#give me threads with this you cowards /j

[maxpaulll]

20 Questions for Fic Writers Game

I was tagged by @agentplutonium who knows I absolutely despise tag games so I'm doing this out of spite.

I will not tag anyone because I don't know who to tag and don't want to but you can feel free to use this as an excuse to do it if you want.

1 - How many works do you have on AO3?

3 because I don't write often and I orphaned all my old fandom ones

2 - What's your total AO3 word count?

hhhhhh uhm... 5,403 because again, I don't write often. When I do it's just a one shot cause that's all I can commit to.

3 - What fandoms do you write for?

Redacted Audio, and you can't prove any other fandom /lh

4 - What are your top 5 fics by kudos?

I'm gonna rank these but I don't have enough so they all get featured, Get rekt losers.

#1 is Adventure of the Mates' Night Out. This is just a silly little one shot abt the Shaw Pack mates & Baabe being cool as heck B]

#2 is Family Gets Nicknames which is a short lil angst fic about Quinn taking Angel & Tank/Darlin' not being able to do anything about it. Technically it's unfinished but I wouldn't expect an update

#3 is The Stars Are Gone Now. It is my FAVOURITE AND YOU ALL ARE COWARDS FOR NOT LIKING IT/J. It's about Imp!Vega's death and Pet's grief. I love it more than life itself but it's pretty heavy and a lesser beloved pairing so I understand why it's not super popular.

5 - Do you respond to comments? Why or why not?

Sometimes, if I'm feeling silly

6 - What is the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?

Stars are gone now. Hands down. Pets stuck in Vega's room with no idea what's going on during the rebellion. The only solace they have is the lights on the ceiling which relieve them that Vega is still alive... until he's not. (family get's nickames is kinda sad too but it was written to be more panicky. I write a lot of angst because it helps me deal with my 🌟feelings🌟)

7 -What's the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?

Mates' Night Out!!! It ends with everybody being fine and Baabe being super sexy n cool but I should give a TW for mild violence, sexual harassment and swearing <3

8 - Do you get hate on fics?

Not as far as I know?

9 - Do you write smut? If so, what kind?

Once when I was like 15 and then never again. I'm no good at it.

10 - Do you write crossovers?

Nope <3

11 - Have you ever had a fic stolen?

No?? I wouldn't know

12 - Have you ever had a fic translated?

Nope <3

13 - Have you ever co-written a fic before?

Yes. In high school. On a twitter thread. With Pluto.

14 - What's your all time favorite ship?

I will die for Imp!Vega & Pet, I would give my life for Imp!Freelancer & Vindemiator, and I will kiss Gavin & Freelancer on their sweet little heads.

15 - What's a WIP that you want to finish, but doubt you ever will?

I started writing this AU about Detective!Milo & Thief!Sweetheart that never made it past planning in gdocs but I think it would be cool to finish but I don't think I'll ever get there. There's also this one Playlist plotline I made because I wanted people to be able to see what I was thinking about when I listened to the songs. Making that into a finished fic would be cool but I don't have it in me. If you wanna read it, the link is here.

16 - What are your writing strengths?

I think my descriptions are my strong suit? I feel like my dialogue can be lacking but I feel good about my visualizations of scenes n stuff.

17 - What are your writing weaknesses?

Definitely making anything more than a one shot. I just don't have that level of commitment for something. When I write stuff it's because I'm in the moment and feeling what I'm writing. If I have to sit down and come back to it I lose my mojo.

18 - Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language in fic?

I'd feel way more comfortable doing if I or someone I knew understood/spoke the language. I don't trust google translate for that.

19 - First fandom you wrote for?

Listen. Wattpad was a place... where I wrote Good Omens things. BUT WE DON'T TALK ABOUT THE DARK TIMES.

20 - Favorite fic you've written?

THE. STARS. ARE. GONE. NOW. IT'S MY BABY, MY BELOVED, MY POOKIE DOODLE. AND I WORKED HARD ON IT. YOU SHOULD READ IT (If you wanna) AND THEN CRY ABT IT WITH ME. Or not, I don't really care /lh

okay thats all

[void-magician]

Album Rec - The Forever Story, J.I.D.

i know most of y'all that follow me on here aren't huge rap or hip-hop heads, but hear me out on this one. if you like clever lyricism, rhythmic variety, uniquely crafted sounds, and music that carries a story and a message, i have to recommend this album.

JID is easily one of the best rappers in the game right now. he's signed to dreamville with j. cole, and he's contemporaries with names like denzel curry, redveil, and smino, and this album is a beautiful encapsulation of why that's the case.

his ability to take command of any beat he's given meshes incredibly well with his complex and contemplative lyrics, resulting in an album that gives you more to think about the more you listen to it. and through the course of the album, he tells a story. he tells you about his family, his background, his history. he shows you where he is now, and then he weaves the tapestry of his life around your ears so you can follow every thread that put him where he is now.

my personal favorite tracks:

Dance Now (feat. Kenny Mason): JID shows off his skills with weaving different flows into the same beat on this track, along with his control of his own voice, varying its texture and cadence to create a layered listening experience.

Kody Blu 31: an ode to pain, an ode to life, and an ode to the power of struggle in a world that seeks to crush you into the dirt. the track opens with an interpolation of his father singing at his grandmother's funeral, and he works from that start into the stories of the strong people in his life, and leaving the listener with a reminder to keep fighting.

Just in Time (feat. Lil Wayne and Kenny Mason): absolute BANGER. just a masterclass in layered entendres and clever wordplay from both JID and Wayne on this track. features probably my favorite single bar of all of 2022: "cowards talk excessive, pistol-rine is what i rinse they mouth with"

if any of you give this a listen, hit me up here or on discord! i'm always happy to talk about it.

[kamandzak]

Sentences in my new WIP that hurt to write

Working title: Render me Speechless

Premise: Army medic Sam Taylor (narrator) loses his best friend and is left with a letter revealing secrets about her life. Said secrets lead to Sam landing in New Orleans to complete a mission; a mission that will turn into a journey of mutual healing as common threads between two trouble men blend seamlessly with their growing feelings.

"I was on the Formula One racetrack to nowhere for what felt like both minutes and lifetimes and when I finally hit the wall, I was on the sidewalk running in front of a small row of attached townhomes. If my life depended on giving directions to my current location, I’d be hung out by my heels and shot, and that would have been a welcome alternative to the real world."

"There was something horrifyingly stagnant in the knowledge and sensation that I was simply nowhere and nothing. What was life, and who was I, and why hadn’t I died instead of Cass, and why was I too much of a coward to put myself out of my own misery? I didn’t deserve to be alive."

"It was as if I no longer held the rights to my own bones."

"'Do you dissociate a lot? It’s nothing to be ashamed of,' he added quickly. 'It’s just a way to keep parts of you safe. It’s you protecting you in the only way that seems to work.' Will was staring straight ahead as if he hadn’t just encapsulated my yo-yo-ing brain in such a simple and clear way. 'It probably feels like everyone is watching but in the end we know who we are and taking care of yourself to the tune of others music will only muffle yours.'"

"Part of the programming of my childhood – intentional or not – was that only I could fix my problems and that the easy way was most likely a shortcut. You wouldn’t follow XYZ off a cliff, would you? Maybe not, but if I’m on an island that’s ablaze and there’s a boat at the bottom of the cliff, I’d rather live."

"I hated Cassie’s last few moments but I would have rather shouted them from the mountaintops than think about the version of me that would never set foot in the US again."

"The weight had dropped and all I could do was sit and be clung to by a man drowning in the finality of what a complete stranger had thrown into his life."

"J burst into sobs so gut wrenching I felt nauseous. They weren’t the cries of a dying soldier passing me his valuables so they could be sent to his partner. They weren’t the wails of a spouse who flew a distance to ID their loved one. These were the sounds of a man lit on fire; a man so distraught I wished I had snuck a gun into the ER so I could put him out of his misery."

"Being raised by a narcissist did a number on my childhood, namely that I never really had one. Being constantly forced into a mold meant I never found my default self. Add my unstable and impressionable mother with her own demons and I was a parentified child by my teens. No matter the issue, I was expected to find a solution and impartially execute. No fix equaled failure. Failure equaled blame. Blame laid the foundation and expectation and realty that any negative connections to said lack of fix was therefore my fault.

Adults have the experience and mental acuity to find the most effective fixes and the best ways to apply them. Ten-year-old's don’t."

"There was no doubt in my mind that combat had royally fucked me up. Beyond the injuries resulting from an ambush on our makeshift base, the range of ways in which every aspect of my existence was a barren wasteland terrified me. The Army had given me a place and purpose after a not-so-stellar childhood. The fact that something I held so close was also the reason I’d never feel comfortable in my own skin again broke my heart. It was all I had had and all I would ever have."

[skinner17]

Dissecting Red Spider Arc-The arc that non shipper find it disturbingly (For those who mind) Shippy

I’ve been watching gintama for the past couple of weeks. And since lately I encounter sleeping problem, lets turn this energy to talk about one of my favorite arc. The controversial arc that invite polarized opinion among Gintama fans.

For  Tsukuyo fans, Red spider is a certain favorite together with Yoshiwara in flame and Courtesan of the nation.  This arc fleshed her background and deepen her bond with yorozuya, especially Gintoki

For casual fans, this arc is the first time they see a glimpse of gintoki past, The first time  gintoki in a berserk mode, the first time he act by his own volition. And somehow he appeared like a true shonen hero saving the heroine.

By then tsukuyo was far from heroine status. She just recently introduced a couple episodes back. Yoshiwara in flame focused more on Hinowa and seita story. But Tsukuyo already  rose in ranking because her unique character design (in sacchan word, she has a lot of ‘hooks’) aside being badass in general.

