#happy gayoon day

[gaymer-hag-stan]

It's been twelve years since HyunA, Sohyun, Jihyun, Gayoon and Jiyoon (there will be no "HyunA and her backup dancers" under my watch, learn their motherfucking names already) stood together on stage as 4Minute for the first time. Establishing themselves from day one as a successful groups, 4Minute delivered the bops and nothing but the bops for seven years straight.

Happy anniversary Queens ❣️🎉

#12YearsWith4Minute

[shining-red-diamond]

Prologue

Prologue/Ch. 1: My Name is Y/N/Ch. 2: The Paint Shop/Ch. 3: Boram (coming soon)

 Words: 2.5k

Pairing: Kai (feat. Bobby of iKon)

Rating: PG-15

Genre: angst with somewhat happy ending

Warnings: language, blood, violence, character death, and use of firearms

August 15, 2038. 8:29PM

The elevator ascended up the penthouse rapidly but silently. Kai faced the silver, sliding doors while waiting to get off on the floor he was called to. A homicide had happened in one of the wealthier neighborhoods in Seoul, the situation being an android like himself seeming to have gone rogue before slaying his owner. Why this happened, the police weren’t sure; but now with Kai on the way, they could possibly be a step closer to helping the family.

Out of boredom, Kai began performing tricks with his silver coin he had picked up after his first case. He had been programmed to learn a small skill to help him think, and coin tossing became his. He tossed it into the air twice before dancing it between his fingers. Leaping the object between his hands several times as if it were sliding in a PVC pipe, the elevator finally reached the seventieth floor, and Kai caught the coin between his index and middle fingers. As soon as he pocketed the coin, he straightened his tie and prepared himself to enter the penthouse.

The elevator doors then opened.

“Negotiator on site,” a troop reported before turning a corner.

The entrance to the family’s apartment was a dark hallway illuminated by lights shining upon home decorations and two large fish tanks with blue lights. In front of Kai was a rock wall with plants growing from well-groomed soil. Small tables lined the wall, and sitting upon them were both pictures of the family and other decorations. Debris of an ornament was shattered on the floor, indicating something bad had happened.

Kai glanced over at one of the pictures on a small table and picked it up. Pictured was a family of three: a father, mother, and a daughter; and they were all looking at the camera with content smiles. With one blink, his scanners immediately identified the man as thirty-nine year old Lee Minseo, the woman as thirty-seven year old Min Sooyoung, and the child as Lee Gayoon. From the information Kai was given about the family, Minseo was a well-respected businessman in the area, his wife worked as a nurse at one of the hospitals, and their ten-year-old daughter was a straight-A student one of the top elementary schools. To help out with their busy lives, they had bought an android that would clean the house, watch over the daughter, and a multitude of other basic needs.

Putting back the picture frame, he noticed a fish flopping around in one spot on the floor. He scooped it up, identified it as a dwarf gourami, and put it back into one of the fish tank. The creature swam away happily as if nothing had happened at all as Kai watched with a small smile on his face.

“I can’t leave her,” a woman’s voice pleaded. Kai turned to his left as a first responder was guiding a hysteric Sooyoung from the main area.

She spotted Kai, grabbed him by the shoulders and begged with tears in her eyes, “Please, please, you’ve got to save my little girl.” She paused for a second before pulling back and scanning him from head to toe. “Wait. You’re sending an android?”

“Alright, miss,” the responder ordered. “You need to go.”

“No,” Sooyoung protested as she was pulled from the scene. “You can’t do that! Why aren’t you sending a real person?!”

Kai watched as the sobbing woman was dragged to the elevator to safety. Turning back around, he ignored her protests and began his job.

He approached the S.W.A.T. captain, whom was looking over something with a team member, and introduced himself. “My name is Kai. I’m the android sent by CyberLife.”

The captain eyed him up and down before returning to his conversation with the S.W.A.T. soldier.

“It’s firing at everything that moves,” he reported. “It already shot down two of my men. We can easily get it to the edge of the balcony.”

Kai listened carefully to the captain’s plan.

“But if it falls,” the captain continued before turning to the android behind him, “she falls.”

Putting two and two together, Kai realized that this was the first case of an android going deviant. Worse than that, the android in question has taken Gayoon hostage.

“Do you know if it’s been behaving strangely before this?” he asked.

“I haven’t got a clue. Does it matter?”

“I need information to determine the best approach. Has it experienced an emotional shock recently?”

The police captain stood up in a huff and was now face to face with Kai. “Listen, saving that kid is all that matters. So either you take care of this android now, or I will.”

As soon as he was in another area of the room, Kai immediately got to work. He began in the master bedroom room where a safe was open, and a small, silver briefcase designed to hold Minseo’s pistol was abandoned and empty on the floor. He identified the inside as a placeholder to house an MS853 Black Hawk pistol that held seventeen rounds. Next to it, a few .365mm bullets had disappeared from a full box of them. His scanners then began reconstructing the scene, and it revealed that the deviant had stolen Minseo’s firearm.

Kai’s programming urged him to investigate Gayoon’s room. Upon entering her soft pink bedroom, he took advantage of checking her tablet that was resting next to her computer on her desk. The moment he opened it, the first thing to pop up was a video of Gayoon with her arm around the android. He and Gayoon were in a park on a somewhat cloudy day, and both of them were all smiles. The android was dressed in the standard android uniform, and from what Kai could tell Gayoon had on a light blue dress, her jet-black hair pulled back into a low ponytail.

“This is Bobby,” she grinned to the camera as she introduced him. “The coolest android ever! Say hi, Bobby.”

“Hello,” the android, now identified as Bobby, waved.

Kai shut off the tablet and glanced around the room some more. His eyes landed on a set of purple headphones. He kneeled down, picked them up, and held one side to his ear. Red Velvet’s music was playing loudly through them, which brought Kai to the conclusion that the child didn’t hear any possible gunshots.

Walking back into the living room, he found a man lying dead on a shattered, glass coffee table. As soon as he got closer, his scanners began to analyze everything. The body was identified as the now deceased Lee Minseo. He had been shot in the chest three times, his left lung, left kidney, and lower right lung all being pierced. Minseo’s cause of death was internal bleeding from the gunshots. Once the scene was reconstructed, it revealed that Minseo was sitting on the couch and reading something when the android entered from behind him. He turned around, saw the gun in his hands, and was almost instantly gunned down.

Something glimmered in the dim lighting. Kai found that it was a tablet with a few red blood splatters on it. He opened it, and found an order had been placed for a new android.

Things were starting to make sense now as the clues were piecing themselves together.

Two gunshots rang out at a deafening volume, and an officer cursed out of shock.

Kai knew he had to wrap up his investigation quickly, so he deciding to look around the kitchen area. A bronze pot sat on a hot stove, foam seeping from the lid and steam flying up into the air. Dinner was probably cooking when everything began to go down.

A DPD officer was sprawled out onto the floor, Kai concluding that he was the first officer to be shot by Bobby upon analysis. However, the officer had been able to strike the android before receiving a bullet through his heart, the child having been taken hostage and witnessing it all. After watching the scene, Kai was able to locate the officer’s weapon from under the kitchen table. He knew androids weren’t allowed to carry weapons, but he figured if things got out of hand or he needed to prove a point, he would pull it out if it were absolutely necessary.

The TV was now turned on to the news station where it was filming over the penthouse from a helicopter. The turquoise-colored pool glowed brightly, and a few patio lights brightened up the rooftop just enough to shed light on the deviant, who was holding Gayoon captive.

“It’s been just over an hour the little girl was taken hostage at the top of a building here in downtown Gangnam,” the anchor on the TV reported. “Details are still in motion as to what is happening, but the hostage taker could be the family’s android. He may have taken the lives of one family member and a police officer. If confirmed this would be the first case of an android taking human lives. By all sides, the-“

Kai muted the TV. He had the confirmation he needed. Now, he just needed to confide with Bobby.

Slowly, Kai stepped out onto the patio. A gun was immediately fired, Gayoon screamed, and the bullet hit Kai in his arm. Thankfully, it did little to no damage, but his blue blood was splattered onto the patio curtains.

Bobby was standing at the very edge of the rooftop. In his left arm, he held a crying Gayoon, and in his right hand was Minseo’s pistol.

“Stay back!” Bobby ordered with a shot. “Don’t come any closer, or I’ll jump.”

“No, no, please! I’m begging you!” Gayoon begged with tears of fear streaming down her eyes.

Kai glanced around at the surrounding buildings. The S.W.A.T. teams were starting to position themselves on the rooftops in case anything started getting out of hand, and a police helicopter was now hovering over them. If they fired immediately, they would risk killing Gayoon as well.

Gayoon had to be saved at all costs, so Kai immediately began his rescue strategies.

“Hi, Bobby!” he greeted him while having to shout at him over the helicopter’s noise. “My name is Kai.”

“How do you know my name?” Bobby asked.

“I know a lot of things about you. I’ve come to get you out of this.”

The detective android them began slowly approaching the pair, the helicopter flying around while causing a few lounge chairs to fly up and fall.

“I know you’re angry, Bobby,” Kai began the calm approach. “But you need to trust me, and let me help you.”

“I don’t want your help!” Bobby spat. “Nobody can help me. All I want is for all this to stop.” His face darkened again as he stared down at Kai. “Are you armed?”

“I have a gun.”

“Drop it!”-Bobby aimed his weapon at Kai-“No sudden moves, or I shoot.”

Kai pulled the gun out of his pocket and immediately tossed it aside. “There,” he said. “No more gun.”

He then began to walk forward again, this time explaining the whole scenario to Bobby.

“They were going to replace you,” he began, “and you became upset. That’s what happened right?”

“I thought I was part of the family,” Bobby added. “I thought I mattered, but I was just their toy. Something you can throw away when you’re done with.” He gripped Gayoon harder and held the gun to her.

“I know you and Gayoon were very close. You think she betrayed you, but she’s done nothing wrong.”

“SHE LIED TO ME!!!” Bobby screamed. “She’s just like all the other humans.”

“Bobby, no,” Gayoon sobbed.

Kai glanced over at another cop on the ground, but he was slightly moving. Rushing over to him to check him out, he realized he had been shot. He knew he had a job to do, but he figured there was still part of Bobby’s programming that could help the officer. Looking back up at Bobby, he told him, “He’s losing blood. If we don’t get him to a hospital now, he’s going to die.”

“All humans die eventually,” Bobby put his foot down. “What does it matter if this one dies now?”

Kai didn’t answer, but instead began showing Bobby what he’s doing. However, the deviant wasn’t having it. He shot a bullet near the man’s arm.

“Don’t touch him!” he ordered. “Touch him, and I’ll kill you.”

“You can’t kill me,” Kai shot back as he proceeded to stop the man’s bleeding until proper help could arrive. “I’m not alive.”

When he finished, he stood back up and began approaching Bobby again.

“I know this is not your fault,” he reassured. “These emotions you are feeling are just errors in your software.”

“No,” Bobby sobbed. “I never wanted this. I loved them, you know? But I was nothing to them!”

Gayoon began to cry again.

“Just a slave to be ordered around.”

The helicopter hovered a little closer, but Bobby only grew more agitated. “I can’t stand that noise anymore,” he growled. “Tell that helicopter to get out of here.”

