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BEING MUTUALS WITH @karinasbaby IS THE BEST
OMG IF I'M DREAMING NVR WAKE ME UP AGAIN😍
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Ok so yesterday I posted about how I am probably gonna make a fanfiction about the league of villains, surviving, and living their best lives
If you seen my post before, you can clearly tell that Touya is my favorite character and I still believe he’s alive(btw his status is unknown. If I don’t know what happened. I’ll just assume he’s alive)
Some important to know I have this one conspiracy theory about how Touya’s quirk was altered by AFO just how shigaraki quirk was altered by afo that I want to tie in with my fanfiction.He basically remove the reconstruction part of his quirk and left shigaraki the decay part of his quirk.
Just how all for one manipulated shigaraki‘s dad to have cruel punishment for his kidsI believe he did the same with endeavor encouraging him to have children for his use because if you really think about it endeavor who named himself endeavor because he claimed to be “hard-working”, and the fact that he was only 20 years old when he became the number two hero in Japan, why would he just begin to have children to claim the number one spot if he was in the prime time in his life. Look listen I hate endeavor a lot, but I cannot deny that he’s not smart. It will be just stupid to have kids that might take years to become the number one hero.
Also, I feel like no one talks about the fact that all for one was basically watching the todoroki family the entire time. He was observing them just how he was observing the shimure family.
So here’s what I think basically happened
-  we can assume that Touya got his quirk when he was probably a few months old and his parents probably didn’t know his quirk 
-  so there is a possibility that he might have both the fire and ice quirk in his body the entire time because apparently in somewhere around chapter 389 endeavor finds out basically Touya has a particle ice quirk inside of him(yes I know that quirk basically developed when he was near death but it could explain the fact how he remained alive for all those years) also let’s talk about the fact that his skin can basically resist ice 
- afo clearly took away his ice quirk when he was a baby and later on when Touya was five years old afo took away his fire resistance, basically setting him up to fail endeavor which he knew would lead down to a horrible path 
I have a lot of planned for this fanfiction it’s gonna have a lot of twist I will be introducing new original characters
I just hope it goes well 
#bnha#dabi#league of villains#toya todoroki#todoroki family#yapping session#my hero academia#tomura shiragaki#tenko shimura#hana shimura#all for one#mr. compress#toga himiko#twice#spinner#touya todoroki
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When you start to live alone you become more grateful for the things you took for granted literally I suck at laundry and while I was like doing the chore I realised that how does our mothers do so much stuff without complaining today like my friend was kinda sick so I suggested her some home remedies and these reminded me of my mother I am so very grateful to have a wonder woman like her in my life , I also relised that there is no one to clean up after me and I just can't keep putting these things off I have learn to do things and I need to figure out the stuff
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Teach Me How To Love - Part 7



pairing: professor!jungkook x (fem) professor!reader, fwb to lovers
genre: fluff, angst, smut, fwb au, economicsprofessor!jungkook, politicalscienceprofessor!reader, slow burn, some emotional constipation, some sappy moments, lots of sexy moments.
summary: jeon jungkook, a fellow professor at yonsei university, is your friend, co-worker, and secret bed buddy. you have rules set in place to make sure there are no misunderstandings in your little arrangement. the #1 rule is as clear as day; no catching feelings. simple, right? wrong. let's see how un-simple it gets when a certain economics professor falls for an emotionally unavailable political science professor.
rating: 18+ MINORS DO NOT INTERACT!
word count: 6.3k
warnings: three month time skip, oc and jk are NOT doing well, she gets some advice from jihyo and her mom, tae drags jungkook to a bar to feel better, hana being pushy, drinking, kissing (not with oc 😤😤) feelings of regret, handwritten love letters, tae is a man with a plan 👀
author's note: i know we all just want this damn reconciliation already LMAO !! don't worry, i don't think they'll suffer for much longer (hopefully). again, thank you all for reading and i hope you share all your thoughts and opinions about these idiots because i always enjoy the yap sessions 🙂↕️🫶🏼
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Three months.
It's been three months since Jungkook left your apartment and you haven't heard from him since. Life has gone on, just barely.
The seasons have shifted, autumn slowly melting into winter, but you still feel stuck in the moment he said 'I love you' and you didn't say it back. You barely eat, only when you really have to. All you do is go to work, sleep and occasionally cry, in varying order. At work, you avoid him like the plague. You already know his lecture schedule, so you do everything you can so that you don't cross paths. It's exhausting but it's easier than seeing his face.
You tell yourself it's for the best and sometimes you actually believe that, but some days are harder than others.
Today's one of those days. Your apartment is silent, save for the occasional hum of the refrigerator or the muted noise coming from the tv you left on as background noise, anything to distract you from the ache in your chest. Miso lays curled up in her little bed, staring out the window to watch the snowfall, occasionally getting up to snuggle with you. Maybe she can feel you need it.
When Jihyo knocks on your door, you almost don't answer, but she has a key saved for emergencies and of course she lets herself in. You should have known she'd come over after you ignored her texts and calls.
"___?" she calls out, her voice laced with concern.
You're in bed, curled under a blanket, your hair a mess and your eyes puffy. You hear her footsteps pause, then the shuffle of her shoes being kicked off before she walks into your bedroom, her face twisting with sympathy as she sinks down beside you.
"Oh, honey," she sighs, brushing some of your hair out of your face. "You look like shit."
You scoff, sitting up in bed. "Thanks. Just what I needed to hear."
She leans into you, her arm looping around your shoulders. "Talk to me, please."
"I messed everything up," you whisper shakily, burying your face in your hands as your emotions start to bubble up to the surface. "I miss him so much, and I had him and then I just...threw it all away."
Jihyo's quiet for a moment, gently rubbing your arm to comfort you before she inevitably scolds you for getting yourself into this predicament. "Well...I love you...but you're a dumbass."
You chuckle weakly, wiping the moisture from your cheeks. "Thanks."
"I mean it, ___. That man loves you. Jungkook is not Sunghoon, you know he's not. He wouldn't do what Sunghoon did to you, no matter what your brain keeps telling you."
You nod, sniffling softly. "I know, but...I just couldn't stop the thoughts. It was like I went into panic mode. I thought Sunghoon loved me, and he still cheated. And now he's someone's husband, soon he'll be someone's father. He couldn't be that man for me because I-"
Jihyo pulls away just enough to face you, her lips pressed into a straight line. "Hey, no. No. What happened with that jackass is not your fault, okay? I won't allow you to blame yourself."
"But what if it was my fault?" you mutter, your voice cracking. "What if I really just wasn't enough for him? What if I'll just end up not being enough for Jungkook either?"
"You are more than enough; do you hear me?" she says firmly. "You are so much more than you will ever know, and Sunghoon didn't cheat because of anything you lacked. He cheated because he's a selfish, spineless coward who didn't deserve you. And I get that it's hard for you to let go and let yourself be loved, but you can't keep running away from your feelings because you're hurting yourself and I know Jungkook's hurting just as much as you are."
You wipe your cheeks with the sleeve of your hoodie, looking down like a little kid being lectured. "He told me he loved me," you whisper, feeling the weight of your guilt settle in your chest. She already knows because you've told her about twenty times. It's more so to remind yourself that he loves you.
"I know he did," Jihyo murmurs, gently stroking your hair. "Tae told me he went over to Jungkook's place. He's worried about him too."
You groan, hugging your knees to your chest, your face crumbling. "I ruined everything."
"You didn't ruin everything."
"Well, it's been three months, Ji. It's too late," you groan, feeling a fresh wave of tears coming on.
