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therevengeoffrankenstein · 1 year ago

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am a little bitter that multiple of my primary interests only surge in popularity (aka people only ever talk about them) during the september-october(-november too sometimes but usually only the beginning of the month) period of the year. they are a year-round thing for me and most of the other people who are into them year-round too either have me blocked or are blocked by me.

and things like the general rise of gothlit fandom in recent years has made the non-hammer tags mostly unusable for finding people to follow/talk to about my interests besides OMG Friend Jonathan ! + the rampant bigotism is so bad it makes me sick to my stomach with stress and disgust. so even though now i can find people who like one (1) of my interests the tags are too oversaturated for me to actually benefit from it. and still none of you want to touch the hammer films, which is truly where my interest hits its highest peak 😭

#in a sulky mood tonight!#myevilposts #it's tough being a year-round halloween boy in this anti-whimsy society basically and i'm suffering.#hammer fans pls interact i am deprived !#sometimes i'm all happy that my interests are niche and sometimes it makes me feel othered and physically ill #with loneliness.#and like the way fandoms die so quickly when they aren't being actively fed new 'content'#also makes sad.#i understand losing interest in a hyperfix but it's so weird bc it's happening en masse and #i know it hasn't always been this way bc i've been fucking around with fandom-y stuff since i was tweenaged. and i'm 17 now.#going to recirculate some of my older posts and maybe i'll feel better.

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