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summercreolefanfictioner · 2 years ago

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breaking denials, taking steps (jigokuraku)

pairing: gabimaru x yui

themes: non-explicit nsfw with fluff, mentions of abuse

summary: this taste was desire and they will slowly eat it

a/n: part 1 || part 2 || part 4

Of course, their bliss was short-lived, or hers at least, as Yui ferments some of their vegetables with tear streaks on her cheeks and a red bruise on her face. While it has been almost a month since they started their nightly sessions, her father (the village chief) grew tired of her childless womb, calling her incompetent and worthless of a wife to her own husband. And as punishment, he slapped her hard, reminding her of what he can do to her if she continues to yield against him.

"I will have Gabimaru marry one of your sisters and bear his children if you can't afford to give him one."

Yui doesn't want to cry but she can't help the tears that wanted to fall, sniffling and rubbing her face to force herself away from this grief in her chest. She can bear Gabimaru's children, she is sure of that. However, her heart is constricted with guilt and pressure as she imagines children looking like him and her being stripped away of their rights as normal human beings.

She and her husband have a simple dream with a huge price. They knew the hardships for that dream, but now that she was being forced into a corner, she finds herself questioning her next move.

I can't do this.

She stopped from her current task and crouched down on the floor, covering her mouth to stifle her sobs.

Tsuki, what should I do?

Her mind told her the only way is to get it over with. Do what she has to do and bear his children so both of them can survive. But whenever she imagines herself forcing this act on him, she also sees Gabimaru's pained expression along with feelings of guilt. While, yes, she will get pregnant, she'll also be putting another burden for the both of them.

Tsuki, I need you.

It wasn't like Gabimaru to be frantic. He was usually calm and collected in normal circumstances. But now was different because when he first stepped home after a murder mission, there wasn't any signs of Yui anywhere. Everything was clean and organized, the clothes neatly folded and the food already cooked. But Yui wasn't there, not even in their bedroom.

So he raced outside to find her, fear evident in his features as he thought of possible scenarios that could've happened. Maybe some sick bastard dared to kidnap her as some sort of revenge against him. Or she was already killed and buried alive elsewhere.

But there was another thought in his head, something that spouts lies.

Maybe she left you here alone in this village because she got tired of this whole charade.

That's not true, of course. Yui told him million times that she'll follow him wherever he goes, even if it meant a darker path for the both of them. And he held onto those words, so there is no way she could've done that.

Gabimaru ran until he spotted a river with running falls, the full moon shining on the ripples of water. And there was Yui, looking stunned as she saw him panting for breath and a worried expression. The water was surrounding her from the waist down, and judging from the way she was damp with her clothes on, it looked like she took a long dip to get rid of something.

Like a burden from her chest.

"Dear?" she called him, forcing herself to wear her usual gentle smile. But he only stood there, studying the new red mark on her cheek and the tiny bruise near her lips.

Why? Gabimaru wanted to ask her in frustration. She was always like this, practicing a brave facade on him because she didn't want him to suffer. Why are you smiling like that?

And in one swift move, Gabimaru went to her side, hugging her tight as he sighed in relief. He knew she was hurt (and he knows it's none other than her father), but he didn't want her to suffer everything alone.

"Dear?" Yui called him again in concern. "Are you alright—"

"It's okay now," he whispered to her reassuringly. "I'm here." Gabimaru pulled away to look at her face, noticing how she was surprised at his words. "You can lay everything on me."

Yui nervously swallowed, feeling all her emotions well up until she couldn't hold it in, burying her face in Gabimaru's shoulder as she cries over her situation. He didn't need to know her words for him to figure it out.

What should I do?

I can't bear children here in Iwagakure.

I want to live a normal life with you.

I want to be with you somewhere far away from here.

Take me.

Take me with you.

They were now both bathed, wearing their kimonos as they prepared to retire for bed. While it became kind of customary for them to touch each other every night, Gabimaru knew it was time for the both of them to think about their actions carefully. Now that he knows of Osa's plans, he can't afford to prolong everything.

He leaned towards her as her back faced him.

"Yui."

She rolled over, turning to him with confusion. "Hm?"

"You can..." Why was he hesitating? It wasn't like they had not gone further than this. "You can do whatever you want with me you know."

Now that got Yui's attention, sitting up so she can properly talk to him as she rubs the sleep from her eyes.

"What do you mean?"

"I am all yours," he declared with determination, with every fiber of his being because it was true though. Ever since they got married, he has been hers for a long time, and he wouldn't mind whatever it was she desired.

Because I love you, that's why.

"I'm all yours, that's why you are free to do whatever you want with me," he stated, trying to gauge a reaction out of her only to see her stunned and blushing.

Yui was still reeling in from what happened earlier in the river, the way Gabimaru initiated contact and consoled her. Everything was on his own accord, touching her without her having to tell him what he should do.

"What about me?" she asked in a quiet voice.

"Hm?"

"When am I going to be yours?" There was tension in the air and she felt herself drowning. "When are you going to take me?"

Gabimaru scratched the back of his head, sighing as if he had made a decision. He gently laid Yui on their bed, hovering on top of her as he touched her cheek, rough hands against soft skin. He had never felt such salvation, like a sinner tainting a pure angel.

