy and stu. Y/n wanted to hate it but she couldn't it was just to good handle, The way she sucked on Billy's cock and how stu was pounding into her from the back it was so good. But the guilt was eating her alive because there were both killers and were a part of the Ghostface killing, and they were both dating Sidney and Tatum. Y/n felt guilty she couldn't be fooling around with her best friends boyfriends it wasn't right.

At school, Billy and stu would follow Y/n everywhere she went, what class she was in, and what period she was in. Y/n knew about them following her, so she started hanging around with Sidney and Tatum a lot more. Y/n would be on the phone with Sidney talking about how Billy got arrested for being Ghostface, but somehow Ghostface called her and how she got the wrong guy. Y/N wanted to tell her that everything was okay, but how can she tell her everything is OK when she's sleeping with her murderous boyfriend and his murderous best friend.

Before Billy went over to Sidney's house since she was attacked in her own home, he came over to my place to... 'talk'. Let's just say there was less talking and no clothes involved. Y/n wanted to stop, but she couldn't she was just attracted to Billy and stu. Later, after school, Y/n to a local video store where Randy worked.

"Hey randy." Y/n said as she walked up to randy.

Randy was rearranging some movie tapes as he looked up at Y/n. Randy had a little crush on Y/n when she first moved to Woodsboro. He like how she a horror movie freak like he was,, Randy wanted ask her out but he saw Y/n mostly hang out with Billy and stu so he thought that he wouldn't stand a chance.

"What's up Y/n, what brings you here?" Randy said

" uhmm, I came here to say 'hi' and for some movies to watch and pay for." Y/n said with a smile, but deep down, she felt like someone was watching her.

"Yeah, also if you find a movie, it's on the house you don't have to pay." Randy said as he smiled at Y/n.

"Thank you, randy your the best." Y/n said as left, looking around for some movies. Y/n looked around, but she felt someone following her she turned around, but no one was there. "Cmon y/n no one is following you get it together." Y/n said to herself as she got a little scared she turned around and jumped a little to see Billy and stu right in front of her.

"Hello, Y/n." Billy said as he smirked at Y/n as Stu smiled at Y/n. "Can you guys stop following me it's creepy." Y/n whispered a bit irritatingly.

"But stalking you is so much fun." Stu said as he giggles making Y/n rolled her eyes.

"Cmon y/n, don't be rude, after all the fun we had last night." Billy whispers in Y/n's ear, making her shudder and a bit horny.

" That was one time, and I would never do it again." Y/n said

" Really? You know lying is a sin, Y/n. You know you want to do it again and again just to make us satisfied and, most importantly, to make you satisfied." Billy said, looking deeply in Y/n's eyes.

"Plus, you moaning our names was so fucking hot, I jerk off to it every night." Stu said as wraps his arms around Y/n making her roll her eyes as Billy and stu smile at her being irritated... oh, how they love Y/n.

" and we want to play with you again." Stu whispers in Y/n's ear as he kisses the tip of her ear. " No, I'm not playing with you guys.. seriously, you both just need to leave me the hell alone." Y/n said as she got out of stu's grasp and just walked away, but Billy and stu followed her and caught up with her.

" cmon, y/n, we can't play with each other? I mean, we're friends." Stu said.

" friends don't stalk each other, kill other people, and psychotic fucks who can't keep their dicks in their pants." Y/n said as she tries to ignore them.

"I should've called the police the minute you guys showed to my house." Y/n said.

" But you didn't which tells us that you don't want us to go to jail do you?" Billy says making Y/n stop in her tracks, apart of what Billy said was true she didn't want them to go to jail. Billy and stu smiled at each other knowing that y/n didn't want to turn them in.

" What's the matter princess, cat got your tongue?" Billy chuckles as y/n was angry, wanting to punch them in the face.

" let's make a deal we'll stop following you.. if you play with us one last time." Billy said.

"Y/n wanted to say 'no' but you wanted your life back to normal and so they could stop following you and stalking you.

"Fine, it's a deal." Y/n as stu jumps up and down, and Billy smirks.

"I'm gonna go get home and get ready for this stupid sick game you want me to play." Y/n said as she rolled her eyes, leaving stu and Billy alone, walking away from them

" Are we actually gonna stop stalking her? Because stalking her was the highlight of my day." Stu said as she looked at Billy confusingly.