"Don't say that. It's not too late," she sighs, rubbing your back. "But you might have to fight to make this right."
-
It's as if everyone around you secretly planned an intervention to get you out of this funk because a few days after Jihyo's visit, there's another knock at your door. The last person you expected to see at your front door is your mom, mostly because she prefers to call around a hundred times before she visits to let you know how excited she is to see you, yet there she is with a bag of groceries in her hand and a scowl on her face. It's her you're-not-eating-enough face.
She walks in like she owns the place, puts the bag on the kitchen counter and starts unpacking the groceries.
"Mom, you didn't have to-"
"I know," she cuts you off. "But Jihyo texted me saying you've barely gotten out of bed, your fridge is empty, and you're pale as a ghost. So, here I am." She raises a brow. "Now sit and tell me what happened."
You blink. "How do you know something happened?"
She pulls out a cutting board and a knife from one of the kitchen drawers. "I know you, ___. I'm your mother. Now spill, I can dice and listen at the same time."
You're an adult. You shouldn't be crying to your mom about a breakup that you caused with a man who was never even your boyfriend to begin with, but you're vulnerable and you can't deny her when she looks at you like that, so you reluctantly sit down at the kitchen island and let out a deep sigh.
"I met someone."
That causes her eyebrows to raise. "A man?"
You nod, looking down at your hands in your lap. "His name is Jungkook. He's...amazing," you sigh. "Sweet. Funny. Gentle...and things were going great...and then I broke things off with him because I thought it would just turn out like how it did with...Sunghoon."
She remains quiet until the mention of his name, her eyes narrowing. "God, that little shit," she mutters, chopping an onion with slightly more force than necessary. "I never liked him, ___. He was too smug for my taste. Always acted like he was doing you a favour by just existing. And he always wore too much gel in his hair. Bastard."
You let out a genuine laugh.
"He's married now. His wife is pregnant."
She keeps her eyes down, focused on chopping a few carrots and leeks for some soup. "Poor girl. I hope she has a good lawyer."
"Mom!"
"What? Once a cheater, always a cheater. That's my firm belief."
You sigh, replaying everything in your head for the millionth time, the way Sunghoon cheated, the way it felt to be with Jungkook, the look in his eyes when you broke his heart.
"He loves me. Jungkook...he loves me," you murmur, your voice growing softer, more vulnerable.
Your mom sets down the knife and turns her full attention to you, letting out a deep sigh. She hates seeing you like this. It's like when you were eight and cried because someone cut your hair in class, except now she can't kick anyone's ass for you. All she can do is give you advice and pray you take it.
"Well then maybe it's time you put on your big-girl underwear and take a risk. You can't keep punishing yourself for what Sunghoon did to you. Sweetheart, I say this because I love you more than life itself and I know you need to hear it...it's time to move on. If this Jungkook boy is the good guy you think he is, then be with him. If it doesn't turn out the way you would like, then you get up and you move on again. Life doesn't stand still, ___. Stop forcing yourself to stand still."
You nod slowly, taking a moment to process her words.
"Do you love him?" She asks as if she doesn't already know the answer just by the look on your face.
"I do."
She nods and goes back to chopping. "Then fix it. But first eat. Nothing good ever happens on an empty stomach."

For Jungkook, it's been three months of what feels quite close to hell. He thought about calling or texting maybe a hundred times, maybe more. Sometimes he finds his thumb hovering over your name in his contacts, aching to type something, anything just to hear from you. Just to make sure you're okay, because he's not.
He stops himself every time. You made your choice, and he can't force himself into your life when you so clearly pushed him out of it. Now, the only thing he has left is the space you used to take up, your absence woven into every part of his routine.
He sees you at work sometimes, briefly, always at a distance. You never look at him. You used to smile at him from across the hallway with a sparkle in your eye, something unspoken dancing between the two of you. It was exhilarating, getting to have that part of you. Now it's like you've erased him, so he tries to erase you too.
He finds that to be harder than he thought it would.
He misses your laugh and your late-night texts. He misses receiving photos of Miso at random times throughout the day. He misses the way you'd tease him for always picking the worst snacks at the vending machine, and how you'd always steal some of it anyway.
He misses you today more than other days.
When he gets home from work, he heads straight for the shower. He stands under the stream of hot water, head bowed, hands braced against the wall.
He hasn't cried since the day he walked out of your apartment. He's been strong for three months, but he can't be strong today. He doesn't cry right away, but it comes eventually. Quiet at first, then harder. The kind of crying that leaves you breathless.
He presses his forehead to the cold tile, the water masking the sound of his heartbreak. He cries until the water turns cold because he knows that he has to be strong again once he steps out of the shower and faces reality.
"Bam," Jungkook sighs as he collapses onto the couch, his hair still damp from the shower. "Why am I so pathetic?"
Bam looks up from his spot on the rug, his tail wagging.
Jungkook rubs his hands over his face before staring up at the ceiling. "I told her I loved her, you know."
Bam sits up straight, blinking at him like he's listening intently.
"She just stood there. Didn't say it back. Made me look like an idiot for loving her," he scoffs humourlessly.
Bam lets out a soft huff of air before getting up and padding over to rest his chin on Jungkook's knee, staring up at him with gigantic brown eyes.
Jungkook gives a weak chuckle. "You get it. At least you don't run away when I tell you how I feel," he sighs, scratching behind Bam's ears, his voice dropping to a whisper.
"I don't know what to do, bud. I don't know how to stop missing her."
-
He wakes up on the couch two hours later after unknowingly dozing off, the sound of his doorbell pulling him from his slumber. He groans and drags himself to the front door, seeing Taehyung's annoying little smile on the other end.
"My beautiful tragic hero!" Taehyung grins, holding up a bag of fast food. "I brought burgers and unsolicited emotional guidance."
Jungkook blinks. "Please go away."
"Nope."
Taehyung walks in through the front door, immediately dropping the bag of food on the coffee table and pulling out greasy takeout containers.
Jungkook sighs, shutting the door. "I'm not hungry."
"Too bad," he shrugs, opening the containers to reveal two sloppy burgers.
"Tae, I-"
"Eat," he mutters firmly, leaving no room for argument. "Or I'll spoon-feed you while making extended eye contact."
Jungkook glares at him. "That's harassment."
"Call HR."
Eventually, he gives in, walking over to sit next to Taehyung, his best friend kicking his feet up with a victorious look on his face.
They eat in silence for a while until Taehyung finally speaks up.
"So..." he starts slowly. "How're you feeling?"
Jungkook lets out a bitter laugh. "I think I broke my own heart. I told her I loved her, Tae."
Taehyung nods. "Yeah. Heard that part."
"She didn't say it back, just stood there."
"Sounds like fear," Taehyung murmurs.
Jungkook scoffs. "Sounds like rejection."
Taehyung glances at him. "You think she doesn't love you?"
He doesn't answer.
"Well, I think she does," Taehyung murmurs, his voice softer now. "I think she's just been carrying so much hurt from her past that she doesn't know how to hold onto anything good without expecting it to slip through her fingers."
Jungkook stares at the ceiling, swallowing hard. "Why didn't she say it back?"
"Because she thought she didn't deserve you."
"She said I don't know her," Jungkook scoffs. "Not the real her...just the parts she lets me see."
Taehyung glances at him, chewing slowly. "Well…do you think that's true?"
Jungkook hesitates, letting out a deep sigh. "I don't know. Maybe? But that doesn't mean I wouldn't have tried."
"Of course it doesn’t," Taehyung murmurs gently. "She's scared. When people are scared, they run or say shitty things they don't mean."