For naysayers, Red spider arc is that arc that destroy Tsukuyo character. Reduced her into damsel in distress, mere love interest and what not. Of course its people’s right to interpret a work however they see fit. People enjoying entertainment in a different way afterall. Maybe they are a strict feminist type who wanted a true xena like character?  disappointed when a strong female charachter ended up saved by the male hero? (Tho I wonder why they don’t care with preceeding events where Tsukuyo saved gintoki a couple of time)  

The other would say this arc is such a big jump from previous arcs. A sudden transition they would say. And heck they’re right. Red spider arc  Is different compared to other serious arc before it.  Its lustrously dark, whispery,  not much emphasis on family nor comedy, not much explosion nor machismo.

And more importantly, its uncharacteristically Intimate.  

What do you expect? It took placein Yoshiwara-The Red light District- afterall.

The curtain raised with Jiraiya, the ex teacher of Tsukuyo, the main villain of this arc, On his post coital glow pondering about his object of creation. After enjoying the service of yoshiwara, He looked at the moon and probably feeling another rush of excitement reminiscing his dear beautiful student and the plan he’d set for her.

Not long after, Tsukuyo feel someone dangerous infiltrating her city. She and her Hyakka squad has been working hard to push down the crime that on the rise after the city lost its night king. Nearing their limit, she turned to Yorozuya, wondering if they can help with the drug problem.

Somehow, Tsukuyo and Gintoki teamed up just the two of them investigating the shady group with spider tattoo trademark. The result was assortment of classic romantic comedy skit : To-Love-Ru type of ‘accident’ and pretend couple.

Ok at this point its just natural that people start to see the two as potential couple. When they bicker they’d scream their heart silly, forgetting  whatever  adult persona they had in mind. Yet when the time come, they play along really well with the others bullshit act. They are on the same frequency already.

Back to the story, Later, they found out the drug lord is Jiraiya who apparently the long dead master (teacher who take care of  protegee under their wing) of Tsukuyo. With his unique ability he nearly killed Gintoki and captured Tsukuyo.

Some Naysayers disappointed at this point because Tsukuyo who supposedly a good fighter became useless in front of jiraiya. Ok let me use this opportunity to explain the technicality of how that’s possible.

She was shocked.

It was a surprise attack

Jiraiya, knew his student fighting ability the best and knew how to immobilize her.

Even Gintoki Almost killed because of his weird technique

She used the last of her strength to saved gintoki from jiraiya’s final blow.

“Huh? But gintoki didn’t turned into a useless mess when he met his long dead master alive?”

Lol what are you smoking? The old master  would split gintoki’s head from his body if not because Kagura’s help.  Also Utsuro/Shouyo goal was to crushed the rebels and nothing to do with Gintoki. While Jiraiya’s goal was to capture Tsukuyo. Understand the difference?  

Ok now that its out of my system lets continue.

Later Gintoki learned about the nature of Jiraiya and what this student-master relationship actually are from Zenzou. She-who believed every word of him and followed his foot step- was his creation and his prey at the same time. This method is sickening for Gintoki who loved his master to death.

For Gintoki a master should be more or less like shoyo. Strong, kind, wise and selfless. The kind of sage who gave his life for his student. Its infuriating to learn that a good women like tsukuyo has a psychotic monster as a master.

“see..Its not because of Tsukuyo that gintoki willingly revert to his shiroyasa self. Its because the master-student thingie that made him mad af”

Was the stuff I read from naysayers.  And for this one, I kinda agree. The main thing that infuriate gintoki about Jiraiya was that he used  master student relationship for some psychotic goal. As we know later, whenever topic about his own master brought on, Gintoki turned into a different beast.

Even I can see this arc’s intent beside telling tsukuyo’s past and cementing her as one of the recurrent character was also to foreshadow  Shoyo related arcs in the future.

However among all of that baggage brought by this arc, theres this one dialogue that caught my attention.

G : "give up already, theres nothing in your web. This entire time there was only a pathetic little spider spinning thread into sky while gazing at distant moon"

J : "What are you babbling about?I already knew that long ago"

The ones who ascociate Tsukuyo with the moon are the one who cherish her like hinowa and the hyakka squad  or the bastard who obsessed at her like Jiraiya. It’s a secret nickname people gave to her beside Shinigami Tayuu / courtesan of death. Wt  

At that  moment, Gintoki  speak about what Tsukuyo is to Jiraiya existence : A moon to a little insignificant spider. This confirm that Gintoki understand Tsukuyo’s epithet-wich means at that point of story he is familiar toward  Tsukuyo more than the viewers aware of.

To add, This is probably just me but the way he said that stuff about Jiraiya, whispering  while gazing at the sky, as if its applied to him aswell.  

Well, I just think that because throughout the fight he keep rambling about being on the same level as Jiraiya.

G: Do you know how to survive the spider nest? By eating the spider.

G : She is stronger than you ever be. A coward like me is enough for a coward like you

To Fight Jiraiya, Gintoki  drew parrarel between himself and Jiraiya. And its not impossible that parrarel extended until that moment.    

I  came to the conclusion At that moment Gintoki  already  admire Tsukuyo. Wether  her virtue, her  face, her quirk  or her phisycal attractiveness, it could be anything. The fact is Tsukuyo basically embodies everything gintoki like in a women.   

However because of his mindset and his self sabotaging lifestyle, he understood Jiraiya’s point of view of admiring an existence that is too good for them.

The episode ended with Tsukuyo learning his master’s past  and accepting his flaw after killing him. The moment when Gintoki implied that he would never be a good student to their master as tsukuyo is pretty touching too.

The last episode of this arc is a short one with majorly comedic skits. Another To Love Ru accident. And  a classic wingman setup to force a couple to be alone together.

Lol too much couply stuff happening in this arc.

Later after the crazy terminator drunken stupor, Tsukuyo asked gintoki if she didn’t has this scar, would her life be any different?

At this point I realize the pain endured by her, even though she said she was fine, physically and mentally, she actually struggling with the realization that all her past was something different than she perceived to be, that rather than genuine student master relationship, its an elaborate plan by her master to kill himself.

Its like realizing that we are adopted after all this time living in a loving family. From the surface it might not changed anything because its all in the past, But it changed everything within. It changed the foundation  of what we stood upon all these time.

Gintoki then assured her that her life is one that she choose, No one make her choose that. wether it’s  driven by a psychotic manipulation or a trust in a teacher who wanted make her strong. The life is still hers to behold and cherish

Gintoki further assured that her face Is not ugly, Its pretty face carrying clean soul. Or something to that effect (since translation vary)

As you see “Soul” is the overarching concept on Gintama. Its like “Adventure” on One piece and “Hard Work” On Naruto. It’s the Idea that the shounen protagonist holds dear.  

Shoyo first teaching to Gintoki was  how to protect his soul. In the war Gintoki choose to kill Shoyo to save his master’s soul. Means he choose Shoyo over his friends and himself. In effect, one of the friend’s soul was corrupted. While Gintoki turned himself into a vessel  whose purpose was merely to protect people he deemed fit and procasinating on his own growth.

Gintoki speak about Tsukuyo’s soul in her face is another testament of how deep their trust and bond has formed. 

Even though Gintoki has innate ability to peek into the human character, its not his fashion to directly address it. He usually find a roundabout way to make the others understand that they are being understood. But with Tsukuyo, everything he do about her  is direct.

“Don’t be a stranger, Lean on me, laugh with me and cry with me. I’d be there, cry and laugh with you ” Said Gintoki to tsukuyo.

 The Gintoki who often avoid emotional baggage from a stranger.

In conclusion, Red Spider Arc is such an awesome arc. The vibe is cool, the soundtrack is awesome and its has an intense emotionally charged action.

It is also the breeding ground for gintsu shipper, wich probably gonna make some part of fandom upset. But it is what it is and we can just enjoy or choose not to.

[thegreatestofheck]

Coward //JJ Maybank\\

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word count - 3.2k warnings - ANGST, swearing, mentions of death synopsis -  Your mom just passed and your absentee father has come to collect you. But that means leaving the life you knew and loved, including your best friend (and a little more), JJ Maybank. But he isn’t ready to hear what you have to say on your last night together.  a/n - Based on that one scene from Good Will Hunting (which is a darn good movie if you haven’t seen it you totally should give it a try). I know there have been a few fics like this, but I wanted to try it out for myself! You should check out “Borrowed Time” by @ maybankiara for an amazing example. Again, I’m feeling a little meh about my writing, like it’s very apathetic and I actually hate it, but I liked the idea so I’m posting it anyway. 

The night was warm, but not too hot, even as you lay in bed. JJ was resting underneath you, still very much awake as he ran his knuckles slowly up and down your back. You breathed deeply through your nose, your eyes shut, soaking in his touch. Your head rested against his shoulder and you trailed a gentle fingernail over his chest. 

A heavy weight hung around the both of you. Like mist, it prickled against your skin and you breathed it in with every breath. It made your hair stand on end and goosebumps scatter over your skin. You knew you had to break the comfortable silence and say something, but you were hoping to hold onto it just a little bit longer.

“JJ?” You didn’t lift your head as you spoke, keeping your gaze fixed on something on your floor. 

“Hmm?” His slow movements didn’t stop, but you could hear the strain in his voice, even without opening his mouth. 

“I don’t want things to change.” 

“Me neither.” 

You sat up and let out a soft breath, meeting his gaze. With your feet pressed together and your hands dropped into your lap, you watched his face carefully even though he wasn’t looking at you. 

“Come with me,” you said, your voice soft. JJ’s eyebrows pinched together as he turned to face you. 

