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missionkitty · 11 months ago
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Cold and Warm - Dorothea/Sylvain (FE3H)
a short one-shot fic i've been writing on and off for the better part of a year and finally managed to finish. i've always liked dorothea's and sylvain's dynamic and wanted to try writing something a little angsty but also fluffy with them. hope you enjoy. no major warnings, just sylvain trying to reminisce about his academy time with dorothea after they reunite post-timeskip and have their a-level support.
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Sylvain held the dance pose he was in for what felt like an uncomfortably long time. He tried resisting the urge to glance at Dorothea, who he had managed to recruit to help him practice for the White Heron Cup in a few days.
He didn't want to risk looking at her and seeing a look of disgust or…whatever a professional performer would look at him with after what he felt was surely a poor show, based on her silence.
He started to sweat when he thought he heard a giggle. Sylvain whipped his head to see Dorothea stifling a laugh, her hand covering her mouth.
"Wh–Dorothea!" Sylvain whined, dropping his arms.
"Sorry!" Dorothea said, letting out a louder laugh and defensively shaking her hands. "I just wanted to see how long I could get you to stand there like that."
"Come on…I'm being serious, I need your help! I don't wanna let everyone down."
"I know, I know." She settled her laughter with a sigh. "But you looked great. I don't really have much to say, which is why I figured I could mess with you a little."
Sylvain frowned and put his hands on his hips.
"Well, you could stand to loosen up some. It's not like you to be so worried about something like this,” Dorothea responded with a joking pout.
"I'm just nervous! Like…why did the professor have to pick me to do this–why didn't she pick you?" Sylvain groaned, running his hands through his hair. "I mean, you did this kind of stuff for a living, right?"
Dorothea looked at Sylvain, thinking. She hummed and shrugged after a moment, walking up to him.
"Is all this practice cutting into your dates?" She cooed sarcastically.
"Well, sure, but I really do want to do a good job. I still have my pride as a member of the Blue Lions," Sylvain sighed.
"I don't claim to know what the professor is thinking, but I think her judgement has been really good so far–I mean," Dorothea said, dramatically flourishing her hands as she continued, "She let me join you Blue Lions, after all."
Sylvain chuckled and nodded, looking back at Dorothea.
"That's very true."
"Besides, I think I'm getting pretty good at black magic. You can help me fire off a few extra spells on the battlefield once you get that dancer certification," Dorothea added with a wink.
Sylvain smiled at Dorothea. Her apparent confidence helped push away some of his nerves. They had known each other long enough that she never really minced words with him…
Honestly, she could see right through him.
"...Do you think the professor really isn't trying to punish me or humiliate me by having me be the Blue Lions' rep for the Heron Cup?" Sylvain slowly asked, wanting to divert his current train of thought.
"Well, if what you said was true about that pass you made at her during the Horsebow Moon is true, then…maybe she's only trying to punish you a little bit." Dorothea smirked, tugging and adjusting the collar of his white shirt.
Sylvain sighed and gave a sheepish smile as he glanced down at Dorothea.
"What do you think she'll do to me if I don't win?"
"What, Sylvain Gautier scared of a teacher?"
"Did you know the professor's nickname when she was a mercenary was 'Ashen Demon?'" Sylvain faked a shiver, though it was certainly rooted in a real awareness of their professor's abilities.
"I think I've heard that floating around the academy once or twice," Dorothea said with a laughing hum. "She sure likes fishing a lot for being called a demon…"
"And tea." Sylvain gave Dorothea an astonished look. "You know, I still don't get how all these tea invitations are supposed to help me win."
"Sylvain, are you taking all these tea dates with a pretty lady for granted?" She teased, forcefully tugging and adjusting his academy jacket.
"As mysteriously beautiful as our professor happens to be, I think I'd much rather have tea with you," he replied, habitually turning on his charm.
"Oh really?" She looked up at him with a smirk and an accusingly-cocked eyebrow. "Then what's my favorite tea?"
"Sweet-Apple. Or Albinean Berry."
Dorothea looked at him with a mixture of shock and amazement. Sylvain had an unfamiliar feeling churn in his stomach as he processed her wide, green-eyed stare. He felt his ears start to burn and began stammering.
"I mean, I uh, I…I asked the professor…what your favorite was," Sylvain admitted, somewhat embarrassed. Their banter had disarmed him and he felt nervous again, but now for a different reason.
Dorothea's stunned silence eventually gave way to giggles as she shook her head.
"And for what reason did you want to know, dare I ask? If you're trying to flirt again…"
"No, no, nothing like that," Sylvain responded a little more frantically than he intended, "I just…wanted to thank you for helping me with this after it's all over."
"My, that's very considerate of you," she said with a smile. "Though I haven't done much more than just watch. Our professor seems to have done most of the heavy lifting."
"Sure, but for some reason I felt like getting your stamp of approval would help me feel more confident about this whole thing–which I was right about."
Dorothea smiled and nodded.
"I'm glad I could be of help. I look forward to your win."
"I guess I'll practice a little while longer if you don't mind staying," he said, putting his hands behind his head.
"Sure, but…one question." Dorothea looked at Sylvain. "What's your favorite tea?"
"Hmm…well, if the lovely Dorothea is inviting me for tea, then any tea is my favorite."
"Sylvain."
"Sorry, just trying to be funny." He crossed his arms and smiled. "Bergamot, or if you can find it, Seiros tea."
"Hmm, good to know," Dorothea said, smiling in return.
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Dorothea smiled as she waited for Sylvain to emerge from a darkened corner of the training grounds wearing his new dancer garb. She wished she could have somehow saved the shocked expression that quickly played across Sylvain's face before he quickly resumed his confident demeanor when they announced his name as winner of the White Heron Cup.
She had begged him to show her what he looked like. Sylvain insisted that she would see it on their next mission, but Dorothea had convinced him to give her an early view.
It was kind of late, and hopefully no one would show up in the training grounds tonight–though Sylvain was a bit concerned about Dimitri appearing if he couldn't sleep, which was apparently a common occurrence.
Dorothea assured him she would protect Sylvain's honor and keep the crown prince of Faerghus from intruding on the dancer outfit sneak peek if worse came to worst.
It wasn't much longer before she heard some light jingling and saw Sylvain step into the light of one of the lamps they had lit.
Dorothea was impressed with his color choices–black with red and purple accents, very striking.
"So? What do you think?"
"I think that it suits you surprisingly well," Dorothea said with a smile. "The professor knew what she was doing when she picked you."
Sylvain smiled and chuckled, but stayed silent for a moment after.
"What do you say to that tea invitation now?" He asked, still smiling.
"Ooh, an evening tea…that sounds lovely. You should stay dressed in this though," Dorothea said with a teasing giggle.
"Is it doing anything for you?" Sylvain teased back, making a pose.
"Oh, absolutely! Our next opponents won't know what hit them."
***
Sylvain sat quietly in the monastery in one of the less-ruined pews, staring absently at the pile of rubble that obscured the altar.
He had been pondering those last few months leading up to the Empire's invasion of Garreg Mach after having dinner with Dorothea earlier that night.
It had been five years since he had won the White Heron Cup. However, after Edelgard revealed herself as the Flame Emperor and Rhea and the professor had gone missing, he hadn't really done much dancing. His other talents were needed to help fend off Cornelia's soldiers from absorbing the Gautier territory into the "Faerghus Dukedom."
He was skeptical that anyone would be at the monastery like they had planned five years ago, but amazingly they had found the professor, along with Dimitri. While the professor was the same kind, quiet presence he remembered, Dimitri was…a far cry from the prince he thought he knew.
He shook his head, hoping to push that thought out of his head.
"Here you are," a comforting voice said from behind him.
Dorothea walked up to where Sylvain sat, placing a hand on his shoulder.
"Yeah, just thinking…not a whole lot of people here, and thankfully Dimitri is off prowling some other part of the monastery for now."
He resisted the urge to turn his head so he could brush his cheek against Dorothea's hand.
The relief he felt when he saw her standing in front of the mess hall, staring at the fishing pond, was immeasurable. He hadn't really had the luxury of trying to keep in contact with anyone besides Felix and the other nobles still loyal to the late royal family.
He had only heard whispers of the Mittelfrank Opera closing after the war spread and had half-resigned himself to the awful idea that he may never see Dorothea again.
She was a vision in red, but he recognized a familiar sadness in her eyes. The war had taken a lot from everyone.
But now, all the former members of the Blue Lions class, originals and additions, were there at the Monastery again. It was both comforting and bittersweet to see. The memories he recalled were the same.
They had found time to converse after meeting again (perhaps unfortunately right after another of his botched relationships) and seemed to fall right back into lockstep with each other, despite the hard edges the toll of war had sanded onto them.
Some lively banter, an admission of affection from both of them.
Sylvain wasn't sure why the words fell so freely from his tongue about spending the rest of his life with Dorothea, but it happened all the same–and to his surprise, his lovely classmate-turned-confidante seemed to feel the same.
But in solitude it felt unreal. Maybe it was the dark cloud Dimitri now occupied, or seeing the Monastery in ruins and overrun by thieves, or the Faerghus soldiers he had to–
He felt Dorothea’s hand gently run through the hair on the back of his head, pulling him out of his ruminating.