Jungkook leans back, running a hand through his hair. "I just wish I knew how to reach her. How to make her see I'm not going anywhere."
"You can't force someone see that, Kook," Taehyung sighs. "If she's smart and realizes how good you are to her…she'll come back."
Jungkook stares up at the ceiling, his appetite long gone. "What if she doesn't?"
Taehyung pauses.
"Then you cry. I hold your hand. We open a wine bar in Spain and raise sheep."
Jungkook snorts. "You're scared of sheep."
"Exactly," he nods, taking a big bite of his burger. "So let's not get to that point, okay?"
Jungkook rolls his eyes but there's an amused smile tugging at the corners of his lips. Truthfully, he appreciates the company more than he lets on. The ache in his chest hasn't gone away, but it feels a little lighter now. Maybe not healed, just…bandaged.
They sit in silence for a moment, the weight of it all settling between them. Thenー
"You cried in the shower, didn't you?" Taehyung asks, giving him a teasing little grin.
Jungkook glares, setting his half-eaten burger back on the coffee table. "Shut up."
"It's okay. It's romantic. Very K-Drama male lead in episode sixteen."
"Dude, shut up."
"I bet you stared out the window to watch the rain falling."
"Seriously, I will throw you out."
Taehyung grins, unfazed. "Only love can hurt like this, my friend."
Jungkook groans, burying his face in a cushion.
"Alright," Taehyung claps once before setting his empty burger container aside and stretching his arms above his head with a dramatic groan. "We need to get you out of this sad-boy cave."
Jungkook's eyebrows raise. "Excuse me?"
"You heard me." Taehyung stands up and puts his hands on his hips, looking determined. "You need to get out. Let's go somewhere, see people, let your liver suffer a little. It's good for character development."
"I'm not really in the mood for a bar crawl," Jungkook scoffs.
"I didn't say bar crawl. Just…come get a drink with me." Taehyung shrugs. "Talk to someone who isn't your dog or a bag of chips. First drink's on me."
"I'm not-" Jungkook starts but stops himself.
The truth is…he's not okay, and maybe pretending to be okay in public with Taehyung beside him is better than pretending to be okay in here, alone.
He sighs before he can talk himself out of it. "Yeah. Okay. Just give me a sec."
"Perfect!" Taehyung grins, looking pleasantly surprised that he didn't have to resort to drastic measures. He pulls his phone out of his jeans' pocket to check the time, when he sees the battery's low.
"Hey, can I borrow your charger? My phone's on 3% and Jihyo might wonder why I'm not replying to her texts all night."
Jungkook gestures vaguely. "It's in the bedroom, plugged in near the desk."
"Cool," Taehyung calls over his shoulder as he disappears down the hall.
The bedroom is dim, only faint light spilling in through the half-drawn curtains. Taehyung finds the charger easily, plugged into the wall by Jungkook's desk, but as he bends down to grab it, something catches his eye.
A box.
It's not large, not hidden exactly, but shoved just far enough under the desk that it looks like it was placed there deliberately.
Taehyung's curiosity gets the better of him.
"Sorry in advance," he mumbles under his breath, crouching down and sliding the box out with a quiet scrape.
He opens it and his breath almost catches in his throat. Inside, there are letters. Dozens of them, folded neatly, some creased at the edges from being opened and read too many times. All in Jungkook's unmistakable handwriting. Every single one addressed to the same name.
Taehyung picks one up and unfolds it carefully.
'You smiled at me today in the hallway. I forgot how to breathe for a second. I know I'm supposed to pretend we're just friends, but God, it's getting harder by the day. Sometimes I look at you and I think, if I don’t tell you what you mean to me, my chest might actually explode.'
He reads another. This one is from four years ago.
'You made fun of my tie today. Said it looked like something a dad would wear to a third-grade parent-teacher meeting. I pretended to be offended, but I haven't stopped smiling since. I think you're my favourite part of the staff lounge. You bring your own tea bags, and you always share them without me even asking. You smell like vanilla, and you have this way of looking at people like you already know their stories but you're letting them tell you anyway. I don't know why I'm writing this. I think maybe it's because I'm starting to like you, which is…inconvenient. But also kind of wonderful.'
And then another. This one Taehyung assumes he wrote a while after their trip to Jeju.
'I keep thinking about that night on the beach in Jeju when you told me about your ex. I wanted to tell you I loved you right then and there, but I couldn't. I didn't know if I was allowed to. If you'd allow me to, I'd love you in every way he never did. I'd give you everything he couldn't. I don't know all the details about what happened between you two, but I'd like to. I'd like to know everything and anything about you, about your past and what you want your future to be. I hope you see me in your future. I see you in mine.'
He exhales slowly, feeling stunned. He knew Jungkook had feelings for you, obviously. But this? This is something else entirely. This is the kind of love poets write about. Quiet, aching love.
He hears footsteps and quickly sets the letters back inside, tucking the lid over the box just as Jungkook appears in the doorway.
"You good?" Jungkook asks, completely oblivious.
Taehyung straightens up, holding up the charger like nothing happened. "Yeah. Got it. Get changed so we can go get that drink," he claps a hand on Jungkook's shoulder and walks back to the living room.
But inside, he's reeling. Now more than ever, he knows that you still have no idea how much this man loves you, and he's determined to get you to understand the weight of the situation.

The bar is buzzing with the low thrum of old rock songs and the clinking of glasses. It's comfortably crowded, full of people who keep to themselves. Jungkook slouches against the bar counter, nursing his second whiskey.
Taehyung is beside him, elbow propped lazily on the counter, animatedly recounting a ridiculous student essay about Romeo and Juliet being a cautionary tale about teenage hormones.
Jungkook tries to laugh. He really does, but even with the warmth of the alcohol spreading through his limbs, all he can think about is you.
He wonders what you're doing right now.
If you're okay.
If you miss him at all.
The door swings open behind them, and he doesn't look, doesn't care, until Taehyung suddenly shifts, his body language growing stiff.
"You've gotta be kidding me," Taehyung mutters.
Jungkook blinks. "What?"
"Look who's here."
And then—
"Jungkook?!"
Hana. Of course she's here as well.
He turns just in time to see her weaving her way through the crowd, with glossy lips and an overly excited smile, eyes lighting up like Christmas when she reaches him. She walked in with a group of women, but she can't be bothered to stay with them when Jungkook of all people is here.
"Wow," she drawls as she reaches their table, arms crossed over her chest. "Didn't expect to see you out. Where's ___?"
Her tone is syrupy and sarcastic, and it grates against him.
Taehyung scoffs. "Nice to see you too, Hana."
Jungkook keeps his eyes downcast, his chest aching. "___'s not here."
Hana raises a perfectly groomed brow, feigning surprise. "Oh? Don't tell me it's over? Did she dump you?"
He doesn't respond. That's enough of an answer.
Hana's eyes widen dramatically, but there's an unmistakable flash of delight in them. She sits down next to him, her hand strategically brushing against his bicep. "Oh, wow. Didn't see that coming." She scoffs. "Well, actually…maybe I did."
Taehyung clears his throat sharply. "Hana."
"What?" She smiles innocently. "Just being honest."
Jungkook sighs, too weary to argue. Hana pushes a shot toward him with a gentle, insistent nudge. "Come on, Jungkook. Drink with me. You could use it."
He eyes the tiny glass hesitantly, but the ache in his chest feels too big, too loud. He picks it up, clinking it against hers.
"To new beginnings," she grins.
He downs the shot, wincing at the burn in his throat.