“What?” 

“Come with me,” you repeated, heart starting to pound in your chest. You had no idea how he would react.

You had known JJ since birth. Your moms had been best friends long before either of you were even a thought. His mom was instrumental in raising you after your dad left, until she left too. JJ had seen the worst of you and you had seen the worst of him. There had never been a moment really when your relationship shifted from best friends to something more. It was gradual, like the a rising tide. You weren’t prepared for the waves to swallow you whole. Neither of you saw it coming and both of you tried to fight it, but you ended up where you needed to be, in each other’s arms. 

Just when you thought life couldn’t get any better- with a boyfriend you adored, friends who loved and supported you, a job you loved, a working relationship with your mom- everything was turned upside down. 

***

You woke to the high pitched cry of a police siren. At first, you thought you had dreamt it, but then you heard it again, right outside the Chateau. Shaking yourself awake, you sat up, your heart rate spiking. The cops pulling up to your house had never been a good sign in your experience. All you could think about was the weed JJ had hidden in his backpack and the whiskey bottle tucked underneath your pillow. 

“J,” you whispered, shaking the boy sleeping beside you. He mumbled something and rolled over, but you wouldn’t let that fly. You shook him again, turning your head to look out the window. One single cop car was parked outside. But it wasn’t any cop car; it was Sheriff Peterkin. Your pulse started to race as she pushed the car door open, her face down fallen. 

“Wake up!” You hissed until JJ sat up, his eyes still closed and his hair an absolute mess. You rolled out of bed, pulling JJ’s discarded shirt on over your head so you were wearing more than your underwear when Sheriff Peterkin knocked on the front door. 

You walked over and opened it before she even lifted her fist. Trying to smile, you leaned against the door. From the look on Sheriff Peterkin’s face, you knew that whatever was coming wasn’t good. 

“John B isn’t here right now,” you said before she had the opportunity to open her mouth. 

“I’m...not looking for John B,” the Sheriff sighed, putting her hands on her hips. You scowled, but kept your forced smile. 

“JJ-”

“I’m not looking for him either.” This time, your smile fell completely. “One of your neighbors said I could find you here.” 

The pounding in your chest froze and you heart dropped like a rock, landing painfully in your stomach. An ocean roared in your ears. You saw Sheriff Peterkin’s mouth moving, but you had no idea what she was saying. You felt JJ standing behind you and as he placed a hand on your back, you heard a high pitched squeal, a painful pop, and then your hearing returned. 

“Did you hear me?” Sheriff Peterkin asked, her eyes showing her concern. Mouth dry, you shook your head, your hand curling around the door you leaned on for support. Sheriff Peterkin sighed and lowered her head. 

“Last night, someone broke into your house,” Peterkin said. You felt yourself breathe in a single deep breath and you were pretty sure that was your last. “They didn’t know that your mom was gonna be home and she...she didn’t make it.”

You stared at her, the ocean beginning to roar again. You could hear that JJ was asking her something, but you had no idea what he had said. Knees wobbling underneath you, you fought against the painful twisted of your heart in your chest. Your throat swelled until it shut completely. 

The world spun around you. Peterkin’s face stretched and shifted, the trees behind her seeming to crawl out of the dirt they were rooted into. Even with JJ’s hand on the small of your back, you felt like he was a thousand miles away from you, his voice a dull, distant hum. 

The pity in Peterkin’s eyes shifted into a look of worry. You didn’t realize you were falling until JJ’s hands were underneath you and the Sheriff was leaning forward to catch you before you hit the ground. 

Staring up at the ceiling, the sound had yet to return to your ears, the pain in your chest still stabbing, the world still warping around you. JJ was holding you in his lap, one hand on the side of your face. When you could see well enough, you could tell that he was terrified. Blue eyes wide, his lips trembled as he spoke to you, saying things you would never be able to hear. 

Peterkin was kneeling beside you, careful not to touch you at all. 

“...to the station....” You heard her say through the waves that crashing somewhere deep in your mind. 

“...the hospital!...see her mom....”

There was a deep, heavy sigh. 

“...breathing?” 

“I....know. Baby...?”

You shut your eyes, your mind completely blank. The universe was bearing down upon you, pressing against you with the weight of every star, every planet, every moon. Not a single breath made it into your lungs, that invisible weight too much to bear. And not single thought passed through your head. 

A breath forced its way into your lungs and you opened your eyes with a gasp. The scene was not the same one that you left. Instead of JJ and Sheriff Peterkin standing above you, a woman in blue leaned over you. 

“Can you hear me, honey?” she asked, her face dead calm. You rolled your head back and forth, squeezing your eyes back together. “Keep your eyes open for me, hon.” 

“What’s going on?” the worried voice of JJ asked. “What’s wrong with her?”

“Blood pressure dropped,” the woman in blue said simply. “She’s going to be fine, but I’m going to take her to the hospital anyway.” 

“Can I come?” 

“He can ride with me,” Sheriff Peterkin said. 

You tried to swallow, but your mouth was so dry, you could barely even close it. But you were breathing again and the world wasn’t twisting around you anymore. 

“Let me help you up,” the woman in blue said, lifting your arm up to drape over her shoulders. She helped you to stand. Immediately, a wave of nausea washed over you, but the woman held you tight. 

You glanced over at JJ, whose eyes were even wider than they were before, if that was even possible. He took a step toward you to help, but Peterkin put a hand around his arm to hold him back.

“We’ll meet you at the hospital,” Peterkin told the woman, who nodded your head. 

Kildare didn’t technically have ambulances, so the woman in blue, an EMT, drove you to the hospital in the back of her car. You were laying in the back seat, your hand grazing the sandy floor. You stared at the loose threads on the back of her chair, your stomach still a whirlwind of uneasiness. 

She walked you into the hospital, her arms around your shoulders. Your knees didn’t wobble so much and your breathing was far more steady, but the world passed around you at a thousand miles a minute. 

It was like one of those nightmares where you needed to be somewhere, but your feet were slowly sinking into the ground like molasses. It didn’t matter how fast you tried to move, you could barely lift your feet. 

You weren’t sure if the EMT meant to walk you right past your mother, but she did. You weren’t really looking for her, but when you lifted your head at the sound of a shout, you saw her lifeless form lying in the hospital bed. 

You couldn’t remember much of what happened after that. You could remember the sound of your own screams echoing off of the hospital walls. You could remember how hot your skin felt, but how cold the air was around you. You could remember JJ running over to you, shoving doctor’s out of the way to wrap you up in his arms. 

Your relationship with your mom was just beginning to mend. After years of tiptoeing around each other, you had finally had a heart to heart, finally decided to try to show each other the love you knew the other deserved. If only you hadn’t gone over to the Chateau that night. If only you had been there. Maybe you could have protected her. Maybe you could have kept her safe. 

JJ never once let go of you after that. They tried to pry him away, but he refused. You clung to him, your nails digging into his skin without realizing it. He was your last lifeline, your only breath of fresh air. If they took him away, you weren’t sure what would happen to you. 

The two of you listened to Peterkin tell you that your dad had been contacted, that he was flying out to North Carolina now. You were under his guardianship now. If he chose to take you home with him, he could. Otherwise, it was to the foster system with you. 

Either way, you were going to be separated from the only family you had left. When your dad landed on Kildare, his choice was to bring you back to California with him. You hadn’t seen this man since you were three years old, you didn’t even recognize him, but he was legally allowed to take you away? He gave you until after the funeral. 

And that was how you ended up in a hotel room bed with JJ sitting beside you. The time you always thought you had was coming to an end. The eternity that the Outer Banks seemed wrapped in turned out to be temporal, finite. 

You were leaving, and there was nothing you or JJ could do about it. 

***

“Come with me.” 

JJ watched you carefully for a few moments before he let out a quiet laugh. 

“I can’t do that,” he said. You shut your mouth and swallowed. 

“Why...why not?”

He sat up with a sigh. 

“My whole life is here. I can’t just leave.” 

You sat back. Of course you knew what he was saying. Your entire life was here too, but you didn’t get to have a choice. You chewed on your lip. He had no reason to come with you and that made you irrevocably angry. He got the choice to stay, you didn’t. It wasn’t fair. 

“The funeral is tomorrow,” you said, fighting back the tears that sprang into your eyes. “My dad’s taking me after that.” 

“I know.” 

“This is our last night together.” 

“I know.” 

You stood up suddenly, an overbearing wave of emotion struck your heart. 

“Goddammit, J!” You ran your hands through your hair, turning your back on him. 

“What?” He sounded offended. 

“I don’t know! I guess I just thought you would fight a little harder for me.” The words you were saying were unfair and you knew that, but that didn’t stop them from coming from your mouth. JJ scowled and pushed himself out of the bed too. 

“I don’t know why you want me to come with you anyway,” he said, a frown etched onto his face. 

“You don’t-” Your scoff was bitter. “J, I love you! That’s why I want you to come with me.” 

Your words seemed to freeze him solid. The frown that was on his face just seconds before was gone, replaced by something you hated so much more; apathy. 

“Don’t say that.”

You took a step back, scoffing again. 

“What? I’m not supposed to tell you how I feel?”

“No!” 

“Well, suck it up because I love you.” 

You watched his hands curl into fists, his jaw shifting as he looked away. 

“No, you don’t.”

“You don’t get to tell me what I feel,” you told him, your voice darkening. “I get to tell you what I feel.” 

But JJ refused to look at you. 

The entirety of your relationship, he had always avoided talking to you about his feelings. It was usually fine because you could read him like an open book, but this time you couldn’t let it go. This was the last time you were likely to ever see him and you would be damned before you let him out of your life without knowing full well how much he meant to you. And you couldn’t let him walk out the door without knowing how he felt about you. 

