#haha clan life wasn't for me not my gods!

[detectiveneve]

alright with 30+ hours. I'm gonna yap about my personal itching beef, since I'm having a ton of fun. but.

I think by far one of my biggest issues with the game is how much they flattened out thedas' social & political landscape. maybe for ease, maybe out of fear of tackling their topics "badly," but the way that they both want to address tevinter's slavery, but have also extremely downplayed elven subjugation & oppression as a longstanding lore, is sooo... frustrating.

I think the story so far is pretty solid, I'm having a GREAT time, I enjoy all the cast, but it does feel like it could've been a lot deeper if they'd fully accounted for the breadth of these longstanding lore realities that come with magic & class & whether one is human or elven or dwarven. I've gotten NONE of that, AS an elf shadow dragon. davrin going "that'll endear us to the world..." about the gods being elven is insane -- elves are already oppressed under the structures of thedas! tevinter is where all of this STARTED. similarly, the lack of interaction between magic & class is like... craaazy to me.

these structures are present throughout the entirety of each game, it should feel different in each location. it just feels clumsy to both want to address the social issues of slavery, etc. present in thedas, and ALSO flatten out the differences between city elves & dalish, not emphasize it more especially with an elven origin... like wdym. wdym. that one of the biggest mentions of it with an elven rook is the scroll lore where rook goes "it's about time someone acknowledged what my people did..." about some guy who praised the elves. a shadow dragon elf rook will have been living with a very specific systemic structure of oppression for their entire life. WHY isn't that here. the story structure I'm having a good time with, the characters I'm having a good time with, but goddd it could have been so much deeper if it had actually incorporated some of the complexity & nuance of these social structures in thedas. you look silly trying to both include these themes of shadow dragons breaking slavery and ALSO pussyfooting around The Origins Of How We Got Here. that's not even getting into MAGIC, and how being a MAGE should mean something different in different places. like. whahrhrrhrhrhrr.

[tinywitchgoblin]

Oya vod! I’m brand new to this, so hoping I’m doing it the right way. :)

Could I request a ship?

I’m a 6’6”, relatively fit terrestrial ecologist (biologist) and a horseback archer. I have a passion for all wildlife, especially avian creatures. I spend a lot of time in the outdoors assessing habitats, identifying birds (sometimes at long distances) by sight and sound and just enjoying the freedom of the natural world. I should probably just go ahead and build a cabin in the forest, because that’s where I feel most at home. Owing to having to work twice as hard to gain the same amount of respect respect in the traditionally male-dominated field of biological science I’m pretty independent and self-reliant but am flexible and can work as part of a team too.

I find large social situations challenging, and am generally slow to connect with people but once I do they are part of my clan for life. ;) People tend to perceive me as confident and capable, but in truth people mostly make me anxious. I connect with animals far more easily - they’re honest!

When I’m not in the forest, I can probably be found with my horse, firing arrows at targets as we gallop across a field, shouting along to metal tunes while driving my Jeep on trails, or working on some ridiculous craft project (probably a wool bird sculpture or leather armour that no one will ever see). Come to think on that I have some rather contrasting traits, haha!

Thank you! These have been fun to read!

Of course, I'm glad you're enjoying them!

I ship you with...

Crosshair!

Our resident sentient toothp(r)ick enjoys spending time outdoors, especially alone, where no one can bother him and he can have some peace and quiet. Just like you, he doesn't like large social gatherings and is very hesitant to let people in. However, once you accepted each other and started dating, you spent a lot of time alone together.

Once he finds out that you do horseback archery, he begged asked you to teach him everything show him a couple of things, and you happily obliged. Initially, he wasn't very good at it because it was so different from his usual skills as a sniper, but eventually, he started showing some improvements. There are few people in the galaxy more stubborn than Crosshair, and he was determined to be good at horseback archery, so help him god.

Having grown up with Tech, Crosshair is very familiar with listening to ramblings about various topics (animals included) and identifying local flora and fauna. However, having it come from you instead of his brother made it very different. He asked Tech for some resources to learn about the various birds in the area (which Tech was very curious as to why Crosshair would want all of that information all of a sudden. suspicious), so when you and he went birdwatching, he had at least a basic knowledge of what you were seeing and hearing, and it made you happy that he put time and effort into such an activity- because as much as he refuses to admit it, your smile is far prettier than any bird.