Kai did as he wished and motioned for the flying contraption to leave, mentally hoping that this would help Bobby. The helicopter immediately flew away.

“There,” he reassured him. “I’ve done what you wanted.”

Bobby looked around at everything surrounding them and noticed the police and S.W.A.T. team all over the place. His LED was now shining red, the indicator of an android under stress.

“I want everyone to leave,” he ordered. “And I want a car. When I’m outside the city, I’ll let her go.”

Gayoon was staring at Kai with a pleading expression, tears stained down her round cheeks.

“That’s impossible, Bobby,” the android shook his head. “Let the girl go, and I promise you won’t be hurt.”

He knew it was probably a lie, but Kai was determined that Sooyoung would be able to get her ten-year-old back safely in her arms. At this point, Kai was doing he could to keep the situation calm and possibly not have to gun down the deviant.

“I don’t wanna die,” Bobby replied softly.

“You’re not going to die,” Kai promised with the knowledge that it was a lie. “We’re just going to talk. Nothing will happen to you. You have my word.”

Bobby stared down at him for a moment before gently releasing Gayoon from his grasp. The girl immediately rushed over to the pool and lay down by the edge, nervous that things would escalate further.

“Okay,” he sighed as he lowered the gun. “I trust you.”

The two locked eyes for a moment, but before Bobby could walk towards him a shot pierced the silence. Gayoon screamed in shock, and two more shots stuck Bobby causing him to kneel on both knees. His inner workings were now exposed while his blue blood was splattered and spilled like ice cream on a hot day.

He looked up Kai. “You lied to me, Kai,” he said as he began shutting down. “You l-lied to m-me…” Bobby shut down permanently, a somber look frozen on his face.

It was quiet now, the only noises being the two helicopters and Gayoon’s soft sobs as she lay there on the ground. Once the police collected Bobby, took care of the bleeding officer, and reunited Gayoon with her mother Kai left the scene. Kai’s mission was a success.

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Tagging: @moonlightlino​ @keeper-of-the-uwus​ @yeaimfishboi​ @daybreakx​ @nct-neoculture​

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» Request: "hello, can i request a one-shot smut of taeyong? - ahm they were highschool sweethearts back then but broke up because they think they're still young and will meet a lot of people in college. they'll meet again but one of them are already engaged to someone. thank youuu!"

» Pairing: Lee Taeyong/ Reader

» Genre: fluff/smut

» Words: 4.6k

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ding...

You glanced over to your laptop that was sitting at your work station lighting up the dark room. You were just lounging away the rest of a hard work day with one simple musical to lighten the mood.

"You gonna check that?" Your roommate spoke from you just staring trying to figure out if you wanted to get up or not.

Mmhmm....

You groaned finally getting up from your relaxing position and out to the coldness of your apartment.

"I think our heat is broken again." You said on your way to the laptop.

"I feel fine....we'll call Sungmin tomorrow." She said with annoyance. The landlord rather be a cheapskate and keep fixing it over and over again rather then buy a new one is anyone's guess.

"It's only October, why can't he just hire someone who knows what they're doing?" Your best friend continued to speak.

Dear Class of 2014

It has come to our attention that Seoulbridge High is coming to its final end and wanted a proper fair well. Since we don't have much time left we wanted to take the time to spend our class reunion early and enjoy it with our final goodbyes in the place we used to call our second home. As valedictorian I wanted the chance to bring as many students together for not only a reunion but as a family for our final goodbye. 6 years ago we may have left this school behind but just remember that it helped us grow as adults. Some of you may look at it as just a dusty old building no one wanted to be in but take a look on the other side and realize all the memories that will soon be gone forever. Please take the time to join us for a simple get together and laugh and enjoy the good old times. Food and drinks will be provided. Hope to see you all there.

- Lee Gayoon (Valedictorian)

"Anything from work?" Haejin spoke.

"Nah. Just something about a high school reunion."

"Aren't high school reunions for 10 years after graduation?"

"Yeah but our school is getting shut down I guess." You spoke.

"Why didn't my mom tell me?" You said to yourself. She was vice principal of Seoulbridge High for 36 years. That school was more then just a job to her, it was her second home, her family. Can't believe it's closing.

"You going?"

"I don't know. It would be weird to run into old faces. I've lost touch with all my high school friends."

"So.....Reunions are fun. You can make up shit like you are a trained assassin or something." She laughed.

"No one would believe that." You closed your laptop.

"You never know."

"I don't need to make anything up. I like our job."

"So do I but we aren't rolling in money if you know what I mean."

"We will get our riches some day. We are artistessss." You said with a fake accent.

-

"Hey.....why didn't you tell me about the school?" You said as soon as your mother answered her phone.

"I was gonna call you. They only broke the news the other day."

"Oh...I'm sorry mom."

"It's okay honey. The building was too old, falling apart."

"What about work?" You asked.

"I will find another school. There are plenty in the city."

"Yeah but it would be a farther drive." You were always worried about your parents.

"A few more miles won't hurt dear." She laughed. "They are having a reunion."

"Yeah I got an invite last night."

"I hope you are going." Your mother spoke.

"I don't know."

"How come?"

"I haven't spoken to any of my friends in like 5 years and it's just weird being back."

"You did so much for this school though. Art club, yearbook club, choir."

"I get it." You rolled your eyes even though she couldn't see.

"I saw Taeyong's Mom this morning, she said he's going."

Taeyong? You haven't even thought about him in the last few years. What was he up to? What did he even look like now? What did he go to school for? Where was he working? Is he the same person you remember?

Question after question circled your mind. He was your first love, your first serious boyfriend. The boy you were so sure you wanted to grow old with, marry, maybe even have kids with one day. But it soon ended the day you were both leaving for college. You were going to be miles away from each other and you both knew long distance relationships were hard to keep stable so you both just decided to save the heart break and ended it. You acted strong but it crushed you bad. Your first 2 weeks of college was a tragic mess but thank god for Haejin. She became your best friend quickly and helped you move on. You were roommates for your four years of college and you both became roommates immediately after that. She was sadly probably one of the reasons you lost contact with your other friends. Texts and phone calls became less and less and the only thing left that kept you labeled friends was Facebook.

It really was no ones fault but distance. It happens to everyone.

"Taeyong?"

"Yes honey." She laughed. "Have you spoken since the break up?"

"No." 6 years is a long time.

"I'm sure you'll click like always. I was so sure you two were gonna get married."

Now you were sure you definitely didn't want to go. How could you face him again after all these years? You couldn't stand things being awkward. It was torture at its finest.

"He's probably happy with someone else."

"I don't know. What about you? You still dating Yunho?"

"No we broke up like 6 months ago."

"Who are you going to bring then?"

"I'm not sure if I want to go yet."

"Please. You have to go. I'll be there. Oh? We can go together." She suddenly got excited.

"I'm too busy at work."

"You can take off can't you."

"I'll think about it." You left it at that before hanging up.

You rather not travel 3 hours to go to some dumb high school reunion with people you haven't spoken to in 6 years it was chaotic.

-

"I can't believe I'm doing this. It's stupid." You said lifting your duffel bag on your shoulder.

With the help of your dearest roommate and mother, you were convinced to spend the week with your parents going to the chaotic high school reunion you wanted no part of.

You did want to go to the school one last time and soak in all the memories you once had but you rather do it alone.

"I'll keep you updated at work. You probably won't miss much." Haejin informed as she led you to the train.

"Please don't burn down our apartment."

"No promises." She said causing you to laugh. "Anything goes wrong we have our handy Sungmin."

"Yeah right." You rolled your eyes.

"Have fun." She smiled and you hugged goodbye. You haven't been on a train since you were 9 years old. It was strange but relaxing.

"Thank you." The attendant helped you place your bag overhead.

You sat comfortably in your seat, immediately plugging in your headphones and a simple click to your library. Nothing better then watching soft raindrops hit the window as you played soft music to fit the atmosphere perfectly. If only you had your favorite pillow to top it off.

....

The 3 hours ended quickly as you felt the sudden shake of a halt, waking you. The soft music still playing in one ear bud as the other laid still tangled in your sweater. You clicked it off, rolling it around your phone and placing it in your back pocket as the train piles out.

Once you got off the train you searched the area for any sigh of a familiar face. You haven't seen your parents in a solid year, one Christmas ago, so you only hoped that nothing changed.

I see you.....

You got a strange text but quickly calmed down seeing it was only your oh so humorous mother. Maybe texting shouldn't be allowed for some people.

"Did you get my text?" She said holding up her phone like some proud accomplishment.

"Yes mom." You couldn't help but chuckle followed by a welcoming hug.

"I missed you." She spoke as she guided you to the parking lot. "Your father was leaving work late so he couldn't make it. But he promised to bring home some dinner."

"Sounds great."

"You've gotten so thin, are you eating enough?" She kept asking questions.

"Yeah."

"You should really sigh up for food support."

"I don't need that. Haejin and I are making great process at the gallery."

"I hope so."

"Let me at least buy you some grocery's every now and then." She continued.

"Stop worrying about me mom. I'm more worried about you. Have you found a job yet?"

"I'm meeting up with the Principal of Seoul Prep-"

"A prep school? Can you handle it?" You teased.

"Of course." You both got into the car.

"I'm so happy, this weekend is going to be so fun." Your mom was so excited. "You can sleep in your old bedroom.....It's the guest room now but it's not too different."

"Did you finally paint it?"

"Yes, we got rid of the neon pink finally."

"Aw too bad." You laughed.

"I don't know how you can stand that room with that color. I was blinded every time I walked in."

"I liked it."

"Have you contacted any of your friends yet?"

"No." You sighed. "I feel guilty not keeping in touch. Its going to be awkward seeing them again."

"Stop being so nervous."

Once you got to the house, it was nearly night time and your father just arrived home with dinner.

"If only Chae could of made it this weekend. It would be just like old times." Your mother continued to weep.

"You need to visit more." Your father joined in. "It's only 3 hours, I don't mind driving to get you."

"I know. I'm just so busy at work and all." You said in defense.

"You work too hard there. They should be paying you better with that kind of labor." Your mother complained.

"They pay me well. It just depends on my art work. It's hard for an amateur to make good money."

"At least have a plan b."

"I can't have a plan b. It's what I went to school for. The longer I'm there the better I'll succeed." You said not trying to sound annoyed. Your parents always supported your career choice but always had to ask questions and put other options in your head. Art was a risky path but it all pays off in the end.

"Alright. I just don't want you to be overwhelmed with anything. How are your student loans?"

"It's fine. They allow me to make small payments." You nodded.

"Let's change the subject." Your father started. "What time does it start?"

"We have to be there by at least 7 for the dinner but it's better if we go early to socialize." Your mother was chipper again.

"Why do we have to go early. Can't we just have dinner and go?" You complained.

"(Y/N) (Y/L/N). I didn't raise you to be unsociable. You should want to be around old familiar faces." Your mother spoke and you just slouched in your seat, feeling like a kid again.

You knew she was right but hated it.

"We will be there by 5 tomorrow."

-

"Look how beautiful you are. Maybe you will find a new man or possible you and Taeyong will end up getting back together?" Your mother gave you flirty eyes that had you rolling yours.

"It's been 6 years mom, he's probably taken."

