#guys i make these dumb epic memes to cope

[dontmindmeoverherejustreblogging]

This started as a nice haha funny meme but looks like it's a lil dumb gay rant.

Do I:

A. Do my homework

B. Have a panic attack and meltdown at 1:30am

Or

C. Write a harlivy fic (in the new animated series) where Ivy breaks up with kiteman when she realizes she's a big ole gay for Harley because I too have to break up with my boyfriend because I am a big gay and I need to project and play out scenarios where it all goes okay and they're still friends even if that might not really happen just to make myself feel okay about talking to him about it.

Hint; the answer is C. xD and it's really bad because it's just Projection Time™ for me but hey,, if it helps me not cry again then it helps me not cry again so

Also low-key mad it took kissing a boy and feeling actually nauseous for me to finally accept I'm a lesbian but ok thanks compulsive heterosexuality and heteronormativity for that trauma that was an epic first kiss/date ever thanks. also thanks for making me genuinely worry that all girls felt that bad about kissing boys. I can't believe it took genuinely scrubbing my face and burying the feeling deep down to cope with how much I didn't like it and brushing my teeth and gagging when thinking about the feeling of his lips on mine for me to say "ok fine, maybe I shouldn't force myself to date a guy." Cool. No it's fine. It's totally fine. I'm not mad I'm just fucking livid.

Anyone got any tips on how to break up with someone but still try to be friends? Might as well ask while I'm here lmao. Baby gay hours. He's a nice lad doe and he's bi and he knew from the start I was thinking I was a lesbian, so uhhh I really shouldn't feel as bad as I do. It just be like that sometimes.