#gonna be trying to balance (art) school (not difficult but physically taxing) part time job and comic (nonnegotiable). + like. sleep.
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>get carpal tunnel
>stop drawing/writing/gaming etc (all of my hobbies)
>get very depressed (lame)
>symptoms lighten up eventually
>start doing things again, just a bit
>stop being so depressed (yay)
>hands get bad again (uh oh)
>stop
>depressed and angry again
>start drawing after a while
>more pain
rinse and repeat for the rest of my life i guess
#i’m ngl kinda kicking my feet and giggling at the concept of dropping out of college. like i won’t i can’t. but god if only#“why don’t you find other hobbies” im trying. i literally cannot. i have a dozen books and movies and stuff ive been trying to get into#and my brain will not let me. if i could just open a book or start the video i could stick but i literally can’t get there#so like. idk what to do.#sorry for the vent i need to get out of the habit of complaining on this blog. but i got hit with Symptoms out of nowhere#and im slogging through packing today and just dreading upcoming semester in general#gonna be trying to balance (art) school (not difficult but physically taxing) part time job and comic (nonnegotiable). + like. sleep.#wahoooooo#sparks speaks#vent#delete later probably#more and more convinced i have like undiagnosed adhd or something w how bad my executive dysfunction is
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