One shot turns to two, and then three, and before long, the room is slowly spinning around him. Hana leans close, her voice soft against his ear. "You okay?" she whispers, her fingers lightly brushing against his thigh under the bar counter.
He nods slowly, words slurring slightly. "Just…hot in here."
Hana quickly takes the opportunity, getting up from the stool and gently tugging him along. "Come on, let's get some fresh air. It'll make you feel better."
"Jungkook," Taehyung warns, but he's too late. Jungkook's already halfway out the door, following Hana blindly into the cool night air.
The air outside the bar is cold, but Jungkook barely feels it. He leans back against the brick wall, the alcohol buzzing behind his eyes, thoughts swimming in slow circles. Hana stands beside him, watching his side profile, her gaze unreadable.
"You actually loved her, huh?" she asks. Her voice is gentler now, no teasing, no sarcasm.
Jungkook doesn't look at her. He nods once. "Still do."
Hana hums, like that answer doesn't surprise her. "You always looked at her like she was the only one in the room."
He closes his eyes. "Because she was."
There's a long pause, neither one of them saying anything, the sound of the city echoing around them, slightly muffled behind the building.
Hana steps closer to him. "She didn't deserve you."
He finally turns his head to look at her. "You don't even know her."
"I know she left you," Hana says simply. "I don't have to know what she did to know she broke your heart. I can see it in your eyes."
He hesitates, looking away. "That doesn't matter."
"Of course it matters," she mutters softly, stepping even closer. "You deserve someone who won't leave you feeling like this. Someone who's been here all along.
Jungkook's chest tightens, your absence throbbing like a fresh wound. Hana moves to stand in front of him, fingertips slowly trailing down the front of his shirt.
"I've always been here, Jungkook," she murmurs, her eyes following her fingers. "Waiting. Hoping you'd finally see me."
He shifts slightly, the wall cold against his back. "Hana, don't-"
"I can make you forget her," she breathes, her eyes intense, searching his face. "Let me."
Before he can register what's happening, her lips are on his. It's not soft or tentative. It's desperate. She presses herself against him, hands sliding up his chest, fingers curling into the fabric of his shirt. And for a moment, for a second too long, he lets her.
He kisses her back. Hard. Needing to feel something. Anything.
Her fingers thread into his hair, tugging him down as she presses her mouth to his with bruising intensity. Her chest pushes against his, warm and insistent, and he lets himself drown in the sensation because it's easier than thinking about what he's lost.
Her mouth trails down his jaw, hot breaths painting his skin. "I've always wanted this," she whispers. "Always wanted you."
He grits his teeth, hands clutching her hips as her lips trail down to his collarbone. "We don't have to talk about it," she breathes out. "Just…let go. Let me make you forget her."
As Hana trails her mouth along his neck, breath hot against his pulse point, Jungkook's mind slowly begins to clear just enough to realize how deeply wrong this all is. The warmth he felt a second ago vanishes, replaced by shame, guilt, and the sting of regret.
He firmly grasps her wrists, pulling her hands away from his body, breathing heavily.
"Hana, stop. I...I can't do this."
She pulls back sharply, eyes narrowing. "What's wrong now?"
He shakes his head, running a frustrated hand through his hair. "I'm sorry, I thought...I don't know. This isn't fair to you."
Hana scoffs, folding her arms defensively across her chest. "Don't patronize me, Jungkook. This is exactly what you wanted. You kissed me back."
"I know," he sighs, shame weighing on his chest. "And I shouldn't have. It was a mistake."
She steps forward, anger flaring in her eyes. "Why? Is it because of ___? Are you really still stuck on her after she left you?"
"Yes," he says simply. "I love her, Hana."
She laughs bitterly, disbelief clear in her voice. "God, you're pathetic, Jungkook. She literally broke your heart. She doesn't care about you!"
His jaw clenches tightly. "You don't know anything about what happened."
Hana rolls her eyes, voice dripping with sarcasm. "Oh, please. Are you going to tell me she's a victim? She wasn't good enough for you, Jungkook."
Anger ignites in his chest, his frustration finally boiling over. "Don't talk about her like that."
"Why not? It's the truth," she snaps. "You deserve someone better, someone who'll treat you right. She'll never be able to love you the way you need-"
"Enough!" Jungkook's voice is sharp, cutting through the night air. He creates space between them, his eyes blazing with anger he's never shown her before. "You have no idea what you're talking about. You don't even know her. You don't get to decide what she deserves, or what I deserve."
Hana's eyes widen, startled by his intensity. "Jungkook-"
"You think I didn't notice?" he continues, voice trembling with suppressed frustration and anger. "The way you treated her in Jeju, the way you purposely tripped her on the beach. And for what? Because you were jealous? I held my tongue because I didn't want to make a scene but-"
Her cheeks flush in annoyance and embarrassment, cutting him off before he can go any further. "Jealous? Of her? She's nothing special!"
"You're wrong," Jungkook mutters, the anger fading into sadness. "She's everything, and I was an idiot for letting you disrespect her for so long."
Hana's eyes fill with tears, her frustration spilling out. "Why can't you see that I'm right in front of you? I've always been here for you. Always. Yet you'd rather chase after someone who doesn't even want you back?"
He takes a steadying breath, his gaze softening slightly, but the resolve doesn't leave his eyes. "I'm sorry, Hana. I never wanted to hurt you...but you were never going to be her."
She flinches as if he's physically struck her. "Fine," she whispers bitterly, voice breaking slightly. "You'll regret this eventually."
"No," Jungkook mutters firmly, though his voice is softer now. "The only thing I regret is letting things get this far tonight. You deserve someone who can really love you, and that person isn't me."
She stares at him, eyes filled with hurt, shaking her head. "Whatever, Jungkook. I hope she breaks your heart again. Maybe then you'll finally wake up."
He watches as she storms off, disappearing around the corner. Jungkook sinks down against the wall, pressing his head back, heart hammering in his chest. He sits in the silence, shame and guilt heavy on his chest. Despite everything, he still feels you, still misses you.
And even now, more than ever, he knows he'd rather have the ache of loving you than feel nothing at all.
Jungkook steps back into the bar, the loud music and chatter immediately washing over him, dizzying and overwhelming. His heart feels heavier than before, regret still bitter on his tongue.
Taehyung immediately straightens when he sees him approach, concern evident in his expression.
"Hey," he murmurs cautiously, eyes searching Jungkook's face. "You okay? Where's Hana?"
Jungkook slumps down onto the stool next to Taehyung, reaching for his drink and downing what remains without responding. The burn in his throat grounds him a little, but it's not enough to clear his head completely.
Taehyung sighs deeply, leaning in. "Kook, talk to me. What happened out there?"
He shakes his head slowly, staring down at the empty glass. "I fucked up, Tae."
"How bad?"
"Pretty bad." Jungkook rubs his eyes tiredly. "We kissed."
Taehyung's eyebrows shoot up in surprise, but he waits quietly, giving him time to explain.
"It got…heated," Jungkook admits, shame creeping into his voice. "I let it happen because...fuck, I just wanted to stop hurting for five seconds, but it didn't help. It felt wrong. It felt like I was betraying..."
"___," Taehyung nods.
Jungkook sighs miserably. "Yeah."
Taehyung sits back, looking at him thoughtful. "How'd Hana take it?"
"Badly," he mutters bitterly. "She spoke shit about ___ and I...kinda snapped. I finally told her how I feel. I don't think we'll be seeing much of her from now on."
"How do you think Jisoo will feel when Hana tells her you broke her heart?" Taehyung asks, though he knows that's not really a priority right now.