"Don't know for sure. You're single." She got in the car.

"Thanks for pointing that out." You said but she didn't hear you.

....

Once you got to the school, it looked the same as you remember. It was heart breaking how they are tearing it down. All the time you spent here will just be gone.

You saw other people making their way inside and so far didn't recognize anyone. The party was in the gym and once you got there you were surprised how many people were already here.

"There was more classes invited other then yours."

"Oh...great." You were already feeling claustrophobic.

"Hey Mrs. (Y/L/N), I'm so happy you're here." The Principal spoke to your mother. "And Ms. (Y/N), it's so good to see you." He bowed.

"Thank you. I'm glad to be here." You lied.

"Go ahead and socialize." He said and took your mother away in conversation.

You actually rather stay by your mothers side in all honesty but now things were weird.

You said hello to the few familiar faces you knew.

"(Y/N) look at you. You look so beautiful. It's been too long." Your old best friend Dayoung hugged you.

"I missed you." You said overwhelmed with emotion. You felt horrible for losing touch and couldn't believe how such a thing could happen.

"You look so good girl." She laughed.

"So do you. Wow." Your eyes bulged at her. She was at least 7 month pregnant.

"I know. Never thought I would be the first to get pregnant out of us all. But I met the love of my life freshman year of college and I've never been happier. And Ren just got engaged can you believe it. And she's talking about kids." She spoke.

You felt so left out of everything. Your most bestest friends were already having kids and getting married and here you were the single life in a run down city apartment. It's crazy how 6 years can move so fast.

"What about you? Have you met anyone since Taeyong? I always thought you two were the perfect couple I was hoping you two worked things out and were off getting married by now."

"No. We haven't spoken since we broke."

"Wow really?"

"Have you at least spoken to him tonight? He's looking fine."

"He's here?" You asked, your voice becoming unsteady.

"Oh, great." You quickly calmed down.

"I saw him talking to Mr. Sing last."

"Hey I'm sorry about not staying in contact." You said feeling guilty.

"No worries (Y/N). It's a two way street. It just happens." She smiled.

"We need to use the bathroom." She said rubbing her belly. "You should go catch up with Taeyong."

You nodded quickly leaving the gym. You couldn't face him alone. You looked pathetic. You decided to just look through the glass displays of all the memories and achievements throughout the years.

There was a picture of you and Taeyong on prom night for king and queen. Your friend Dayoung was the head of the committee so you were convinced she cheated for you.

"Do you remember when I tripped on your dress knocking over like 5 different people." You heard a voice behind you and once you saw who it was you grew speechless.

Taeyong? You couldn't believe it. He looked amazing. He was always handsome before but he glowed up more then you could ever imagine. It was like you were in front of a movie star. Model-esque.

"Hi." You said shyly.

"I'm sorry for not approaching you sooner. I was nervous." He said cutely.

"You we're nervous? Why?"

"Because It's been a long time......And you look beautiful." He smiled.

"As do you." You giggled. "I really missed you." You finally said.

"I missed you too."

"I'm such a horrible person. I lost contact with my old life. Dayoung's pregnant."

"Yeah I saw that." He laughed. "Don't blame yourself. It happens."

"So how are you?" You spoke trying to change the subject.

"Good. Got a job in a studio."

"What, really? That was your dream."

"Yeah." He smiled. "It's still off to a slow start though."

"Yeah. Well, you're doing what you love right?" You smiled.

"What about you?" He asked.

"Got a job in a gallery."

"(Y/N) that's amazing."

"Yeah, but like you, it's off too a very slow start. My mom is complaining for me to get a real job."

"Your art was always amazing, you don't need to worry."

"You won the art show 3 years in a row." He pointed to one of the display photos in the glass cabinet but your eyes wandered down to a ring that was placed perfectly on his finger.

He's married? What? Your heart actually shattered. You felt like it was crazy to think you would ever get back together but this made it officially impossible.

"You're married?" You couldn't stop the words coming out of your mouth.

"Oh, this." He said but you couldn't figure out what he was thinking. "Engaged actually."

"Wow. Congratulations." You said trying to not sound disappointed. "Um...for how long?"

"5 months."

You nodded. "When's the big day coming?"

"Not sure, Jiyoon is taking control." He laughed nervously.

"Is she here?" You asked wanting to slap, you mean congratulate the lucky lady.

"No, we actually got into a big fight this morning." He pursed his lips.

"Oh I'm sorry."

"Nah, we always work it out."

"Do you fight a lot?" You asked and saw his questionable expression. "Sorry It's none of my business."

"No it's okay. You're not a stranger (Y/N)." He smiled. "These past few months have been stressful that's all. She's worried about too much and just picks a fight over every little thing."

"What about you? Seeing anyone?" He continued.

"Well-"

"Aw look at the young prom king and queen. You both still look great as ever." Mrs. Hunt came over. "I'm happy some of the memories here is as strong as ever."

"Actually we aren't toget- okay." She walked away ignoring you. "She's gotten so old." You laughed.

"Guys come on, the dinner is starting." Dayoung quickly passed you.

"We'll catch up some more afterwards." He said and you just nodded.

You moved back to the gym siting next to your mother at one of the round tables.

"Thank you for all those who made it here tonight." The principle started. "I know this news brings everyone to a shock but unfortunately it's for the better and safety for the kids. We have had put a lot of money into this school lately for little fixes and trying to renovate as much as we can but the bored agreed it's time to say goodbye. This school has been around for 87 years and it's been hanging on with a thread." You can hear the sadness in his voice. "Most of the teachers have brought their belongings home but we still have so much that needs to be collected. That's why for the next few days we will be cleaning out the school and whoever wants to participate is more then welcomed to." He bowed and headed off stage.

"Cheers." Another teacher said and everyone clinked their glasses.

....

After dinner most of the older teachers went home and the rest of the students were chit chatting or dancing to the dim music that was playing in the back ground. Dayoung was with you most of the night, keeping you company, until you needed space.

Your mother went home as well and personally asked Dayoung to drive you home. But before the night was over you wandered up to the Tech lab above the auditorium.

The Tech lab was pretty much your home away from home. You escaped here, you hung out here, even made out here. It was probably the most important room in this whole school to you.

Your fingers danced over the childish carving that was scraped into the table stating "LT <3 YN" in a big fancy heart. You made a small chuckle from the cute memory.

"Hey."

You turned around bringing the memory to life. "Are you following me?" You smiled.

"Actually yeah. I saw you come up here." He came closer to see what you were looking at. "Isn't this from prom night?"

"Yeah. We got pretty heated up here that night." You blushed and noticed he was as well.

"This place will be gone soon." He spoke.

"Yeah." You looked around the room.

"Want to make a toast?" He opened his coat and pulled out a small steel flask.

"Now this definitely reminds me of prom." You giggled.

He took a sip and handed you the flask. You leaned against the control table, next to him as you took your sip. He had some pretty powerful stuff in that little thing.

"Remember the time, senior year when we skipped calculus and the principal was on the hunt for us." You laughed. "That little rascal Heejun gave away our secret hiding spot."

"I remember.....We couldn't come in here for a whole month because they changed the locks."

"I had to force Ren to go on a date with Seungjin just so we could get the new key." You both were laughing at the old memory as you took your sips.

"Hey, when did you get this?" He moved your hair as you felt his breath against the top of your shoulder blade.

You looked at him, surprised at the closeness but continued to follow his contact at a simple tattoo that was peeking outside your strap.

"Oh that." You blushed. "My second year of college.....I think."

"Did it hurt?" He said almost as a hush whisper.

"A little." You responded just as soft and caught him staring at you sweetly.

Almost like you were falling in love all over again that you couldn't help but lean forward and bring your lips towards his.

You could tell the kiss took him by surprise from his lack of movement and you immediately pulled away.

"Oh my god, I'm so sorry." You started to panic. "I can't believe I did that. You're about to be married." You we're pacing but all of a sudden he pulled you back in for more.

He had you pinned against the table with one hand on your hip and the other gently caressing your neck. You weren't hesitant to respond back but you felt beyond guilt.

You pushed back so you were sitting on the table with him between your legs. You were both fighting for dominance at this point. He moved away to continue down to your neck, not leaving a part of your skin untouched.

You felt like you were in a dream as he moved your strap, kissing father down your body.

He pulled his hips in closer, so you can feel every part of him. You couldn't help your hand slipping farther down towards the waist line of his pants unbuckling them in the process.

You suddenly felt a cold chill as he slide his hand up your thigh, under you dress just to pull your panties down with it. Your stomach burst with butterflies, just from the sensation.

You bit your lip weakly and leaned your head back as he continued making love bites on your beautiful skin. As he was satified he leaned back up and brought his lips back to yours.

You once again brought your hands down to the front of his pants not having any control. The worst part of all was you knew this was wrong and it needed to stop. But why couldn't you? You knew your first love was special but you thought 6 years apart those feelings would of long subside. Why was this any different?

You moved your hand father down surprised he was already hard for you. You wished you knew what he was thinking.

Once he stopped to catch his breath, he rested his head gently against yours, looking down as he guided himself in. You let out a soft wince as the pain started from the tight space. You bit your lip as the moans were already filling up the small room just from him slowly rocking against you.

You both were so caught up in the moment you weren't even aware of how loud you were being once things inclined.

He had his hands comfortably under your thigh as your legs wrapped around his waist for more closure. You held onto his shoulders tightly as the pleasure was at its high.

"Fff." You were a moaning mess as that beautiful feeling started to wash throughout your body making you tense up.

Not to long after he reached his high and brought his lips towards yours once again letting your both work it's way down. As he was about to speak the door knob jiggled, alerting you apart to put yourselves back together as much as possible before the door opened. You quickly grabbed your underwear and tried to fix your messed up lipstick as well as your hair to not be obvious but it was no use.

"Oh no you two didn't." Dayoung started as the evidence was clear. "Just like old times huh." She laughed. "Not the first time I caught you two in here.....but anyway they are locking up."

"Alright thanks."

"Are you ready to go (Y/N)?" She asked.

"Yeah." You said moving towards the door. "Maybe I'll see you later." You said leaving it simple.

"Okay." He said with a nod, not stopping you.

"Let's hurry." She said.

You couldn't stopping thinking the whole ride home. He just cheated on his finance and it was all your fault. You kissed him first.

"Thanks for the ride." You said getting out the car.

"You helping out tomorrow?" She asked.

"I'm not sure yet. I need to check with work." You lied. You knew you're not needed but wasn't sure if you wanted to go. Especially if Taeyong was going, you wouldn't know how to face him now.

"Okay. I'll see you (Y/N)." She smiled.

-

You were lying comfortably in the guest bedroom before a loud interrupted jump appeared. "Good morning." A loud voice broke your slumber.

"Ow...get off." You rolled over.

"(Y/N) aren't you happy to see me?" She said.

"At the moment no."

"Get up It's already past 10." She continued to poke you.

You finally turned over and looked at her in your sleepy state. "I thought mom said you couldn't make it?"

"I had mid terms yesterday but I got permission to leave for a few days." Your sister smiled. "Bummer I missed last night. Free food." She pouted.

"It wasn't all that great." You mumbled.

"(Y/N) get up. We're going to the school." Your mother popped in the door.

"But why?" You whined.