“Tell me just one thing.” Your voice broke against your will and tears brewed in your eyes like a storm. “J, do you love me?” 

He looked up at you suddenly, his blue eyes piercing right through you. 

“I don’t love anyone.” 

That lit a fire somewhere deep in your belly. Your hands started to shake, his words cutting through your skin like a knife. 

“Don’t bullshit me, Maybank.” Your lips trembled as you struggled to control your emotions. “You don’t love me? Fine. But don’t you lie and say you don’t love John B or Pope or Kie. I know they mean the world to you.”

“That’s different.”

“It’s the same fucking thing.”

He fell silent, but you could see the anger that was smoldering in his eyes. You were tugging at strings he had kept tucked away for so long, strings that you let him keep to himself. He didn’t say anything. Instead, he yanked his shirt off of the bed and started for the door. You whirled around toward him, heart beating in your ears. 

“You’re a fucking coward, JJ Maybank,” you cried after him, tears springing into your eyes. His hand was on the doorknob. “A fucking coward.” 

He froze where he was. Every muscle in his body tensed, his hand shifting around the doorknob. You waited for him to say something or at least turn around, but the wait was long. Too long for your comfort. 

“What do you want from me?” He asked finally, his voice low and shaking with each word. Every part of your body trembling, you gave your shoulders a little, weary shrug. 

“I want you to be honest with yourself-”

“Honest with myself? What the hell does that even mean?” He turned around to face you, his entire being ablaze with fury. 

“I don’t fucking know!” You threw a hand in the air. “Why can’t you just talk to me for once? For once in your goddamn life, open up to someone!”

He walked toward you like a bull, but you weren’t about to back down. 

“You want to talk, huh? You want to talk about the fact that I wake up every goddamn day in fear for my life?”

“I didn’t know that.”

“You want to talk about how the only time I can sleep is when there’s someone else sleeping beside me and that’s why I’ve fucked half the girls on this island? So I don’t wake up alone every morning?”

“I didn’t know that.” Your voice broke and you felt that all too familiar feeling of tears in your eyes. 

“Why the hell would you want to talk about that shit?” 

“Because I love you and I want to help you! Is that a fucking crime?” 

“Stop saying that!” 

He put his hands over his ears as if to shut out your words, turning his back on you. You weren’t going to let him walk out on you now. 

“No,” you said, stepping toward him. You put a hand on his shoulder and made him turn to face you again. With his jaw tight, you could tell he was warning you to back off. “I’m not running away just because you snarled your puppy dog teeth at me.”

You could see the walls somewhere deep in his eyes start to crumble. But his face didn’t change. 

“I need you to know that if I had the choice, I would stay,” you told him. “I would stay here...with you.”

“Why are you saying this?”

You lifted your hands to his face, but he flinched so you dropped them back down to your side. 

“Not everyone is going to break your heart,” you said quietly. “I wouldn’t if I could help it.”

JJ looked away from you, bouncing on his feet. 

“I want you to stay.”

This time, you couldn’t stop the tears as they filled your eyes. They came too fast. A quiet sob came from your mouth as you looked down. 

“I can’t.”

“Then what’s the fucking point?” You looked up at him. Despite the calmness in his voice, you could hear the heartbreak. “You can’t stay and I can’t go with you. So, what’s the point?” 

You sucked in a shuddered breath and looked down at your feet. You didn’t have an answer for him. A part of you just wanted to make sure that he was going to be okay when you were gone, but you knew that he wasn’t going to be. You just prayed to God that the Pogues made sure to take care of him. 

You didn’t look up, even when he took a few steps away from you. Tears rolled down your cheeks. You couldn’t remember the last time you actually cried. Now, you just couldn’t help it. 

You heard the door of the hotel room open, but you still didn’t look up. The door slammed behind him and you knew he was gone. 

The only sound in your hotel room was the sound of you gasping for breath between sobs. When your legs couldn’t hold you up any longer, you fell to your knees, letting the emotions flow out of you. 

Your lifeline, your last breath of air, had just walked out the door and you did nothing to stop him. 

[dragxnleader-a]

NO ANON! ANON IS FOR COWARDS!! INK INK INKY! I love you so much! Your representation gives me life and I always enjoy seeing you on my dash whether it's OOC Posts, IC posts or threads! You're absolutely a joy to know and I am so glad that I got to know you and talk to you when I do! You're portrayal with Leo is 10/10/10/10 x 100000. Would always recommend! GO BIG OR GO HOME BRO-HAM!

if you’re mean to me i’ll cry/j

[boy-porridge-vent]

April 9 2020 Twitter Thread Rant

the only time i deleted tweets was back in november bc you were mad at me for posting them so i was like "ok, you dont want them up? then i'll take them down just for u" then u freaked out that i was "deleteing tweets!!! trying to hide!!!" no, i just wanted you to shut up abt it most of the time we do it privately and dont interact with each other's venting!!! when you do it, you go public, use usernames, faces, direct names in order to claim youre "the good person for directly calling them out"  no youre putting them in danger. I'll only come here to vent or talk about my issues 

 Future TW// self harm ed suic*dal thoughts abuse idk, other stuff that is bad ig lmao This is my space to do with as I please

Even blocked my partner and best friends :) Happy now? Scum.

In fact, even just to make my abusive ex and my other cheating ex happy, I not only blocked them but blocked every from school I could find There. Now truly nobody knows me. Are you guys happy now? Forcing your victim to stay quiet & hide AGAIN? Like youve always done to me?????

Fake ass.... you claim to be my friend yet anything I tell you goes straight to my ex and drama starts again bc you pretend to be on my side hating her, then youre on her side against me Now youre taking screenshots from my friends and sending them to my ex... shady shit

call me a hypocrite yet youre being hypocritical on your story. I see haha

telling people to write in a diary instead of online, yet you've written how you feel online, you made 9-12 public posts for ~460 people to see, all with rants and venting about me, made 5 public stories about my friend and brought my name into it. When will you learn.

you say something like "you can talk shit and its ok, but when it do it, its not ok?" no, here's the problem. You do it in the wrong way. We actually keep it private and resolve our anger with friends that are also struggling bc of you and understand the situation

most of the time we do it privately and dont interact with each other's venting!!! when you do it, you go public, use usernames, faces, direct names in order to claim youre "the good person for directly calling them out"  no youre putting them in danger.

when my friend posted to his story about you, it was on his PRIVATE VENT account.... what it's supposed to be used for....? Venting about how he feels abt my other ex copying him, and you giving into my ex simply bc you both dislike me. It's childish. 

You and my ex go on public ramblings for everyone to see and use direct names or usernames as if people are gonna hunt us down? Ive never done that to you. I talk about you with my friends at school sure, but online? I NEVER shared your username. NEVER shared your name. Nothing.

The only info people could use to figure out who you were was me calling you a cheater, using the word "whore" because thats what you CALLED YOURSELF as we were breaking up!!!!! And talking about your pet that you only have because of me

You also say me and many of my friends are cowards for blocking you, bc if we werent blocking you you'd be "all up in our dm's" is that why you made a whole new twitter account dedicated to calling me a clown and immediately blocked me so I couldnt find it?? Okay "coward"

I blocked you bc you've admitted to people that you stalk my instagram, you stalk my twitter, yet when i block you to make you stop (bc ive had issues with stalking before) you get mad??? youre like "ok coward, if you had nothing to hide then why did block and private"

because 1.) i dont like stalkers and you know that 2.) i made everything private bc you were literally throwing a fit about how my months and months old rants were pUbLiC and anybody could see them, so I made it private so ppl dont read about you,

now now youre mad bc you cant go through my twitter anymore without following  and you cant find anymore of your sacred screenshots. again, i have nothing to hide. thats why i havent deleted my old tweets. bc I stand by what I say.

the only time i deleted tweets was back in november bc you were mad at me for posting them so i was like "ok, you dont want them up? then i'll take them down just for u" then u freaked out that i was "deleteing tweets!!! trying to hide!!!" no, i just wanted you to shut up abt it

the other time i deleted was march 31? bc you decided to use your NEW bf to get onto his old account (which hadnt been active since 2017....) and retweet a vent of mine. I was like "yea no im not gonna have you stalk my twitter through your bf thats ridiculous"

after he retweeted, you went on that posting spree on instagram about how all my stuff was public. So i deleted the tweet he retweeted just to make you happy. It's either leave them public and you shame me for public tweeting, delete them but ur mad that im being fake? or make my account private and now youre mad bc you cant search through my account of 4 years like the gross rat you are

it's funny how you can also post public tweets about me for your followers to see, and when I find out I didnt say shit to you, didnt start drama with you, i took my screenshots and left. then you deleted them..... i bet if someone called you out for it you would pretend you didnt say shit until someone pulled out the screenshots bc that's what you do, you act like you did nothing until somebody proves you wrong w the evidence, then u pretend like "ohh those tweets! Um yea, uh..."

wit yo fake ass you were all our friend, you were in the friend group bc we cared about you, until you dated me on and off over and over, tried to fuck one of our friends after prom, crushed on one of my friends and your coworker, bitched at me if i didnt invite you to hangout.. even if you ween invited, dated me again while also dating someone from discord while also being sneaky with one of your neighbor guys. Calling me a crybaby for being upset about the breakup even tho you vented about your military ex for months and months..... you even went to your online discord friend who was now your ex and told him how shitty my friends and I were for not inviting you to the Halloween party..... funny thing about that... you chose to opt out. You wanted to spend halloween with your new bf, the one in college, but guess what? He left your ass to go to his own party, so after that THEN you changed your mind and wanted to go to OUR party

OUR party, which had maxed out the guest limit. You said you didnt want to go, so you got removed and replaced with somebody else who COULD and WANTED to go. Tough luck. You leave the line at the BMV, you get sent to the back. Thats how it works.