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Thanks for reading! If you want a ship request like this one, drop it in my ask box, and don't forget to reblog 💚

[skinnyravs]

Always venting

It seems when I feel like coming here I just complain. lol. But that's because there is too many people on my FB and Twitter that will just say shit to others if I rant there. haha.

So what do I have to complain about this time?

Well my last post I think I was talking about how you think you have friends in game but they eventually just fizzle out or leave etc. The more I look at it the more it makes sense of why I feel that way about it. Every day that I play Destiny i see a common thing.

I have always talked about people I used to know, people I used to play with etc etc. And when you see them on and you don't get a reply or an invite but they will do shit with other people it brings about a feeling of dejection, abandonment, and rejection. And it makes you question why. Why should you make an effort anymore.

It gets tiresome when you feel like you are always making the effort and people just sort of fob you off. Be it in the obvious way or in the subtle way. And when it keeps happening you start to lose faith in people and you sort of retreat to yourself and you want to spend more time alone. Then when you say something because of how you feel, people will just say oh your being too sensitive, your nit picking your not getting along with people your burning bridges with them. When in fact that isn't it. The feeling of disappointment becomes so overpowering you just can't take it anymore and you lose yourself in anger and you can never shake it and when you see it in front of you on the screen / in a game it actually gets worse. Nobody but yourself will understand it.

I see my friends list on the game and i sit there thinking. "What more can I do?" And the only answer is: Nothing, just do it yourself. Nobody wants to play with you so just find a way to do it yourself. I have messaged people in the past, I've tried to talk to them but all it ever leads to is silence and at first its fine but the longer it goes on it makes me question why I have even bothered. And yes I know the whole that's just life etc etc speech but the end story is I'm sick of always trying. For once why can't others take the lead?? Why can't both sides do it? Nobody seem to be doing it, and in the end I'm the one that gets kind of pushed aside. I'm sick of that. I'm sick of trying to be better trying to be open when that's not a natural thing to do for me. For damn once I'd like the people in this game to come to me and go: hey come join this and this and this. Not me asking people for once it be nice for others to do that and not just because they desperately need help with a quest, an exotic, a mission etc. I mean, there was only ONE person recently that did that and it wasn't even in the same clan I didn't even know who they were. It was someone that was following one of my streams and ended up talking to me and stuff and it was fun. That is the kind of thing I need, not me constantly having to reach out to people.

So ugh frustrating to handle no wonder I get snappy because i am god damn tired of it.

But you know what wishing / hoping for that will never happen clearly I am just dreaming. So again I will always have to start stuff and hope i get a yes not silence. But believe me I know its always silence I receive or no i'm busy type thing.

[chuuyrr]

Hi!! i swear your blog is my comfort 😭 could you do a one shot/hc of the scarlet witch baby being kidnapped by superiors/zenin's?? and everyone gets mad and tries to get her back (I wish toji was added 🥺, and uncle getou if it's not too much to ask) and sorry about my english haha

scarlet witch! baby fushiguro! reader gets kidnapped

jujutsu kaisen x reader

masterlist of the series

warning(s): possible anime/manga spoilers for jjk, mentions of threat and powers of wanda maximoff/scarlet witch, use of strong language & promised fluff at the very end

thank you so much for requesting and the feedback! no need to apologize dear anon, i think your english is great! i'm glad that my blog gives you comfort, it also gives me comfort! enjoy reading <3

before you read: geto and toji are ressurected by reader! i am also counting sukuna for this request because he's canonically a big softie for bb fushiguro >:( also, this is one of my favorite works because i'm low-key proud at how many words i was able to write for this request :)

may the heavens and whatever god is out there have pity on the higher ups. they have made a huge mistake in taking you by force, despite knowing you are under gojo satoru's custody and protection. when you first exhibited your chaos magic at tokyo jujutsu technical school, their perception of you as a threat came to be.