"Because I said so." She left.

"I'm an adult you can't tell me what to do." You mumbled but she was already gone.

"You're coming." You starred at your sister as you began to get dressed.

"Boring." She rolled her eyes and left.

....

"And then she said it was the cat." Your mother laughed and you and your sister clearly didn't get the moral of the story.

"Funny." You said sarcastic.

Once you got to the school, you were surprised how many people were actually there. You entered the gym and Taeyong gave you a small wave.

You took a deep breath and walked over to him. You need to talk to him.

"Hey can we talk about last night."

"Hi." Some girl came over and held Taeyong's hand. "Are you friends with Taeyong?"

"Yeah." You smiled.

"I'm Jiyoon, Taeyong's fiancé." She held out her hand.

Hi I'm (Y/N) Taeyong's ex and girl that slept with your fiancé last night. 

"Hi."

[deathcabforplots]

chase

SPELL A MUSE’S NAME IN MY ASK BOX AND I’LL TELL YOU…

ᴄ : If they had to pick one sport to play/watch which would it be? He’s already been a basketball player all his life, so you can cross that out. But one thing he’d love love love to learn is archery. He loves watching videos about it, finds it beautiful and interesting and would love to give it a try one day.

ʜ : Who texts/calls them the most? Nora and Charlotte, for sure. Also his parents. But he isn’t the most regular texter, so this is already a big thing.

ᴀ : Who are their exes? Do they still keep in touch? He only had one “ex” and it was Gayoon. They still keep in touch because they go to the same school and Chase thinks they were friends ever since the beginning.

ꜱ : How do they tell someone they’re sorry? Once he realizes he’s hurt someone, he’ll try to approach them in spite of his lack of social skills and be honest. He’ll definitely try to do something to bright up the mood or at least to show he cares.

ᴇ : Are they the happiest they’ve ever been? He’s somewhat happy, but he still has a long way to go, specially basketball wise. He pressures himself way too much and he’s always, always worried about losing his chance, which is something that eats him up inside quite frequently.  

[dirtreally]

top 5 manga/doujins

okay i spent a lot of time thinking about this and i don’t think i can really rank them in any significant way other than the order that they popped into my head after reading this and hopefully that will speak for itself

1. Fukaboku

its fuckiiiiiiiiin fukaboku babeyyyyyyyy!!!! the first chapter of this dropped a couple of months after i began understanding myself as nb and it just continued to kill it for like 8-ish chapters afterwards, during which i ended up finding the courage to actually think of myself as an nb person rather than [assigned gender]. i feel really weird about putting this as #1 cuz as the months go on, it’s becoming increasingly clear that what i want from fukaboku and what it wants to do with its premise are gonna become harder and harder to resolve with each other, but it’ll always have a special hold over me cuz it was the #1 thing i was looking forward to reading every day for like 6-ish months www

2. My story of being loved

yeah this kinda sucks. i reread it just now and one of the dramatic plot twists actually made me burst out laughing. but there’s something really sincere and sweet about it?? i don’t like reading into works in this way but it really does feel like the author just wrote this to communicate something to a specific type of person in the most blunt way possible aka a thinly-veiled author insert character who spends most of the oneshot reacting to the other girl. i think a lot of why i like this one so much is cuz even all of its’ weird writing decisions feel like the manga tripping over its own balls because it’s so excited to sell you this specific story

3. Her Pet

this one’s a little rough because while it’s not overtly horny about its high school-aged cast there’s definitely a lot of horny undertones to it and i dont want to eat my own ass for her pet because its absolutely written and marketed with that in mind but it’s also the only story about bullying that i’ve ever actually connected to specifically because of this, because of how it shows how bullying fucks up your ideas of romance, intimacy, and sexuality, because of how it showed a character who got abused for so long that she was unable to create an intimate relationship with an entirely different person without recreating aspects of that abuse, because of how even the happy ending where she gets over all of this has her relapse into this sort of thinking (its played off as kind of a joke but it still sticks out in my mind a lot because MAN). it’s genuinely a really dense piece of work, narratively, but it’s really worth it and imo it’s one of the best manga/comic/manhwa out there about abuse because even though it’s steeped in melodrama all of the neat narrative choices about the aftereffects of gayoon’s shitty school life bleed into the text in a bunch of really subtle ways? there’s definitely some narrative tension into Wanting To Do A Melodrama With A Whacky Slightly Horny Marketable Hook and Wanting To Be Tasteful And Frank About It(which, to its credit, is the one that wins out most of the time) but it gets resolved really well by the time the whole thing ends off.

4. Girl’s last tour

If girl’s last tour didn’t exist i absolutely wouldn’t be doing art right now. I spent 2 years feeling extremely exhausted with contemporary pop art (both in anime/manga and broader pop culture) and images in general because i felt like i was looking at the same images repeated ad infinitum reduced into the barest of shapes like some night in the woods type thing. artistically, girl’s last tour felt like the one thing that actually understood what i was going through. reading the manga, yuuri and chiito are both drawn as these vague shapes that are definitely meant to be people but feel like they are animated by the wind rather than by like, muscles, or something. their shapes bleed into each other, and into their surroundings, and it feels like if you poked a spoon into any page of the manga you could stir it around and see these shapes swirl into each other before slowly becoming even more indecipherable. even the architecture feels vague, meant to give off the IMPRESSION of a building/monolith in such a way that it sometimes feels like the drawings are barely holding themselves together. like if you looked at a road too hard it would break in half. this is a really hard thing to communicate but i hope that you get what i am saying. the art of GLT felt like it embodied the same feeling i had for years at that point, where i felt like my lineart was barely holding myself together, and if i let my guard down for a second i would spill into the floors and drains of the buildings around me and only be able to exist by being acted upon. with that in mind, it was absolutely lifechanging that the actual narrative content of glt is about two people who are alienated from their environment in every meaningful way and no doubt have the same variety of brain shit i do, but are still able to find happiness even just by being alive. There’s a longer version of this part where i go on to talk about what the narrative actually does and the larger tkmiz mythos surrounding it, and how THAT became it’s own obsession that used to be an extension of my love for glt but now exists as the main thing and w glt as an extension of THAT. but this is maybe getting too long and i think you probably get the idea now. i know this is a lot coming from someone who only does one okay art thing every other month but like even though it makes me feel like shit 90% of the time drawing stuff is the one part of my life i feel like i actually have some Ws in, and without glt and without tkmiz’s larger work in general, i wouldn’t even have that much going on

5. vector spectacle

to be honest, vector spectacle isn’t nearly my favourite touhou doujin(at chirei no contest), but it feels so special just because of how unlike anything else i’ve read it is. There’s so much energy in the pages, it’s basically a pop-up book. i can feel the almost nauseating, manic, energy bouncing from page to page, that itself feels directed at nothing and everything all at once; at whatever point in time this was drawn, wherever in the world it was drawn, the person who drew this felt this exact emotion

[omgheogayoon]

  발렌타인 축하해요! Happy Valentine’s Day!

[girls-scenarios]

Hooked On These Feelings

Idol: Jihyun (Formerly 4Minute)

Prompt: Can you do a gxg scenario where the reader was suppose to go to prom to her friend Gayoon but Gayoon ends up going with someone else at the last minute. Then, just as the reader was finished getting ready, Jihyun (her crush) comes as her prom date and confesses to her at prom.

Writer: Admin Kiwi

A/N: It took me forever to find a good gif and I went through the 4Minute tag and cried a bit. Also I’ve been listening to a lot of Hayley Kiyoko, thus the title. I don’t really know how I got my procrastinating self to write this but I hope you all enjoy!

Warnings: Like, a curse word. Also, an unrealistic portrayal of prom for the sake of the story. I know because I went to prom and it was nothing like this and I just got blisters on my feet and a headache.

“You’re kidding me.” It was the day before prom, and there you were, with your phone pressed to your face, getting what was possibly the most shocking news in your entire teen life. “What do you mean you can’t go to prom with me? We’ve been planning this for months, you can’t just bail on me.”

“I’m not bailing on you,” Gayoon’s voice sounded from the other side of the phone. “If anything, I’m doing you a favor.”

“How is making me go to prom alone doing me a favor,” you deadpanned, flopping down onto your bed. You’d been looking forward to prom, but now all your plans had been dashed and you didn’t even want to go.

“First of all, you wouldn’t be alone, you still have all of your friends. Second of all, I’m doing you a favor by leaving you open to get an actual date.”

“Who would go on a date with me? Nobody’s asked me in the past two months, nobody’s going to ask me now.” Gayoon sighed on the other side of the line.

“Maybe that’s because you kept broadcasting that we were going to go to prom together, so they thought you already had a date.”

“Well, I did, until my date bailed on me.”

“Shut up, I mean a real date.” You could hear her clicking her nails against her desk through the phone, and imagined the annoyed look on her face. “I’m talking about someone who actually likes you. Not just your friend. Who, by the way, now has a hot date.” You laughed.

“So the real reason you decided to ditch me comes to light.”

“No! Someone talked to me and asked me if they could be your date. I swear I’m not lying, (Y/N). When have I ever lead you wrong?”

“Considering the amount of trouble we’ve gotten into together, you really shouldn’t be saying that,” you said, rolling your eyes. 

“Okay. You’re right. But I’m your friend, you know I wouldn’t ditch you in the hands of someone you wouldn’t like. Trust me on this one. Please?” You laid on your bed and stared up at the ceiling, debating on whether you wanted to go along with whatever crazy scheme Gayoon was cooking up. Then, deciding it would be better to go with an unknown date than alone, you sighed.

“Fine. Fine. But you owe me.” She scoffed.

“I owe you nothing. Trust me, you’ll be happy after this. Just be ready by the same time I said to be ready when I was going to pick you up. I swear you’ll be disappointed if you don’t play along.”

“You’d better be right,” you said, sitting up slowly.

“I’m always right,” she replied, clicking her tongue. “Anyway, I’d better go. Be ready tomorrow.”

“I will.” She hung up the phone, and you pulled it away from your face, staring at it in slight confusion. You were still unsure of what had just happened. Sure, you knew Gayoon cared about you and your feelings and your safety but this all felt so weird. Before the phone call, you’d had a vague idea of how your prom would go, but now.... Now, you really didn’t know.

You stood up and walked over to the mirror, tugging at your hair. Maybe you’d actually get it done, if there was some mystery date picking you up.... You shook your head, trying to make a little hope in the back of your brain go away. There was no way, so you shouldn’t even hope. Shoulders slumping, you went back to your bed and flopped down face-first, groaning. What had you been thinking, and what the hell were you going to do.

The next night, you stood in front of your mirror, except this time your hair was done up and you had spent an hour or more on your makeup and the dress you were wearing had been way too expensive and probably not at all worth it. The shoes you had on pinched your feet, and you were thankful for the fold up flats you’d been able to shove into your clutch.

You brushed a stray hair out of your face and again wondered what you were doing. All dressed up, and you had no idea who was picking you up, if anyone picked you up anyway. Your chest was squeezing from nervousness and anticipation, and right when you were about to sit on your bed and catch a breather, the doorbell rang, making you jump.

Well, at least someone had actually shown up.