" Nah, I just lied to make her think we're not following her.. we're not let go of her that easily... she's special." Billy said as he watched y/n walking away from them.

"I can't wait to play hide n seek with her!!" Stu smiles like child seeing candy as he runs out the store as Billy follows behind him leaving the store.

It was 8:30 p.m., y/n was getting prepped up to play this stupid game.. hide n seek was supposed to be a fun children's game, not some game where she has hide waiting for killers to come for her in her own house. Sidney noticed that y/n was feeling a bit anxious and not herself lately, Sidney noticed how Billy and stu became very close with y/n, but she didn't say anything. Y/n heard the doorbell ring downstairs, and y/n looked at herself in the mirror, breathing in and out. Y/n made it downstairs and opened the door, seeing Billy and stu on her doorstep.

"Nice to see you again." Stu said as he steps inside y/n's home as Billy follows behind.

"Let's just get this over with so I can get my life to normal." Y/n says, rolling her eyes crossing her arms.

"Be patient, princess, you follow the rules. You'll get exactly what you want." Billy said, looking at Y/n, licking his lips.

"As you know well be playing hide n seek, you hide and we'll try to find you, if we can't find you you won and well leave you alone." Billy says, explaining the rules of the game.

" And what happens if you do find me?" Y/n questions curiosity peaking through.

"That's a surprise, I believe we can't reveal at the end of the game, butter cup." Stu says as he giggles.

As Stu started the countdown, y/n ran upstairs trying to find a hiding spot.. y/n went inside her bedroom, hiding inside the closet. Y/n was a bit scared, but she hopes she gets through this night. Y/n's hear was beating a bit, and she kinda wanted them to stop.

Y/n heard footsteps in her bedroom, Y/n saw Ghostface in her bedroom. " how the fuck do they have to change so quickly?' Y/n thought to herself.

" Come out, come out wherever you are." Ghostface said sing songly.

"Hmm, I guess you're not here. you're a very good hider, princess." Ghostface says as y/n sees him leave. Y/n quietly sighed in relief.

Ghostface appeared in front of the closet, jumscaring y/n. "Found you, doll." Ghostface says, holding his knife, opening the closet aggressively grabbing y/n as Ghostafce places her on the bed. Ghostface comes on top of y/n, tracing the knife of the skin of her face down to neck and down to her shirt. Ghostface cuts the fabric of her shirt, leaving y/n in her bra.

"God, your so fucking sexy, princess." Ghostface whispers making y/n a bit wet. Ghostface takes his mask off revealing Billy.

Billy carries y/n on top of her dresser as he kisses her making them both moan through the kiss, as Billy placed y/n on the dresser he unbuckles her pants sliding them off leaving her in her bra and underwear .

"I fucking love you know that, you make me so fucking happy." Billy whispers down y/n thighs as he kisses the inner thighs taking off her underwear. As he was about to eat y/n out stu came in the room smiling of the view of Billy and y/n.

"Aww, you didn't call me that you found her. She's not just yours, you know?" Stu said irritatingly as Billy glared at him, giving him a look.

Billy goes back to taking off Y/n's underwear going in between her thighs kissing until he kisses her heat making y/n gasp in pleasure as y/n was about to moan stu kisses her swallowing her moans as Billy eats her out.

Stu and y/n continue making out, as Y/n moans as she felts like she was gonna cum. "I'm gonna cum." Y/n says out of breath but still continuing making out with stu as she wraps her arms around him but takes off his shirt.

Y/n moans loudly as Billy gets out of y/n's thighs as he wipes some cum off. "I think we should give y/n a little reward, don't you think, stu?" Billy said smirking as stu smiles.

" Yeah, we do." Stu said, looking at y/n with so much lust in his eyes. Stu unzips his pants and underwear, leaving him bare right in front of y/n. Y/n licked her lips at the sight of stubs cock.

" come suck on my cock, baby." Stu said smirking at Y/n. Y/n came to stu kissing his chest stomach and down to his dick. Y/n suck the kitten licked the tip of his dick making him groan as y/n bobbed her head going up and down. Stu had the best blow job in his life, before he killed Casey she wasn't really good at giving head so he never really knew how good a blow job felt, but now that y/n is sucking him off he felt so good.

" cmon, don't leave Billy hanging, sweetheart." Stu teases as y/n continues sucking stu off she see the tent growing Billy's pants, Billy's was so turned on how you look so good sucking on stubs cock without gagging, stu and Billy's were madly in love and devoted to you.

