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robotpussy · 2 years

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im having a feeling the crush cancelled and asking nonblack people what they think of black people posts are related and if im right im so sorry you should be allowed to beat his ass

kind of 😭 he hasnt done anything to me directly im just nervous because of... well. u know. whether it is deeply internalized for him or whatever im just worried and im kind of angry that i and other black ppl have to go through this just to form good relationships with people. so for now, i dont have a crush on him, not until i ask him the question that was in my post

#also everywhere i look i am seeing that article of the nigerian man who was beaten to death for no reason in Italy #like i could be fucking sick its really turning me off from him i know he doesn't represent the whole country but no doubt he #has unconscious bias and there hasnt been a moment where i could see for myself how he would react to smth like this #idk im kind of annoyed i have a crush on a white guy because this is the anxiety that comes with it. with any white person really #there r so many white ppl who will date black ppl or poc and still be raging racists so yea i dont think i like him anymore (for now)#also back to my italy point i fell down a rabbit hole of reading abt the experiences poc and black ppl have in Italy so that's why its #on my mind #sorry for hiding this in the tags #asks #antiblackness tw #death mention in tags

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