Quickly, you took one last look at your appearance to make sure everything was perfect before slipping out of your room and down the stairs. The door had already been answered and left open, and the person stepping tentatively inside made your heart skip so violently that you almost tripped down the stairs. It was the same person you’d told yourself that it would never be.

Damn that Gayoon, why hadn’t she told you it would be the same Jihyun that you’d been crushing on for ages? Even though you’d just checked your appearance, you wished you could check again. As you stepped off the last stair, Jihyun looked up and the two of you met eyes. Awkwardly, you cleared your throat.

“Um, hi.” She gave you a little smile.

“Hi, (Y/N). You look amazing.” You couldn’t stop the blush that flooded your cheeks, so instead you looked down at the floor.

“You do too,” you said, reaching for something to say. “Gayoon didn’t tell me that you’d be the one picking me up.” You winced internally and hoped you hadn’t come off as disappointed. But she laughed softly and rubbed the back of her neck.

“Yeah, she said she wanted to keep it a surprise. So.... Surprise?” You laughed along with her.

“Well, thank you for picking me up. Are we going to dinner first, or...?”

“Oh! Yeah, um.” She seemed to suddenly remember something. “Would you like to come out with me to my car? I got you a corsage but I forgot it out there because I was so nervous.” She gave you a sheepish grin, and held out her arm, and it was so cute that you wanted to squeal. You didn’t, though.

“Of course,” you said instead, and took her arm, and followed her to the car.

As it turned out, she not only had a corsage for you, but a very nice dinner planned. You’d never eaten at such a fancy restaurant with just one other person before, so by the time you arrived at prom and let her help you out of her car, you were feeling pretty giddy. You reminded yourself to thank Gayoon profusely when you saw her.

Inside the venue was beautiful and sparkling, just like the underwater theme the student council had envisioned. You stood under the fairy lights in the setting sun in your pretty dress, and for a moment, you felt almost like a princess. Especially when Jihyun took your arm and asked if you wanted her to get you a drink.

Halfway to the drink table, Gayoon intercepted you and wrapped her arms around the both of you, grinning madly.

“You guys made it! See, (Y/N)? I wasn’t lying to you.” You laughed and tried to detach yourself from the other girl.

“I’ll never distrust you again, Gayoon,” you said, and her face brightened.

“For real?”

“No. But you were right this time.” She pouted and Jihyun grinned, reaching over to pat Gayoon’s shoulder.

“There, there. At least she admitted that you were right.” Gayoon huffed.

“Whatever. I’m going to go back to my date who actually appreciates me.” The two of you watched Gayoon stalk off before turning to grin at each other and high five.

“She’s so funny,” Jihyun said, and you agreed.

“She really is a good friend, though.”

“True. I mean, without her, I wouldn’t be here with you.” She seemed bashful again as she talked, looking down at the floor and tugging you along towards the drinks again.

Just as the two of you picked up cups and started drinking, the music began playing. The first song was something EDM and upbeat, and you bounced along gently as you drank the punch, warming up. Jihyun downed her drink and tossed it into the trash before extending her hand to you.

“Would you dance with me?” It was cheesy, but you grinned and downed the rest of your drink as well before taking her hand.

“I’d love to.”

Everyone had started to move to the dance floor, and it was quickly getting crowded, but Jihyun grabbed your hands and you didn’t feel scared or claustrophobic at all. Instead, you focused on making her smile and dancing with her, ignoring everything else around you.

Eventually, some of your mutual friends came over to form a dance circle, until a slower song came on and the dance floor cleared of everyone except for the couples. You were about to step of the dance floor yourself, catching your breath, when Jihyun tugged on your hand. When you looked back at her, she was biting her lip, obviously a bit nervous.

“Dance with me to this one too?” Your heart jumped in your chest and all the tired you’d been feeling flew away as you fell into her arms.

Slow dancing was a bit harder than it looked, and it took you a minute to match your pace with hers. She was so close, and it was making it a bit hard to breathe. Especially when she looked up at you and your eyes met, and your mouths were only inches apart. You swallowed, and she licked her lips.

“Um,” she said, voice low so that only you could hear her. “I have something to tell you.” You swore that your heart stopped beating and your lungs tried to crawl up your throat.

“Yeah?”

“I-I like you. I have for.... A while now. I only just now got the courage to do anything about it though.” You wanted to faint, but you didn’t, instead opting to let a smile take over your face.

“Well, that’s crazy, since I’ve liked you for a while too.” You could see the relief pass over her face and your heart started functioning again, and you felt even more like a princess than before.

“Then. Will you be my girlfriend, (Y/N)?” She tilted her head forward so that it touched yours.

“I’d love to be your girlfriend, Jihyun,” you replied, and wished that, just for a moment, the teachers would disappear so you could kiss her. Her smile grew wider, and her cheeks grew pink, and the song faded out into another, more upbeat song, causing a cheer from the single crowd. The two of you pulled away from each other for it not to look weird, but Jihyun reached for your hands and wouldn’t let go of them. “Just one thing,” you said, and for a moment, she stalled.

“Yeah?”

“Let’s sit this next song out, these heels are killing my feet.” She burst into laughter at your words and began pulling your off the dance floor, and her hands felt warm as she guided you away.

“Of course, princess.” And yeah, it was true. You really did feel like a princess.

[welovekpopscenarios]

Stepping Back (Jaehyun x Reader)

Admin: Mimi

Prompt/Ask: Hello :-)) please can I request an nct scenario? One where you're dating johnny but jaehyun is in love with you? Possibly from jaehyun's POV?? Anyway sorry you can decide on the ending :-) thanks!!!

Fandom: NCT 127

Genre: Angst

Pairing: Jaehyun x Reader; Johnny x Reader

Warnings: Language

Word Count: 2384

A/N: *cracks knuckles* angst is my forte (apparently). Plus, writing for a bias wrecker is dangerous bc it makes you fall in love with them more. DOESN’T HELP THAT JOHNNY IS MY BIAS EITHER. Happy reading!

Once, when Jaehyun was just a child on the cusp of his teenage years, he was in love.

He was sure it was love, for isn’t love when your heart gets faster at the sight of a person? When your palms feel sweaty and you stumble over your words? When that person has the ability to make your whole entire day with a single smile, not even always aimed in your direction?

Yes, Jaehyun was in love for the first time in his life, with sweet Yujin who’s eyes were as brown as chocolate and shined brighter than a star, and it was a wonderful feeling.

Emphasis on ‘it was’, because soon whatever feelings he thought he had were crushed by the fact that Johnny, his best friend, practically his brother, also liked little Yujin with all his heart.

And that’s where things got complicated.

Jaehyun believed that he had fallen for Yujin first, and being the young boy that he was, he felt that that reason alone warranted him the ability to talk to her and ask her out to the movies so she would fall in love with him too. But Johnny disagreed, said he saw her first, and that he should be the one to try and win her heart.

Bitterness boiled between them like a hot spring, and soon the once inseparable pair turned their backs on each other, found other friends to play with, blatantly ignored each other when they passed by in the school halls, and soon enough it was if they were never even best friends to begin with. All because of a girl.

But Jaehyun being Jaehyun couldn’t stand losing someone who he considered a brother. And so, he did what his parents taught him to: he sucked up his pride for the sake of a friend and apologised. Johnny was in no better state than Jaehyun was, absolutely torn over the fight he was, over a girl who wasn’t even worth it in the end, and when Jaehyun said sorry, he asked to make a pact. Should there ever be another girl they are both interested in, one will step back in order for the other to be happy, and they will never, ever, let another girl come between them like Yujin did.

Jaehyun thought it a solid pact, and when they completed a spit shake and ran off towards the football field to play, Jaeyhun vowed in his head that he would not allow what happened with Yujin to ever happen again. His friendship with Johnny meant everything.

And for years, Jaehyun and Johnny lived by this pact, allowing one man to slide in and get the girl rather than arguing about it and letting jealousy take over them. And they were cool with it, it was a system that worked for years, and they were ok. When Jaehyun went out with Gayoon when they were sixteen, Johnny was ok with it. When Johnny was asked out by Dahae to prom, Jaehyun was fine, and went with someone else. Jaehyun was ok with everything, and when Johnny went away to an abroad summer camp just before college started, Jaehyun was still ok with everything.

What he was not ok with was two months later Johnny arrived home and greeted Jaehyun at the airport with a huge bear hug and the most beautiful girl Jaehyun has ever seen with her arm linked around Johnny’s left, and Jaehyun knew he was truly fucked, because his stomach did the most violent yet delightful somersaults, and his heart beat faster than the motorbike he learned to ride that summer.

His mind screamed at him to remember the pact, the one that saved his precious friendship with Johnny all those years ago, the one that keeps said friendship happy and functional. But it was hard to remember that when you gave a smile bright enough to rival the sun and introduced yourself, and Jaehyun felt like the luckiest man alive to have you even look in his direction. Except, he wasn’t the luckiest man alive; Johnny was, for he could see it in the way your eyes twinkled like the stars that shine above the world every night whenever you looked at him, saw it in the way you’d smile warmer than any fire burning in a cosy home any time Johnny spoke, be it about something he loves or making another one of his dumb jokes. Saw it, painfully, in the way your fingers would intertwine like two puzzle pieces, slotting together perfectly as if they were meant to be that way for all of time.

He tried to put as much distance as possible between himself and you, ignored the agonising pain in his heart whenever he pictured you in his mind, and tried to space out whenever Johnny rambled on about all the perfect things about you that only served to make Jaehyun fall deeper in love with you. He looked at romance films in minor disgust now, the saying ‘distance makes the heart grow fonder’ only serving to make his blood boil, and any sign of couples he’s seen just made him want to crawl into a dark hole and wallow in his misery of a one-sided love he refused to admit.

Johnny was adamant about the both of you bonding – something about it being an initiation process for you before you could really fall in love with Johnny; if you got on well with Jaehyun then you were perfect for him and he could spend the rest of his days with you by his side, Jaehyun being left to watch on the sidelines. Jaehyun just gave a strained laugh and thought nothing of it, thought that the few times he had encountered you were enough, said that you were nice (which, he thought, was the understatement of the century), and that would be that. But when Johnny sneakily organised for the two of you to meet in a café under the guise of meeting him, Jaehyun had no other option than to stay in that coffeehouse with you and bask in the bitter glory of having you all to himself for an hour or two despite wanting nothing more than to run from the café and hide from his feelings.

He thought it was going to be incredibly awkward, and while that hurts his pride and hurts even more with the fact that it was the perfect way to push you further away from him, it ended up being anything but. Jaehyun can’t ever remember having a simple coffee with someone being as relaxed and as amazing as this, and he literally has to keep pinching the skin of his arm under the table to remind himself that this was not a date, you were Johnny’s girlfriend, and he would only ever simply be your friend. You make that incredibly difficult, however, when you share practically every like and dislike he has, proving yourself to be what he considers his actual soulmate, and the pinching of his arm gets more severe as one hour turns to nearly five as you both sat in the cosy alcove of the café because no, no, no, he couldn’t do this, not to Johnny. Not again.

You become a frequent part of his life now, just like Johnny, and Jaehyun honestly can’t say he dislikes the intrusion, in spite of his current predicament of being totally and utterly in love with you. The guilt weighs down on his chest like an anchor, suffocating him so badly that some nights he wakes in a cold sweat after you plague his dreams, absolutely sweet and something he craves but doing nothing whatsoever to help his situation. It’s worse when he sits with Johnny and you, has to keep his eyes from drifting to your saccharine lips that he longs to kiss, so badly it puts a dead weight in the pit of his stomach and leaves him feeling ill with betrayal.