Then u told your discord ex how shitty we all were & made us out to be shitheads bc we "didnt invite u" we did invite you. u chose not to go until it was too late. that was ur fault. not to mention u had been starting drama & being weirdly sexual w ppl in the group at the time

you wanted to fuck my friend after prom despite knowing he was crushing on a girl & wanted to make it work??? Wanted to suck my friend's dick in the back of the culinary room despite knowing he was with another girl? flirting w girls online despite having a partner? disgustang

even now, u JUST got w a new dude & youre already telling people abt the weird shit yall do. Ur sending him to spy on ppl from the friend group. Getting him involved even tho he's really chill & I have no problem w him??? I hated J bc he was w you, I dont wanna hate this guy too

like damn shawty u say im a hypocrite for not lettin u shit talk.... i do let u. Ive caught u saying shit on twitter & insta but Ive never made any posts abt it like u did. i saw what u said on twitter, or even our dms when u call me a crybaby? but i never posted about it like u

i couldve totally taken a screenshot of your immature dm of insults and no actual argument and posted it all over the place, but I didnt. I couldve posted your vents and rants from twitter, your main insta, and your vent insta all over the place, but I never did. Yet you can??

[judgmentalcritter]

Hey Seeker! Me, Judgmental Critter again! I had to make this whole dumb account just to answer your questions! Because, like you always do, you reply to people with a million questions just before you block them, because you’re are SO DESPERATE to play a victim! Anyways, let me answer you here now! :)

“Imagine stalking you and harassing you” oh, you mean like how you’ve literally admitted to using dummy accounts just to stalk and harass me and many other people! You creep! ;)

Also! Seeing you post your own deviantart handle multiple times, which is also the same exact name as your cringe ass tumblr you post everywhere is not “stalking” you moron! Lol!

“NOT the autistic spectrum” good thing I have plenty of screenshots that prove you wrong! ;) YOU said it, don’t cry now that you’re being caught about it!

“Imagine harassing me and talking shit about me regularly” guess what idiot, I don’t HAVE to imagine it because YOU already do that to me! Remember all your dummy accounts you made to stalk and harass me? All the ones YOU admired ti making? Yeah, I sure do, you fucking loser!

“Imagine harassing others over ships and supporting the writers” source? Oh right! Despite having a gigantic hate boner fir me, you don’t actually watch my videos! You just make shot yo and shit yourself over your own hate filled imaginations! But please, if you could list a very specific time stamp sourcing me EVER doing this, be my guest! Just a reminder, saying I think “the writers did a bad job here” IS NOT HARASSMENT. If you want a real example of what harassment looks like, just look at your own creepy stalker behavior! You’re s real grade A harasser you slimy snake! ;)

“Imagine lying about everything I said” the many screenshots I’ve shared with others and others have shared with me (all publicly I might add) all prove otherwise! It’s not a lie showing how you’ve stalked, harassed, attacked and is generally a hate filled swine over a children’s cartoon! MANY screenshots prove it!

“Imagine taking delight in someone suffering” suffering? You mean you acting like a gigantic troll harassing oecd if shit has come back to bite you in the ass? Oh no, poor little baby. Lol! Don’t act like you don’t cream yourself pants everyone you put my name in your shitty little mouth! lol!

“How can you be so vile, low life, that you cause so much drama”. Listen shit head YOU are the one who couldn’t keep my name out your mouth. People regularly admit that they don’t want to watch Rwby BECAUSE OF HIW HORRIBLE YOU ARE. My thread on Twitter proves just how much people are uncomfortable with your presence.

With how toxic, hate filled, and nasty you are as a person, positivity could NEVER come from your influence.

You finish with “that is my question” but seeing as how you blocked me because you’re a low life coward afraid of accepting the consequences of your actions, I’m sure you really don’t give a fuck about any questions you propose. Leave me alone you slimy snake of a person. You can sit in your gate chamber all you want but leave me the fuck alone you stalking fucking piece of shit. I’m sure you already have at least 1 dummy account following me already you fucking swine. You’re a disease. You’re a stain on humanity, leave me alone e and waste away in your hate by yourself with your hateful friends and leave me the fu j alone you WORTHLESS SHIT.

Remember THIS is who the stalking pieces of shit in the fandom are.

Judgemental Critter on the harassment and slander again.

I really cannot stand Judgmental Critter with her bullshit and harassment.

imagine going to somebody’s private deviantart profile and harassing them with lies and bullshit.

These are supposed to be “Critics”?

Give me a break.

I tried to find a term to describe the fandom.

Was going to use spectrum, but decided on range.

and of course people twist my words to lie about that.

5 followers?

She and I both have over 1,100 on twitter, over 410 on deviantart, and last time I checked, over 410 on tumblr

Does she even do her homework?

The next time people try to defend a RWBY Critic?

Remember that THIS is who RWBY Critics ARE!

[vanuntirpondus-blog]