the immense power you possess was nothing compared to their cursed energy, and that was the thing; it wasn't cursed energy. gojo had succeeded in keeping you safe, but that was until two things happened. you had not only unsealed gojo satoru from the prison realm with your own powers, but you had also brought back two jujutsu criminals, fushiguro toji and geto suguru. you were much more of a threat compared to itadori yuuji, who has the king of curses sealed in him. you were also too young and inexperienced to do such things, yet you had the capability to do so. 

it was too late. your involvement with jujutsu sorcerers and criminals, as well as your true identity and the gift you possessed, had already spread among the big three clans and the higher ups.

"damn it.. those goddamn fuckers."

the first and second-year students, as well as nanami and the two jujutsu criminals you had ressurected, winced and watched their usually carefree and playful teacher act in such a way. gojo's crystalline blue eyes, visible through his black sunglasses, were ironically seeing red from such rage as he stressedly ran his fingers through the locks of his hair.

"calm down, satoru. you're scaring the kids." nanami decided to speak, noting the first and second-year students' reaction.

"calm down? how. can. i calm. down?" gojo's tone of voice hardened as his octave rose. "my baby was taken by the elders without my permission. yaga just told me they are either sentencing [name] an execution for the "crimes" she committed or letting the zenin clan take custody of her by force."

"not the zenin clan." maki scoffed scornfully with arms folded across her chest.

"this doesn't make any sense. how the hell was that a crime? [name] saved gojo-sensei and single-handedly defeated kenjaku." itadori's closed fists trembled.

inumaki nodded in agreement at itadori's statement, his brows furrowed. "salmon."

"my niece brought him and i back to life." geto glanced at the older fushiguro in the room with them before hanging his head low and sighing deeply.

"but [name] is just a child." nobara's face faltered into a frown. "this cannot be. she didn't hurt anyone, if anything she's innocent!"

"it's simple. the big three clans and all the higher ups are scared of [name]." toji finally decided to speak up after some time. "they are scared of the fact that she's a bigger threat than all the cursed spirits and users combined."

"what they cannot have control of—is considered a threat to them." gojo said in addition to toji's.

as if the situation wasn't bad enough already, gojo's phone chimed and vibrated, signaling an incoming phone call. the limitless sorcerer immediately picked it up without even bothering to look at the contact's name and placed the call on speaker for everyone to hear.

"gojo, the elders have already decided." it was utahime's voice, your mama-figure's voice. "they won't push through [name]'s execution, but the zenin clan are taking custody of her."

"they're going to turn [name] into a fucking weapon." it was now toji who was seething in anger. "i gave [name] to gojo for a reason and they're just going to dump her to that hellhole? i'm going to kill every single one of them.."

"is there anything we can do to take [name] back? where is [name]? is she at least okay?" gojo rubbed his temples in a worry.

"gakuganji said that naobito and naoya of the zenin clan had just picked her up." utahime reported sadly. "[name] was unconscious. i think they put her to sleep or something. they didn't even let me see her."

"fuck, they better not have hurt [name]." megumi mumbled, eyes hardening into a glare at the thought of you being harmed and seeing your tear-stained face.

"oi, the brat's in my domain again."

everyone's heads turned towards itadori, particularly at sukuna who morphed via a mouth on the cheek, with wide eyes.

"what?" both toji and geto uttered in unison.

"[name]'s doing that thing again wherein her consciousness leaves her body." itadori explained briefly, eyes widening along with everyone's.

"astral projection. [name] calls it astral projection." megumi corrected the salmon pink haired boy before turning towards his father. "[name]'s been doing it for some time now, mostly when she comes to see sukuna."

"[name]'s acquainted with the king of curses?" geto held a disbelief look on his face.

"the brat's crying all over me. if you guys are going to do something about her, you better do it now and fast." sukuna scoffed in annoyance. in the curse king's domain, you were currently sitting on sukuna's lap, being coddled in sukuna's embrace, crying how much you want your daddy and how scared you are.

"fuck them. they crossed the line. i'm taking [name] back whether they like it or not." gojo scowled, harshly throwing his black sunglasses to the side to grab his blindfold instead. "i'll kill them all if I have to."