He doesn’t know how many times he’s wished to be in Johnny’s place, and the jealousy that burns through him could make him gag if he doesn’t control himself, because not once, not even the Yujin situation, had he been this envious of Johnny getting the girl.

The girl of his dreams, the one he would undoubtedly bring home to meet his parents, the one he’d hope to marry and call his wife.

“Jaehyun?”

He’s knocked out of sombre thoughts by the trill of your voice, looking over to his right to see you seated beside him on the bench by the pier, a frown of concern marring your graceful features. It was scorching day; sun beating down on the city and its inhabitants with the highest temperatures its seen yet. A perfect contrast to his mood, dragged by Johnny and you to make the most of the weather and take a trip down to the pier to soak up the sun. Johnny had insisted that every sunny trip requires heaps of ice cream, and with that in mind he took off to find the closest stand he could, effectively leaving Jaehyun alone with you to stare out at the big and beautiful blue ocean.

“Are you listening to me, sleepyhead?” you chuckled amiably, a smile worthy of rivalling a queen, and he almost forgot the question aimed at him. He groaned internally at being caught day dreaming about you – once again – and licked his lips before answering.

“Sorry, I was just thinking about something. Ignore me. What were you saying?” he asked, intending on redirecting the focus of the conversation on you, but he should know better, because when you notice something’s wrong you aren’t one to drop it. Your caring nature doesn’t allow it, and Jaheyun both loves and hates it in this moment.

“No, something is bothering you. I’ve noticed it recently, and I’m here for you, you know that. Don’t you?” He knows that too well. “So, do you want to talk about it?” you offer, hoping to relieve some weight off his broad shoulders but the irony of your concern tastes foul in his mouth. No one could help him with this problem.

He stays silent for a moment as he thought of ways to get out of this conversation or diverting it to a reasonable topic, tonguing his cheek in contemplation. When something sprung to mind, he opened his mouth before his brain could decide whether or not it was a bad idea.

“My friend and I watched this…movie, the other night. In it, there was a love triangle between two best friends and this girl. The girl was already with one of the guys, but the other friend loved her so much, with all his heart,” he explained, feeling sweat forming in his palms as you stared at him intently. Fuck, maybe this was a mistake. “O-Obviously, he can’t do much about it, because even though he loves her, he cares about his best friend’s feelings. But my friend and I were just wondering what he could do, if it was a real situation. Should he just fess up and try to get the girl?”

You dropped your gaze to your lap, biting your lip in concentration. All was silent except for the scratching of Jaehyun’s nails on the wooden bench, his nerves eating away at him as he waited for your reply. He messed up, he felt it, you caught on. You know what he feels, and now everything was ruined.

“That’s a tricky situation,” you finally announced after an agonising wait, and he blinked in surprise, eyebrows inching their way up to his hairline. You continued on, completely oblivious to his expression and to the double meaning behind his hypothetical situation, and gave your own two cents on the problem. This should be interesting.

“While I think honesty is the best policy, because it always is,” you added with a nod and exaggerated wave of your hands, “I think, in this type of circumstance, his friendship should be placed above his love for the girl.”

He almost laughed but the tightening of his throat stopped him from doing so, so he settled for nodding his head and choking out “go on.”

“Well, he knew his friend longer. And he should want what’s best for his friend, so if it means giving up the girl he’s in love with, then I think he should. He’ll get over her eventually, you know? Why ruin a friendship over something like that?” you laughed, and the light notes sounded distorted in his ears amongst the background of seagulls squawking and the ocean waves.

This was it. This was what he had been denying all along, been putting off simply because he had not wanted to think on it. A part of him felt like he really could get the girl, still does. But to hear it from your own mouth was quite the eye opener, the ice-cold water he needed splashed to his face. He knows you’re right, as much as hates it, as much as he wants to reverse time and never have this conversation. But he knows that won’t happen, and he needs to face the music.

Needs to give you up.

You look at him questioningly, looking for an answer in return to your opinion. He just makes a noise in agreement, just in time for Johnny to return, hands full of the sweet, refreshing ice-cream you longed for. Your face brightens as he walks over, and Jaehyun squashes down the green monster clawing his way up Jaehyun’s chest. He can’t make an appearance anymore, he shouldn’t. Jaehyun needs to move on.

Looking over at the pair of you, he sighs quietly to himself, scooping up some of the creamy substance and popping it into his mouth. He’s never seen Johnny look as drunk in love as he does with you, not any girl in their lives ever did that. And Jaehyun realises he can’t get in the way of that.

He fought with Johnny over a girl before, and it didn’t turn out well. But with this girl, Jaehyun is going to step back despite the misery settling deep in his heart. For the sake of his friend.

He has to.

[nikitachandila18]

Today is very special day for Gayoon from 4 Minute cause of her birthday. She is nice idol and talented. HAPPY BIRTHDAY GAYOON. STAY HAPPY

https://mykoreansarticles.blogspot.com/2020/05/gayoon-from-4minute-birthday-wishes.html?m=1

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🎉Happy Chinese New Year everyone!❤️❤️❤️ ~~

💕新年快乐💕

Have a great day cereblation today. Hope everyone has very great time today 😊❤️

#허가윤 #가윤 #Heogayoon #Gayoon #1inmyheart #新年快乐 #新年快乐2018

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2PM

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2PM (투피엠) is a 6-membered boygroup under JYP Entertainment. They debuted on the 4th of September 2008 with the single “10 Out of 10″.

Fandom: HOTTEST.

Music video(s): 10 Out of 10, Again & Again, I Hate You, Heartbeat, Tired of Waiting, Without U, I Will Give You My Life, Thank You, Fly to Seoul (Boom Boom Boom), I’ll Be Back, Open Happiness, Take Off, Hands Up, Give It To Me, Hot, I’m Your Man, Ultra Lover, Hands Up (Japanese), Only You, Beautiful, One Day, Masquerade, Come Back When You Hear This Song, A.D.T.O.Y., Give Me Love, Step By Step, Go Crazy!, Go Crazy (Japanese), Guilty Love, 365, My House, Higher, My House (Japanese), The Time We Spent Together, Promise (I’ll Be), Promise (I’ll Be) (Japanese).

Former member(s): Jaebeom (current solo singer Jay Park).

Social media: YouTube/YouTube/YouTube, Twitter, Facebook, Instagram, vLive, Website.

JUN.K — 준수

Legal name: Kim Minjun — 김민준.

Birth name: Kim Junsu — 김민준.

Birth date: January 15, 1988.

Birth place: Daegu, South Korea.

Nationality: South Korean.

Blood type: A.

Religion: Buddhism.

Height: 180 cm — 5′11″.

Weight: 68 kg — 149 lbs.

Sibling(s): One younger brother.

Position: Vocal.

Social media: Instagram, Twitter.

Language(s): Korean, Japanese, English.

Musicals appearances: “The Three Musketeers”, playing D’Artagnan, “Jack the Ripper”, playing Daniel.

Movie appearances: “Beyond the ONEDAY ~Story of 2PM &2AM~” (2012).

Ideal type: Women who work and have a successful career.

Collaborations: Tok Tok Tok (with Jungwoo), B.U.B.U (with San E), Let’s Go (with Lala, Anna, G.NA, IU, Son Dambi, Seo Inguk, Bumkey, Changmin Lee, Gayoon, Kahi, Gyuri, MBLAQ’s G.O, Yong Junhyung, Super Junior’s Sungmin, Min, Seohyun, Luna, Jaekyung & Song Jieun), Music (with Narsha, JeA, 8Eight, Supreme Team & Boohwal), Rainy Days (with One Way), Sunshine (with Kan Miyoun), Cound 3 (with Double), Don’t Go (with Im Jeonghee), DJ Got Me Goin’ Crazy (with fellow bandmember Wooyoung), Always (with Baek Ayeon), Just As It Is (with Lel), Everytime Everyday (with Kim Johan), Chameleon (with SIMON), HYPER (with fellow bandmember Junho).

His father passed away in 2012.

Changed his birth name due to family issues.

Composed the most songs for JYP Entertainment after J.Y. Park.

Currently on hiatus due to military service.

NICHKHUN — 닉쿤

Birth name: Nichkhun Buck Horvejkul — นิชคุณ หรเวชกุล.

Birth date: June 24, 1988.

Birth place: Rancho Cucamonga, California, United States.

Nationality: Thai, American.

Ethnicity: Chinese, Thai.

Blood type: O.

Religion: Buddhism.

Height: 182 cm — 6′0″.

Weight: 64 kg — 141 lbs.

Sibling(s): One older brother — Nichan Horvejkul, two younger sisters — Nichthima Yanin Horvejkul & Nachjaree Chereen Horvejkul.

Position: Vocal, rap, visual.

Social media: Instagram, Twitter.

Training period: About 2 years.

Language(s): Korean, Thai, English, Mandarin, Japanese, French.

Instruments: Piano, guitar.

Movie appearances: “Beyond the ONEDAY ~Story of 2PM &2AM~” (2012), "Ouran High School Host Club” (2012), “Seven Something” (2012), “Beyond the ONEDAY ~Story of 2PM & 2AM~” (2012), “Five Eagle Brothers” (2014), “Touch the Sky - Chalui” (2015, cameo), “Forever Young” (2015, cameo), “Brother of The Year” (2018).

Drama appearances: “All My Love” (2010, cameo), “Dream High” (2011, cameo), “Welcome to the Show” (2011), “One and a Half Summer” (2014), “Kindaichi Shounen no Jikenbo” (2014), “Looking for Aurora” (2015), “Yes Sir My Boss” (2015, cameo), “The Producers” (2015, cameo), “Magic School” (2017).

Ideal type: Women who are good at what they do. Would be great to meet a woman with whom he could share deep thoughts concering work and the future.

His mother was born in Thailand to immigrant parents from China. His father’s mother is from China, while is paternal grandfather was born in Thailand from Chinese parents. 

Moved from the United States to Thailand at the age of five with his family. He studied at Dhepkanjana School and Tangpiroondham School. At the age of twelve, he went to New Zealand and studied at Wanganui Collegiate School for a year and a half. Then he moved back to Rancho Cucamonga, California, United States and finished his studied at Los Osos High School.

Appeared on television show “We Got Married” and got paired with f(x)’s Victoria.

TAECYEON — 택연

Birth name: Ok Taecyeon — 옥택연.

Birth date: December 24, 1988.

Birth place: Seoul, South Korea.

Nationality: South Korean.

Blood type: AB.

Religion: Christian.

Height: 185 cm — 6′1″.

Weight: 76 kg — 167 lbs.

Sibling(s): One older sister — Ok Jihyen.

Position: Rap, vocal, 2nd visual.

Social media: Twitter, Instagram.

Language(s): Korean, Japanese, English.

Movie appearances: “Beyond the ONEDAY ~Story of 2PM &2AM~” (2012), “Marriage Blue” (2013), “House of the Disappeared” (2017).