Y/n lightly grabbed Billy's pants as she unbuckles his pants with one hand still focusing on sucking stu's dick, y/n started jerking of Billy, making him close his eyes groaning in pleasure. Y/n smiling on the outside as she is happy at the sight of Billy and stu be such a moaning mess for her. y/n was still jerking Billy off with one hand not getting tired.

Stu and Billy both groaned as y/n swallow stu's cum and y/n sucks off the cum Billy placed on her hand, looking at the both of them as she sucks off the cum seductively but somehow innocently.

Y/n got up from the ground kissing stu and Billy on the cheek as all of them put on their clothes. "That was awesome. You are really special with your hands and mouth." Stu said as y/n lightly laughed.

"Hey, would you like to come to my party? My parents aren't gonna be home since they're gonna be at work." Stu said as he zipped his pants back up. "Yeah, sure I'll be there." Y/n smiled at stu.

" Awesome, we'll see you there." Stu said as pecks y/n the lips quickly and energetically as Billy kisses y/n on the forehead. " Goodnight, princess." Billy says, leaving y/n's room.

Y/n plopped down, laying in her bed. Something in her gut felt happy but a bit scared. She felt like stu and Billy were gonna be up to something at this party... y/n didn't know what to feel she loved both Billy and stu, and she knows that they are both into her. But the guilt is eating her up.

"I'm probably gonna have to go to therapy after this." Y/n says to herself as she turns off her lights going to sleep.

[capri-ramblings]

Hey,hey,hey. *Drops this post from my pocket and stumbles down stairs*

[ R a p t u r e d ]

A Twisted Wonderland Yandere Short Fic.

Summary: Your brother, obsessed with making a name for himself as a huntsman slaughters the beast in the Nostorne Forest, an olden land rumoured to be where the Faefolk reside with their Mother Goddess Gaia and her seven sons. But the rumours are true, and the price for having a fool brother is a heavy one.

Chapter One: Rage

"When was the last time you had the sun on you?" Idia asked this with a gentle smile curling on his lips. His blue flamed eyes glistening with a fondness too endearing to be let off as friendly.

The cuffs on your hand bit into your skin. Bruised and calloused, you balled your hands into fists yet your lips didn't part open for any of your anger to manifest into words.

Idia frowned. Guilt lingering on his features. The tower you were in was dark with nothing but a single window and a door only magic could make visible. In Idia's mind your refusal to speak to him was from a lack of comfort. Of course,anyone would be as frustrated as you were.

Perhaps,he could help with that.

His hand went up to unlatch the lock on the window and as he pushed the wooden frames back, a simmering sunlight entered the room through streaks of warmness you haven't felt in months. In your dreary state, you almost wanted to swoon from it, but then you caught the smile in Idia's eyes and your anger flared once more. You clenched your jaw and turn away from the window.

Idia's frown returned and this time with a painful jab to his heart.

"What are you doing?" Came another familiar voice you dreaded to hear, and it was from Riddle who had just materialised in front of you, his usual condescending gaze glowering at your cuffed form.

Idia furrowed his brows.

"The sun was out, I thought it'll be good for them."

Riddle scoffed,his high and mighty stance crushing your pride as he strode pass you and towards the window, where he glanced out briefly before slamming it shut. The moment darkness engulfed you once more, the regret of not facing the heat of the morning came to slap you in the face, and your shoulders slumped.

Idia looked to Riddle disapprovingly, but said nothing. Though he did glanced at you with pity. He knew you liked the sun even when you acted like you didn't, and being one of your captors, you weren't sure whether to be disgusted or grateful for his efforts to understand you.

"They're not a plant" Riddle drawled, "And with that scornful look in their eyes, you shouldn't be treating them to something so pleasant,brother."

"Humans need their sun" Idia argued "They'll get sick if you keep them locked up like this"

Riddle cocked one brow, his glowering glare seeping into your very bones when he stared down at you. When he began taking strides towards you,the sound of his boots thudding against the wooden floorboards made you flinch. For such a petite looking male, he walked with a confidence of a king marching with his army.

"Look at them,Idia" He said, softly, as if attempting to coerce his brother onto his side. "Just us standing nearby makes them sick."

When Riddle turned to face him,Idia wore a painful look on his face as if he was pleading for the words to not escape Riddle.