"i'm coming with you." the ex-salaryman took hold of his blunt sword, ready to accompany the limitless sorcerer.

toji cracked his knuckles, "i'm not allowing those shitheads to take my baby either, not after everything."

toji reminisced about the day you were born, the day he had to leave you behind, the day his undead ghost stumbled upon you, and the day you resurrected him because you wanted to remember and help him. you were his third chance. toji wasn't going to let anything bad happen to you again. 

"if it weren't for [name], i wouldn't be here right now." geto tied his shoulder length hair into a man-bun.

geto, too, reminisced about the memories he had with you. from recognizing his undead ghost watching over you and gojo, to his joining your antics, to you bringing him back to life to make your daddy happy and finally meeting your other uncle. you saved toji and geto, and now it was their turn to return the favor. 

"count us in too, gojo-sensei! let's take [name] back!" itadori exclaimed determinedly.

everyone you knew and loved was desperate to take you back, and that was how almost every jujutsu sorcerer went head-to-head with the zenin clan. gojo no longer cared about the dispute he had yet to cause among the big three clans with what he and everyone were doing. he was ready to risk it all for you.

it is just as the elders and the rest of the big clans say; you were capable of wreaking havoc. the world is at your very mercy at this rate. you could hurt people, but only if you wanted to, and that was your dilemma right now.

it was probably pathetic how you were letting yourself being kept right now by the zenin clan, but you refused to hurt anyone. just as gojo taught you and just as you promised, you would only use your chaos magic for good, no matter what the prophecies said, no matter what the old lady and the darkhold said about you and your destiny.

you were vulnerable; you were too afraid to use your chaos magic right now. the words of the elders had gotten to you and successfully manipulated you into believing you were a threat, a danger to humanity—both to jujutsu sorcerers and non-jujutsu sorcerers alike, and how it would be better for you to reside with the zenin clan, where you'd receive more proper training, so you wouldn't commit such "crimes" anymore.

you continued to project yourself into sukuna's domain and refused to return to your physical body, which was still in deep sleep. right now, the curse king was the only person you could run to. sukuna's the only one who can see your soul, and despite the living atrocity that he is, he ironically gives you comfort. 

"you should really stop crying, brat." despite the evident "annoyance" plastered on sukuna's face and laced in the tone of his voice, he continued to hold you in his arms and wipe the tears rolling your cheeks. "i already told the others to come get you.."

"you did?" you sniffled, your tear-glazed [color] eyes staring into sukuna's ruby ones.

"tch. yes, i did.. so, stop crying, okay?" sukuna sighed deeply, placing his hand on the top of your head before running his fingers through your [color] hair in an attempt to soothe your crying.

"unless you want me to kill your shark and yellow mouse creature friend?" you immediately shook your head at the last statement, causing him to chuckle at you. your innocence never failed to amuse sukuna. you really are just a child, despite the nearly god-like powers you possess. 

"you should wake up now." sukuna told you, which prompted you to shook your head and whine.

you whimpered, "don't wanna. i don't like those bad people."

"i don't like those weakling of a clan either, brat." sukuna let out a huff, before shaking his head. "but i'm not talking about them. you want to see your father, don't you?"

your eyes widened. you failed to sense the presence of gojo satoru right away—that was a first. for a second, you were so scared and vulnerable that you forgot you had high sensitivity to energy. sukuna watched your face slowly light up upon realization.

"daddy! daddy's out there!" a gasp escaped your breath, "uncle nanami, uncle geto, daddy toji, gumi-nii.. everyone's here!"

"that's what i've been trying to tell you, brat! now scram and get out of here." sukuna averted his gaze away from you as he continued to fail to display annoyance.