I'm a hell of a long distance from any kind of altruist -- but as far as I know, I haven't resigned from the human race. Quote2 --Selina Kyle (New Earth) Quote1 I like weapons that only the skilled can control... Guns are for jerks and cowards.  Quote2 --Selina Kyle (New Earth) Quote1 Okay, so I had the jones in my bones so bad I mighta gotten a little blind.  Quote2 --Selina Kyle (New Earth) Quote1 This is one girl who isn't used to being stood up on Christmas Eve.  Quote2 --Selina Kyle (New Earth) Quote1 What am I to you? An ally? Competition? Some stupid damsel in distress? I know there's something about me you want. I can tell. You go all rigid when I'm around. Let's do it. Right now. Take off the masks. No secrets.  Quote2 --Selina Kyle (New Earth) Quote1 Oh, my Paws and Whiskers!  Quote2 --Selina Kyle (New Earth) Quote1 "Life bites, but so does D.E.O. Security"  Quote2 --Selina Kyle (New Earth) Quote1 Maybe you did beat Bane...maybe you are tough...but I'm betting you've yet to face someone with smarts...finesse...and...technique.  Quote2 --Selina Kyle (New Earth) Quote1 Like the view? It's about the only thing you're going to catch tonight.  Quote2 --Selina Kyle (New Earth) Quote1 We've done this dance for a long time. Too long. Aren't you at all curious?  Quote2 --Selina Kyle (New Earth) Quote1 Ivy took control of my mind. She made me do things I may have been prone to, but that's my decision. No one gets to violate me like that. Understood?  Quote2 --Selina Kyle (New Earth) Quote1 Sorta goes against my nature, breaking into prison.  Quote2 --Selina Kyle (New Earth) Quote1 Next time, I'll steal your heart!  Quote2 --Selina Kyle (New Earth) Quote1 He looks like he's let himself go, like he's had some tough times.  Quote2 --Selina Kyle (New Earth) Quote1 Now. I'm sure some might see this as simply larceny. A cat chasing a thread, one might claim. But I say let's elevate our thinking a little bit, shall we?  Quote2 --Selina Kyle (New Earth) Quote1 Harassment... No. Sexual... Why, of course.  Quote2 --Selina Kyle (New Earth) Quote1 I might be a lot of things, but I'm not a killer.  Quote2 --Selina Kyle (New Earth) Quote1 Don't be a baby. You'll live, which is more than I can say for anyone else who trusted me tonight.  Quote2 --Selina Kyle (New Earth) Quote1 I had eleven pairs of shoes to pack. You can't put eleven pairs of shoes in a carry-on Eddie.  Quote2 --Selina Kyle (New Earth) Quote1 I...I have reason to believe that you are my mother and Carmine Falcone is my father.  Quote2 --Selina Kyle (New Earth) Quote1 My world is all just shades of grey, Batman. That's why you'll never really understand me.  Quote2 --Selina Kyle (New Earth) Quote1 Human or not, living or undead - we girls have to stick together!  Quote2 --Selina Kyle (New Earth) Quote1 Don't kick the cat again, Stan. Ever.  Quote2 --Selina Kyle (New Earth) Quote1 You're just another cop, aren't you -- smarter, cooler, more seductive -- but a cop just the same... And I don't do cops. First round to me, lover.  Quote2 --Selina Kyle (New Earth) Quote1 I'm warning you... don't back me into a corner!  Quote2 --Selina Kyle (New Earth) Quote1 I didn't take to crime so someone else could steal my loot and then toss me a cut like I was some dreary little salaried office worker! Bane runs this city like a king, but he doesn't run me!  Quote2 --Selina Kyle (New Earth) Quote1 Rabbiting? I've never rabbited in my life! I've pussy-footed. I've cat-scratched. I've even kittycornered. But I don't rabbit!  Quote2 --Selina Kyle (New Earth) Quote1 I hate water!  Quote2 --Selina Kyle (New Earth) Quote1 Crime needs its beauty sleep, not a few short cat naps.  Quote2 --Selina Kyle (New Earth) Quote1 This time I do it right. They may suspect me but they'll never see me. They may chase me but they'll never catch me. Never, never, ever catch me.  Quote2 --Selina Kyle (New Earth) Quote1 What a night. I've still got my bank accounts, and all my I.D.... But my home, and everything in it, is totally gone. And I was blamed. You try to do something nice...  Quote2 --Selina Kyle (New Earth) Quote1 Movie people are always saying that their industry is almost a hundred years old. So why is it still in puberty?  Quote2 --Selina Kyle (New Earth) Quote1 Just goes to show there's more honest ways of making a dishonest living. But I like my style the best.  Quote2 --Selina Kyle (New Earth) Quote1 Little birds should stay away from big bad kittycats.  Quote2 --Selina Kyle (New Earth) Quote1 I don't know what creeps me out more. A big murderous gorilla on my tail. Or a big murderous gorilla that talks.  Quote2 --Selina Kyle (New Earth) Quote1 I'm no saint... but sometimes you have to make a stand.  Quote2 --Selina Kyle (New Earth) Quote1 So you want to impress me or hire me or use me in some way. You've got something you want stolen, and I'm the girl for the job.  Quote2 --Selina Kyle (New Earth) Quote1 So you want me to steal a big stone wheel that probably weights as much as this ship? I'm not into heavy lifting. Quote2 --Selina Kyle (New Earth) Quote1 I don't get it. Why's everybody killing themselves to get this wheel?  Quote2 --Selina Kyle (New Earth) Quote1 Listen to that big cat howl. Almost like it was--in the room with--us?  Quote2 --Selina Kyle (New Earth) Quote1 Why am I here? On a Caribbean island, thousands of miles from home, in the garden of their supreme ruler... with what seems like every cop and soldier in the place pointing his weapon at me.  Quote2 --Selina Kyle (New Earth) Quote1 I don't say religion is all good, or that worship of any kind is right for everyone. But people should be able to worship--or indulge their lack of belief--without fear.  Quote2 --Selina Kyle (New Earth) Quote1 No. Don't scream. Survive.  Quote2 --Selina Kyle (New Earth) Quote1 We are not in control. Every now and then life likes to reiterate that little point. Some people find such reminders disconcerting. They spend their lives in breathless pursuit of meaningless goals, hoping to forget everything they know about their own mortality. Some people anchor themselves to something larger. Religion, Art, Justice. Anything they deem significant in a life that's not. We are not in control. If we were, surely we'd know better than to care about anything. Quote2 --Selina Kyle (New Earth) Quote1 On the books, Catwoman's a bad guy. But then, according to a lot of conservatives... so are the members of the "Friends of the Earth Nature Magic Alliance"...  Quote2 --Selina Kyle (New Earth) Quote1 Batman recently changed his costume and his style. But there's something more. He's not my dear old enemy at all. Because the man in the armor is an undersexed, sanctimonious dolt...who just threw me to the law for something I didn't even do.  Quote2 --Selina Kyle (New Earth) Quote1 We have received reliable information that the criminal known as Catwoman intends to steal the discs.  Quote2 --Selina Kyle (New Earth) Quote1 Money itself is valueless. It simply represents the ability to obtain that which is valuable--food, housing, gold, diamonds and so on.  Quote2 --Selina Kyle (New Earth) Quote1 Come and chase me, Batman.  Quote2 --Selina Kyle (New Earth) Quote1 That's a little inconsistent, you say, with my image as a bad girl. The kindness doesn't mesh with the cruelty. How can I be nasty and nice? You just can't figure me out? Hey, what did you expect? I'm a cat.  Quote2 --Selina Kyle (New Earth) Quote1 Oh, Batman! I didn't know you were...in transition.  Quote2 --Selina Kyle (New Earth) Quote1 They walk in her blood to take her last ten dollars, because they think she's not a person. But they're wrong... She was. They all were... And I will speak for them. Because no else will.  Quote2 --Selina Kyle (New Earth) Quote1 Hey, they think you're "Freeze"!  Quote2 --Selina Kyle (New Earth) Quote1 Ted, do you have any friends who aren't super heroes?  Quote2 --Selina Kyle (New Earth) Quote1 Reports of my death... yada yada yada...  Quote2 --Selina Kyle (New Earth) Quote1 Black Mask isn't exactly the Riddler, is he? I know he's gunning for me. This thing has been brewing for years, in one way or another.  Quote2 --Selina Kyle (New Earth) Quote1 I don't get you people. You call yourself the "Justice" Society, but you care more about the law than justice.  Quote2 --Selina Kyle (New Earth) Quote1 You should understand, Holly. More than anyone else. Sometimes you have to take a life... to save a life.  Quote2 --Selina Kyle (New Earth) Quote1 Just when did you install the car seat?  Quote2 --Selina Kyle (New Earth) Quote1 Face it, Bruce... the world you and I live in? It's not a safe place for kids.  Quote2 --Selina Kyle (New Earth) Quote1 You again? What are you? My conscience? The ghost of Christmas Past?  Quote2 --Selina Kyle (New Earth) Quote1 And the really crazy thing, the thing that hasn't changed despite some all-powerful unknown dropping a bell ar on the entire city... Iit's still about the haves and the have-nots.  Quote2 --Selina Kyle (New Earth) Quote1 Turns out that when the world goes crazy, I get all motherly with a side of vigilante.  Quote2 --Selina Kyle (New Earth) Quote1 Look, forgive me if I don't have a lot of faith in cops. They're just usually trying to shoot me.  Quote2 --Selina Kyle (New Earth) Quote1 You know, the three of us have been living on the edge way too long. When we're not running from the police, we're fending off some costumed whack-job. Gotham is worse than ever. That gives us a choice -- we can get out, or band together.  Quote2 --Selina Kyle (New Earth) Quote1 Just Pam embarking on another spree of entitlement and shattered hearts.  Quote2 --Selina Kyle (New Earth) Quote1 I didn't lie to you. I physically couldn't tell you!  Quote2 --Selina Kyle (New Earth) Quote1 Has pretending to be righteous made you as stupid as you are evil?  Quote2 --Selina Kyle (New Earth) Quote1 Hey, Dirtface! You got blood on Mr. J! Come down here, beg foregiveness and lick it off!  Quote2 --Selina Kyle (New Earth) Quote1 Hasaragua. Armpit of the western hemisphere.  Quote2 --Selina Kyle (New Earth) Quote1 Batman can't possibly start up his own crew of super-crooks without me in it!  Quote2 --Selina Kyle (New Earth) Quote1 You've got powers, I've got nothing. You can handle yourself while I make good my getaway, J'onn. You can-- right? Quote2 --Selina Kyle (New Earth) Quote1 I've licked blood before... I like it.  Quote2 --Selina Kyle (New Earth) Quote1 A father's love can be a terrible thing... Now he would be with her forever...  Quote2 --Selina Kyle (New Earth) Quote1 I don't care what the other girls say. You're fun.  Quote2 --Selina Kyle (New Earth) Quote1 Isn't that how it always is? There's the man you want, and the man you can have, but they're never the same person.

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[astralworld-blog1]

