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mechaffeine · 12 days ago

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Someone that knows more about running a fundraiser than I do please help. I don't know how to unlock the gofundme for Hashem, and while it is easy for me to throw money at a problem, it is a lot harder to make my brain work when i am juggling all of the everything else in my life.

I have to save up scraps of energy and then they get eaten instantly by people. I'm so fucking tired. I don't know how to do anything is the issue. I just want to help people and I don't know how to do that.

Someone either break my brain into functionality or tell me what I need to do in simple steps that even a moron could follow.

#mechaffeine speaks #i need to get the money to Hashem and I can't even access it. i've half a mind to just send equal to what is in this fundraiser #from my own bank. and ask Falestine to find someone else to run this. I don't know what I'm doing wrong. is it that i used my prefered name?#are trans people allowed to use preferred names for the fundraiser and legal names for their accounts. is that my major fuckup???#or am I just an idiot. i don't know!! there is too much stuff going on here I don't even have the energy to talk to more than one person #why did i agree to this??? i'm a moron!!! Falestine would have had better luck with a total stranger than with my stupid self!!!#how do i do anything. how??? i'm not smart enough to do anything guys.#i am only a little bit of a panicky flighty birdbrain. there's too much going on for me to even have a proper freakout

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