“It’s unlike you to look so serious, Sylvain,” she mused. The tone of her voice was soothing, making his troubled mind settle.
“I haven't mentioned it yet, but I like this length on your hair,” she said quietly. “If we weren’t in the middle of a war, I’d say the past five years treated you well…”
Sylvain finally looked up at Dorothea, concerned with the growing grief he could hear in her voice.
“Dorothea…” he said in a low voice. He scooted over, glancing at her and then at the open space next to him. He patted the pew and tried mustering a small smile.
Dorothea pulled her hand from Sylvain’s hair and sat next to him, her arm touching his. Sylvain automatically tried to scoot away to give Dorothea a little more room, but her hand swiftly touched his leg and gently pulled toward her.
Sylvain looked at Dorothea with a bit of surprise before letting out a breathy chuckle through his nose and stayed where he was.
“I missed you,” Dorothea murmured, squeezing Sylvain’s thigh.
Sylvain could feel his cheeks burning, but kept his eyes down on his feet. Her words felt undeserved. Even with what they were to each other now, the bitterness the war had etched into his skin tried to convince him that he didn’t even deserve her company.
He looked at her hand, five years of suppressed worry and longing rising in his stomach.
“I missed you too.”
Sylvain removed his glove and carefully lifted Dorothea’s hand into his. Was her hand smaller than he remembered? The thought was quashed when she firmly intertwined her fingers with his. Her hand was strong, holding his tight.
The soft warmth of her hand broke the floodgates open.
“I was scared I might never see you again. I had no idea how or when I could even get any kind of message to you…” Sylvain’s voice began to rasp as he held back the ache rising in his chest.
“But we’re here now. Together,” Dorothea responded quickly, surely.
Sylvain looked at her before pulling her hand up to his lips and gently kissing her knuckles. He could feel his heart trying to pound out of his chest.
“Sylvain…” Dorothea’s voice was angelic in his ears. She pulled her hand from his to softly caress and hold his face.
“Truly, being so serious doesn’t suit you,” she continued in a shaky whisper. Her thumbs gently swept over his cheeks. A weak laugh escaped her mouth and a tear rolled swiftly down her face and dripped onto her dress.
Sylvain sighed and placed his ungloved hand on hers.
“I could say the same thing about you.”
They sat in silence, leaning in to each other until their foreheads were touching.
The only thing they could hear was each other’s slow breathing, though Sylvain made note of the occasional tear drop leaving a dark spot on Dorothea’s dark red dress. He cherished the feeling of her fingers brushing against his skin and let out a long, relieved sigh.
He pulled his face far enough away to see Dorothea clearly, but still close enough to feel her warmth. Her green eyes shimmered, though it was due to tears. He gently swept a teardrop away with his index finger as it escaped the corner of her eye, doing his best to keep himself from crying as well.
She was too lovely–even in sadness.
A shiver gently rattled Dorothea’s body and Sylvain let out a small chuckle.
“Come on,” Sylvain began quietly. “Let’s go somewhere a little warmer. Quiet as the chapel is, it’s a bit drafty.”
“Oh?” Dorothea replied, some vitality returning to her tone. She quickly, yet carefully wiped a tear from her other eye. “And where do you propose we go at this time of night?”
Sylvain was relieved to see a small, teasing smile play on Dorothea’s lips.
“Perhaps…my room?” He couldn’t resist falling into an old habit, a playful smile forming, fully prepared to receive a quick, clever retort from Dorothea.
She stared at him, her expression somewhat unreadable to Sylvain. He began to wither a bit as he could only identify a hint of contemplation in her eyes.
He began to try and mentally salvage what he was now beginning to think was a poor joke. He wracked his brain trying to think of where else they could possibly go–but wait, why wouldn’t he want her in his room?
His mind began to buzz with thoughts, having difficulty focusing on any one in particular until a cool draft blew and gently rustled his hair.
He recalled the cold winds of Faerghus at his back as he would ride home from whatever conflict he had quelled. His memories of the Academy becoming more and more like a faint dream. The cold relic spear in his hand twitching, the stone at the base of its blade like a mercilessly unblinking, uncaring eye. His bed, even warmed, was lonely.
Dorothea’s warm hands brushed through his hair again, shaking him from his thoughts again. Her eyes were kind and alive. Her breath, warm and soothing.
“Serious again,” she murmured, smiling sadly. She went silent, but supportive as she awaited his response.
Sylvain smiled slowly as he pulled Dorothea’s palm to his lips, kissing gently and then adjusting her hand to kiss her knuckles again.
“Please,” he said in a low voice. “Would you like to come to my room?”
Any hint of his old, cold, habitual levity was gone from him in this moment. All he could imagine now was Dorothea pulled close to him, her warmth pushing away the cold winds and her eyes illuminating his vision.
Dorothea’s smile was warm. Warmer than any he had possibly seen from her ever.
Sylvain realized that must have been what she was waiting for.
“I would love nothing more.”
As they stood to leave, Sylvain instinctively tried to hold her close, to press her back against his chest, but a slight wince and jump from Dorothea surprised him.
“Sorry, your armor…it’s rather cold.” Dorothea turned and smiled apologetically.
“No, I’m so sorry, I…forget I’m wearing it sometimes,” he replied, looking down at the dark gray chestplate on his torso.
Before he could remember the cold, Dorothea giggled and pulled him along out of the pews.
“Once we get to your room, I’m sure you’d like to change into something a little less bulky,” she said with a hint of mischief.
Sylvain felt his cheeks begin to burn as his thoughts traveled on their own.
“I seem to recall a certain someone being a certified dancer…” Dorothea giggled, her eyes sparkling.
Sylvain’s cheeks burned for a different reason now.
“I, ah, I’m not sure I know where that outfit is…or if I’d still even fit into it…”
“Well, I’m sure we can figure something out. It’s not hard to take measurements, you know.” Dorothea squeezed Sylvain’s hand, still smiling.
Sylvain’s heart raced as he squeezed her hand back.
“Thank you, Dorothea,” he replied gently. “For remembering me.”
“Thank you, Sylvain. For not forgetting me,” her reply was equally gentle.
They left the chapel and walked into the cool night, warm.
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lost-technology · 6 months ago
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Slowly re-reading / savoring the manga. My thoughts around the end of Trigun Maximum 2... So, Vashwood shippers, we need to talk. Well, every fanficcer really, but especially you... Why do I see so few fanfics covering Wolfwood's FEAR of Vash? All of the early volumes of manga, Wolfwood is seeing WEIRD PLANT THINGS. He was witness to the Fifth Moon incident. He sees Vash's healing capabilities in Trigun Maximum 1 and through 1 and 2, sees Vash's general endurance (the one time he got exhausted and sick and wrecked the bike notwithstanding). He saw Vash STILL IN THAT CONDITION sticking his neck out for others, just reckless with his own life and it scares him. He gets hints at Vash's general immortality and wonders if he is unkillable. He wonders at how much he is like his brother. Underneath the guidance and dare we say... growing friendship, there is this underlying terror. At least, that's what I feel from reading the manga. And it makes me feel like... mangaverse Vashwood shippers... unless you're ignoring canon and just writing something self-indulgent or you're writing a post-series AU, or at least a late-series thing, I feel like "No way they're bumping and grinding right away." And if they are? Any note on Wolfwood's wondering just what he's gotten himself into and just what he is romancing? Same with Vashmeryl in the manga... the sharing of PTSD stuff, the terror she has. She's gotta overcome her fear of Vash after that, which happens in the manga... I just feel "this is not a romance manga" and anything shippy is really self-indulgent on the fans. Which is OKAY, but... I don't know, I just don't see it when people insist on any of it being canon and it sort of baffles me at the amount of shipping this fandom has (okay, so it really doesn't because all fandoms have shipping... but, it's like, when a friend and I do shipping roleplays for Fire Emblem: Awakening, that makes a lot of actual sense because half that game is a shipping sim. It's Character Horny-Chess)! Not an anti-post, just me casually wondering, after going to the fanfiction section of Ao3 at how quickly and readily some of the shipping stuff is, even in non-ship centric fics when I go and read the manga and read "Wow, even Vash's friends are scared of him, at least a little bit, if not a lot." Poor guy.
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wetcatspellcaster · 9 months ago
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Did you see Neil Newbon’s take that Ascended Astarion is the real him free to act on cruelty and violence and the spawn is the one with the mask? Yeesh.
Ooooooh, THAT'S the disk horse that's happening right now!! I knew something was happening (I felt a tremor in the waters) but I had no clue what it was lmao, I don't follow cast stuff.
I will try to respond to this in good faith, but I'm not very good at fandom discourse and so I'm afraid it may not be the answer you want.
I can see why that reading might make people angry, but I dont have strong feelings about it. Obviously, it's not my take on Ascension, but from the beginning I've been very upfront that my take is serving the genre I'm writing in and the ship dynamics I find hot. My Tav is lawful good to an unhealthy extreme, and that was how she was conceived in her Early Access bullying phase. And meanwhile, I wanted to be in a Gothic horror where he's obsessed (morality chains will do that to you) and they beat the shit out of each other. I have to make the Ascendent a monster, for that to work, and for people not to feel guilty every time they enjoy watching him getting stepped on lmao.
