#fux wit u heavy

[ebonix]

This is why I don’t fux wit a lot of ppl cuz I can be a social butterfly, but folx act stupidly. And I legit sit back tryna make sense of what I’ve seen and heard. Which is illogical cuz folx are illogical. It frustrates my blk and white mind. I’m tryna vent all my frustration out right now as I feel it cuz I nvr want to think about him again!! Every time I think of him I get nauseous. I hate being so real and honest and living in this world. I don’t understand the bullshit. Like if we show the receipts I HAVE this nigga not gonna like being put on blast. And anyone who knows me KNOWS when someone fucks up paragraphs are getting written. I told this nigga he was my summer fling, he reminds me of motherfucking Kindergartener who abuses the the girl he likes cuz he doesn’t know how to act, etc... That’s just the tipping point. This cupcake ass nigga don’t want to play the dissing game with ME! No1 does!! Notice how his ass kept coming bk to me!! He’s gonna hit 30 or 35 and realize wtf kinda dumbass he is. Who the fuck lets ME get away to chase hood rats?!? A boy. But it was necessary for me to prepare for the role I’m taking on NOW. But he must be a dumbass nigga to think it even makes sense to say that a woman who got out of a LT relationship, enjoys her freedom & openly says she doesn’t want a relationship with YOU wants a relationship. I really want to get away from whatever energy led me to this lil boy. I miss MY relationship. I was dealing with Joseph’s toxic ass, right? And he just had me missing Terrell and our bond. I miss having my best friend in my life. So, a new relationship is not even where my head has been. It’s just the fact that I don’t like someone especially a bitch ass nigga lying on my name. Ugh. Reminds me when he would talk TO me and Id just go into my head and think this nigga dumb af!! I can’t even wrap my head around wtf I involved myself in. Lol but I was tryna annoy his ass heavy once I finally understood he’s a ho. 😂 Like I wanna go off on him even today!!! Cuz ugh like here’s the energy U gave me!! I legit stopped caring what he thought of me & was blunt af... but I was tryna lock u down?? Rotfl https://www.instagram.com/p/CEpDyJsDxpQUQvPe2q-YwH0f9b4t9JHNr7-Bd80/?igshid=1x3xbzgvypz5o