The red haired turned back to you, leaning down to push back the bangs obscuring your eyes from meeting his. The gentle scent of floral emitting from him matched well with the softness of his delicate fingers running through your hair, and yet both greatly contrasted the bitter grey in his gaze.

"You're fortunate I dislike seeing my brother displeased,human." He cooed, mockingly. "I'd have you collared and hung otherwise."

Riddle pulled away swiftly when the flames on Idia's hair flickered lightly, a sign of annoyance.

Mean while, you tried swallowing the immense fear in your throat to make way for the words you've wanted to pour out ever since you were captured. Alas, it seemed as if someone had sewn your own will too tightly.

"You're going too soft on it" Riddle said after going to Idia's side,the slight aggression in his voice earning a scowl from blue haired male.

"Them. Not it. And if you keep treating them like that they'll refuse to eat"

"If it's not eating, it's barely my fault."

"They'll die,Riddle. And I thought we were supposed to keep them well and alive until their brother gets back with his homage."

"Alive." Riddle said firmly, "The well part is only because you like them."

The accusation brought colour to his cheeks and Idia found his tongue betraying him when it refused to utter proper words. Riddle looked to the hunched over form of the unfortunate human they were responsible for looking after and sighed. Bringing up his index finger to rub the side of his temple.

"It's decaying. How could you even stand near it? Let alone find it pleasing to watch over?"

"You don't know." Idia said simply, and though he was frowning, Riddle caught the nostalgic look in his eyes.

Years together, and Riddle still couldn't really figure his brother out. He was closer to Idia than he was with the rest of his brothers,but the way Idia held certain things with such sentiment gave Riddle a headache. To think someone of nobility like his brother would go soft for something as meager as a human...He was going to have tea after this, that would clear his head.

But that was later. Now, he needed to make sure, as Idia had stated multiple times, that their human wouldn't die.

***

The cold water that splashed ontop of your head and trailed down the rest of your body made you shiver and flinch as the wounds on your wrist hissed at the sudden exposure.

The small, encircling, faeries dusted in the pale colour of blue giggled at your reaction, never once stopping to ask you if the water bothered you. Water Fairies... You've only ever heard of them in stories your mother told you before you slept, but now for the past two months, they were the ones keeping your body clean.

Your gaze dropped to your bare feet soaked in the wooden basin you bathed in, and the memories of when you were free brought tears to your eyes. Before you actually realized it, you were crying. Tears uncontrollably slipping through your eyes like rain dripping in-between the creaks of a broken roof. Your body trembled and despite the soreness of your limbs, you hunched over to hug your knees. The water Fairies, continued their job, carelessly oblivious to your sorrows.

You didn't even noticed Idia entering the room until his panicked voice broke through the silence and a pair of his hands gripped your shoulders.

"What happened? Are you hurt?" He sounded worried, hasty even. The water Fairies giggled, splashing the water from your bath playfully as if to greet the young male but when he lifted his gaze towards them, the gold in his eyes flared like fire and within seconds you heard the small cries of pain elicited by the water Fairies before, one by one, Idia's fire engulfed them all.

"They're gone now" He said, cupping your tear stained face clumsily in his hands. "They won't hurt you again. I swear."

He wasn't expecting a 'Thank you' or a grateful smile or even your body welcoming him in an embrace, even if he did craved those things from you, but Idia also didn't expect for your hands to push him away so vigorously. As if by his touch alone he had made you feel disgusted.

His gaze was wide when it met yours,a tinge of hurt lingering in them but when Riddle entered the room then, it vanished and Idia looked away from you.

"What happened here? Why are you on the floor—" Riddle let common sense piece up the scenes together and when it did, the annoyance In his demeanor shifted to anger.

"Get up,Idia. You'll need a change of clothes,Azul is already downstairs,have him help you."

Idia got up without a word and when the door vanished the moment he went through it, dread settled into the room like a plague.

"I don't know how many times I've said it" Riddle started,looming over your bared body still sitting in the basin.

"But you should consider yourself lucky I'm neither Leona or Azul. They would've given you nothing to wear and tossed you out naked."

You didn't dare meet his gaze then but Riddle made you to by placing his thumb underneath your chin and slowly lifting it up.