Jungkook grimaces. "I hope she'll understand. Eventually. She always does."
Taehyung gives him a sympathetic smile. "Yeah, she probably will. She's always been more level-headed than her sister."
Jungkook sighs deeply, running his fingers through his hair. "Tonight was a mistake."
"Then let's end it here," Taehyung suggests, calling the bartender over to pay for their drinks. "Come on, let's get you home."
Jungkook nods reluctantly, feeling exhaustion tugging harshly at his bones. "Yeah, let's go."
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By the time their Uber pulls up outside Jungkook's place, he's swaying on his feet, eyes heavy with alcohol and sadness. Taehyung keeps a hand firmly on his shoulder, carefully guiding him inside.
"Drink some water," Taehyung instructs firmly as they step inside. "And take an aspirin. Trust me."
Jungkook nods weakly, pointing towards the bathroom. "It's in the cabinet. Medicine. You know where it is."
Taehyung chuckles softly. "Yeah, I know. Go lie down, I'll be right back."
When Taehyung returns, a glass of water and an aspirin in hand, he finds Jungkook already face down on the bed, fully clothed, breathing steady with sleep.
"Of course," Taehyung sighs with amusement, placing the water and aspirin on the nightstand.
He watches his friend for a moment, chest tightening at the sight of him so clearly hurting. The heaviness of Jungkook's pain is tangible, filling the room, almost suffocating him.
"Everything will work out, bud," Taehyung whispers softly, almost too soft to hear.
As he turns to leave, his eyes catch on the box tucked beneath Jungkook's desk.
That damn box. He just can't seem to stop thinking about it.
He knows he shouldn't, knows Jungkook would kill him for snooping, but he has a plan. One he's certain Jungkook's pride and fear would never let him execute himself.
Carefully, Taehyung picks up the box, glancing at Jungkook's sleeping figure one last time with a deep sigh.
"Sorry, buddy," he murmurs, turning towards the door. "You'll thank me later."

You wrap your coat tighter around your body, letting out a cold puff of air. The campus is quiet as you make your way along the paved pathway, a light dusting of the early evening snow sprinkling over you. Your footsteps echo throughout the parking lot, slowing down as you reach into your bag, rummaging around for your car keys as you approach your car.
"Evening, professor."
The baritone voice startles you, your head snapping up to find Taehyung leaning casually against the car parked directly beside yours. He gives you an innocent, slightly amused smile. He looks casual, at ease, but you know him well enough to sense there's something behind that smile.
"Taehyung," you sigh, your hand pressed against your racing heart. "You scared the crap out of me."
"Sorry," he chuckles, pushing himself off the side of the car to stand upright. "Didn't mean to. Who would've guessed we parked right next to each other?"
You manage a faint smile, tilting your head knowingly. "Yeah, what a coincidence."
Taehyung chuckles softly, watching you walk over to the driver's side of your car. "You heading home?"
You nod slowly. "Long day. You?"
He shrugs, giving a playful sigh. "About to head off to dinner with Jihyo. She's forcing me to eat some questionable TikTok pasta recipe. I'm probably risking my life."
You can't help the soft laugh that escapes your lips. "The one with the feta?"
He groans dramatically. "Always the feta."
He smiles warmly, his eyes containing something gentle. A brief silence falls between the two of you before he speaks again, this time his voice is softer, more careful.
"Hey, um..." Taehyung hesitates briefly, something unreadable in his expression. "How…how are you doing? Really?"
Your throat tightens slightly, knowing exactly what he's asking. You shift your weight nervously, avoiding his eyes.
"Honestly?" you whisper, voice barely audible. "Been better."
He nods understandingly, pausing again before adding, "He's not doing so great either."
Your breath catches at the mention of him, his face flashing through your brain like a taunting reminder of what you did. Your heartbeat quickens, your stomach twists, and suddenly it feels hard to breathe.
You finally look up at Taehyung, eyes wide and vulnerable. "He…he's not?"
Taehyung’s gaze softens even further, sympathy clear in his eyes. "He's trying to get through it. But he misses you, ___. A lot."
The thought of Jungkook hurting silently, all alone, it makes your chest ache even more painfully. "Will you tell him…" You hesitate, your voice cracking. "No. Never mind."
Taehyung nods, a soft smile settling on his face. "He knows, ___."
You look away, discreetly wiping at your eyes, embarrassed at how emotional you've gotten. "Thanks, Tae. Really. For looking out for him."
"Always. He's my best friend," he murmurs softly. He shifts on his feet, glancing toward his car. It's now or never.
"Actually…I have something for you."
You blink at him, looking a bit confused. "For me?"
"Yeah." Taehyung opens the passenger door of his car and reaches in, pulling out a worn cardboard box, carefully sealed shut. When he hands it to you, his expression is unreadable, guarded.
"What's this?" you ask softly, heart beating unevenly as you cradle the box in your hands.
"It's from Jungkook," he shrugs. "Sort of."
You stare down at the box, fingers trembling slightly. "I don't understand... What's inside?"
"Just…open it when you get home," he mumbles, looking a little nervous about doing this behind his best friend's back.
You nod, heart pounding, breath shallow. You don't know what to say, or even how to feel, only that whatever this box holds, it feels like it could break you wide open.
Taehyung takes a step back, offering you one last soft smile. "You gonna be okay?"
You nod slowly, blinking away the tears that have started forming. "I think so."
He smiles reassuringly. "Good. Drive safe, okay?"
"You too," you whisper, staring down at the box in your hands. "Tell Jihyo I said hi."
"I will," he calls out, heading over to the driver's side of his car. "Night, ___."
You watch as he climbs into his car and drives off. You remain standing in the parking lot, the box pressed tightly to your chest, heart pounding against the cardboard.
You don't open it, but already, your hands are trembling, and it's not because of the winter air. You take a deep, shaky breath and place the box on the passenger seat of your car, staring at it for what feels like an eternity before reluctantly starting the engine and driving off.
Whatever's in that box, you'll face it head on. No more standing still.

< Part 6.5 || Part 8 >

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(Kankuro Sabaku)
[Artwork is not mine! Credit to NPC-Dion]
Requested by: @tadomikiku
[Original idea by @justmyownreality on tumblr; go check them out!]
Word Count: 3,756
Warnings and/or Pre-Notes:
Angst
Cheating
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"Alright, I'll see you tomorrow," Kankuro mutters for the sixth time, his fingertips still clinging to my shirt as his lips continue to dance against mine. He's been pressed up against me, desperately clinging to any piece of me he can get since we've entered the Kazekage Palace.
I giggle against his mouth, trying my best to pull away from him, leading to no success. "You have to let me go. I can't leave with you clinging to me."
"Ya, ya, ya," he mutters, taking a step forward to follow my sorry attempt to walk away. Kankuro's lips capture mine again, another soft kiss, his longing for me already present in it even though I haven't left yet. "All right, I'll see you tomorrow, for real this time," he repeats, another quick peck to my lips before he lets me go.
I float away, still high from our date and our not-so-professional make-out session in the hallway. Well, I feel like I'm floating until I make it to the stairs. My brother's voice rings in my head reminding me to pick up our mission assignments for tomorrow while I'm hanging around the Kage Palace.
My head snaps around, scanning the hallway to see if Kankuro entered our Lord's office yet or not; he has. I let out a low sigh, turning on my heels to walk back down the hallway. Why do I always get so wrapped up in him? Forgetting everything else in the world anytime he's near. It's bad Shinobi behavior, but I guess that's just what the bliss of love does to a person.
