#have you ever seen your crush flex their musical talents and you started to cry?

[blissey9410]

Side character in y/n's story

This was supposed to be my hw but it turned gold so I decided to post

Hello, I am Sarah, i am living a decent life with busy parents,i am a high schooler. I was having a regular day at school when a new kid arrived. She had the most beautiful face in the entire school and I was awed. The entire male population of the school had a crush on her. She winked at one and he passed out. I was envying her a lot. And then she took her physics class, and discovered the most important law of the universe that changed the world ever since.

Y/n was world famous. There was a history test so I had to study, there were a lot of materials. As soon as I was about to hum my favorite song, I heard someone singing. I wasn't surprised, y/n singing fight song in the halls, hitting all the notes perfectly and rivaling music itself. At this point I'm just done. The next morning I woke up to see y/n flexing her new dragon and unicorn pet. At this point I'm unhealthily comparing myself to her. When I walked in school, y/n just rejected my crush?! He was like THE ideal man? And you just said no?

I almost broke down the entire school day because of how much they admired y/n. I was always plain and boring, I was like the other girls, I didn't have anything special, my friends prefer talking to their friends, my grades were average, I didn't have any stunning talents. I was sick of my unhealthy comparison. I wanted to be better than y/n at one thing. I feel like a boring background character everyone forgets. When she talks to me she's always very nice and typical protagonist personality, she had no harm intended for me and I was felling guilty.

At home, I broke down into my bed, crying on how ugly I am, how stupid I am, how untalented I am, how boring I am, I don't think anyone would have a crush on me. Everyday went on normal as always, y/n achieving great feats and me comparing myself to her or my parents doing it for me. I am insecure about my face. Y/n has a clear face and smooth skin, she never had any imperfections on her face. I want to be her. I wish I could have another day without having to compare myself to y/n.

Today were having art class, y/n drew the most beautiful painting of flowers that rivaled her beauty. I couldn't think of anything to draw. Sigh my only talent beaten by her. I asked permission to go to the bathroom and as soon as I got there I started crying as silently as I possibly can. When I was done it was time to go home.

I was walking down the streets, trying to hide my tears. When a familiar voice came to me. "Hey! Please listen to me". It was y/n, she brought me a bouquet of flowers and said " What's your name? ", I replied with "Sarah.", She replied with " That's a beautiful name, I want to say something about you, I think you are the most beautiful girl I've ever seen, but you seem to always look away when I see you... Why is that? Do you hate me?". I felt surprised and my heart jumped to my throat, I said "I don't hate you, I just admire and envy you a lot". She replied with " I think.. I think I love you", she gave me a kiss on the cheek before flying home with her dragon. I felt in a special way that I've never experienced before, instead of a boring background character I am the love interest. I felt better about myself ever since.

[anonyfreak]

Tag Game 🌷

I was tagged by @snakesick to do this :) Enjoy me being boring 😘🌸 I'll tag @consultingangelwholived

What’s your favourite musical? I've only ever seen Cats, but feel free to recommend! How do you get to sleep? Usually by reading until I can't keep my eyes open anymore. What happened at the last party you went to? Ooh, that was quite a long time ago - it was a leaving do for a friend joining the army. Have you ever smoked a cigarette? No What’s your hair like at this present moment? Naturally brown and a wavy mess. 🍂 Are you more comfortable sitting or lying down? Lying down, I'm lazy. What’s the worst film you’ve ever seen? I don't watch films often enough to decide 😭 Are you an untidy person? Very much so. Its probably my worst habit. Have you ever been a fan of*NSYNC? No. Do you watch a lot of television? I'll watch the occasional documentary or classic film but I mostly binge watch entire series on Netflix. Do you think you’re fat sometimes? Yes Do you like to flex your muscles? Perhaps if I had any 😂 Do you think you’ll ever get plastic surgery? It's not likely. Have you ever completely misunderstood what someone was saying? Only all the time Favourite kind of cake? So hard to decide! Coffee and walnut cake for sure ☕️ Was it a boy or girl to text you last? A male friend for reassurance on an upcoming job interview. Name something you are doing tomorrow? Reading, coffee? Taking pictures of flowers and writing? 💐 Do you sleep on your stomach? Sometimes. Where are you going to be at 4PM tomorrow? Ooh, specific. I might go to the library. Last time you saw fireworks, with whom& where? New Years Eve 2015, family, home. Are you missing someone? Not currently, though it's always nice to be in the company of a friend. Do you like horror or comedy? Comedy, too much of a scaredy-cat for horrors without something to hide behind. Who did you last share a taxi with? Family, on route to the airport. Dogs or cats? 💖Cats💖 What were you doing at 12 this afternoon? Making sandwiches - eventful. Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 months from now? No, it would be nice but unrealistic ✨ What’s your favourite season? Why? Autumn, the colours and an excuse for more coffee 🍂✨🍂 When was the last time you did something you knew was wrong? Depends on the severity of 'wrong' in this context. Answer avoided. Did you have any unread messages when you woke up this morning? No. Who was the last person you hugged? A few friends I met up with yesterday. When was the last time you cried? I cry at almost anything if I'm honest, the last time I really cried was a week or so ago when I confessed a few things to a friend. Who was driving the last time you were in a car? My friend's dad, dropping me home. Does any part of your body hurt right now? I'm straining my eyes to type this without my glasses on if that counts? Do you like your bed? It sounds childish to admit, but it's my safe place and I don't sleep properly anywhere else. Have you ever broken someone’s heart? No. When did you last talk to your brother or sister? Earlier today when my brother was annoying me.

Do you ever want to know which person you are going to marry? I don't like the idea of marriage. How much cash do you have on you? None currently. Are you tanned? Slightly, some parts of my body tan quicker than others. Did you get any compliments today? No, but I didn't leave my house or speak to many people. Have you ever gone to court? Yes, but not for any negative reasons. I waited outside the courtrooms during the signing in of the Magistrates. Do you get jealous easily? Extremely, I try to conceal it but the talents of others are admirable. Would you ever want to swim with the sharks? No, I don't like swimming as much as I used to. What are you going to do on saturday? I'll go for a morning run and maybe start work if my interview is successful. 🌼 What is in your back pocket? I'm wearing shorts that don't have pockets. What were you doing at 3AM this morning? Dreaming ✨ What do you usually do first in the morning? Always coffee ☕️☕️☕️ Are you good at math? I used to be. Any plans for friday night? No. Do you have a little crush on someone? Not really a certain person, but there are so many beautiful people in the world, and I'm a sucker for a kind heart. How old is the last person you kissed? Maybe 18 now? 19 at most? Why did you kiss the last person you kissed? I'd rather not remember them.