"I wanted you dead,you know. After all, what your foolish brother did was unforgivable. Mindlessly slaughtering the creature our mother raised on her own as the family's protector..." He jerked your chin back with a flick, his every action a sting of aggression. "I've always felt my own brothers were a handful" Riddle looked you right in the eyes then before he laughed, "But now that I've seen yours,I'm grateful. Very unfortunate for you though"

"Why are keeping me like this?" The words came in a whisper but Riddle caught it and he arched both his brows as if he was impressed you could actually talk.

"You're not an idiot" He said "You heard me perfectly well."

"Yes,I heard you...but why? I don't understand." Slowly, your eyes began to burn with an ignition of life, and for once, Riddle did find it pleasing to look at you.

"What difference does it make if you did? The situation here is very clear. Your brother,an arrogant hunter, thought he'd be doing the world a favour by intruding into my family's ancient lands and arousing the beast that protects it,killing it in the end. I'll admit,it's no small feat, and he does have an ounce of talent in his veins but he's done wrong by us," Riddle's voice shifted into a drawl, gaze darkening, "And perhaps he should've think twice before angering us Faefolk."

"But why am I the captive?" You were almost screaming, your throat coarse and dry it hurt to even utter the words, but it was unfair. Why was it you had to pay for the fault of a man you weren't even related to by blood. With the little energy you had left, you stood on your trembling legs, not caring that your naked body was in full display to the red haired who all but stared at you in bewilderment.

"I'm not to blame. I take no responsibility for the death of your creature. If it's vengeance you want then maybe giving me a sword would suit better."

Riddle's rage glimmered in his eyes.

"You're challenging me?"

"No." You said. "I'm offering to give you the head of the man who dishonoured your family, Fae."

[justanotherlifeff]

Levi Ackerman × reader

Genre: Angst, Hurt/comfort, Fluff, matured themes, slowburn

Warning: There's mentions and descriptions of underage rape and suicidal themes and self harm.

Levi POV

The M.P expected us to turn Eren in after the failed operation but Erwin apparently had a plan. I woke up and went to the dining hall to find (Y/N) making tea. Just two cups for today. She avoided looking at me. Her eyes were puffy which meant she cried to sleep. I never thought the death of our comrades would make her cry. She didn't seem like someone who would cry about what happened in the past that easily. I didn't want to judge her though because even if I didn't see her get too close to anyone from the team, she still must have cared. 

"Rough night?" I asked her as she set down a cup of tea and some biscuits in front of me. "Yeah. A bit" she answered and took a sip of her own tea. There was an awkward silence between us as I didnt know what to say to her. "I wish I died instead. Things would've been better that way" she murmured again and took a biscuit from the plate. "Don't say that. What happened has happened. We can't change anything and I'm glad that you're alive. You're a big asset to the team" I replied. I knew I was bad at giving condolences to people but this probably was the worst I've ever done. 

"You aren't glad captain. Wouldn't you have preferred it if Petra was alive instead? After all, you were supposed to get married to her. I... I could've saved her you know. But I didn't because I had some personal issues with her. I wasted that one second of advantage that I had over the female titan just because I didn't know which would've been the right decision. The one I made was clearly wrong, by general ethics and also because it caused a lot more trouble for you and uncle Erwin. The most horrible thing about it is that I… I felt relieved that she's out of my way. I regret the fact that my decision made someone lose their child and someone lose their… loved one. What I did is a punishable offence and I would gladly accept my punishment." she said looking down at the table. 

I sighed at that. Of Course she had something to do with this. Someone with her level of skills could've easily gotten out of that situation. 

"(Y/N), I will be blunt with you. What you did was selfish, irresponsible and immature. I won't go on with the ethics here because I personally killed people who had a problem with me back in the underground. However, (Y/N), we are not underground now. We are up here where ethics have value. I personally made some very immature mistakes during my first expedition too, trying to kill Erwin. That got the two people I ever gave a damn about killed. I won't report this to the higher ups because I tried to kill a comrade on my first expedition too due to my selfish whims. However, (Y/N), if anything like this happens again, I won't hesitate to report to Erwin. I care about my comrades and you will have to take responsibility for such actions. The titans are already out to kill us during the expeditions and killing each other won't help humanity or your goals. I won't ask you to be ashamed of what you did. You made the decision and you are owning it. However, I am not proud of what you did. I expected you to be able to keep your personal feelings out of your job. By the way what do you mean by that deal about marriage? Petra had a crush on me but the feeling wasn't mutual. I wish I transferred her to another squad but I can't change anything now. Petra and I weren't supposed to get married. She just ranted about it to her father I suppose so that he could convince me." I said to her in a monotone voice, wondering if that thing about marriage that Petra probably bragged to (Y/N) about made (Y/N) make such a bad decision while her eyes widened.

