#god i love discovering make-up. idk what i'm doing but somehow i love whatever tf the results r every time i try it
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my eyeliner and i r finally besties
#I FINALLY GETT ITTTT. WITHOUT WATCHING TUTORIAAALS#idk shit about make-up so. & also i think if i'd try to watch make-up tutorials i'd cry with envy they're always so pretty :(#big fan of fucking around also tbh#god i love discovering make-up. idk what i'm doing but somehow i love whatever tf the results r every time i try it#i can't wait til my savings reach a decent amount so i can finally take some out of it and buy this 180 pesos complete make-up kit i found#also when my mom & friends would compliment me :')))#also earlier one of my friends was like 'u're finally loving urself' and ughghggh u kno what. YEA#never rlly considered it bc i was always like this is my kind of. exposure therapy where whenever i'm so scared/nervous to go outside i#would put make-up and force myself to go. & when my brain is bad it'd always b like 'u look like a clown' & then someone will notice &#compliment me & like. going outside is finally just a little bit more bearable until i could finally go home :')#& now i'd just put make-up whenever i feel like it. & not that my self-love is reliant on how i look i never really cared about#physical beauty when it comes to me i'm more focused on other aspects of myself. but now it's like WOW. ok i get it.#& it's so nice :) it's like. YEAG this is another way to appreciate myself & i'm so glad i discovered it#rambles#non fandom
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