But I do feel like there is a morality policing around Astarion's ending that I don't want to partake in. This might seem dumb for me to say, given that my Tav is a veritavle walking moral policeman, but that is bc I fucking love Villain/Heroine ships, so I am literally right there, at the Devil's Sacrament with everyone else.
While I like the good ending and prefer it for many reasons, I would agree with a reading of Newbon's words that it could be read as a mask. This might be bc I mask with the best of them, am doing it right now even as I write and edit this ask 20 times. There's masking as an outright lie, and then there's masking as 'gotta get through day to day life as a functional adult without everyone suddenly deciding they hate me'... I personally think its nice that spawn!Astarion cares about other people, and cares about being a functional member of society at all! It shows he's no longer a lonely outcast.
I could also go deeper (the autism really shining through in this reply) and say it's a mask, in the sense that this has been deemed the 'polite' and morally correct ending, that is acceptable to others and enables the player to feel good about themselves. Which is often a way we derive pleasure from media, and not wrong in and of itself! Making Astarion good makes players feel good - that's not wrong, but if we're comparing endings, we have to acknowledge it. An Ascended Ending doesn't really cater to that impulse... unless the player really likes to be dommed (more power to them).
Unfortunately anon, I can't sit here with my most popular fic being an Ascended!Astarion fic, and pretend that there isn't a bunch of fascination or interest surrounding the Ascended version of his character. People clearly want to explore the implications of his evil ending and indulge in the excess of it, but feel bad doing so. People don't ascend him in-game, but they go to my fic and other people's fic because they want to have some space to enjoy the implications - in the sexiness, in the timeline where Astarion has revenge, in a timeline where he is obsessed with Tav etc. I mean, just look at me, I can't sit through the Ascended scene, but I'm here writing a fic about it!!
The fact that it seems to happen more in fic than in playthroughs tells me, if I was to get super deep in a tumblr ask, that people feel guilt about it. Some kind of mask is being employed, by someone, somewhere, in that mix. So I'm not about to add to any of that kind of policing. It would be pretty disingenuous of me to get my most feedback from an Ascendent fic I am writing, and then judge people for liking Ascendency narratives...
So while I don't have much interest in pretending the evil ending isn't the evil ending, that doesn't sound to me (second hand, through you, with my brain seeing 7 or 8 different implications) to be what Newbon is saying. He's just saying that the Ascendent is the less palatable Astarion to other people and that spawn!Astarion still has some kind of mask or a politeness filter on. Which... yeah. Kinda. In my world, I like that Astarion decides its worthwhile to restrain himself, because he has things to care about potentially ruining. But that's still in many ways employing restraint. People don't just stop masking, they learn to care about what others think in a healthy way. They have friendships, relationships, other ties to the world, that make them want to be something other than a cruel or violent or evil version of themselves. I think that's nice, and far less lonely but um... yeah. I can see Newbon's point, even if I don't want to like, live or die by it.
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ryuichirou · 15 days ago
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Some replies about us, about latest drawings, about twst in general and about other stuff.
I also added some new high resolution pngs of recent drawings on our Ko-Fi shop in case you want them… 👀
Anonymous asked:
I went to go check on your second account today (I was on a trip recently and wasn't checking twitter). But I couldn't find it? Was it nuked?
Yeah, but it’s back now! Fortunately…
Anonymous asked:
long time lurker, first time asker here bc OMG 14 YEARS?? CONGRATS!!! MAY YOU TWO HAVE MANY MORE 🥳
Awwhhh thank you so much, Anon!! <3 This is very sweet!
Anonymous asked:
14 years?! Tbh it feels so weird knowing people on the site are in relationships and such. It always feels like everyone here is just depressed single 20-somethings screaming about fandoms at each other all the time HAHAHA
I wish the both of you nothing but the absolute best!!! Seeing the both of you keep unabashedly being you even in the face of hate and shitty antis and whatnot just helps me so much with my own courage. I used to be a huge people pleaser, and it’s been so refreshing to instead ignore all the nasty people out there and just be my own problematic shipping self! I’m sure it’s the same for many others as well!
Of course, I can’t go on without mentioning your absolutely delicious art! They’re so gorgeous I’m always super excited whenever you upload! You really knocked it out of the park with the recent Sebek/Jamil piece. I’m frothing at the mouth seeing Jamil’s dark expression!!!
Also please give Mila lots of pats for me. She’s super cute and I love her face <3
I get it, Anon lol To be honest, I feel like if I weren’t lucky enough to meet Katsu, I would’ve been single as well. Maybe Katsu would too.
Thank you so much for your kind words!! I am super happy to hear that the way we deal with these issues help you out as well in a way. I say it a lot, but I can’t stress it enough: I really want people to be self-indulgent when it comes to fandoms and art… please, keep enjoying stuff that you like! <3
And thank you for enjoying my art, especially that Sebek/Jamil one! It’s funny because it was one of the sketches that I didn’t like too much initially, but Katsu did, so I worked on it a little bit, fixed some stuff, and ended up liking it as well. So it’s extra nice to hear that it ended up being a good drawing.
(Mila got both pets AND smooches with the words “this is from our tumblr Anon”.)
eh-nonnie-mouse asked:
About your new Halloween illustration: Sebek looks like he's trying so hard to look cool in front of his Malleus-sama where Jamil is exuding cool guy mafia vibes.
About the Actual Kitty Shroud Brothers: ASTAJSKSINDHH ♥️♥️♥️♥️ OMG SO CUDDLY CUTE AND PAWSSS *ahem* I love how you can clearly tell which is which and the personality between each one.
Jamil is just so effortless! He is way to cool… Poor Sebek gotta try harder lol He really wants to be the coolest and most handsome gent around.
And THANK YOU SO MUCH I’m so happy you liked the kitties!! I want to draw more kitties now… 🥹
Anonymous asked:
"(gym teacher/badly performing student)"
Gee, I wonder who
(related to a reply about Vargas being a top)
Hmmm, could it be a certain third year that was forced to do punishment exercises during the Vargas Camp? Who knows…
Anonymous asked:
Curious if you've ever thought of it. Have you ever considered a Human or Beastman! Grim?  Top or Bottom? Who would fit him the best out of the cast?
Good question, Anon!
Ironically, I find it kind of difficult to imagine Grim as a human or a beastman, and whenever I try, I imagine something similar to his animal form – a hungry little gremlin lol I should draw his humanised form at least once!!
He’d probably be a bottom. The type that acts big and cool but in actuality just wants to be coddled and cuddled. The type that does something stupid and reckless and then looks down all guilty and mumbles that he’s sorry. He’s also an “ore-sama” type of character, and for some reason we tend to see those as bottoms, so I guess that tracks lol
As for the ship, I don’t really know… maybe Ace? Or Yuu since he is the one that ends up taking care of this animal lol But also Stitch because why not.
Anonymous asked:
Have you ever watched spy x family? It might not sound interesting with how family friendly is but I have a feeling you could like the main male lead and his bratty dark haired brother-in-law
Unfortunately, Anon, it’s a bit too straight and family-focused for us; I doubt we’ll be able to push through the main characters’ dynamic and story :(
Still, thank you for your recommendation!
Anonymous asked:
Are you interested in romance games? If so you should check Touchstarved, good world-building set in an post apocalyptic medieval era, the love interests are eye catching and if creating a oc to ship with is not your cup of tea the guys dynamics between each other have a lot of shipping potential~ (two are exes/fuck-buds/situationship)
I think I heard about it, but never really dived deeper into it. We’re not suuuper interested in romance games, but it looks interesting! We’ll keep it in mind :)
Thank you for your recommendation!
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steviewashere · 5 months ago
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20 Questions For Writers!
I was tagged by the awesome @puppy-steve thank you <3 I like to talk a lot, so this is kind of long-winded and I'm so sorry.
How many works do you have on AO3?
I currently have 95, which is a lot! But also, I have too many ideas.
2. What's your total AO3 word count?
I'm currently at 436,999. Again, I'm insane and have a lot of ideas and things just get away from me lol.
3. What fandoms do you write for?
Stranger Things! I've written Steddie, Platonic Stobin, Stommy, and a couple Platonic Stancy, and Ronance once. I honestly don't see myself writing for another fandom in the near future. I've thought about maybe doing some for Baldur's Gate 3 with Bloodweave or Tav/Astarion, but we'll see.
4. What are your top five fics by kudos?
Words Like a Bullet, Wounding My Soul
Rusted Silver Spoons and Empty Pockets
I Want You to Love Me, No Obligations, No Strings Attached
Love, Rest Your Head
I Am Vulnerable and I Am Wanting
(People love Steve angst, which I do too, so this list makes a lot of sense.)
5. Do you respond to comments?
Yes, I typically do! Unless it's one that I just am not sure how to respond to. But I tend to respond within the first two to three days the comment is left—unless I'm down for the count due to chronic illness.
6. What is the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?
Okay, my answer is Death Embraces You as I Kiss Your Skin because both Steve and Eddie die in the end (not really spoilers). And it's just very melancholy, gross, and world-ending. But if you had to ask the people who read and comment a lot on my works, I've heard that Love, Rest Your Head is the one people are upset and mad about the most, lol.
