#have to keep reminding myself I'm literally surrounded by hobbies and enrichment and I don't have to sit on my ass feeling grumpy

[altamaranempire]

starts day bright and early, at a normal human hour, has breakfast with spouse and is generally having a great start to the day! online group talking about bug fixing for an issue I mentioned earlier, so I join discussion person says something mildly argumentative in my direction over an extremely slight misunderstanding of wording (approx. me suggesting a method of fixing vs. me offering to do fix.. it was the former ftr) well now my day’s just fucking ruined aint it >:c I’m smart enough to know I need to find something else to do to change my mood and what I’m thinking about- I have an image I’ve been working on, I’ve taken a shower, I’m having lunch... But my mood’s still kinda bad even though I know it’s dumb as hell to be bummed out. man it’s been going on a decade since I last had someone professional to talk to about this kinda thing, good thing ‘get a therapist’ is on my to do list for next month. :/