#he could've been the love of my life but noooooo. fuckin. autism and trauma and nerves and shit
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massive L for the Black4poc community (me)
#the adas speak#cannot describe to you what some negro just did to me#in a romantic context. not just a Black person doing a random bad thing#I was not the person they were romancing and thank goodness for that. i honestly probably would've folded#i mean i like to think i know better but i worry about the kind of things they would've said if they were romancing me#the issue is that i'm getting over a brown guy i fumbled twice and this does not inspire confidence in the rest of them#and it also just. reaffirms the fact that that was in fact the fumble of a lifetime#he could've been the love of my life but noooooo. fuckin. autism and trauma and nerves and shit#he had STYLE! and ADHD! and HAIR! it could've been magical#it's joever for me folks. career ended before it even starts by a guy who wears light purple#light purple guys. my shade of purple. my shade of purple that i always wear and have in my hair rn#it was a sign and i ignored it and now i'm being punished#(disclaimer this is intentional hyperbole not a schizophrenia moment)#the universe wants me to be single forever. and i might just have to accept it. bc what the fuck are niggas on
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