The hallway is filled with the soft patter of my shoes, Lord Fifth's voice filtering out from his office the closer I get to it. "You are stringing that girl along," the Lord's muffled voice yaps, his voice harsh as he speaks to Kuro. The tone and the sentence snag my attention. I guess he doesn't have a meeting with Kankuro after all.
"I'm not stringing her along," Ro answers, his voice defeated and flat, my heart quickly doing the same. "I like her, Gaar."
"You're betrothed to Hana and yet you're prancing around the village with Baki's younger sister. What would you call that?" Lord Fifth's voice peeps up again, a lot calmer this time. My heart is no longer flat-lined; if anything it feels like I just went on a run.
When no answer comes, our Lord speaks up again. "I would call it having a future wife while you're toying with one of my top Shinobi's only family. You know my loyalty lies with you but I am still the Kazekage. The Kazekage who has Baki as one of his top Shinobis. Baki who has a younger sister who believes the lie that you two are in a committed relationship - "
"I am committed to her," Kankuro interrupts, anger starting to bubble over the deflated tone he had earlier. My heart skips a beat, trying to process the conversation going on. Who's lying in this situation? The village leader I hope.
"Yes, yes. Committed to your wife and your girlfriend," Lord Fifth pokes, what I think is amusement in his voice. "How loyal of you." There's a heavy pause and then a "Choose."
"What do you mean choose?"
"I mean, pick, choose, make a decision. Losing Baki as a Shinobi would be bad for the village, so, choose your wife and break up with your girlfriend, or choose your girlfriend and end the betrothal to Hana."
Kankuro stays quiet, his voice is soft enough that I can't hear his response. The next sound I hear is the Lord's softly chuckling. "Father set up your betrothal. I couldn't care less if you went through with it or not."
More silence, and then "Give me some time to figure everything out." I swear the world freezes as soon as the sentence leaves Kankuro's mouth.
I can no longer hear the two men over the sound of my blood rushing in my ears, my heart pounding fast and my lungs all of a sudden doing overtime. I turn around, the conversation replaying in my head as I head back down the hallway, again feeling like I'm floating.
This time it's not because of the bubble of giddiness Kankuro leaves me in. No, this time the bubble wrapping me up is made out of betrayal and disbelief. A drop of sadness is mixing in and slowly taking over the other two emotions.
He needs 'time to figure everything out'. Well, that's the only thing he'll get from me; time. If he couldn't pick me right away, if I'm not the first and only option, I won't be an option at all. Screw Kankuro, his secret wife, and his lies. I deserve better than a catty love triangle. I deserve better than a lying, cocky Shinobi who wants the best of both worlds.
My dissociation continues out of the palace, continuing until I stumble down the front stairs. The lack of awareness is finally broken when hands land on my shoulders. "Button?" My brother calls, breaking whatever curse my mind has been under. "You look ill. Did you have any water while you were out with Kankuro?" He mutters, pressing his hand to my forehead, his exposed eyes swimming with concern.
"Ya, I'm fine. I just... it was a rough day," I mutter, closing my eyes and sending him a soft smile. "I would like to go home."
"Alright," Baki mutters, now pressing his hand against my cheeks. "Did you get our mission reports for tomorrow?" I shake my head, lunging forward to wrap my arms around him and bury my head in his chest. I want to hide from the world, I want to feel loved, I want to vanish but hiding in my older brother is a pretty good second. "Well, let's run inside and grab them, then we can go home."
"No!" I yelp, tightening my hold around his waist, trying to shove my face further into his chest. "No. I just... I just want to go home."
He stays quiet, standing frozen for a moment before his arms droop over me. "Alright, we'll just have to get up early tomorrow morning to grab them," Baki whispers, softly rubbing my back, his head tilting down to further wrap me up. "What happened, Button?"
I stay silent, debating whether I want to tell Baki the truth right away or if I want to think it over for a while. "Kankuro is engaged," I whisper into his shirt, tears starting to prick the corners of my eyes. "He has a wife and I'm just... just the other woman." The words finally make my composure snap, tears pouring down my cheeks and staining my brother's shirt. How could I have been so blind? So unaware?
"Oh, Button," he coos, his hands rubbing up and down my back to comfort me. "It'll be okay, I promise. Let's get you home, alright?"
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My brother's eyes are locked on me as he slowly nods his head in acknowledgment of Lord Fifth's debrief on our mission to the Hidden Valley Village. It's a simple three-day trip. A day there, a day in the village, and a day back. I'm not listening to the debrief, something about medical transporting, or something along those lines.
Baki is on edge, the tension between Kankuro and me affecting him. It's affecting all of us, besides the Kage. Both men are staring holes into me; my brother is worried about everything going on with Ro.
Kuro is simmering, me ignoring him most likely being the cause. It's been two weeks since my eavesdropping and I haven't spoken a word to him, much less given him the time of day. Even now I refuse to spare him a glance even though he's only five steps away from me, settled in a chair in the corner of the Lord's office. "Baki-Chan," he calls again, trying to catch my attention.
"Yes?" My brother answers, glancing at the other man before settling his eyes on me again. I know he wasn't calling for Baki, my brother knows it as well, and finally Lord Fifth knows it too. Yet, this is the third go around the two of them have done, both men quickly getting annoyed with each other.
"Screw this," Kankuro grumbles, standing up from his spot before walking up to me. I keep my eyes locked on the Kage, somewhat listening to him now as we both ignore Ro, continuing on his ramble. "Will you acknowledge me, Baki-Chan?" My brother steps forward, ready to jump in if things get too heated. Kuro spares him a glance before his burning sight is back on me.
The tension stays, Baki sizing him up as he stays standing in front of me, my eyes glancing anywhere but him as our Lord continues his debrief. "Whatever, Baki-Chan," he finally grumbles, storming out of the room. As soon as the door closes both my brother and me relax.
Lord Fifth doesn't seem fazed by anything going on, his debrief continuing for a few more minutes until he falls silent. "Any questions?"
"No," my brother mumbles, glancing at me once more before his full focus is on the Kage. "Not about our new mission anyway. Button, go wait outside on the stairs," Baki mutters, waving me away as he jumps into his questions about the aftermath of our mission yesterday.
I roll my eyes, grumbling to myself about my brother taking our job way too seriously but do as I'm told. I wander out of the office, closing the door behind me before heading down the hallway. I keep my mind busy, making a mental packing list to help me ignore everything else going on. The last thing I need is to simmer over the events going on between Mr. I-Am-Betrothed and me, especially right before a mission.
There's a soft buzzing, quickly paired with the sizzling warmth of Kankuro's chakra strands. A long sigh spills from me, the feeling of his chakra rubbing comfortably against my skin, only pissing me off more. Once the strings are settled around my limbs, they're tugged on, tightening a bit before I'm pulled backward.
My body is forcibly moved around, sliding back down the hallway, taking a turn, and continually pulling down a different hallway. Despite my attempts to drag my feet across the floor and stop my movements, I'm still at his will, being pulled to whatever room he's hiding in.
My shirt twirls around, skirting from the constant moving chakra flow and the soft breeze it's catching from Kuro's human fishing act. The longer I'm tugged on, the more my anger bubbles up. Why does he think he can have whatever he wants whenever he wants? It's not like he's the Lord and he sure isn't a God.
Another rough tug and I'm pulled through a door, left in the doorway framed by two ceiling-high bookcases. I look around the space, enjoying the beautifully crafted bookshelves in what I'm assuming is the palace library as the chakra strings melt off of me. Slowly, I turn, enjoying the colorful beauty the spines of the books make against the dark wood of their shelves. The walls almost look like a portrait from all the splashes of color.