"thank you, thank you, thank you, kuna-nii! you're the best!" you wrapped your tiny arms around his neck, pressing a kiss on the curse king's cheek, which caused him to violently flinch from surprise and yell out a "hey!", but before he could do anything about it, it had already been done and you had already gone to return to your physical body.

as soon as you opened your eyes and woke up after astral projecting yourself in sukuna's domain, you immediately broke free from the room they locked you in and ran across the halls of the manor with your chaos magic and newfound determination. following gojo's cursed energy, you were able to find the ever familiar limitless sorcerer, sorcerer killer, ex-curse user, ex-salaryman, and the rest of the students of tokyo jujutsu tech, fighting against the entirety of the zenin clan along with a few elders that were there.

with your emotions amplifying your chaos magic, you subconsciously unleashed your domain expansion and trapped everyone inside it. everyone except gojo and the students (they have already withnessed it before) eyed the massive field of red pisonics surrounding them, as well as the gigantic, glowing runes embedded on them.

"did i use up all of my cursed energy?" naoya zenin's eyes widened in disbelief at how he was suddenly unable to feel his own cursed energy and use his technique.

the limitless sorcerer smirked at the zenin, taking in the priceless expression plastered on his face. "this is my baby's domain expansion. in this space, only [name] can use her powers."

once everyone was rendered powerless at your mercy, you pushed through the zenins that were still in shock about what you had just done and ran towards gojo. 

you cried out to the limitless sorcerer, "daddy!"

gojo knelt down to your height and engulfed you in his embrace. you clawed against the fabric of his uniform as you wrapped your arms around him desperately, breaking down into tears.

"it's okay, baby. it's okay, i got you. daddy's got you." the comforting, soft voice of gojo hushed you down. gojo cradled you in his embrace and peppered your face with kisses, just like how he always does.

you buried your face onto his neck right after and whimpered, "i wanna go home.. i don't want to be here.."

"we'll go home, okay? but first, i need you to release your domain. i just need to have a word with these people and the rest of higher ups, so they will never take you away again." gojo momentarily pulled you away from him to smile at you as reassurance. "i promise i'll come back to you right after."

you nodded your head in understanding. with just a few twitches of your red glowing fingers, the massive field of chaos magic engulfing everyone dissipated, and as soon as it did, gojo teleported away from your sight and left with the elders and the zenin clan, but not before he left you in toji's embrace.

the students cried out in relief and bombarded you at an instant. "[name]!"

"you were so brave, angel. i'm so proud of you." toji cradled you in his arms lovingly before kissing your forehead, prompting you to smile. "it's so good to have you back."

"they didn't hurt my niece, did they?" geto asked in concern as he took you from toji's arms to carry and embrace you next.

you shook your head before clinging onto geto like a koala, "no, they just scare me. i am never going back there ever again."

"we won't let that happen, especially your father." nanami smiled at you, gently ruffling your hair he took his turn of hugging you after geto.

you proceeded to hug each and every single one of the students, until finally, you got to embrace your older brother, megumi. your older brother hugged you tightly as if his life depended on you. megumi was really worried about you. just like gojo, toji, and geto, he definitely had the thought of wiping out the entire clan if they ever dared to hurt you. 

after some time, gojo had returned along with the zenins and elders and sauntered his way towards you before taking you from megumi's arms which you happily complied.

"well, how did it go?" toji raised a brow.

geto hardened his gaze, "what did they say?"

"after some beating and threateni—i mean, some talking, with them." gojo immediately corrected his wording and emphasized 'talking' instead.

"[name] is now under my custody and protection again which means this won't ever happen again." gojo exclaimed enthusiastically, grinning which the first and second-year students applauded at as toji, geto and nanami smiled in relief.

"let's go home, now!" you pouted, patting gojo's shoulder with your hand. the zenin family's home was still evidently pestering your mind with anxiety.

"sorry, baby. almost forgot." gojo turned his head to peck your forehead as an apology. "we're going home, now. okay? i know! let's celebrate with [favorite food] and [favorite children's movie]."

"can we come?" nobara asked, smiling, along with the rest of the students.

"all of us are going home." gojo stated firmly, smiling in return. before the limitless sorcerer could make use of his teleporation power to bring everyone to his and your house, you had already beaten him to it with your chaos magic.

just like gojo had promised, he bought a lot of [favorite food] and you watched [favorite children's movie] with gojo and the rest of your family, and got coddled in their embraces.