#hatemail calling me a disgusting perverted jerk off bc my mental illness isn't all sunshine and rainbows and i can't control my intrusive | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

therevengeoffrankenstein · 1 year ago

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something i hate is seeing neurotypical/non-psychotic people be all defensive when they have one (1) unpopular/unconventional interest. they make their whole personality into how quirky they are and then turn around and ignore at best, harass and bully at worst when people like me who are 'crazy' when we engage in those same interests because we somehow manage to 'do it wrong.'

#like yes you call yourself 'punk' and emo but like when i infodump about fob lore on my own damn post are you gonna act like i'm #ruining your life for simply existing?#and you might have a crush on the same guy as me but when i discuss my delusions involving him will you send me #hatemail calling me a disgusting perverted jerk off bc my mental illness isn't all sunshine and rainbows and i can't control my intrusive #thoughts and delusions? if a mentally different person existing really bothers you that much you can block me.#i won't be upset i prommy. especially if you're an asshole!#myevilposts #part of being super into petey c was acknowledging that i am an outlier bc no one was as intense or 'crazy' about him as me.#at least not during my stint. i know there were some inactive blogs/people who used to be like me about him #but changed interests which is fine and all but man.#it was isolating.

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