7. What's the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?
A lot of them do end up having happy endings, so it really depends the flavor of angst leading to that happy ending that you're in the mood for. But, my personal choice would be Balls in Laundry Baskets: An Apology or Everything and More (though the series that work belongs to does not have the best of endings, oops. But every work in the series is standalone).
8. Do you get hate on fics?
I have only received hate once on a fic, surprisingly. They commented, I responded, and then a few weeks later I deleted the thread entirely. But I've received hate on here for some of my Steve headcanons. And I've received hate on Twitter for writing Trans Stevie Harrington. So...Sort of.
9. Do you write smut? If so, what kind?
Yes, I do. Though, not a lot. I've mainly written emotional/tender/gentle sex. I've done a T4T Steddie fic that's smut with some plot called Be My Lover. Take Care of Me (Sodomy) is physical fighting that leads to rough sex that turns emotional and tender (read tags, obvs). And, I don't really post about it on here because it's the kind of stuff that gets hate (because it's a kink that is usually hated on a lot already), but my weight gain kink fic Indulgence and Discovery is a mixed bag. (If you read that last one, just know it's don't like, don't read. And I don't wanna hear you complain about it.)
10. Do you write crossovers?
I don't currently. And I'm not all that familiar with them, as I don't usually read them. But I'd like to do something, maybe, that involves Steddie x Doctor Who or Steddie x Star Wars. The logistics just don't work all that well in my brain.
11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?
No, thank goodness. But if it does happen and I'm unaware, I'm hoping someone will reach out to me.
12. Have you ever had a fic translated?
Nope, but I'm open to it! If somebody wants to translate my work, they just gotta reach out and ask. Honestly, that would be kind of cool.
13. Have you ever co-written a fic before?
No I have not. And I don't know if it's something I'd like to do. I'm not a hard person to work with, but sometimes I am kind of hard headed. (Big old character flaw.) So I tend to get argumentative really easy. And I don't want to scare people off just because I'm being an ass.
14. What's your all-time favorite ship?
Steddie, of course. But I've also been a big fan of Steve Harrington/Tommy Hagan (Stommy), Astarion/Gale (Bloodweave, Baldur's Gate 3), and Markus/North (Norkus, Detroit Become Human). And I've recently liked the idea of Din Djarin/Luke Skywalker (Dinluke, The Mandalorian).
15. What's a WIP you want to finish, but doubt you will?
Probably my first ever trans Stevie Harrington work, My Girl, Your Girl. I just lost interest with the work over time. But I'm thinking of doing one more chapter and calling it finished. And We Share This Life is one I'm thinking of orphaning. It's just such a big boy project that I am just over with at this point. I don't even want to link them because I don't want to get y'alls hopes up.
16. What are your writing strengths?
I think dialogue is a current strength of mine. May be from experience writing speeches and monologues for public speaking and theater classes. But that's a big one for me. And then I've been told numerous times I'm great at writing very human, realistic, disgusting crying scenes. Which is great because I do that frequently. (Cry, that is.)
17. What are your writing weaknesses?
Writing action. Not like bullets flying, explosions going off action. I mean just the simple act of kissing or hugging or being in a space. And also writing smut. I've never had sex and sex isn't all that interesting or necessary to me, so all of my smut feels kind of stiff. Except for my work in Indulgence and Discovery—that one in particular is written when I'm in the mood, it's written from personal fantasy/desire. So it flows just a little better than my other smut works, but still. Not great at it.
18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language in fic?
I only know two languages, English (which is my first and is what I'm fluent in), and American Sign Language (which I'm intermediate to fluent in). Obviously, I write English dialogue. But I've written sign language in fic before, it tends to write like this: 'WHISPER OKAY?' (an example taken from Words Like a Bullet, Wounding My Soul). And I'm moderately good at writing ASL grammar, as this is how I've seen it written and been taught to write it. So as long as the language is something I know or am fluent in, I'm good to go.
19. First fandom you wrote for?
Stranger Things and it'll most likely be the only fandom I write for.
20. Favorite fic you've written?
Hard question. I have quite a few that I like, so I'll give my top five. Just because I'm indecisive.
The Bow on a Gift (Steddie)
Lighthouse (Platonic Stobin)
My Boy (Eddie Munson & Wayne Munson)
Be My Lover (T4T Steddie)
In it For the Long Haul (And Then Some) (Pre-Steddie/Steddie)
I don't know how many to tag for this:
@ataliagold @pearynice @scoops-aboy86 @hotluncheddie @sidekick-hero
@touretticeddiemunson
And anybody else because I have a brain the size of a pea <3
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Fandom: Masters of the Air Rating: T Word Count: 1305
Summary: Bucky, Curt, and Buck wait out the fog.
So he didn’t wear out his welcome with his own crew, Bucky stowed his book and went wandering off into the fog. He heard Meatball’s bark once, off to his left, but he turned and saw nothing but the dense, wet air.
Gradually, he got voices, and when he thought they could hear his too, Bucky started in on “Blue Skies.” He rounded off the chorus as he stopped in front of Curt and Buck, awarding them a self-satisfied grin.
“It’s singin’ weather,” he announced.
Buck smiled indulgently.
“I can see why you got demoted.”
“Spoilsport,” Bucky accused. “I do it for your own good, Buck. For morale.”
“And ’cause you got a screw loose.”
Bucky’s grin broadened as he admitted, “Maybe so.”
“Heard youse guys had a good one while I was up in Scotland,” Curt broke in, watching them with a smile on his face. “Band, bikes, girls.”
“Your three favourite things,” Bucky observed.
“Not necessarily in that order.”
“You heard about John makin’ a fool— sorry,” Buck corrected himself with a smirk when Bucky thumped a hand to his heart, grasping at a phantom wound, “upholding morale, then, Curt?”
“I had ’em all on their feet!” Bucky claimed grandly.
“Yeah, because they were leaving. Trying to escape the racket.”
Bucky dismissed this review of his performance with a swatting wave.
“They were dancing,” he insisted to Curt.
“Can’t believe I missed it,” Curt groused.
“What’d you listen to that night? Bagpipes?”
“Bagpipes can really be a very sensual instrument. Nah, quit laughin’. That sort of whine… the drone… maybe, like, a wheeze? Christ, does it sound like I’m talkin’ about a plane engine?”
Bucky clapped him on the shoulder, lips tucked in as he braced the lieutenant for bad news.
“Sounds like you could do with spending less time in one of our forts and more time in a girl.”
“Or at least dancing with one,” Buck amended.
“Well, how ’bout you bring me up to speed while Bucky sings?” Curt proposed.
“Nah, I still don’t dance. Even with you, Curt.”
“You don’t gotta. I’ll do all the work.”
Curt grabbed for Buck’s hands, dancing toward and away from him.
“Music!” Curt demanded. “Music, please!”
But Bucky couldn’t sing while he was laughing so hard at Curt’s antics, the look on Buck’s face. Curt tried a twirl, raising Buck’s arm and twisting beneath it, the soles of his shoes grinding and crunching on the hardstand. When Buck still wouldn’t engage, despite the smile he was trying to hide, Curt gave him up and leapt at Bucky.
“Will ya?” he implored, lifting and shifting his feet in a sparky Lindy Hop.
“Been waitin’ for you to ask,” Bucky retorted.
They clasped hands, Curt’s left in Bucky’s right, and pranced together and apart.
“Bah duh duh bup bup bup bup ba-dah-dah-dah-dah dah dut duh,” Buck softly singsonged, launching into ‘In the Mood.’
“Oh, they’re playin’ our song, Curt!” Bucky cried out, passing his dance partner behind him, the two of them trying to keep a grip on each other’s fingers as Buck’s relatively tame accompaniment made them wild.
“Turn it up, Buck!” Curt shouted.
“Bah bah BAP buh-dah-duh!” Buck obliged, letting his voice carry as much as it could in the fog. “Duh-duh-duh-duh-duh, duh-duh-duh-duh-duh-dut, daaah, duh-duh-duh-duh-duh, duh-duh-duh-duh-duh-dut, bah-daaah.”
“That’s the stuff!”
Bucky spun Curt away with a push to his lower back. They came back together with a skip. Bucky could forget for a minute, and he let himself. It was what he’d been trying to do with his book, reading with his back propped up against the wheels but pretending it was the trunk of a tree someplace. In war, he figured, you needed grit, but you also needed a whole lotta imagination—sometimes to picture the right outcome at the end of a bad day, a bad hour, and sometimes just to see you through the wait before it happened. If there was a dance hall anywhere, it was right there, right then, him and Curt warming each other’s clammy fingers, the fog in which they were ensconced making Buck’s horn section all velvety at the edges. It wasn’t bicycles around the mess, there wasn’t any microphone stand, but they were alive and light-footed, and Germany seemed so very far off.
They didn’t call it off until Curt crouched, hands on his knees, and tried to coax Bucky into jumping over him.
“Run on up, then hands on my shoulders there, Bucky. I seen loads a’ guys do it,” he coached.