My enjoyment, and the beauty of the room all come crashing down once I'm turned around. Kankuro is hunched in one of the overstuffed chairs in the library, the big man looking small in comparison to the seat.
For a second my anger washes out of me, my eyes trailing over him and catching every feature of his perfectly painted face. The longer I look at him, the more tired he seems. Dark circles are under his eyes, the edges of them poking out from the purple stripe painted across them. Kuro's eyes themselves look like they haven't seen more than an hour of sleep recently; constant missions from Lord Fifth I'm sure.
"Why do you hate me?" He whispers, voice soft like he's worried he'll startle the dust spread out across the room.
It takes a second for my ears to pick up on Kankuro's quiet words. "I don't hate you," I whisper back, snapping my eyes closed to end my sight of his exhaustion. I force a smile on my face, tilting my head a bit in hopes my gentleness will end - or at least not add to - the rain cloud forming from his being.
The smile hurts, and being gentle with him hurts, sending daggers straight into my heart. Why should I be nice to a man that's been playing me? A man who has had a wife the time we've been together? I should tell him I hate him, tell him I hope he has a happy marriage, tell him I loathe the day we met, but I won't. I want a clean break away and stirring up trouble will only make me hurt more.
"So then, why have you been ignoring me?"
My eyes slowly open, taking in the confusion mixing with the sadness on his face. I let the question hang in the air as my heart fights between wanting to leave and wanting to race forward to kiss away all of Ro's sadness. He doesn't deserve my comfort. If he wants comfort he should ask his wife for it.
I let my eyes drop down to the floor, all of a sudden finding my shoes interesting. I suck my lip into my mouth, my teeth tugging at the skin of it as I think of an answer. "I've been busy on missions and stuff," I mutter, telling a half-truth. I have been busy with missions, just not more than usual.
Kankuro's eyes burn into me, making my skin feel like it's on fire. A few moments later the tension is broken by him letting out a soft sigh. "Look at me," he orders, which I slowly obey. His eyebrows are forward, concern dotted across his face as he looks at me. "You know Gaara - Lord Fifth - is my brother right?" No, I didn't know that. How could I not know that? "So, I know when you're on a mission. I know where your mission is and what it is. I know you haven't been busier than usual."
I suck in a breath, the oxygen hinting into a whistle as it slides through my teeth. "Then you know I have to go," I breathe out, sparing myself a second longer to look at him before I turn away. I think I'm starting to develop a hatred for the color purple.
With every step I take, it feels like a new crack forms in my chest, making it hard to breathe the further away I get from the library. Why does this hurt more than last time? Because last time I didn't have to face Kankuro or his lies.
I get halfway down the hallway before rapid footsteps fill the space, making me pick my head up and look around for the source of the rushing. Kankuro is barreling down the hallway, slowing the closer he gets to me. "Baki-Chan," he huffs, chest pumping a bit to help him catch his breath. "Please tell me why you're upset with me. I'm not going to survive having you out of the village knowing you're mad at me."
"I'm sure you'll be fine," I mutter, turning around to continue my walk away from him. Why can't he just drop it? Why can't he take a hint? Why can't he just leave me alone? It would make things a lot easier.
This time Kankuro doesn't follow me. He stays frozen in the hallway, giving me the chance to escape the awkward situation. "If you walk away we're over," he yells in a rush of desperation, giving me my turn to freeze.
I half turn so I can look at him. "We were over the second I found out you had a wife," I answer, my glare pinning the breath he was trying to take.
Soft sounds of disbelief come from him, his jaw jumping around to try and form a sentence. The wide look of his eyes and the expression of someone who got caught outweigh the purple streaks of his face. My earlier thought was right, I do hate purple.
Once again, I turn on my heels, slowly distancing myself from the situation both physically and mentally. I have a mission to do for our village, that's all that should be on my mind right now.
This time Kankuro doesn't chase after me as I leave, letting me freely work back towards the palace entrance. Sadness brews in my stomach as I trudge toward the door. I love him, a lot, but he's a liar, one that couldn't even choose between his wife and me. I deserve a lover better than that, one that'll put me first no matter what.
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"Twenty-seven bottles of sake on the wall, twenty-seven bottles of sake. Take one down, pass it around, twenty-six bottles of sake on the wall!" Baki and I belt out, arms looped together as we stumble down the sandy path back home.
Our mission went well with no hiccups, hence the light airy feel of our travel home. He insists we should celebrate our small victory once we get settled but I think he's just happy I've been too distracted to mellow on my breakup and wants to continue to distract me; not that I'll complain. If I'm too busy or too intoxicated to think about Kankuro, the better off I'll be.
"Oh," Baki stretches out the word, his tone deep to start the next verse as he tugs me through the gate of the village's barrier fence.
"Please don't keep singing," a voice cuts him off, making my head snap out of my thoughts. Planted in front of us is Lord Fifth, decorated in his perfectly maintained white robes and the Kage hat he never seemed to grow into. Settled next to him is Kankuro - his brother - igniting angered sparks in my chest.
"My Lord," we both mutter, bowing our heads at the village leader. "It's quite the honor to have you greet our arrival home at the village entrance," Baki mutters, a strained smile on his face and eyes locked on Kuro. He instantly clocked what this is, just like me; it's Ro throwing the weight of his connection to the Kage around to get what he wants.
"Yes, yes. Perhaps we should go on a walk to discuss your mission? Just the two of us, of course. I'm sure your sister is exhausted," The Lord mumbles back, taking a side step and throwing his hand up to usher my brother forward.
"I appreciate the offer, my Lord, but - "
"It was an order, not an offer," Kazekage cuts him off, sending back a mirrored strained smile. "Come along," he adds, turning to walk away. Baki sends me an apologetic look before unwrapping his arm from mine before he wanders after the Kage, leaving me alone with Kankuro.
Kuro takes a step forward, a shaky grin on his face as he looks at me. "How was your mission?"
"Fine."
"Did you two end up having any issues?"
"No."
"I missed you. Did you miss me?"
"No." That's a lie. I did miss him, a lot, but every time I started missing him I'd remind myself of his lies. Of his wife.
His smile melts away as a sigh melts from his mouth, Kankuro's frustration with me starts to grow. Good, now he can be just as pissed with me as I am with him. "We should talk... about the whole wife... thing."
"There's nothing to talk about," I grumble, rolling off the situation. I move forward, trying to sidestep past Kankuro with the thought of getting home and having a nice shower fighting its way to being the only thought in my mind.
He doesn't let me walk past, snatching my wrist to tug me back. "Baki-Chan, please," Kuro mutters, continuing to pull on me until I'm positioned in front of him again. "Just let me explain."
"I'm pretty sure I know how someone gets a wife," I mutter, trying to tug my wrist free. "I don't need you to explain marriage to me."
"For this one you do," he grumbles, his face falling a bit once the words are out. "Just... let me talk for a moment, okay? Let me explain and then you can go back to ignoring me."
"Fine," I shoot out, the venom from my tone feeling like it's still dripping out of my mouth.
Slowly, Kankuro falls to his knees, his fingers wrapping themselves in mine. They're fatherly light, flexing between mine as he looks up at me. "My betrothal to Hana was set up by my father," he starts, leaning forward to rest his chin against my lower stomach. "I have never spoken to her, I have never seen her, I know nothing about her. Until Gaara brought her up I forgot about her."
"Is that supposed to make me feel better?"
"I don't know," he whispers, shifting so his forehead is pressed against my stomach, his face buried in me. "I ended things," Kuro adds, dropping my hands to wrap his arms around my hips. "Officially. Legally. I would have sooner if I remembered. I'm sorry it took so long for me to sort it out."