Donald Marshall stay up with me a little tonight my friends if you can. Carey Yost Breaking: Carey Yost's photo. Lill Fragill Castle up up up im always tryin to stay up Donald Marshall who's around tonight? Donald Marshall I have so much to tell you all... but I dont like the diluting... Donald Marshall however Lill Fragill Castle here here ,im in luck it seems Carey Yost www.youtube.com/watch?v=HnyB0a8G71Y LOUIS JORDAN - AIN'T NOBODY HERE BUT US CHICKENS- 1956 Rock'n'Roll remake of his 40's swing hit! www.mixcloud.com/woodybraun/woo... See more Donald Marshall same as when I skipped phase 2 info to jump to phase 3 info to tell about vrill and hosts... in case i'd died during phase 2 and didnt get to vrill... and hosts... Donald Marshall I feel the same kinda way now... Donald Marshall I have to tell you about draconians and more about nephelim... Donald Marshall just in case... so you have the real motives and perceptions and agenda of these things... Cindy Collins i'm here too, goin ta work... Donald Marshall understand. it is hard to talk about ok? Donald Marshall I'm no coward... i thought i was immune to the fear of seeing a new deadly thing or gene spliced monstrosity. Lill Fragill Castle cool you are good at all the motives and how they piece together Donald Marshall I was wrong. Donald Marshall please know I'm not stringing you along with tidbits... I gain nothing from that... Lill Fragill Castle take your time brother Donald Marshall info is free from me. Donald Marshall as it should be and will be always. Donald Marshall theyve told me lies and propaganda... it was so obvious I didn't bother to mention it. Donald Marshall i exclude much of the trivial talk and happenings... they WANT me to say the retarded things they've done and do... or they did before... Donald Marshall it bothers them when I dont mention the next day how this person or that bothered me... Donald Marshall long story... Donald Marshall I'll tell you all I know about Draconians which is limited... Donald Marshall this will sound absurd but... Donald Marshall the illuminati bounced time back... a day or more... I already did this... so did you... Donald Marshall this thread. Lill Fragill Castle absurd is what it has to be to be believable for me i know this place is whacked Donald Marshall altered now in the timeline... Lill Fragill Castle... no shit? Donald Marshall something happened that they didnt want to happen and they did the "groundhog day" effect with the hadron/proton collider... Donald Marshall maybe 1 day maybe more Donald Marshall depends upon when the collider made the last slam. Donald Marshall they have the option of doing a reset... its project pegasus... Donald Marshall back to that slam... Donald Marshall buuuut they can only do it like 7 times because 8 9 and 10 times in a row chance black holes appearing in the earth... Donald Marshall seriously Donald Marshall it is wild tech. Lill Fragill Castle i once dialed 911 and said "this sounds crazy but can someone get me back to 1979 Donald Marshall i had to do my original letter like 5 or 7 times... it was bad... Lill Fragill Castle i was having a slight psycho episode but was completely serious Donald Marshall an ordeal Lill Fragill Castle i read all of it Donald Marshall I went through it to save all you people not in the know. Donald Marshall don't allow me to have done that for nothing. Donald Marshall it was a lot of pain. Donald Marshall most crack... I didnt... had to warn the world... save others... Donald Marshall I thought they could do the groundhog day effect indefinetely... Donald Marshall I just kept going back and writing it out the next day again like stubborn and determined. Syro De-j Good evening my friend, good to see you. Donald Marshall learned they cant do pegasus over n over,... Lill Fragill Castle i know it was hell ...we hAVE to keep it from becoming megadeath for the masses Donald Marshall 5th or 7th time they had to let my letter get finished and sent everywhere... Carey Yost Is it possible we are in for another rewind Donald? Donald Marshall yes Donald Marshall they dont like it when I talk about the time bouncy back thing Carey Yost If I were a stoner I'd light up and say "woah.. trippy" Donald Marshall its one of their fave techs and they reeeaaally didnt want me to tell people about it. Donald Marshall \they wanted to keep it active as a catastrophe eraser... Donald Marshall like in event of big trouble... slam each week and if like a nuke happened,... go back and prevent it from happening. Carey Yost (I used my own bounce back to correct spelling just now) Donald Marshall but then there would be major problems. Lill Fragill Castle that aint a terrible use for it but that isnt where it ends is it? Donald Marshall someones mom would die in a car accident... they'd want time bounced back to the last proton slam to prevent the accident by not letting her leave the house that day Donald Marshall everyone would want to do that for accidents and big death tolls and wars n such. Donald Marshall the tech is being abused as nefariously as they can now... Donald Marshall they are so incredibly cruel... Lill Fragill Castle what are they tryin to do Donald Marshall you'd have to see it to understand my friends... Donald Marshall many things. Laurence Mountford soo. what did I say when we did this before, if you remeber. also hello. ust woke up. wow its actually morning time here for me Donald Marshall laurenceeeee Laurence Mountford Donnn Donald Marshall theres probs with rats n dracs. Laurence Mountford Um with Ya budddy Donald Marshall things are pissed Donald Marshall then apologetic to me with tears. Donald Marshall alien tears?!?!?! Laurence Mountford eww Laurence Mountford theyre really scared huh Donald Marshall noooo... nephelim are trying to show off and compliment me... Donald Marshall draconians are doing the same Donald Marshall they hate each other... Donald Marshall shits weirder than ever Carey Yost they're hams? Lill Fragill Castle were the damn hams Donald Marshall i said i hate em both and wheres the fuckin AK!?!? Donald Marshall nephelim and draconians dont get the chance to talk there much... because... Laurence Mountford so we have anywhere up to like 5 races and perhaps beyond running about underground warring? Donald Marshall merely the sight of them takes years off peoples lives just looking at them as rem clones temporarily... Laurence Mountford earth is not as separate as we'd think Donald Marshall not warring yet Donald Marshall minor scuffles here n there... Donald Marshall they want me to choose a side... I said neither... I'm human Laurence Mountford well they must have warred in past thats what im saying. and now its all an uneasy alliance... Donald Marshall pro human... Donald Marshall they said I'm savior... Laurence Mountford fkin aliens man... Donald Marshall they said I'm their savior too?!?!?!?!?1 Donald Marshall no laurence.... theyre mad that I dont care about them Trautmann Martin how is that possible ? Donald Marshall their survival... Laurence Mountford They were all already here. ahh thats ust cause youre an opportunity for them to potentially use to escape judgement Donald Marshall they said they always thought since i was a kid that I'd find a way... Donald Marshall there is no way Trautmann Martin false Donald Marshall they kill humans sometimes on impulse.... Donald Marshall they want to peacefully co-exist with humans... Donald Marshall but they eat humans... Laurence Mountford so did you to a couple of them Trautmann Martin thats the way Donald Marshall they said they'd give that up but I just dont trust em. Laurence Mountford good Donald Marshall theyre acting nice Lill Fragill Castle if they have no thumbs they arent behind the LHC thats people Donald Marshall theyre NOT NICE Trautmann Martin let them perform a ritual or something like that, that they have to stop Donald Marshall IT IS A DECEPTION AND ALWAYS WILL BE!!! Carey Yost Is it feasible to avoid a compromise? Carey Yost oh Donald Marshall if there were good aliens they are dead now... Trautmann Martin that .. if they do it again there will be no forgivness Donald Marshall I offered isolation and quarantine underground. Trautmann Martin are we not some good aliens in thier eyes ? Donald Marshall they accepted but they want humans to give them STUFF REGULARLY!!1 Donald Marshall and they have humans down there... Laurence Mountford what stuff? Carey Yost game shows! Laurence Mountford what trapped? prisoners? Lill Fragill Castle hostages? Donald Marshall whiCH i actually demand be released even if theyre permanently retarded or something by now... Laurence Mountford playthings... Donald Marshall they have people down there yes... Carey Yost mac books Donald Marshall I will not leave them there... Donald Marshall I can't plug the holes and leave humans down there... Trautmann Martin good man.. Donald Marshall aliens got a breeding program down there... body farm... can't have that... Trautmann Martin why we can't use dem? Trautmann Martin ...those beings? like they use us ? Donald Marshall for some unknown reason... I have some authority with them... Donald Marshall I AM NOT DOWN WITH THEM... Lill Fragill Castle war is to be won...difficult times Donald Marshall oh mannnn Donald Marshall no war Felicitas Feigl their existence needs to become visible for everyone, they can not continue to stay in the dark and humanity not knowing about them Donald Marshall they will surrender Donald Marshall they have to stay in the dark... sun blinds em. Lill Fragill Castle ok even better Trautmann Martin ya thats why u could set up some limitations for dem Donald Marshall theyre all built for underground. Donald Marshall theyd have to be seen and known about... Felicitas Feigl meaning that people know about them, what they have done etc. their influence on humanity... Laurence Mountford ust shine light into holes Donald Marshall on tv and like real tv no greenscreen stuff. Laurence Mountford not even a need to plug them Donald Marshall examine some dead ones. Donald Marshall people will know they are real... Laurence Mountford put sentries there. they can learn by dying too much Donald Marshall no fake pluggin holes n never see them... Donald Marshall people will question that and i'm not wanting to be doubted... Donald Marshall so gonna have to see some ugly things... theyre gonna talk... people are gonna have heart attacks all over the world. Donald Marshall just to see the horrifying things on tv and be shown their bodily functions... Lill Fragill Castle wow man ,when? Donald Marshall like parasitical takeover... Donald Marshall thats gonna make people some mad......... Carey Yost maybe accompanied with soothing music.. Donald Marshall I really dont know how I lil old me is going to keep a bunch of people calm after that... Trautmann Martin herbs Donald Marshall nope no soothing music. Donald Marshall that is a psychological ploy and i will never ever do that Carey Yost Seen Trautmann Donald Marshall people would recognize that and have doubt in me... Donald Marshall think I was being like politically deceptive. Donald Marshall Know what I mean Carey? Carey Yost Yeah you've thought this out. Impressive Carey Yost Do we have a time table? Trautmann Martin In the End we all are one.. we have to find a solution that is good for everybody. Lill Fragill Castle i dont want war but arent we in one (someone is killing me ,my friends and our planet,if not rats and dracs then its traitor humans Carey Yost Donald do you get any recall from bounce backs? Donald Marshall its close Donald Marshall good question carey Donald Marshall hmmm sec Donald Marshall first time they bounce back, if you have a chip you get STRONG deja vu of everything all day... Donald Marshall second time you know half of whats gonna happen all day Donald Marshall third time you know the whole days events. Donald Marshall much to it. Donald Marshall they did it as a joke to me for 6 days. Donald Marshall like the movie groundhog day. Donald Marshall I was scared yes... thought I was stuck in a star trek time loop thing... Donald Marshall then I decided to mess with my friends... because of course... you know whats gonna happen alllll day and yer hanging with them that day... you can tell them whats gonna happen... Donald Marshall I did it too well... Donald Marshall i'll tell you this story... Donald Marshall it is trivial and not necessary but... Carey Yost favorite kind Donald Marshall I lost this friend of 10 years... that I hung with every or every second day... we were tight. Donald Marshall but I scared him to death. Donald Marshall by accident. Donald Marshall ok... Donald Marshall his name was Darrell... real nice guy... I pick my friends wisely, that are normal and have personality traits that wont clash with mine. Donald Marshall i made small groups of like minded friends... it was fun... no nonsense or infighting for dominance... Donald Marshall