Another time, Bucky would’ve tried it, hurled himself over Curt’s head in one rowdy leap of faith, but it was all getting clear again in the fog. He’d take serious shit if either of them hurt themselves right before takeoff. He knew he already had a reputation for being less serious than he oughta be, but he’d hate to be so careless that they promoted him back up the ranks and quit letting him fly again.
“Alright, alright,” Curt said, defeated. Buck had cut the music.
Bucky and Curt shook hands like gentlemen, though Curt waggled a finger at him and said, “You owe me a big finish. A flip or a dip or somethin’, if you ain’t gonna jump over my head.”
“I’ll give it some thought,” Bucky promised.
“Don’t know what you got them long legs for otherwise.”
“For wearin’ long pants, mostly.”
Though Curt grinned at the bad joke, Bucky felt like he’d let him down, like he should’ve made him laugh. Buck seemed quietly thoughtful, and Bucky sensed in himself a readiness to face the inevitable day ahead, but Curt was different. He swore he was the clear-sighted, level-headed member of his crew that day. Bucky should’ve taken him at his word. It would’ve been easier to—to say, We’re both fine ’cause we gotta be. How much harder to let himself notice in Curt’s restlessness his own better-concealed agitation about the lack of visibility, the complexity of lining up the three task forces, all the variables that stood between their planes on this runway and touching down on a distant Algerian base. Bucky didn’t like it, when it came down to it: he didn’t like the three of them going up at the same time.
They stood around together a minute more, maybe each telling themselves they’d stayed as long as they could, maybe thinking they’d stayed too long and would look, to their three separate crews, reluctant or scared. It was bad luck to say much of a goodbye, but when Curt tried to drift off with nothing more than a stiff nod in response to Buck’s pledge to see him in Algeria, Bucky caught him and patted him on the back.
“Next time we dance, we’re gettin’ sand in our shoes,” he said.
Curt’s smile crept back up, and Bucky released him.
“What about you?” he asked Buck when they were alone.
“I don’t dance on any continent.”
“Not that.”
Buck looked at him. The thing with asking Buck a question was that whether or not he answered it was beside the point; he’d hold you in his calm stare until you wondered what business you had asking, and how you might answer were the same question directed at you.
“I’m fine, John,” Buck said. He squinted slightly, and Bucky, finally feeling a little too looked-at, glanced away. “We’re both fine.” ’Cause we gotta be.
Bucky nodded loosely.
“Sure are.”
If he were to put an arm around Buck now, he’d probably drag him to his plane and leave Buck’s crew up a creek without a paddle, so he just tossed his friend a wink and turned to go.
“Nothin’ but blue skies,” he sang, “from now on.”
Bucky heard Buck’s laugh behind him, rough and tender. Smiling, he plunged forward into the fog.
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mischief-and-tea-by-the-sea · 7 months ago
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Fandom asks for MCU <3! 3, 5 (Loki), 6, 9, 17 (Tony), 22 (Emma)
3. NoTP?
Scott Summers/Jean Grey, Logan/Jean Grey, Anyone/Jean Grey (I mean, if I have to have her around in a fic and shipped with anyone, it's usually another character I don't dig either), Steve Rogers/Peggy Carter, Anyone/Peggy Carter, Steve Rogers/Sharon Carter, Steve, Bucky, Sam/Brock Rumlow, Tony Stark/Pepper Potts (I mean, I can deal with their relationship as a past relationship turned best friends, but I'm not gonna read or write their ship as I think they weren't really healthy for each other - like Ross and Rachel.) Loki/Grandmaster (I will make references to it as a past thing that Loki did for survival but he hates it). Loki/Thor (There's some pretty-pretty artwork out there, and I will acknowledge that it's gorgeous and can enjoy it as artwork, but as an actual pairing, no. Just not my thing.)
5. Out of all your fanworks that include [Loki], which is your favourite?
Obviously, my on-going WIP series Hemispheres would be the top of that favorite list, but then I'd have to say I'm torn between these two:
What's on your mind, half of the time, (brother mine)
and
A little shy and sad of eye but very wise was he
Both of them feature Loki in vulnerable moments. The first one, he's like 5 and tiny and adorable and scared of the storm. He gets to meet a stranger who boosts his confidence a little. And the second one, he comes back after a grueling time in Asgard with Thor, who's still being far too bullying, and his friends and is really low about it, and Tony gathers everyone up to make a blanket fort (as Loki's never experienced one before), order Loki's favorite take-out, and watch movies to comfort him. Wholly self-indulgent on the comfort side.
6. Show us a bit of a WIP!
From "Too weird to live, too rare to die" (Justin Hammer/Loki)
“So Loki made friends with Natasha by helping her with mission stuff?” Justin roped them back around to the other topic. 
Nodding, he answered, “Yeah.  He did some spellwork for her.  Imbued it into a piece of jewelry that essentially all she’s gotta do is think about how she wants to look, and that’s how she looks.  The spell lasts as long as she needs it to, and then when she’s ready to not look different, she just thinks of herself and bam.  Nat again.  No more dying her hair unless she wants to, no more contacts, no more tech that can blitz out on her.” 
Justin looked impressed.  A little skeptical, him being a tech and science guy like Tony, especially tech, but still impressed.  He wondered how Loki’s ‘magic’ could be utilized in their own tech, but he figured Tony had already been thinking about that. 
“Nice.  Sounds like he’s much better as an ally than an adversary,” Justin remarked as he finished with the last of the dishes.  He dried his hands and hung up the towel again. 
Tony took in how easily Justin took on the domestic task of dishes.  Seems like he learned some humility in prison, after all, and wasn’t looking to be waited on anymore.  Perhaps there was hope for guys like them after all. 
“Much better as an ally, though don’t let the gentle smiles and the fun tea parties he has with Morgan fool you.  He’s still dangerous when he wants to be.  He’s like a cat.  Don’t rub him the wrong way or you’ll find his claws slashing your hamstrings,” he joked, but the serious look in Tony’s eyes said he wasn’t actually joking. 
Justin walked over to the fridge, grabbing a glass along the way, and filled it up with ice and water.  He took Tony’s glass from him to fill it up, too, and handed it back, refusing to see the pleasant surprise in that gaze that followed him around to take a seat at one of the tall chairs at the counter.  Cold, pure water rushed down his throat and gave him time to think of how to respond to what Tony said.  Setting the glass on the counter, Justin turned it around and around, watching as the water remained calm even in its movement. 
“You think Loki’s dangerous to people here and you let him stay?  He’s really close to Morgan from what I hear.  I don’t see him much.  Passing in the halls, when we eat.  That’s about it, but your kid adores him.”  Justin let out a breathy laugh.  “I think she adores all of us, though, so I think that’s just her.  Big heart.”  Like her dad. 
Moving across the kitchen so he could belly up to the counter next to Justin, Tony took a drink of his water and set the glass down.  Two men, both at one time consumed by the big buck, by reputation and prestige and power, by controlling the playing field where weapons and tech were concerned, rivals – not bitterly so but rivals nevertheless, now sitting side by side, drinking fucking water for fuck’s sake, when they used to be dripping in the finest whiskey and women.  Burying the hatchet, and not in each other’s skulls. 
Tony never would’ve believed it could happen, especially not after he and Rhodey had to face down Vanko and the shitstorm he brought that Justin bankrolled. 
It was kind of nice, though, given that one of the last people Tony’d wronged in the past had injected his ex with Extremis, which still made Pepper a fiery handful to deal with, but at least, they’d gotten a handle on it for her so that she did set people on fire with her fists anymore.  While he’d never specifically wronged Justin the way he had Aldrich Killian (and really wronged was a little strong for just saying he’d been a spoiled dismissive asshole), he had been a dismissive asshole, which pushed Justin to make one of the worst decisions of his life. 
“I don’t think Loki’s a danger to Morgan ever,” Tony finally stated and tilted his head to meet Justin’s curious stare.  “I don’t think Loki’s a danger to me or Bruce or probably not Thor anymore.  Not since we’ve all sorta ganged up on Thor and told him not to be a dick to his brother.  The stabbing’s stopped at any rate.  You, though.  He doesn’t know you well enough yet, so I’d just say...tread carefully.  You never know when you’ll end up on a mission with him.” 
“Yeah, about that,” a voice from behind them announced. 
Tony and Justin swiveled their seats. 
Phil Coulson met their eyes. 
9. Write a recommendation of someone else's fic you enjoyed!
Okay look, I have so many bookmarks and fics I could recommend that are tear-jerkers, kept me on the edge of my seat through months and months, that made me swoon, and I could easily give any and all of those. I could and I would! But this asks for one fic, and I'm gonna go with one that made me LOL so hard it woke up dog up from a nap in the other room and had my sister asking me if I was okay because for a second, I couldn't breathe.
Clark's Chicken by @kleenexwoman
I don't normally read DC fanfic. I like DC okay enough to know generally who the major players are, but I'm not invested. However, I am invested in my friends and their creative sparks, unless I'm just really not at all into a particular fandom. I can't really write a full review to say what it's about other than it's not exactly safe for work, definitely not for kids, though teenagers would love this, I think. I think that's why I love it - I'm still 12 and masturbation and fart jokes make me giggle. (There are no fart jokes in this, but discussion around masturbation is.) I want as many people as possible to read this fic because all the laughter in the world could finally heal humanity, I think, and if we could all laugh our asses off at this one, it could drive out the darkness all around us these days. Seriously, I believe this fic has the potential to lighten the world, to drive out the fascists, to heal the sick and sad, to build a protective bubble around the vulnerable - all through the laughter that this fic will grace people with. READ IT AND LEAVE KLEENEXWOMAN SOME LOVE ON IT.