"Whenever you want me to," he responded, kissing the scar on her face. "As long as you want me to." And then he took her hand and kissed it, leaning his cheek on it gingerly. Gabimaru was patient but he could burst into pieces the moment she says her verdict. "Tell me everything, and I'll do it."

Yui's breathing was slowly getting frantic, getting lost in fire and already burning with emotions she didn't know she had for him. She stared at his lips, then back to his eyes, desperate and wanting for her undivided attention. Yui gave him a chaste kiss, a seal to their own deal.

"I am yours, my dear Tsuki," she said. "I have always been yours since we got married."

That's why you can do anything you want with me too.

And everything broke, his resistance futile as he reached a hand behind her head and pulled her to him, kissing her with every fervor and passion, which is unlikely of a hollow man. Their hold on each other tightened, his left hand untying the obi on her kimono as the other was already pulling down the top to expose her shoulder. He kissed the exposed skin, careful not to bite into it too much or he'll end up tearing her flesh.

Her hands were on his hair, trying to close the distance between them even though it was nearly impossible. After all, they were separate beings united with the promise of a husband and wife living like a normal couple. Hence, Gabimaru would always pull her close, savoring her warmth and gentle caress.

He pulled away for a second, removing his shinobi clothes to reveal his skin marred by cuts and burns, things that reminded him of the battles he survived for so long until he was blessed by having her in his life. Gabimaru felt ashamed by them, feeling ugly at his appearance.

"I'm sorry," he mumbled. "This is all I could give you."

Yui was confused, sitting up to take a good look at his face, apologetic and abashed because he believed she could've had other men that could give her everything she wanted.

"Tsuki, I—"

"I still want you, though," he said with conviction because he really wanted her. He needed her, like how air and water is important for humans to live. Because for all it's worth, Gabimaru couldn't care less about the fact that he wasn't deserving of this peaceful life. He might be hollow, but this selfishness is something he holds onto.

He touches her cheek, red with pure love and adoration, then he kissed her lips deeply, soft and slow like how he licks honey from the spoon she gives whenever he's feeling cold. Gabimaru still doesn't know the taste of honey, though, but Yui describes it as thick and mellow with sweetness. But the taste she gives him every time he kisses her, he guesses that must be it.

She tastes like honey.

And he continues to kiss down her body, carefully untying her obi and letting her kimono fall until she was left with nothing but bare skin and bones. Gabimaru couldn't keep his eyes off from her so he forced himself to think of other things. A dead body? An eyeball falling out of the socket with blood oozing out? A head rolling on the ground? Chipped off nails and several cuts?

But he will go back to thinking of her, his beloved wife with a skin warmer than his.

"Umm..." she called to gain his attention, feeling shy. "I think you should follow."

Gabimaru raised a brow at that, and when Yui pointed at his pants, he instantly rubbed his head in embarrassment. "Oh, I forgot. Sorry."

And he followed suit, removing every piece of clothing until he has bared everything to her. They have nothing to hide from each other, but they have all the love to give, all the passion to share and celebrate this night.

He hugs Yui to his chest, her hair falling on his skin as he breathes deeply to take in their current situation. Yui could only hug back, heart racing because she knew once they do this act, there's no way they're gonna get back to the old routine as couple. They will be opening a whole new chapter of their lives.

"Yui."

"Yes?"

He kisses her shoulder. "I.. I want to do it."

She sighs, restlessness evident in her tone like she was burning in his touch. "I know..."

"You can still say no," he pulled away so he could look at her, wanting to confirm with his eyes her own answer, "and we'll stop here. We can spend our nights like this, just touching each other."

"B-But..." Even with her ragged breathing, she wanted him to know she wanted this as much as he does.

"Because you look scared," Gabimaru pointed out. "I don't want to hurt you."

Because I already hurt you during our first night.

"It's not because of that, though," she assured, emotions welling up inside her. "I'm just scared of the future. Of the possibility that I could bear your children and we're still here."

"Yui..."

"But I want this." Yui held his hand to her cheek. "I've always wanted both of us to love each other."

Like a normal married couple.

He kissed her lips lightly, standing up from their shared bed and covering his manly parts. "I'll get something," he said, leaving their room as Yui covered herself with their blanket. After a few seconds, Gabimaru came back with a small jar of tea leaves, and judging by their color and shape, they seem like those rare ones.

"I heard people say it's a tea for contraception," he informed. "Some kunoichis drink it so they won't get pregnant from their victims."

Yui took the jar from him, having a hunch that Gabimaru stole it the same way he suddenly learned to do those seductive moves to her every night. "But Father might find out. He'll only punish us."

"He won't," Gabimaru assured, kissing her forehead. "I won't let him or anyone dictate our lives anymore. We will leave this place soon and live our lives as normal people. And I'll stop killing for a living. Just the two of us somewhere away, far from here."

His promise brought tears to her eyes, relieved at the fact that they were a few steps closer to their dream. Finally, finally! She thought it would be futile to defy her father and become a normal woman filled with hopes of a better future. But now that she's with Gabimaru, she believes one day they'll be able to conquer everything.

"Yui, do you want to go with me?" he asked, feeling himself cry at this moment. Ah, gods, he's a goner. He loves her so, so much.

And her answer was a tight embrace, arms around his neck as she gives him a passionate kiss on the lips.

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