 "But I saw you two kissing... " she started when I interjected "she just confessed her feelings to me then and kissed me out of nowhere and you opened the door before I could process the whole information and push her off me." I explained. "But she told me you are dating her..." she started again and I interjected again to say "She was bluffing" this time annoyed because she just isn't getting the message. "But why.." she started again and I stopped her again to say, "because I like someone else you idiot! ". 

At this point, she looked like someone punched her in the gut as a flash of regret glinted in her eyes. It passed in mere seconds before she looked surprised at me and asked, "Heichou, don't mind me asking but are you gay? And is that Eren?" The look on my face probably made her understand how ridiculous that theory is. Why did she even assume that? "Sorry for assuming. But if you're not gay, it must be Hanji.." she muttered and I could see a speck of sadness in her eyes. Does that mean she likes me too? 

"Why would I even like that titan loving shitty glasses? She's like a sister." I told her in my monotone voice. "Oh! So, is it someone I know?" she asked me. "You do know that I'm your superior right brat? You shouldn't be asking questions like this." I told her. "You told me that I can trust you. Doesn't that mean you should trust me too? And these trust businesses kinda make us friends right? Since we are trusting each other about things that are personal? And I thought friends talk to each other about stuff like who they are interested in." she told me with a straight face but her voice betrayed her. She was nervous. 

"What's in it for you?" I asked her. She can't know I'm interested in her. "Just curious. I'm not great at making friends and since I happened to make a friend by myself, I just thought I'll try to make a conversation. Sorry for bothering you captain." she muttered, without looking at me. "Look, it's best if you don't know. I like someone I'm not supposed to. If this gets out, both her and my reputation will be on the line." I explained to her with a serious tone. It was the truth. After a pause, she said, "I happen to be in a similar situation" with a smile. She really should smile more often.

(Y/N) POV

I felt like a complete idiot. Of Course Petra lied. It was all sinking in now. I got someone killed because I was a selfish piece of crap. And to add to my guiltiness, she wasn't even with Levi heichou. How could I do this to her? To her parents? "Why the hell are you still alive! Such a burden... Just get out of my house and die somewhere will you?!" I remember a voice shouting at me, a memory of my childhood, a memory from the underground that never left me. Was I becoming like her? That woman who sold me off to that brothel? Was I becoming like my biological mother? That woman broke every promise she ever made to me. Could I live with myself if I became like that? 

I decided not to think more of it because I probably would never be able to look in the mirror and tolerate myself. With that, I stopped thinking about it and just as heichou mentioned that he liked someone, I blurted out that I am in a similar situation without giving it a second thought.

Who was he talking about? That day after looking at Petra kiss heichou, I came to the conclusion that I have feelings for Levi heichou and I don't regret Petra's death because her absence made my insecurities go away. I felt like I'm a monster for thinking that way and cried quite a bit thinking how disappointed my parents could have been, how disappointed everyone would've been in general as I thought about it last night. I also thought that heichou just lost his fiancee and I definitely didn't have a chance because he probably would be too devastated to be with other women.

 Now that I knew the truth, I felt plain guilt, however, as there was the slightest possibility that the girl heichou likes could be me, I didn't have any intention to let go of this chance. "I'll tell you who I like if you tell me about you. That way no one can double cross each other." I said to him. "I don't feel comfortable about telling you who she is." heichou stated, not looking at me. I could see him blushing. It was a sight to see. 

"We could play a game of 5 questions. We will ask each other 5 questions and both can answer as yes or no. Is that okay?" I proposed. I personally always hated this game that Eren and my fellow members of the 104 trainee corps made up but at that moment, I couldn't think of any other way to get heichou to open my mouth. "Isn't that a children’s game?" heichou asked me, raising an eyebrow. "Well, yes but we don't exactly have things to do right now so why not kill time doing this?" I reasoned. "Yeah I guess we do have some time to kill.." he answered, sounding a bit unsure. 

"Do I know her?" I asked. "Yes. And is it a man?" he answered and asked.

 "Yes. Is she from the 104 training Corps?" I answered and asked again.

 "Yes. Do I know him?" he answered and asked.