17. What's a book, movie, or show you think [Tony] would like?
Book - American Gods - He really rooted for the New Gods at first, especially Technical Boy and Media, but somewhere in it, he really dug Mr. Wednesday, Mr. World (and especially Mr. World's reveal).
Movie - Real Genius
Show - McGyver (remake)
22. Give us a headcanon for [Emma]
So many people give Emma shit for being cold, stand-offish, and snobby, and because of this, Emma performs that to perfection. However, around those who see past this barrier, she's loving, warm, tender, kind, encouraging, compassionate, and has one of the biggest hearts they've ever met - and she uses her big bucks to take care of the people she loves.
Thanks for the asks!!!
Fandom Ask Game.
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girlreblogger · 1 year ago
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honestly i don’t understand how ppl get mad because others don’t wanna read no traumatic, struggle love, lowkey violent, cheating, smut galore toxic shit. the amount of thug, plug/drugdealer, bum!, straight up scary, PRISONER (which is crazy yall romanticizing mfs getting outta/being in jail??) black reader fics (from all kinds of fandoms btw) is actually concerning.. like frfr let’s be honest with ourselves cause the things i’ve seen on here has truly been interesting. (thanks to the ppl who’ll put warning tags tho ig) and ofc ima eat up some of them fics cause they be good sometimes but also that’s all i be seeing. i truly wanna read sumn cute and sweet that don’t leave a bad taste in my mouth like i don’t wanna read the fic and then be pissed off after. obvi we all can just scroll and not read what we don’t want which (if you harassing ppl for what they write it’s never that deep… be fucking fr. write something in your notes to fulfill you or sumn until you find something. don’t use that as a reason to spread negativity) and ik a lot of ppl get at blk writers abt how yn talk which (???) idc cause i talk the same so we’re not talking abt that. also i gotta say sometimes the drug dealer fics be treating yn like a princess (which 🫶🏽) but that’s every now and then when it’s not toxic or drugs, extremely excessive smut and cheating isn’t involved. ofc ofc write what you want but pls bffr and don’t act like them characters don’t be putting yn through some bullshit. yeah tension and stuff is cute cause yk you don’t want it to be boringg but toxicity and attractive tension isn’t the same. there’s sooo many ways of going abt getting that tension. and so many other blk girls say the same and it’s just can we get something positive please. and that legit can just be maybe possibly no aggressive smut.. or a annoying situationship, or all the other lowkey scary shit i be seeing. it’s disheartening to wanna read something abt blk girls and your fav that’ll have your feet kicking up and stuff and then getting pissed off cause your fav character just manipyadipped and cheated on yn or sumn. i’ll keep writing self indulgent fluff in my notes app tho until then. (and if you want to read something positive write something for yourself then too if youn wanna post it or be a writer but PLEASE reblog ppls stuff when you not at least) and not to mentionnnnnn all the fluff on here that is for black readers we barelyy find like you can type “x black reader fluff” and barely any will pop up honestly. which some ppl don’t want certain ppl interacting with their stuff and some ppl don’t gaf abt fluff at all so that writer gets no interactions (or half as much of what they would get on something with smut or etc) and it discourages them from writing it more and it’s also harder for ppl to find what they did write. so even if you don’t care for it at least reblog or sumn pleasee to support the writers. i really appreciate all the blk writers or their works that don’t get enough attention. that’s why i post fluff or just more positive fics for the blk girls who are tryna find them. i’ll def make a list of writers that i like as well. if you want sweet rainbow glitter blk reader fics you gotta do sumn in return too dont just read and do a lil scroll nawl you can make a lil side blog and reblog stuff. mfs have lives tho ian reblogging every sec in general tho i feel like blk writers don’t get enough attention and exposure sometimes but that’s… another thing .. anyway dont stop writing what you want but idk dont act funny or be rude when someone don’t want to consume the same shit as you alllllll the time. i just felt like saying this cause i legit can’t go on here no more and find something that’s not toxic. when i heard ppl saying this i thought they was just talking to talk but nawll. anyways i wanted to say that bye.
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joestarlight · 5 months ago
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Can you not put your bitching in the tags, please?
So I'm about to bitch, and I'm not going to tag it, because I really just want to vent. I've already adjusted my feed so it hopefully won't affect me anymore, but I still feel it needs to be said. If you don't like an adaptation of something...why are you watching it? Just go to the source material of your choice instead. And if you REALLY feel the itch to vent, it would be particularly great to a) not have a steady stream of it in the tags b) have it put under a cut if you gotta do it at all. Personally, I recommend indulging in what you love instead, it is usually a LOT more satisfying. This is the only social media site where I am just here to have a good time. I curate my feed to be fandom fun time, where as most of my other social media has that broken up by following stuff related to my careers. When I'm here, I kinda don't give a fuck about how much xyz is not abc to 123. I just want my OTPs, memes, and fandom bullshit. it's bad enough that we have to deal with this from racists and homophobes automatically. If a show has ANYTHING remotely "woke" there will be bullshit to block. So with that being acknowledged, can we not deal with this from within and just be excellent unto each other? this can apply to like 5 billion different things right now, so in general: it's okay not to like things, just don't be a dick about it. And IMHO the above is dick behavior. Do better.
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pespillo · 1 year ago
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as someone whos actually really invested in animal welfare and find the exploitation in all angles of animals really abhorrent and like its not really taken seriously, i need you all to understand because i feel like this point is not understood at times, zoophilia and bestiality are acts characterized by a person deriving sexual gratification of taking advantage of an animal, all this delusional talk that "zoophilia activists" do of these animals being to somehow communicate consent or whatever or that they are not being exploited because "they can be trained to enjoy it", its Nothing but bluff, its fantasy talk, they dont actually believe this stuff, they just need a talking point because it attracts attention to them and most importantly, sooooooo many zoos love taking advantage of kids as well, the correlation between animal and child abusers is a much larger overlap than you are lead to think, it is unfortunately , way easier for these people to take advantage of animals that can be discarded easier than kids , but theyll still do many things to expose em to animal exploitation, to roleplay these things with them, to bring them into chats full of predatory people of all kinds.
also lots of these people try picking onto these kids n make them "confess" they are zoophiles because they felt attraction towards anthro furries from cartoons, but this is also not a valid argument, because anthros are made by people to convey humanity through a mask, some of them are just people with animal masks, barely behaving like the animal in the first place, barely being defined by the animal even, people , and especially kids, can find interest in the character itself and their personality, this isnt some symptom of Unethical Attraction because a kid found a character from zootopia cute. But a predator might push the idea that the kids are inherently attracted to rabbits because of this and should indulge in Harming Rabbits for gratification (the predator´s gratification actually).
Anyways what i mean is, we can stay here and discourse whatever about furries or something till the heat death of the universe but its not going to help anyone if we dont actually get to the root cause of animal exploitation in the first place that leads to real life harm of animals AND kids, there is actual groups of people who post feral exploitative material of Full On Animal characters out there (stares at fandoms for certain cat books) , and walking talking full of sapient demons that just have very minimal traits of real life animals and are described to be practically people with too much fur or scales or whatever is Not the same as That sort of material.... (also i cant believe i gotta pull this on but please research body hair conditions, face conditions, human tails,etc and realize that even the idea of what a human is supposed to look like can wildly differ across anything and it comes across as ableist to say humans cant Never look a certain "strange" way even.)
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cheeryconspiracy · 2 years ago
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I literally NEVER use tumblr except to stalk my fixation tags but I know that the my time series has a relatively sizeable fandom here so I thought I’d use this opportunity to share my My Time at Sandrock ocs! I love sharing stuff like this so if anyone ever wants to share infodumps abt their ocs or just the series in general I’d love to meet more people into it! <3
Anyway here r the ocs 🥳 I’ll introduce them individually under a read more (I think that’s how tumblr works? I don’t use this enough)
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Clarice is a 26 year old Sandrock native. While her parents are originally from Walnut Groove and Vega 5, they moved to Sandrock in the peak of the relic rush era and decided to stay, even after everyone else had packed up and jumped ship. Clarice herself is an aspiring opera singer, who loves all sorts of old world music. Her life goal is to travel across the free cities and perform, but for now she remains in her hometown, and the Blue Moon’s guests remain her most loyal audience. Clarice is the type of person who it’s easy to get along with - she’s a good listener, kind and gentle, and treats everyone with respect, even when she disagrees.
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Calliope is a 23 year old acolyte of the Church of the Light. She was born in Meidi, to parents who were both extremely devout followers of the Church. Technology was strictly banned for her household, as were any sorts of old world paraphernalia. Growing up, Calliope became very interested in the old world, indulging in her interest in secret. After training under the Church in Meidi, she made a request to be stationed in Sandrock - the most accepting city state of old world relics, and is currently on a three year service. Despite not believing in the church’s teachings at all, Calliope is very devoted to her job, although it’s her dream to be a professional ruin diver. She’s very cheerful and tries to get everyone to be the best person they can be, even if sometimes she comes across as a little pushy, and doesn’t really leave a lot of moral support for herself.
