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Day 23: A month/year of your life when you were happiest and why

Exhales, forever, and ever.

I don't know if looking back on the past like that is good for me anymore. It's great to view it as a landing point for the kind of happy I want to be again, but in some ways, it's detrimental to appreciating the happiness I have now. What do you do about being so happy, that everything else after that just pales in comparison?

I remember the exact moment my life changed forever and to this day I still don't know if it's best to give up on finding that again.

If one day you woke up, and for no reason at all, your hands and mind felt new, like a baby. And your poetry dripped with sky, and when you looked up in the sky you could feel every piece of history in the clouds and when you looked up again you saw something that answered any question you've ever had about being alive?

If that instilled such a happiness within you that every day, for years, you woke up awestruck and rapturous, would you ever stop looking for that again if you lost it?

Does that make you or break you in the end?