 "Yes. Was she in the top 10 recruitments?" I answered and asked. A blush formed on my face. So he was into someone from our training Corps.. 

He looked away and said, "Yes. Is he from the 104 trainee Corps?" The tension between us increased.

 "No. Was she in the top 3?" I asked not looking at him. If he says yes, it's either me or Mikasa. 

"Yes. Does he happen to be a squad leader?" he asked. His body was tense and he averted his eyes from mine. I did the same since I was too nervous.

 "Yes. Was she in the first position?" I almost whispered. I was speechless. I never thought that slightest hope could become something so big. 

"Yes. Is he the captain of the survey corps?" he asked while running a hand in his hair. His face looked serious. He was interested in me. 

"Yes'' I whispered. I was so shocked that I didn't know how to react. I should've felt happy but in reality, I felt terrified. I knew why I felt that way. It's because the reality sunk into me. The world was a cruel place. Bad things happened whenever I believed in people. I wasn't ready to lose him. I didn't know if I ever could be ready for that. He looked at me with wide eyes. I could see the fear in them. He was scared too and I understood why he felt that way. He was right. This was impossible.

Levi POV

Did we just confess to each other? What the hell am I doing? This isn't like me at all. I seriously agreed to play this stupid game those cadets made up just to know who she had feelings for? I knew that if it wasn't me, I would make their life in the survey corps much more hellish than it already is. Now that I know that it's me, it bothered me that I would have to break her heart. 

However, this girl made me make all sorts of bad decisions and I couldn’t even hate her for it. I looked straight at her eyes. She was blushing and her eyes were as terrified and sad as mine. This wouldn't work and she understood it. I was glad that she understood the issue because explaining this would be a big problem. 

The silence was broken by Eren. "Hey (Y/N), you made breakfast?" he asked her cheerfully. (Y/N) muttered a "No" with her usual monotone voice. Eren didn't notice the tention in the room because of how stupid he is as he sat down beside (Y/N). "They are late.." I broke the silence.

 "I can't believe that good-for- nothing Erwin.. Making me wait. The MPs are going to get here first. Most likely.. He's having some trouble taking a shit." I stated which made Eren laugh while (Y/N) remained stoic. She probably still was processing everything. I took another sip of the tea and placed it on the saucer. 

"Heichou, you're pretty talkative today," Eren pointed out nervously. Of Course I was. I confessed to (Y/N) a while back and the situation just got more complicated. I was talking so much because there was too much on my mind. "Don't be stupid. I've always been talkative" I answered instead. 

"Eren" (Y/N) called out, her face looked like it had aged suddenly. I knew that she was about to talk about her contribution to the death of my squad to Eren. She seemed more worried about the squad's death.

 "I could've saved Petra and that would've saved Oluo but I didn't because of my own personal issues. I was wrong to do that. My priorities shouldn't be greater than anyone's life. I need to know if you can forgive me after hearing this." she told him, her voice monotone. 

"(Y/N)... I can't forgive you for the decision you made but, I made a wrong choice too. That was what got you in that situation. It all started from me. Back then, if only I hadn't made the wrong choice things might have been different. Even you were injured..." Eren stated, looking at me at the end.

 "I told you two. No one knows how things will turn out. Stop blaming yourselves for this. It's just how the situation was." I answered, shutting them up. The last thing the survey corps needed right now were soldiers that had regrets. Just then Erwin and the others arrived.

(Y/N) POV

Armin came to a conclusion that Annie could be the female titan. The plan was, when the military police would come to escort us, Eren, Armin and Mikasa would sneak out. They would take Annie to the abandoned underground city in stohess district and fight her there with some other survey corps soldiers and with Eren's titan powers. I was supposed to be with Levi Heichou and Uncle Erwin. Both of us were injured and we weren't allowed to participate in the fight. 

Everything was going according to the plan until there was a lightning and a gust of smoke. We knew the plan had failed. Commander Nile looked surprised and was talking to Uncle Erwin. I looked at Levi heichou. He was staring at the smoke. Suddenly he looked at me and said, "seems like plan A failed. We need to go somewhere safe until the fight is over. Go tell Erwin to make his conversation quick and get moving". " Yes heichou" I replied and went to Uncle Erwin. My mind was still stuck to the conversation we had this morning. Heichou was right. It was impossible. But... If I couldn't have the one I love, I couldn't reach my goal of happiness. In that case, what's the point of being alive?

To be continued... 

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