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Topher is a 29 year old Civil Corps Officer. Raised in one of Atara’s more wealthy families, Topher is used to having everything handed to him, on a silver platter no less. As he grew up he became much more spoiled and developed a lot more of an attitude. Unable to cope with his attitude, his parents were able to pull a few strings and get Topher enlisted in the Sandrock Civil Corps, in hope that Sandrock’s harsh climate and more dangerous jobs would straighten him out a little. Despite this, he still manages to be as pompous as ever, often redirecting all of his jobs to Unsuur when possible.
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Adelaide is a 28 year old builder! Born on the border of Lucien, she was caught up in Duvos skirmishes from a very early age. After losing her mother at war, her and her father packed up and headed to Highwind. Adelaide learned to toughen up from a very early age, knowing that if she had to return home for whatever reason, she’d have to do it a lot stronger than she had been. She lives a relatively comfortable life, impulsively switching up on jobs every few years. At the moment, she’s on a building kick, and moved to Sandrock on a complete and total whim - who knows where she’ll end up, though? She tends to be snarky and overconfident and a bit of a bastard, always picking fun at people. Despite her short height, she’s incredibly feisty and always aims to prove how strong she is! She’s shipped with Pen :> gotta draw them at some point
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And then there’s Hestia! A 24 year old builder who serves as my self insert for the series! (I still made up backstory for them tho cuz. Ofc) Hestia was born in Portia but due to her parent’s wanderlust was moved around constantly - every few months or so - until he and his parents eventually settled in Highwind East. Her builder father passed away in a co-gliding incident soon after, and her botanist mother, as a response, went into a workaholic frenzy, often forcing Hestia into her work with her. Hestia got to visit Sandrock multiple times in his youth as a result of this, though it wasn’t until he ran away from home several years later that she’d return for good to become a builder. She’s shipped with Fang, bc he’s my favourite :>
If you actually read this far, first of all I appreciate you so much. Second of all hi! Have a good day <333
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coulsonlives · 1 year ago
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ATLA spoilers/Azula stuff. Kinda big mad now, why does this fandom suck so hard.
I posted something in the ATLA fandom for the first time and was super excited about participating. Then I was immediately grossed out by how much ship hate and toxic discourse there is oml.
The ship wars surrounding Zutara are bad enough, especially when I ship all the things. But on top of that, apparently if you think Azula can be redeemed (not in the sense of being forgiven, but more like coming to terms w her past actions and sorting out her very, very obvious baggage), or are even ambivalent to the idea, you're a fascist sympathizer?!
I don't even care what happens to Azula. but some people really gotta chill with the attacks and tbh, totally reductive takes?
For starters, Azula was literally groomed to become a child soldier by her father. It doesn't excuse her actions at all, but there are so many signs in the show to explain why she is like she is, and why her finding some kind of closure wouldn't be out of the blue. The whole point of her and Zuko's backstories were to show how things came to be how they were. The writers and animators didn't put that stuff there for no reason.
That look on her face when Ty Lee was speaking during the campfire scene, for example? She was obviously sympathetic to Ty Lee, but as soon as Ty Lee looked at her, she snubbed her! She wanted to care, but she didn't want to show it. World's most obvious 'tough guy' act, and how much do we wanna bet it was because her father didn't let her show weakness, and she was just more receptive to indulging it than Zuko was, for whatever psychological reasons? She came off like she was hard-wired for self-interest, which probably predisposed her to all of Ozai's bs. But I also see people calling Azula a psychopath, and I'm like bruh, did we watch the same show?! A psychopath would feel no emotions about hurting people, Azula clearly does feel stuff, even if she takes pride in her war-related work, which does involve hurting/killing people. She's not a psychopath by definition, plain and simple, calling her that is reductive af.
I don't even think 'psychopath' is the right term to use in general for people like that, so there lol. Credibility points -1.
Then she apologized to Ty Lee during the party. Her apology could've just been a way to keep Ty Lee on her side, but then she went a step further and openly admitted to being jealous of Ty Lee. What purpose did that serve in the initial apology? None! She just did it because reasons, it had no functional or tactical purpose. Her interactions with all the party people screamed that she wanted relationships, too, but she didn't know how to communicate, and it obviously bugged her. She was upset about it.
She's shown she cares for Zuko at many different times, for example, she finds out he's been visiting Iroh, but she doesn't tell anyone even though she should. She's 'looking out for him'.
She also had a total breakdown at the end of the show. Again does it excuse her actions? Nah fam, not at all. But her emotional turmoil was super obvious. She'd built up an identity around being strong and winning at all costs, and she lost it, and she never got closure with her mom, so she didn't have anything left and she just.. cried. That doesn't sound irredeemable to me, that sounds like a scared fucking person who is wondering why the f everything they're doing, which they've been told to do from day one, is falling apart.
She's a 14-y/o child soldier, and I'm not about to say child soldiers are all irredeemable (again in the context of finding self acceptance and closure) in spite of the horrors they've done and the brainwashing. She's also a product of her environment and her abusive father, of generational trauma, and I'm not about to say people who grew up in abusive households can never get better from all the harm that was done to em! I've seen some really shitty people totally turn over a new leaf.
One of the best quotes from the show is something Aang says: 'Roku was just as much Fire Nation as Sozin was, right? If anything, their story proves anyone's capable of great good and great evil.'
So I'm not buying the narrative that Azula is pure distilled evil and has nothing going for her, not with what the show has given us. Ozai had virtually no redeeming qualities, but there are so many hints with Azula that it really pisses me off to see so much garbo talk around her.
Anyways that's my complaining for today.
I really don't wanna go near this fandom. I don't know what the tags are for discourse/harassment free stuff, where people can just ship what they want, and want what they want, without being heckled or shit on. If anyone knows a tag or some blogs like that, hmu.
(Inb4 all the people without nuance interpret this as 'I support Azula's war crimes', who are the main reason I sure as f won't be letting this loose with reblogs. I guess people can still screenshot this and take bits out of context, but idgaf. Their problem not mine!)
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sollucets · 1 year ago
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hi rowan! sorry to hear you had a rough day. for the writing ask game: how about 19, 28, and/or 39?
hello mel 💜💜💜 thank you for indulging me (game) i wrote. way too much. and it was a lovely distraction x
19. tell me a story about your writing journey. when did you start? why did you start? were there bumps along the way? where are you now and where are you going?
i will stick with only one of these i think, or this will be far Far too long, so: fic writer rowan, several starts
the first time i remember like specifically intentionally setting out to write something that counts as a story, on purpose & not for school, i am eight & i am handwriting in a composition notebook and i am writing oc/transparent self-insert fanfiction about the protector of the small quartet by tamora pierce. i am using the family computer to look up oc names on angelfire fansites. these are 100% The Days haha.
i do more stuff like that, later; i handwrite pages on pages of pokemon fanfic (make-ur-own region type thing complete with bad drawings of fake pokemon). i do a lot of this kind of thing on my own and for me, and then i am maybe 10 or 11 & i move that to forums (bulbagarden palletshipping thread…..,,,) this is baby fanfic writer rowan genesis, and posting on the internet before i was in middle school entirely killed my desire to do it for over a decade; i write often and a lot even outside of my work (ive completed nanowrimo three times!) but nobody ever sees it.
i get an ao3 in 2013 and post one doctor who fic but i am too scared and i orphan it right away. during a really intense media fixation i try again at the beginning of 2022 despite immense anxiety and find its not so bad. and then again for a different fandom a couple months later, and the response is such an immediate pickmeup & the writer friends ive made are so lovely that ive been trying my best ever since
28. who is the most delightful character youve ever written? why?
this is so hard. sobs. i like writing characters that have unique speech patterns, who like. make the narrative Sound different by being the pov character, which is something thats sometimes kind of hard about english-translated works (am i changing their cadence too much would they actually talk like that how much is my interpretation of the subs messing it up) so,,, i think for me i think the Most delightful characters that i always have the most fun writing are always characters like. avvy rasmr, who talks like a little fantasy spock, or anyone i can give talking quirks (like aye’s petnames). this is a copout u cant ever ask me my favorite anything i cant choose
39. what keeps you writing when you feel like giving up?
you see most of the time i am aware that i love writing its something thats good for me as a person and i feel better when i do it even if its hard and the process occasionally sucks and in that way it is similar to like. taking a stupid mental health walk. you know. so,,,, if i can (sometimes you really just cannot. it happens. its okay) i just…. like….. honestly the ‘i’m being so brave about it’ mindset is good for this. be annoyed & bitch & complain but u still gotta do it and look!!! you did!!!!!
also selective giving up is good for you. have several things to choose from so if something stalls you Can give up, just a little, and go elsewhere for a bit
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landwriter · 2 years ago
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🦅 and 🤗 for the fic asks?
