#grief/depression makes me close down. I don't want to interact; I know it'll pass. The world is too beautiful. | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

iamthepulta · 11 months ago

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my poor advisor. I feel like a toddler madly scribbling dark and angry scenes in black crayon unable to focus on anything meaningful. I've just wasted 6 hr of my life and now I need to go to class and not waste more of my life and I don't want to do that either, even though this is objectively one of the best classes I'll be taking my whole career.

#I feel like the first 30 minutes of Boy and the Heron. And halfway through Wind Rises.#maybe I should have just rewatched boy and the heron twice today. that might've been a better use of my time.#ptxt #grief/depression makes me close down. I don't want to interact; I know it'll pass. The world is too beautiful.#But the pain needs to be swallowed.#My friend is going to take our encyclopedia set for his daughter though. That makes me really happy. I know Encyclopedias #are dated but they're a really nice set and I think they made me love research. I'd read them cover to cover like a nerd when I was little #at one point I printed out a bunch of dolphin and whale pictures and tried making collages.#I don't want them to go to a goodwill or Bookmans and sit on a shelf collecting dust. They should make a little girl a nerd.

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