#further into whatever I'm talking about. I'll probably be like “this expands on it! :D check it out!”

[dootznbootz]

One thing that's so cute/endearing to me that I feel can really only be achieved on tumblr is how (usually in fandoms) we really are just rotating around together in a way.

Like chatting with friends (or even knowing someone saw YOUR post) in the replies and then making a point/statement and then seeing a bit later the friend makes a post with either the same idea or words and you just sit there like

Or even just EXPANDING on an idea together or then sometimes a "long discussion" eventually just turns into memes for fun :D

Even if you don't agree with someone's idea/headcanon/discussion/etc. like it's usually still fun to look through! :D And then maybe it becomes "Ohhhh, okay! I'm still sticking with my own headcanon/idea but I see how you came up with that based on what we know and how that could work!" and then high five!

OFC it's the communities and the people that make it so but still! It's fun! :D

[ratcandy]

hi MASSIVE TOH SEASON 3 EPISODE 1 SPOILERS below don't read if haven't watched I am about to go off my rocker

also abuse tw mention because 😦

first of all FLAPJACK. I proceed to punch a wall

I did not expect to actually start bawling my eyes out but hot damn what the fuck . Why is Flapjack dying what got me above everything else in this show. Like I've gotten teary and emotional over other moments but Flapjack dying and all of Hunter's dialogue that proceeded it just made me SOB ??????????????

Also hello fluid as fuck animation in that fight scene 😳 i misse d you

so anyway. Now we gotta talk about possessed!Hunter right. While that's a bombass design and I love the look of it and his body language in the fluid parts of the animation is impeccable, it's also incredibly. URGH. NO I don't LIKE it. No I HATE it, actually. There's something just . Incomprehensibly genuinely upsetting about Hunter's former abuser taking over his body and using it to kill his emotional support animal

it's SO fucked up and I'm all for horrible twisted shit but also for fuck's sake man can Hunter get a fucking break!!! Can he like!!! Be free for two minutes!!!!!

I think it just feels like such a consecutive gut punch because we're missing so much extra filler and that's what makes me all the more sad. You can TELL you can TASTE how much more they wanted to expand on this, how much more there was to elaborate on, but they just didn't have the time and so Hunter Really Going Thru It yet again just feels like . got dam he really did not get a single break my guy can't even REST!!! it feels to me like he's just constantly through the ringer because it's all we've been able to see and that SUCKS

but they make a whole point of saying he has been happier in the human realm ("you've smiled so much since we got here" from Gus, something along those lines) . They want us to know he Has been happy for the past few months, there HAS been a break. n I feel like that was their way of trying to say ,,, Look See he's been at semi-sorta-peace for a little while! He's gone without Unspeakable Horrors for like a FEW MONTHS , we promise, we swear, it's not consecutive unending pain, he's been Pretty Good for a while (ignoring identity crises that we also unfortunately can't elaborate on because of time but you saw a little glimpse of it in that intro sequence). and NOW we're just making him Worse

but still like AUUGHhghsgghh. I don't Like the further implications of Any of the possession stuff mannnnn ughurhghgrh

AND ALSO FLAPJACK i punch the wall again FUCK!!!

anyway expanding on Flapjack a little . So when Belos did his whole fucking thing, he said "goodbye Evalyn," and we see during the whole Hayride sequence that Evalyn gave Caleb Flapjack (or taught him to make Flapjack).

For a moment, though, I was mortified misunderstanding that Flapjack was Evalyn, even if that wouldn't make any sense ghsdgkJHSDG

oh also we know Evalyn's name now. Yea that's a thing. We know the name of the witch that Caleb fell in love with or whatever. And honestly. I had to stop after I heard that and go "aawww maaan" because. C'mon. looks at the camera

Evalyn? Edalyn? Not even Tryin to hide that they're related huh

Mngmrh this is a personal gripe of mine, but honestly I really hoped the theory about "the witch Caleb loved being an ancestor of the Clawthorne's" wasn't canon sdhgkh it just . Again this is personal bias. I have never liked the cliché of "you've been related this whole time!" kinda thing. Different when the antagonist and protagonist are set up as related from the start. I don't like when it's a plot twist or anything like that. it's so. m.

just not really my thing n I'm a little disappointed to get lowkey confirmation that it's probably canon sdghskjdghsdghkl because almost inevitably it'll be revealed in a whole dramatic thing and it'll be like RelATed TO BEloS THIS WHOle Time ?!? !? and i'll be like I Do Not See It

Well all that aside. Holds Camila in my hands. mom of the year award you deserve the entire world

[silverislander]

Hey, friend! I'm sorry that you aren't feeling so great tonight! Sending those good vibes your way. 💕 How about you tell us some more things about any one of your fanfictions? Like what was your favorite part to write, a line that still makes you laugh? What aspects are you still hoping to further explore in your au's or in future pieces?

Hope this made sense!

yeah for sure!!  “infinite” is still one of my favourites i’ve ever written so i'll talk abt that one a bit :)

probably my favourite part of that one was their lil proposal scene bc it was just so damn cute and came so easily,, idk if anyone picked up on it but fun fact, i made a lil reference to “but you’re beautiful to me” w their fancy outfits :) it also felt super easy to write their banter in that section and i’m not totally sure why but it was Very welcome after writing like 15000 words already that week lol.  like they aren’t gonna be serious about this even though they’re being genuine- they both make jokes to deflect when big things happen, and i don’t think that is a bad thing here, just made the scene a lil more sweet :D

probably one of the funnier fics i think i have is “breaking and entering”, specifically just ellie’s internal sleep-deprived dialogue about the whole stupid situation she got herself into.  some lines that are unreasonably funny to me:

Baby-proofing the house, which she had not only just learned about last week and definitely not almost had an anxiety attack over?  No problem.  Already done.  They were going to have the safest fuckin’ baby in the state of Wyoming.

It was time for plan B.  B as in b-terrible.  As in b-Dina was going to absolutely obliterate her if she ever found out what she was doing and how she was putting herself in “danger”...

“Don’t do anything stupid for me.”  Oh, boy, was she about to.

and as a treat, one from a wip bc i keep thinking abt it and it’s fucking Killing Me lmaooo.  baby ellie attempts to flirt w pretty girl.  she is not talented in this field.

“So, what do you do here?” Dina looks up.  A girl about her age is standing next to her, seemingly trying very hard to appear nonchalant- arms crossed, green eyes looking purposefully away.  Those eyes meet hers and then widen as she opens her mouth to speak again.  “Because- other than… uh.”

i think overall i want to just kinda keep doing what i’m doing, which is writing whatever hits me in the moment!  i started doing this in the first place to put out stuff that i wanted to see that nobody else had done yet, and i kinda roll w that philosophy.  i have some lil hcs for them that i still wanna throw in and an idea or two for the future, but i don’t really know if i have a major plan or direction rn and i think that’s okay :) i do want to expand more on the aus i have tho (ehr and the role swap au)- i think there’s more to be explored there but i’m not sure of exactly what yet!!  i neeeeed an idea bc i really wanna come back to ehr sometime soon, really vibin w it recently