🦅 Do you outline fics or fly by the seat of your pants? I usually have a sort of jot-note thing figured out but it often includes dialogue, specific descriptions and actions, etc, as much as plot stuff. Even when I'm pantsing something, if it starts getting long I'm gonna inevitably have THOUGHTS which is unfortunate because I have no MEMORY so the outline/notes are kinda an absolute necessity. When I write without I'm topping out at like, 1K, and frowning very hard while doing it hahaha
🤗 What advice would you give to new fanfic writers that are just getting started? Well, I'm new to fanfic writing myself - I finished my first fic in mid-October. So I can relate to the getting started part, but can't say if it's good advice or not lmao. What's really helped get my feet under me more so far is:
Read widely across genres - for me, the sound of language is so inspiring. Fuck with poetry. Crack some sci-fi. Listen to Beowulf being read. You will also be exposed to SO many cool craft-based bits and bobs - structures, mechanisms for suspense, character development, etc.
Be patient with your ideas* - I wait as long as possible before writing something because I want the idea to be as large and hungry and champing-at-the-bit as possible before I start making it real. It's also so much easier to make changes when you don't have stuff written already, and it feels better to stop and let things percolate when you're not already 3000 words deep (although that happens and it's okay too). The more I know an idea and what I want to do - even if it surprises me later - the more confident I feel during the process and frankly us brand new fic writers need every gram of it we can get!
Be patient with your writing too - you might be slow as fuck, dude. Slow as FUCK. That's okay. You'll speed up but only if you keep chipping away and engaging in the act of writing. I know. Brutal.
Follow your gut and your happiness! Do the weird stuff you've never seen. Do the self-indulgent stuff you've seen a thousand times before. Trust yourself. Honour your tastes and preferences above all else. Which leads to:
This might be a mildly hot take but you don't need fandom spaces or other fanfic to write, and you're more likely to develop a singular and interesting voice if you let your writing develop outside of them and be influenced by other sources too. It's appealing, when new to something, to try and embody Correct Form and Conventions. But I think you gotta know what you want from your story more than you know what people will expect from it. I would challenge you, no matter what you're writing, to try and put out of your head what fic is 'supposed' to look like or sound like - honestly, you've probably read enough that it will inform you regardless even if you're not trying consciously to embody it. So let go of the product and get neck-deep in the process. Get weird! Get sexy! Chase that idea down like the feral fucker you are! And fucken send it!!!
*for the research-inclined I will pointedly note you also have to know when it's time to START writing - this isn't a paper that needs cited sources (unless it is, then please send it to me, I'd like to read it) - it's a story WITH and BUILT UPON information. Push yourself out of the nest when you sense you're dawdling and give 'er. You can always fill in bits later! I promise!!
Lastly - you are NEVER TOO OLD / TOO LATE / TOO ______ to start writing. Never ever, I swear it. If you're thinking about it, do it. Don't wait for permission or encouragement or a sign from above. There's at least one story inside of you. And I want to read it!
(fanfic writer emoji ask)
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chaniis-atlantis · 1 year ago
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Thanks, @trainofcommand , for tagging me! I was hoping I'd get to do this one!
How many works do you have on AO3?
15!
What's your total AO3 word count?
412,614
What fandoms do you write for?
Stargate Atlantis, NBC Hannibal, and Good Omens!
What are your top 5 fics by kudos?
The Reconstruction of Will Graham (Hannibal), Across the Universe (SGA), Companion (SGA), You Want It (SGA), and Indulgence (SGA)
Do you respond to comments? Why or why not?
Yes!!! Getting comments and responding to them is one of my favorite things! I appreciate comments so much, so I always make sure to show it!
What's the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?
This implies that finish fics! 🤣 But I do have a short fic titled "But I Must Admit it, I Would Marry you in an Instant," (SGA) which is from Todd's pov and had a very ambiguous ending!
7. What's the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?
Again, endings🤣 I think it would be "All Bets Are Off" (SGA) because it ends with both Todd and John's lives drastically improved
Do you get hate on fics?
No, except for one time I got a comment on mine and my gf's shared Hanninbal fic that basically boiled down to "stop using ellipses, and make sure you tag for 'character bashing'" which we weren't actually doing. We were having Will make Hannibal's life miserable, but that was in the tags AND the summary.
Do you write smut? If so what kind?
Oh yeah😌 I write a lot of explicit stuff. It's all mlm as of now. I do a lot of light bondage stuff and a lot of blow jobs
Do you write crossovers? What's the craziest one you've written?
I do not :(
Have you ever had a fic stolen?
Nope!
Have you ever had a fic translated?
Nope, but that would be so cool
Have you ever cowritten a fic before?
Yep! My gf and I are co-writing a Hannibal fic called "The Reconstruction of Will Graham" (we are terrible at updating
What's your all-time favourite ship?
Gotta be JohnTodd! (John SheppardxTodd the Wraith)
What's a WIP you want to finish, but doubt you ever will?
My fic "Across the Universe" belongs to an extended universe that exists only in my head. I have plans for at least four other fics that will continue the story, but they are all huge projects. Since it's taken me three years to even come close to finishing the og fic, I doubt I'm ever gonna get it all out.
What are your writing strengths?
I think I'm pretty good at plot, with description
17. What are your writing weaknesses?
Dialogue and making things to ooc
18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language for a fic?
I do it all the time! Though I try to keep it sparse so people don't always have to translate.
19. First fandom you wrote for?
Technically, the Hungergames, way back when I was like 14.
20. Favourite fic you've ever written?
I certainly have ones that are better and more well planned, but I love "Across the Universe" to death❤️❤️ it's helped me through a hell of a lo
Npt: @bagheerita @colonelshepparrrrd @annwayne @mx-seraph @chaos-monkeyy @anonmadsci
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adaricruz · 1 year ago
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hi! usually scared to send asks to people but i would like to hear your connor headcanons because i want to know the lore behind all of your extremely pretty connor drawings
HII omg dont be !! pls feel free to send stuff whenever !! ok so i have TONS of connor hc’s ( i’ve been writing as him & for him for years now ) but here’s my faves + the ones that are usually present in my art . ( gotta mention that some are very personal & self indulgent bc i see myself in connor a LOT 😭 ) tw for a quick mention of razors .
- i made a post abt this hc here but i’m adding it because it’s the main reason why i use a certain color for connor’s hair , & that is that connor is a ginger ( just like zoe & cynthia ) & he dyes his hair a darker color so he doesn’t look much like them ( & he doesn’t get associated with zoe much at school ) he usually uses a dark brown or even black , but it’s usually very sloppy so his hair ends up being patchy in some areas or just not dark enough .
- connor uses he / they pronouns mostly bc they’re very detached to his gender identity because they don’t feel human most of the time . connor looks in the mirror & doesn’t think ‘ boy ‘ , most of the time he thinks ‘ failure ‘ , ‘ disappointment ‘ , ‘ monster ‘ . he’s also unlabeled & mostly finds male presenting ppl attractive but has been with female presenting ppl a few times . ( i’ll mostly use he / him in tags but in my writing i will use both set of pronouns ! )
- ik freckles have been a recurring headcanon for connor throughout the years in the fandom but i wanna add it too bc his freckles mean so much to me . a connor without freckles is like an angel without its wings likeee ! ( i usually add freckles to charas that i like tho ) they are usually more present over his cheeks , shoulders & chest . some on his hands & thighs too . for a while , connor fucking HATED them , & i once wrote a lil thing where he even tried to remove a particularly big one near his lip w a razor . ( i add it to my drawings a lot , if you check it’s above the right ( his left ) corner of his lip )
- his hair length varies a lot in my stuff bc i’ll sometimes get carried away & make it longer for aesthetic or composition purposes , but i do believe connor would def let it get longer than shoulder length ( not small of his back like in some of my stuff , but definitely to half of his chest maybe ? ) larry def gives him shit abt it & only encourages him to keep it longer & longer .
- this is also a recurring hc but imma mention it too & that’s eyeliner . & tons of it . i’ll sometimes make it smudged bc connor will prob cry & it’ll run . once he’s done he’ll just apply more over it . & black nail polish too ofc .
- I LOVEEEE music headcanons for connor & here’s my faves ( keep in mind my connor is mostly set in the 90’s )
• nine inch nails ( very self indulgent bc i love them sm ) his fave album is pretty hate machine ( mine too 🧍🏻)
• alice in chains
• cowboy junkies ( this hc is a reference to my ship with tate from ahs & the movie natural born killers )
• the offspring
• the cranberries
• suicidal tendencies ofc
• pearl jam
• adolescents
• bad religion
• & the canon ones ( shown in the buttons on his messenger bag ) being dead kennedys , circle jerks , misfits
obviously tons more ( my connor playlist has over 200 songs ok ) but these are the most present ones in his record collection <3
- born in april 20 & is an INFP ( idk shit abt the mbti stuff ok i had to ask a friend & stuff to figure it out LMFAOO this one sounds right tho , for my version for connor at least )
SO YEAH these are the ones that can be seen in my art ( besides the music one ) & ofc if i added all my hcs it would be impossible to scroll down thru this post 💀 tysm for asking this btw ! just so u know my connor art is under the tag ‘ connor murphy ac ‘ & i sometimes add part of the lore & hcs under them ! if u wanna know a specific one lmk i’ll be more than happy to share more of my silly lil hcs with u 🖤🫶
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