"Okay," I mutter, letting my hands jump up to toy with his hoodie. Kankuro's speech explained the parts of the conversation I overheard. It even helps some of my anger simmer down. "You should have told me."
"I know," He continues to whisper into my shirt. "I'm being honest, I truly forgot. If I had remembered sooner I would have said something. I'm sorry."
"I don't trust you anymore," I sigh, keeping my focus on his hood. It always makes me curious how he manages to serve the heat in so much dark-colored clothing.
"Let me rebuild that trust," Kuro rushes out, snapping his head up to look at me. "Let me start again. Let us start over. Let me take you on a date. We can start from square one. Please, I can't survive without you."
I let his words sink in, rolling his request over in my mind for a moment. "Let me think about it, Ro."
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one of my jasmine headcanons is that she definitely follows up on all of the celebrity and YouTuber drama. Also influencer/tiktok drama as well.
all of her YouTube recommended is just drama, commentary, and video essays covering the stuff above!! That’s almost all she watches!!
her ‘favorite’ dramas to me is all of the 2010’s YouTuber drama with all of the classic old YouTubers (Shane Dawson.. almost puked while typing that name, gabbie hana, tana mongeau, Jeffere Star bleghh, Trisha Paytas, The Paul Brothers, etc.)
with hazel and winn, she talks about the drama she’s watched and been educated on from tiktoks and YouTube. She goes on a full rant and including to them. But hazel and winn just look at each other and go, “jasmine who tf are these people.. what are you talking about..” and she rolls her eyes and educates them on who they are. The talks they have at lunch and recess go CRAZYY
that’s it ty for coming to my yap session <3 have a great day/night wherever you are in the world!!
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vampire!ricky headcannons
inspired by a recent reel by @/zb1official on instagram !
hello yes i’m back after not writing for like weeks, sorry baes i bet you guys missed me 😞
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mentions of drinking/ being drunk, puking and bl00d (obviously it’s a vampire fic 🙄🫶)
lmk if i missed any trigger warnings !
enough yapping, LETS GAURRR 🏃♀️🏃♀️
vampire!ricky out on a fortnight with the full moon out, seeing you stumble out from a club, looking drunk as hell, being held up by a sleazy looking man
vampire!ricky’s fists tighten as he watches the guy bring you to a dark alley
vampire!ricky who scares away the man with his scary lil vampire powers (i felt quirky ok 🙄🫶)
vampire!ricky catching you as you fall down, puking all over him (L you 😷😷)
vampire!ricky who princess carries you as he flies through the night sky, towards his mansion on the edge of a dark forest
vampire!ricky who has his servants change you from your shiny, clubbing minidress into a long, white almost medieval style robe
vampire!ricky who sits beside you as you awaken from your drunk slumber
vampire!ricky who caresses your pale cheek, reassuring you that everything’s okay <33
fast forward to months later bc admin is lazy 🥲🙏
vampire bf!ricky who calls you to his chambers every fortnight to feed on your precious blood
vampire bf!ricky who sits you down on his lap, trying to make you as comfortable as possible
vampire bf!ricky peppers soft kisses along your neck and collarbone
vampire bf!ricky watches you wince as his sharp fangs bite down on your neck
vampire bf!ricky who gently sucks on your neck, drawing out crimson red liquid
vampire bf!ricky who treats you like the princess that you are after every feeding session <33
short fic for today bc i’m just trying to get back into writing, thanks for bearing with me bbgs 🥹
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ATEEZ COACHELLA PERFORMANCE THIS WEEKEND WAS EVEN BETTER THAN LAST WEEKEND OMG
& THE BREAK THE WALL FANCHANTS😩YK I SCREAMED MY LUNGS OUT OBVI
THE ADRENALINE THROUGH OUT THE WHOLE SHOW WAS AMAZING OMG😻😻
& ALL THE MEMBERS WORKED SO HARD
SEONGHWA'S SCREAM?? OMG MOTHER WAS MOTHERING
I LOVED EVERYTHING ABT THE PERFORMANCE
VOCALS✅
PERFORMANCE✅
RAP✅
VISUAL✅
LITERALLY HAD THE BEST TIME OF MY LIFE
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I HAVE A FUNNY ASS JOKE which might be not so funny
EVERY ONE CHEERED FOR JUNG SO EVEN AFTER MANY DIFFICULTIES JUNGWON
HELP- SKSKSKKSJKSSJKSKJ
They all told Hee not to sing but Hee-SEUNG anyways🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣
When I get a car I'm gonna name him Sunghoon so I can PARK Sunghoon🤣🤣🤣🤣
HELP ME I CAN'T STOP WITH THESE😭
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YAYZERSS!
*hana grabbed his hands, intertwining them happily*
i mean..if i race you i think i’ll probably give up in the first few seconds HEHSSH im very unathletic okay💔💔
i feel like just walking around the park..AND YAP SESSION! 😚😚
HEYEYEYEYEYE!
lesss go to the park now! 👅👅

erm… liebe, ignore the caption thas js me being silly willy
SO CMON LETS GOO! 😘😘
I won’t be commenting on.. that? Alright, grab my hand—yes, my hand—and let’s go before you start bouncing off the walls.
But just so you know, I’m not racing you there. You’d lose, obviously. What kind of boyfriend would I be if I let you participate in a pointless race, hmm?
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GUYS I JUST HIT 222 FOLLOWERS THANK YOU SM💛
SINCE IT'S LIKE AN ANGEL NUMBER LET ME KNOW IF YOU GUYS WANT LIKE AN EVENT OR SMTG🤭
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I've been busy these few days so I'll be uploading Jay's bday fic in the weekend it's half way done in my drafts😭
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I'm back..
Hey guys I know I kinda like disappeared randomly without giving you guys any updates & I had meant to give you updates but I just go caught up in so much work. I disappeared for a while, honestly I don't even remember the last time I was active & I'm so sorry. My whole life had changed so quickly in such less time, I had a lot going on & I just needed a break from everything. I'm again so sorry for just vanishing & I promise I won't disappear without any updates again. I'm slowly going to start writing again, don't worry I haven't lost interest in writing or in any of the groups I stan (I may even add a few new groups I'll write for....). But yea I just wanted to let you guys know that I'm back & thank you to all those who waited for me🤍🧡
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☆ — put this star in the inbox of your favorite blogs. it’s time to spread positivity! 💗ྀིྀི
also hi hana baby i missed u sm :D !!!! <3
OMG STELLA🤭🤭🥰TYSM BABE
ALSO I'VE MISSED YOU TOO🧡
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Hiii how've you been doing love? :3
Hiiiii!!! I've missed u sm bestie😔I've barely been active cause I have sm things going on rn like my older cousin sister just got engaged🥰so all the wedding planning plus some work & internship stuff😪
BUT HOW HAVE YOU BEEN LOVE🧡
ENHA'S CB IS COMING SOON PLUS NI-KI'S AOTM PERFORMANCES WILL BE REALISED THIS MONTH😻😻WHICH I'M SO EXCITED FOR🥰
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im going to karaoke and iceskating with my bestie TOMORROWWWWWW!! YAYAAYAYYAYAYAYA 📢📢
*implodes*

#hana yaps!#OHH 😝😝 IOI CITY MALLL…#OH OH OH TRY EGERYTHINGG!#watch me go disabled mod on iceskatung#2 HOUR KARAOKE SESSION TOO 😈😈😈#im gonna thrn into a big bafk too#hanaisabigback
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