Drama appearances: “Cinderalla’s Sister” (2010), “Dream High” (2011), “Boku to Star no 99 Nichi” (2011), “Who Are You?” (2013), “Wonderful Days” (2014), “Assembly” (2015), “Let’s Fight, Ghost” (2016), “Touching You” (2016), “7 First Kisses” (2016), “Save Me” (2017).

Collaborations: My Ear’s Candy (with Baek Jiyoung), Yes, I’m In Love (with Bada), Classic (with fellow bandmember Wooyoung, J.Y. Park & Suzy), Madness (with miss A), Hello (with Cho Yongpil), Just Feeling (with fellow bandmember Jun.K and Kim Taewoo), Dream High (with fellow bandmember Wooyoung, Kim Soohyun & Suzy), My Way To You (with fellow bandmember Junho).

Ideal type: Has no ideal type, claims to like everyone.

Raised in Busan, South Korea. Family moved to Bedford, Massachusetts, United States when Taecyeon was ten years old. He studied at Bedford High School and was a member of their chess club, jazz band, JV soccer team and national honor society. He lived in the United States for seven years before moving back to South Korea, where he studied at Young Dong High School and Dankook University, majoring in Business Administration. He also studied at Korea University Graduate School of International Studies.

Appeared on television show “We Got Married”, got paired with Taiwanese actress Emma Wu.

Currently on hiatus due to military service.

Was the MC for Inkigayo (July 2009-July 2010).

WOOYOUNG —

Birth name: Jang Wooyoung — 장우영.

Birth date: April 30, 1989.

Birth place: Busan, South Korea.

Nationality: South Korean.

Blood type: B.

Religion: Buddhism.

Height: 178 cm — 5′10″.

Weight: 65 kg — 143 lbs.

Sibling(s): One older sister — Jang Junhwa.

Position: Dance, vocal.

Social media: Twitter.

Language(s): Korean, Japanese.

Ideal type: A person he can communicate with well.

Drama appearances: “Dream High” (2011), “Human Casino” (2011, cameo), “The Miracle” (2013).

Movie appearances: “Beyond the ONEDAY ~Story of 2PM &2AM~” (2012).

Collaborations: Dream High (with fellow bandmember Taecyeon, Kim Soohyun & Suzy), Classic (with fellow bandmember Taecyeon, J.Y. Park, & Suzy).

Studied at Seoul School of Arts, dance major.

Claimed to have had an “Artist Syndrome”, said it’s cured.

Was the MC for Inkigayo (July 2009-July 2010).

JUNHO — 준호

Birth name: Lee Junho — 이준호.

Birth date: January 25, 1990.

Birth place: Ilsan, Goyang, Gyeonggi Province, South Korea.

Nationality: South Korean.

Blood type: A.

Religion: Christian.

Height: 178 cm — 5′10″.

Weight: 67 kg — 147 lbs.

Sibling(s): One older sister.

Position: Vocal, dance.

Social media: Instagram, Twitter.

Language(s): Korean, Japanese, English.

Pets: Johnny & Wollie (cats).

Ideal type: A woman with who he can talk easily and communicate with well.

Collaborations: HYPER (with fellow bandmember Jun.K), Undefeated (with Vanessa Wu), My Way To You (with fellow bandmember Taecyeon), You’re The Right One (with Qi Wei), Cupid’s Arrow (with Lee Yubi), M8 (with M.Joon).

Movie appearances: “White: The Melody of the Curse” (2011), “Beyond the ONEDAY ~Story of 2PM &2AM~” (2012), “Cold Eyes” (2013), “The Terror Live” (2013), Memories of the Sword” (2015), Twenty” (2015).

Drama appearances: “Memory” (2016), “Uncontrollably Fond” (2016, cameo), “Good Manager” (2017), “Rain or Shine” (2017), “Wok of Love” (2018).

Won JYP Entertainment’s “Superstar Survival”, placing 1st out of 6.000 contestants.

His cousin is a pitcher for the Doosan Bears.

He is an animal rights activist.

CHANSUNG — 찬성

Birth name: Hwang Chansung — 황찬성.

Birth date: February 11, 1990.

Birth place: Seoul, South Korea.

Nationality: South Korean.

Blood type: B.

Religion: Buddhism.

Height: 184 cm — 6′0″.

Weight: 75 kg — 165 lbs.

Sibling(s): One older brother.

Position: Rap, vocal.

Social media: Twitter.

Language(s): Korean, Japanese, English.

Music video appearances: JOO - Bad Guy.

Drama appearances: “Unstoppable High Kick” (2006), “”Jungle Fish” (2008), “Dream High” (2011, cameo), “Kaito Royale” (2011), “7th Grade Civil Servant” (2013), “Votre Noir” (2013), “Dream Knight” (2015, cameo), “My Horrible Boss” (2016), “Dr. Romantic” (2016, special appearance), “Suspicious Partner” (2017, special appearance), “Queen for Seven Days” (2017), “What’s Wrong with Secretary Kim” (2018).

Movie appearances: “Beyond the ONEDAY ~Story of 2PM &2AM~” (2012), “Red Carpet” (2014), “A Dynamite Family” (2014), “I Wanna Hold Your Hand” (2015, cameo), “Wasure Yuki” (2015), “Midnight Runners” (2017, cameo).

Musicals appearances: “My Love My Bride”, playing Youngmin, “Altar Boyz”, playing Matthew, “Interview”, playing Sinclair.

Collaborations: Not Even In The Movies (with JOO), To Her (with 2AM).

Pets: Jeonggam (cat).

Ideal type: Doesn’t care about age, women who carry their own style are charming to him.

Studied at Korean Art High School and Howon University.

Archieved high levels in taekwondo and kumdo.

Has his own fitness center with his weight trainer; Hwang Mo. It’s located in Nonhyun-dong, Seoul.

[yeppeosnsdscenarios]

4minute on the return of superwoman

Today is the first filming of The Return of Superwoman, and Jihyun is feeling extremely nervous. She’s not too sure how the twins, her son and daughter, are going to handle cameras; not to mention if they’re going to enjoy what she has planned. Jihyun is very open about her love for yoga, being quite skilled at it, she thinks the twins are old enough to attempt to participate with her guidance. Holding hands while walking to the yoga studio, Jihyun explains where they’re going today. “Mommy has something really exciting for you two today! We are going to Mommy’s yoga studio! I’m going to teach you cuties how to do yoga!” Once in the studio, the twins struggle a bit to concentrate but Jihyun bribes them with the promise of ice cream if they try. Guiding her children sweetly, the twins manage fairly well with cool positions and stretching exercises. After the yoga session Jihyun feels very relieved and proud of her son and daughter, and is happy to indulge them in a sugary treat. Until Jihyun’s daughter surprises her by saying, “Mommy we had fun! You were so cool!” Feeling giggly Jihyun reaches down to kiss her children on the heads before walking them back home.

Gayoon is a little uncertain for today’s filming. Her daughter is currently battling her terrible twos plus she’s in an intense clingy stage with her other mommy, Gayoon’s wife. Just as she predicted her daughter wakes up super cranky, fighting Gayoon every step of the way from eating breakfast to getting dressed. Although she’s experienced in dealing with her daughter, she can’t help feel defeated because Gayoon was looking forward to bringing her baby girl on a shopping date. At the mall, baby Heo handles herself much better than earlier and Gayoon starts to feel relieved. While shopping the two girls try on clothes together, posing in front of the mirrors while taking goofy pictures; which Gayoon later happily sends to her wife. At their very last store she convinces her daughter to try on a cute yellow dress, as she watches her baby twirl around Gayoon realizes that her daughter has a complete hold on her heart. Brushing her daughter’s hair behind her little ears Gayoon tells her, “Aigoo! You look so beautiful baby! Mommy’s little princess!” before giving her a sweet kiss. After the day is over Gayoon tucks her baby girl in bed, and thinks “It was great day today. My baby makes everything worth it.”

Jiyoon is undoubtedly excited to be filming today, because she’s planned for her son to go to a dog café. He’s been in love with any and every dog he’s come in contact with, majority of his stuffed animals are dogs and his bedding even has little Russell Terriers on them. To say Jiyoon’s son adores dogs would be an understatement. That’s why Jiyoon is extremely enthusiastic to take her son out for the day. Her son, going through the natural stages of childhood, has reached the curious stage where he asks questions all the time. Jiyoon thinks that before they left the house he asked about 30 questions, however, she’s a mom who answers questions thoughtfully. Entering the dog café, both her and her son can barely contain their excitement! Bending down to his level she asks him, “Wah! Look at those doggies! You wanna go pet one?” Adorably watching her son give and receive love from the dogs is undoubtedly the cutest thing. In her thoughts, Jiyoon secretly promises to always keep a smile on her son’s face. Drawn out of her thoughts by her son saying, “Mommy! Mommy! This doggie’s fur has the same color as your hair! And this one as momma’s too! Look!” Bursting in laughter she give him a kiss cheek before resuming their play date.

Hyuna’s family is the newest addition to the Superwoman show, today is her first filming with her daughter. She is undoubtedly anxious as this will be the first time she has her daughter for more than a few hours without her wife. Hyuna’s daughter is camera shy as she struggles to be comfortable with strangers, Hyuna decided to take her baby girl to her dance studio. She determined that her daughter will feel more relaxed in a private setting, a familiar one. Although leaving the house is a bit hectic as she scrambles to pack everything her baby might need, as they drive to the studio Hyuna soothes her nervousness. Filling the silence Hyuna says, “We’re going to have fun today! Mommy’s going to show you something she loves. But not more than I love you and Mom!” Once in the practice room Hyuna shows her daughter her old music videos, “See isn’t Mommy pretty?” Teaching small bits of choreography to her baby girl, seeing her laugh, and overall being able to spend such intimate time with her daughter was an eye opener for Hyuna. She realized that being close to her baby wasn’t nerve-wracking as she previously thought, that she can share her career with her daughter. Through this opportunity Hyuna became more content and carefree with her daughter, she can become the mother she wants to be.

Recently Sohyun has been struggling to handle her two sons enormous amounts of energy, as her sons got older she’s shocked by how their excitement grows each day. For this week’s filming Sohyun decided to plan an outing that will help release some of their energy. As her sons are older, they can understand the concept of fairness and rules in sports, so she wants to teach them how to play soccer. Although, Sohyun barely knows the rules to soccer herself, she made sure the night before to do some research. Leaving the house with two young boys is always a challenge, and today her youngest son let go of her hand when she was talking to her oldest. Thus she spent ten minutes nervously wandering looking for her son, before finding him near an ice cream truck. Once the three of them resume their walk to the park everything falls into place. Her boys listen well as Sohyun teaches them to shoot the ball, count points, play fairly and nicely. Letting her babies run and play to their hearts content as she watches them puts Sohyun in a state of relief and joy. Until she sees her youngest get tripped by his brother, quickly getting up she rushes over there, until she sees her oldest help him up, brush him off, and give him a sweet, apologetic kiss. After her two sweethearts are tuckered out, Sohyun holds her babies hands the whole way home thinking to herself, “They’re growing up too fast. But I’ll enjoy every day I have with them.”

[yisaravenlikeawritingdesk]

11 Questions Tag!

I got tagged again (Like 5 minutes after lol) by @milkandjoohoney!! Thanks sweetheart!