u kmow what I mean... Donald Marshall ANYWAY Donald Marshall wake on the first day... played halo the video game with darrell... Donald Marshall this is good... read this... it was freaky as fuck... Donald Marshall and I swear to God it is true Donald Marshall upon my word of honor... which even though I broke ratting on the illuminati and bodysnatching aliens... I dont think that counts and I do consider my word intact and unblemished still. Donald Marshall some japanese dont agree they say its a strict thing... Donald Marshall I dont think the rest of japan or the world will agree in this situation... Donald Marshall ANYWAY Carey Yost lol Donald Marshall Darrells girlfriend calls him on his cellphone... she has a flat tire at a coffee shop down the road... needs us... Donald Marshall we go... have a certain conversation about stuff Donald Marshall on the way there... well we arrive... he inspects... he does automechanics... well he was mad Donald Marshall she must have ridden up on the curb he said... there was a chunk out of the very edge of the rim. Donald Marshall exaaactly the size of my baby finger... Donald Marshall to the first knuchle... lil inner ding. Donald Marshall he had to do some welding... Donald Marshall OK whiiile standing there passing him tire tools... and the spare.... a car pulled up... and from the passenger side a little girl stared at me... Donald Marshall and it was close up i was on the grass next to the curb... Donald Marshall ok... the light at the intersection was red... Donald Marshall this kid stared at me like I was a monster... which is weird in itself becfause kids usually like me... Donald Marshall ok they drive off... darrell is pissed about the rim... we take her home, we go do odd jobs, rest of the day... then end of day, we played the 2 player game Halo 3 again... then went to crash... night night right? Donald Marshall no... Donald Marshall Illuminati had just given me most of my clone memories... I was in the hospital with heart traouble just before this... Star Moncada Morning all nighters Donald Marshall so that night... they activate a clone of me... I hadnt said anything on the internet at all... I think I said ALLS WELL THAT ENDS WELL years ago... on fb here way back Donald Marshall wellll... they activate a clone of me that night and say you will join us or we will leave you in a seperate time loop and forget about you... for you it will always be wednesday... Donald Marshall I said I'm not joinin fuck you... nazi scum.... Donald Marshall well they tortured the shit out of me badly... worse and longer than usual... because the time bounce would be less damage on my real heart Donald Marshall WELL HAHAHAHA Donald Marshall next day wake up,... play some halo with Darrell... HEY... i thought we already finished this level and the next??? Donald Marshall we did Donald Marshall so I'm getting hard deja vu all through it Donald Marshall like constant... Donald Marshall his girlfriend calls... i remembered... I said Darrell if she tells you that she has a flat tire... something fucked up is going on... Donald Marshall well he gets on the phone... looks at me and then thinks we are tryin to PUNK him... like pull a prank on him!!! Donald Marshall because she |HAD A FLAT!!!! Donald Marshall well... we went... he's thinking he's the brunt of a joke the whole time... Donald Marshall he's asking what the hell me and her are trying... no surprise birthday party... what could it be Donald Marshall get there flat... dent in rim of rim... exactly the size of the tip of my pinky... Donald Marshall then I remembered the kid Donald Marshall OMG!!! the kid rolledup and stared at me AGAIN for like 30 seconds!!! Donald Marshall so now i'm freaking out... Donald Marshall he's asking me to pass him the tire iron and I'mstaring off into space... Donald Marshall well... Donald Marshall now he thinks we got her to get a flat on purpose for some joke or to inconvenience him Donald Marshall ok... then he logically thinks about it... was mad at me too... Donald Marshall then thinks something weird is going on... Donald Marshall I'm not remembering everything though... on this second run through this day... Donald Marshall well he's freaked out... doesnt know what to make of it so we didnt talk much... did odd jobsrest of the day and played the Halo game 2 player that night... nighty night again right? Donald Marshall nope. Donald Marshall well... the third day... Donald Marshall I remembered it all as soon as I woke up. Donald Marshall oh clone activation that night was just the same as the previous one... join us or stuck in time loop... u know... neverrrrr and stab stab stab stab... Donald Marshall i got out of bed and hoped against hope he wasnt going to be sitting at the coffee table eating cheerios with milk in the bowl... Donald Marshall peeked around the corner kinda apprehensive... YUP! Donald Marshall SAME! Donald Marshall so now i'm freakin out,... he wants to play Halo... Donald Marshall the videogame... same as last 2 times... Donald Marshall then I thought he was in on it... maybe a host i dunno... Donald Marshall but he wasnt... he didn't remember ANYTHING!!!!! Donald Marshall well with how mad he was... I wanted to mess him up because he was doing the same stuff... so... at the end of one level before he'd gone to the kitchen to get a peanut butter and jelly sandwich. Donald Marshall as we beat the level... with me givin him hints because id played these levels a couple times now... supposedly never played them.... I said LOL Donald Marshall YOu darrell are now going to go and make a peanut butter and jelly sandwich and tell me to wait. Donald Marshall he looked at me really funny... Donald Marshall kinda like when I said about the flat tire call... Donald Marshall and he said no.... I'm gonna go get a can of coke though... Donald Marshall and he did that instead... just to prove me wrong or somethingHAHAHAHHAHA Donald Marshall ok ok Donald Marshall he was weirded by that though... Donald Marshall he cant explain that... Donald Marshall anyway.... I said Darrell man... theres something fucked up going on... and at around 11 am your girlfriend is going to call with a flat tire that she just got... and there is going to be a ding in the edge of the rim exactly the size of my pinky finger... Donald Marshall it was like 9:30 Donald Marshall am Donald Marshall so... he was blank faced... didnt talk while we played the game... like the previous 2 days... Donald Marshall I think he was dreading the call... Donald Marshall he jumped and looked at me... it was like 10:45am Donald Marshall he answered it talked to her and looked at me like I wasn't a human being... Donald Marshall i dont know how to explain it... Donald Marshall anyway, I said don't worry i'll tell you all about it... your in no danger... Donald Marshall he's like yaya lets go get her and change the tire... Donald Marshall told him on the way there... I wouldnt trick ya or anything make ya look dumb... theres just something weird going on, you know me... trust me I'll tell you whats goin on no worries... Donald Marshall he was worse when he saw the rim... Donald Marshall looked at me... didnt think I was tricking him anymore and looked a little scared... actually worked on the tire change faster... ANYWAY!!! Donald Marshall i said DARRELL!!! I gotta tell ya somethin mega important... in like 20 seconds this creepy kid is gonna pull up n stare at me for the full duration of the red light... watch just watch my friend please... i kinda need your help. Donald Marshall well it was like the third car after I'd said that and same thing happened,... i was so confident, i turned my back to the kid and smiled at Darrell... I didnt have to tell him to look he did.... kid shoulda changed her view to him... he was close to me and staring at her... nope she stared at me... Donald Marshall well... now he's weird mad. Donald Marshall now he doesnt know what to think... Donald Marshall told me later that at the time he thought I was some sort of unnatural being lol Donald Marshall so we did the same stuff... he gave me silent treatment for a little... Donald Marshall I said darrell I know yer smart let me tell you whats happenin flat out no bullshit, i promise... Donald Marshall he sez alright then... I DO want to know... Donald Marshall we were about to go do these odd jobs... Donald Marshall I told him it was time loop that weve done this day third time now and he cant remember but I can... Donald Marshall he pondered. Donald Marshall and not long, he knew that could be the only explanation... Donald Marshall asked me if I had power over time or something like a wizard LOL!!! Donald Marshall i said nope my ex relatives as you know are evil want me in the cloning said I'm stuck on same day till I join... Donald Marshall 3rd day man... your actually taking it much better than yesterday or the second day... Donald Marshall he totally believed me, he knew me personally and knows I'm honest to a fault Donald Marshall .I told him then how our odd jobs will go. Donald Marshall what his gf will have ready for supper when we get back... Donald Marshall and that we'd play game Halo... at like 9:30 Donald Marshall and different things... Donald Marshall they all happened. Donald Marshall freaked em out bad... he thought I had alien attention on me torturing me... powerful ones Donald Marshall and I did... and do... Donald Marshall but it was refreshing to tell em all about it... Donald Marshall anyway next cloning same... next day same... Donald Marshall seemed like such a waste of time to explain everything to him...again... Donald Marshall we'd talked soooo much on the third one... Donald Marshall I was instantly depressed thinking I was doomed. Donald Marshall I didnt play game with em that morning, I just layed in bed... Donald Marshall told em his girlfriend would be getting a flat at 10:45 from runnin over the curb, ding in the rim exact size of my pinky finger... at like 730am... Donald Marshall well it happened again... Donald Marshall had a different effect on him. Donald Marshall now he thought I was an alien or unnatural thing... as he was getting deja vu of that feeling from the previous days... Donald Marshall people without chips just get deja vu... Donald Marshall so theyve said. Donald Marshall but yeah, warned him of a couple other things that happen... and left and did some other stuff that day... he didnt need me to help with the jobs that day anyway... Donald Marshall did all different stuff. Margi Steward Fuck, thats a mind fuck! Donald Marshall anyway... him and his girlfriend thought I was some kind of freak now for fortune telling the wheel and rim exactly when it hadnt happened yet... Donald Marshall anyway... they didnt want to be around the forces that were victimizing me... because they have kids and they had now seen some weirdness and know what i was sayignabout illuminati clone stuff was true... they believed me anyway, but that confirmed for them and they were scared to be around me after that. Donald Marshall end of story. Carey Yost ah man Carey Yost the last day tsk Donald Marshall not the worst way i lost a close friend Donald Marshall queen elizabeth cloned up my buddy Ryan... good pal Donald Marshall clothed clone inna ring stands full... Donald Marshall i was made to watch. Donald Marshall theyd juuust made em... took 5 months... Carey Yost ugh.. Donald Marshall she said do you know who i am? He said shaking ummm queen of england? Donald Marshall she said yes... if you continue to be donalds friend aid him if he needs you hang with him at all, I will degrade the lives of you and your loved ones in wats you cannot imagine. Donald Marshall forget him. Donald Marshall he agreed... he thought he was real body at the time Donald Marshall started pleading for his life Donald Marshall she said remember what i said ryan. Donald Marshall ok ok ok ok ok. Donald Marshall well Donald Marshall he moved... and not only did he not hang with me... but he didn't even hang around with anyone I knew at all... even remotely. Carey Yost wow Donald Marshall some of his friends that were also friends of mine would call him/ he would make a quick excuse and hang up. Donald Marshall she did that with a few of my friends... Donald Marshall some of my friends were the kids of illuminati members... Donald Marshall I didnt know... and they remembered cloning too... Donald Marshall i didnt until age 29 or 30 Margi Steward bitch Golden Knight thank-you for sharing this information Donald Marshall already did, you just never read the back stuff. Golden Knight i have donald - just appreciated the expanded version Donald Marshall thats how it works Donald Marshall and it doesnt have to be the same day... could be same week month... all depends on when they made the last set slam. Read more: http://donaldmarshall.proboards.com/thread/147/hadron-collider-manipulation-project-pegasus#ixzz3QasqsbIe