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twpsyn-who · 3 years ago

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Bruh. All I'm saying is that I didn't watch many shows and I have a terrible memory.

We could just,,,, cuddle under a blanket while watching anything you want? I'm really not pretentious, though I'm not a big fan of romances (but if that's what you love I will watch as many as you want). 👉🏼👈🏼

Maybe you could lay on my chest while I play with your hair? Or I could lay on your chest while you play with my hair? Or we could be spooning but idk how that would be comfortable for watching a movie. Or or we don't even need to be holding each other. Just sit next to each other, legs tagled together while the laptop sits on our laps and threats to burn our skin if we don't move it away after not even 2 hours.

#alternative : You're a gamer and I love watching people play games so I could just... chill while you have fun.#even better : I love taking walks and I'm usually an early bird. We could take a walk around the place in the morning (but like 5-6 AM #morning when no one is outside yet and is still a little bit cold but we could hold hands in one of your/my pockets and stop from time to #time so we could warm our hands with our breaths and one of us is going to complain at some point but we are together and is nice and #wouldn't change a thing)#sorry sometimes I just feel lonely and lowkey wish i was dating someone because of all this little things we could do together #but then I remember my last relationship and how stressful it has been and it makes me want to be that one person dying alone with their #many cats #also kinda hard to explain to someone that you're nb and lowkey hate your body and also don't really wanna have sex but you're not asexual #is just that you don't feel comfortable with that kind of stuff nor you wish to experience it anytime soon and also is the problem with #kissing because gosh they are moments when I wanna do it I really do but is just... disgusting and I hate that I can't really enjoy it and #I try to avoid that at all costs #at least I can say I haven't wished to die for a year now so I could get the suicide things out of the way lol #and that's why I'm not ready for a relationship #but you can dream sometimes yk #gosh should I tag warnings for the suicide mentioned in the tags???? bruh idk man #tw sui mention #I guess #relationship rambling #just daydreaming

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