1. “Who is your ultimate group?” AhhhHHHH I have a lot omg. I would have to say ASTRO, BLACKPINK, Red Velvet. SF9, NCT, PRISTIN and TWICE

2. “Which idol do you think you are most similar too, personality wise?” This is kind of hard. I guess I’d say I’m a weird mix of Monsta X Kihyun and BTS V? 

3. “What is one of your favourite kpop albums?” I would have to say, red velvet’s mini album Russian Roulette!

4. “What is your favourite look(s) your ultimate bias has worn?” SF9, Red Velvet, BLACKPINK, ASTRO, TWICE, NCT, PRISTIN

5. “Is there any similarities between your biases from different groups?” I notice I usually end up liking dancers, main vocals, and leaders. Mostly dancers tho

6. “What is your favourite hair colour/style your ultimate bias has worn?” I HAVE TOO MANY ULTS HONEY I CANT PICK ONE Seulgi, Moonbin, Rocky, Hwiyoung, Jennie, Momo, Jihyo, Pinky, Eunwoo, Sungyeon, Taeyang, Mark, Renjun, Joy, Jisoo

7. “How many pillows do you sleep with?” 2

8. “Most listened to song at the moment?” Probably watch out by SF9

9. “What’s your favourite happy song? Sad song?” Happy Sad

10. “Who are some of your bias wreckers?” I named most of them on my previous 11 questions tag thing so I’ll do the rest here. 4Minute Gayoon, AOA Chanmi, ROMEO Kyle, 2NE1 Minzy, F(X) Krystal, IOI Sohye, GOT7 Youngjae, EXID Hyerin, and EXO Baekhyun 

11. “What is your favourite scent?” I love sweet scents like baked cookies, cake, and brownies. I also love the smell of strawberries, peaches, and apples. 

Since I already tagged, anyone can do the tag if they’d like!

Questions: 1. Favourite season? 2. Favourite drink? 3. If you could go on a date with any idol, who would it be and what would you do? 4. Favourite music video? 5. Favourite dance song? 6. Which song(s) choreography do you like best? 7. Which idol is closest to your ideal type? 8. Least favourite song by your favourite group? 9. What is a collab you would like to see? (Can be groups, or just idols). 10. Favourite time of day? 11. Hair up or down? (Can be for yourself or on idols).

[thot-seven]

5 things tag!

I was tagged by @channynipa ! Thanks babe!! 

Five things you will find in my bag

1. charger tangled with headphones

2. keys

3. a shit ton of change/coins

4. chapstick

5. way to many lipsticks/stains

Five things you will find in my room

1. fairy lights

2. stuffed animals

3. vocab reminders

4. records/playbills/books

5. so many clothes

Five things I’ve always wanted to do

1. travel to see all of my international friends

2. meet celebrity crushes

3. learn 8 different languages

4. interview foreign idols

5. work at roosterteeth as a video producer/editor

Five things that make me happy

1. my international friends (specifically sun and gayoon)

2. kpop

3. youtube

4. my idiot of a boyfriend

5. my best friend

Five things that I’m currently in to

1. concerts (all time low in July, fall out boy in November, ACL in October, etc)

2. those try not to react (laugh, cry, fangirl, etc) videos on youtube

3. twice? (chaeyoung is messing me up man)

4. bts bbmas memes

5. all of the comebacks that I know are going to mess me up and I’m not ready for

Five things on my To Do list

1. go to college

2. not die while in college

3. beg my parents to somehow let me go to the seventeen concert in Dallas cuz I gotta see my boys Vernon and Jihoon

4. make friends? (maybe...? my bf wants me to talk to more people cuz I’m hella antisocial)

5. get a job cuz I’m broke af

Thanks for reading all of my lame answers!! (if you did read this lol) Um I tag @youcanneverhaveoneotp @helloiamdiyo @hoshislaugh @munpikook @gaymmarays @the-state-chumps @stigmin @gohn-to-church and who ever else wants to do this!!

Hope you guys have an awesome day!! I’m gonna take a 5 hour long nap ^^

[hallyuscenarios]

Masterlist

All scenarios/ reactions I have written on here. MTLs and other individual answered asks are not listed individually, however, you will still see them if you click on the group’s name, which I highly recommend

Boygroups

Astro

Rainy Day

When they have a crush on you

Kisses with Rocky

B.A.P

No more recipe (Zelo Fluff)

You tease them during a blowjob

Yongguk + jealousy

You hug them in your sleep

Hugs with B.A.P

Oral sex

Reaction to you giving them a surprise kiss

When your new bf treats you badly

Giving Yongguk a Hershey kiss instead of a real one

Returning from the military

You’re homesick

When they see their ex on the street

You shy away from a kiss

When you’re stressed and emotional

After sex

When there’s a big height difference

Where they would like to kiss you

First time with Himchan

Kissing Himchan

Tease (Zelo scenario, suggestive)

Pictures (Youngjae fluff)

When you’re horny often

Touching & teasing Himchan

When their gf is horny after sex

Daehyun & Yongguk Threesome scenario

Sub!Daehyun - Orgasm Denial imagine

Sub!Zelo + Masturbation

BF!Yongguk (short ver.)

01/01 with Yongguk

First Time with Zelo

Big Bang

Touching them under the covers

Sexting them

Giving them a blowjob

Another member makes you cry

Mtl kinky

You fall asleep on another member

Catching their s/o masturbating

Favorite Positions

Gift Wrapping with GD (X-Mas Drabble)

Block B

Sending Zico caring texts

What they’re insecure about in a relationship

Kinks

Kinks (extended)

You were a revealing dress (Zico)

When you slap another girl

Accidentally hitting Zico’s dick

Morning sex (Zico smut)

BF!Zico (short ver.)

Sexting

BtoB

Kiss my lips (Peniel fluff)

Dirty mind ranking

Catching Sungjae + Minhyuk masturbating

Skinship

Ilhoon + blowjobs

In my arms (Peniel fluff)

Catching them jerking off

Smutty movie night with Eunkwang

BTS

Grabbing their butt in public

Cheating on them

Where they would travel with you

You’re short

Don’t cry (Suga fluff)

When you have a sexual scene with another member

Buying tampons with you

Who would cry with you?

Dirty mind ranking

Comforting you

Favorite positions

Insecurity (Jungkook smut)

Girl group crush

Gamer Guy (Jikook fluff, YouTube AU) pt.1 (?)

V + Pegging smut

Jimin + Spanking smut (sub!jimin)

BF!Jungkook (short ver.)

TaeGi nsfw tag

YoonMin nsfw tag

Day6

I’m your fan - YoungK Reverse!AU

Exo

Cookies and Carols (Lay fluff)

After sex

Rough or gentle sex

Holding their newborn for the first time

Oral sex

BF!Baekhyun (short ver.)

Turn-offs

Chanyeol + blowjobs

Jealous Jongin

Baekhyun kinks

Got7

Kinks

You perform in a musical

You graduate with honors

Going after you after an argument

You get sick because you study too much

Locking yourself in the bathroom after an argument

Movies (Youngjae smut)

Sex locations

Giving head

Mark + Service smut (sub!mark)

BF!JB (short ver.)

Ginger Bread House with Youngjae (X-Mas Drabble)

Gift exchange with Jackson (Christmas drabble)

Hyung line receiving head

History

First Dates

Bonfire with Kyungil (X-Mas Drabble)

First Time

Telling Kyungil you’re pregnant

iKon

My present (Bobby fluff)

You never get jealous

You win a competition (B.I & Bobby)

Boyfriend Donghyuk

Who likes big boobs the most?

Anal

You only eat chocolate

You think you’re too skinny

They’re your first

Reading your diary

Oral sex

Catching you masturbating

Stress (B.I smut)

When you’re insecure about giving a blowjob

You have a sexual scene with another member

Accidentally touching your boobs

You wear a revealing dress (B.I)

Ideal type

Kinks

You kiss them during an argument

Dirty mind ranking

You slap another girl (Jinhwan, B.I, Yunhyeong)

Catching iKon jerking off

They fail during your first time

Being honest about their first time

Touching them under the table (B.I, Yunhyeong, Donghyuk)

Hogwarts houses

mtl kinky

BF!Hanbin (short ver.)

Yunchan nsfw tag

Junhwan nsfw tag

Donghyeong nsfw tag

Yunbin nsfw tag

BF!Bobby (short ver.)

Cuddling

You fall asleep on another member

Infinite

Gifts (Sunggyu fluff)

Teasing them during a blowjob

First kiss

Turn-offs

BF!Sunggyu (short ver.)

Oral sex (giving)

Monsta X

Christmas Chefs (I.M fluff)

BF!Shownu (short ver.)

BF!I.M (short ver.)

Whiny - smutty sub!Jooheon

Baby Boy I.M

NCT

Downtime (Jaehyun fluff)

Baby Boy (boyxboy dom!Taeyong smut)

New Years with Jeno

Nu'est

Nu’est kinks

Royal Pirates

Cuddling

Face Fucking

Seventeen

Where they would kiss you

Who would like big boobs the most?

They have a crush on a member’s sister

Accidentally touching your boobs

Time (S.Coups fluff)

Reaction to you tripping in public

Their s/o falls asleep while studying

SHINee

Happy Anniversary? (Jonghyun fluff)

Desperation (Taemin smut)

Sex with SHINee

Super Junior

For you (Heechul fluff)

Giving Heechul head

Heechul in bed

Girl group crush

As fathers

Favorite positions

Donghae kinks

Siwon kinks

Punish Me Please pt.1 - sub!Heechul

Topp Dogg

Fairy lights (Hansol fluff)

Sexting

Reaction to a surprise kiss

Boobs or butt

U-Kiss

Meeting your parents

Vixx

What to watch (Ravi fluff)

Winner

Sing for you (Seungyoon fluff)

Night date with Taehyun

mtl kinky

Dry humping with Mino

BF!Mino (short ver.)

Mino kinks

Girlgroups

2ne1

Christmas lights and chocolate (Bom fluff)

First Kiss with CL

4minute

Quick (Gayoon smut)

Naughty - Dom!Hyuna smut

EXID

Red shell (LE fluff)

Mommy kink

Working (LE smut)

You wear nothing but a coat

Girl’s Day

Ideal date

Mamamoo

Fun in the snow (Moonbyul fluff)

Lapdances

Kinks

Mamamoo confessing

First I Love You

Sex with Solar

Turn-offs

Soloists

#Gun

Kinks

Cheetah

Multiple Orgasms

Dean

Going Public (fluff)

Dok2

Passionate sex

Eric Nam

Neck kisses

Gray

Fingering you

Jay Park

Kinks

Secret Santa Shopping (fluff)

Public Sex

Jessi

Making out

One (Jaewon)

Romantic Sex

Seo Chulgu

Orgasm Denial

Taewoon

Make Up Sex

Zion.T

Thigh kisses

Actors

Jisoo

BF!Jisoo (short ver.)

Lee Hyunwoo

Please (dom!reader)

Lee Wongeun

BF!Wongeun (short ver.)

Seo In Guk

Eating you out

mtls     games       about me

[nikitachandila18]

Today is very special day for Gayoon from 4 Minute cause of her birthday. She is nice idol and talented. HAPPY BIRTHDAY GAYOON. STAY HAPPY

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