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1. Seeing this asshole on my avatar happy as well as seeing Yuuri on my dash. Don’t judge me, I am not a normal person :^2. Being able to rp with this cutie @amiiera and this cutie @camilynn223. Spending time with my grandpa when he’s in a good mood or when he’s grumpy. His grumpy mood is the cutest X34. Seeing blooming lilies in my garden! I love these flowers! 5. Playing games all day long X3

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I was tagged by this cutie @amiiera

Rules: answer 20 questions and tag 20 followers you would like to get to know better

Name: Karolina/Carolyn Nickname: Karo, Satsu Zodiac sign: Cancer Chinese zodiac: Tiger Height: 5′4 Ethnicity: Half Polish, Half German Orientation: Heterosexual Favorite fruit(s): Strawberry, Cherry, Banana Favorite season: Spring Favorite book(s): Harry Potter, The Lord of the Rings, Hobbit,  Gentleman Bastard series Favorite animal(s): Dogs, rabbits, mouses Favorite beverage(s): Tea Average hours of sleep: Depends. During week from 6 to 7 hours and during weekend or free days in general from 8 to 9 hours Favorite fictional characters: Revolver (yup, I fall for the bad guy right after first ep was released, so what? I love this knight <3), Yuuri, Vector, Thief King Bakura and many many more crazy guys 

I tag @yu-gi-omg @baekuras @ptolemyslegacy and @tophatdragonslayer If you want to do that, feel free ^^

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As random as it can be. I am showing my “talent in drawing again”. Yeah I know I don’t have talent but first, I have oc which I am shipping with Yuuri (her name’s Kazuya and she’s my cutiepie who I care about a lot) and second, this is what happened when I listened to “Leave Out All The Rest” for a couple of days while still not being over one certain scene in Arc V. And I’m still not over it!

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24 and 33 for the ygo ask ;D

24. Unpopular opinion?Probably that Arc V is the worst series I’ve ever watche. Like, don’t get me wrong. I enjoyed watching it until this whole “I need to duel Jack to gain my smile back” in Synchro dimension came up. Then, I felt like they were running out of ideas. Overall, this whole tournament wasn’t needed. They could use this time for better character development and for planning the plot better. If it comes to plot… God, it had so much potential! But they screwed it so bad! I won’t blame any person who was working on this series, because it doesn’t have any purpose. Something just went in other direction than it should and what we get is a series with many plot holes. Which is bothering me to no end. And character development? I’ve never seen worse. Especially if it comes to female characters. I will openly say, that I hate bracelet girls. They are badly written and are abusive. End of the topic. But the worst thing is that my fave character is exactly from this series. So yeah. I kinda have love/hate relationship with this one.

33. Favorite quote from a YGO characterI’ve answered on similar question in the past, but it happens that I have two quotes so I will give them away. First is of course, from Vector. From episode 137:“You idiots. To think, I got you on the hook and duped you. A bunch of hopelessly naive guys, that’s what you are.”It does speak to me a lot since all my life I am on the side, observing how stupid and naive people are. I do play someone else in public than I am on Internet or to my friends/family. In that way, people doesn’t know a lot about me. And with that comes the naive nature of humans, which Vector used against Yuma and co. The last situation in my class only assured me of the meaning of these words. Of the blind trust people are putting on their ‘friends’ which later are whispering behind their backs. 

And the second quote is from Yuuri. From episode 106 to be exact:“Make everyone smile? That’s obviously impossible!“Oh how I can relate to that it’s just impossible. Like, I am trying to be helpful, but while I am helping one person, the other can not be satisfied with that. And for most of the time they aren’t, because they need to wait for me to help them. Or when I am putting all of my attention to a close friend who needs cheering up and I am ignoring everything else. Then I can feel that other people aren’t happy with that at all, because I am ignoring them. People would be happy, yes, but only if they could have certain people only to themselves. I am feeling like that sometimes, giving control over my feelings to jealousy. But I am trying to fight with that.

Thanks for the ask sweetheart X3

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revenge... 1 to 99, added extra question: Why do you love Yuri so much?

1. What is you middle//full name?          My middle name is Ewelina. I know, very original considering that my first name is Karolina

2. How old are you? 18 and still acting like child

3. What is your birthday? 22th of July. Best month of the year X3

4. What is your zodiac sign? Cancer ^^

5. What is your favorite color? Purple! And blue as well… Maybe pink too…

6. What’s your lucky number? 4 and 9

7. Do you have any pets? Yes an 11 years old dog. Though he acts like he would be 5 years old and he’s an ass. But a lovely ass

8. Where are you from? Poland

9. How tall are you? Around 166cm

10. What shoe size are you? In European measures 39 or 40, depends

11. How many pairs of shoes do you own? Umn… 4 maybe?

12. What was your last dream about? Ugh, that was a weird one. I have a small crush on one of my classmates. He can be really charming sometimes and my brain apparently thought that it is a good idea to dream about a moment when he actually is kissing me in classroom. Though the strange part was that his behavior was actually Yuuri’s behavior. So a nice combination, but… My classmate isn’t that charming as Yuuri sadly. So dream stays a dream.

13. What talents do you have? Pissing off people around me, get attached to fictional characters to the point that I am caring and am worried about them like for real people, learning languages, liking hard languages, coming up with ideas for one-shots or drawing from thin air, being very grumpy sometimes… And being a no life for the most part of my free time

14. Are you psychic in any way? My intuition is usually right, and the annoying voice in the back of my head too… It is very annoying!

15. Favorite song? Just like mentioned before “Leave Out All The Rest” by Linkin Park

16. Favorite movie? "101 Dalmatians 2: Patch’s London Adventure" and this won’t change

17. Who would be your ideal partner? Considering the fact that I like well… The not so normal people… A grumpy and sometimes funny and with an edgy character boy would be good ^u^

18. Do you want children? If possible then yes, why not?

19. Do you want a church wedding? Nah

20. Are you religious?  Nah

21. Have you ever been to the hospital? Yeah, a few visits in there because of my family… I hate hospitals

22. Have you ever got in trouble with the law? Nope, I am an angel fake smile, *hides the huge smirk crawling up my innocent face*

23. Have you ever met any celebrities? Nope

24. Baths or showers? Showers definitely.

25. What color socks are you wearing? Fluffy blue ones. My grandma bought them for me ;u;

26. Have you ever been famous? Right now in my high school class. I am famous for the person with sharp tongue. Really, I can be such an asshole to some people…

27. Would you like to be a big celebrity? Nope, I want to stay as I am. On the side, doing my own stuff without a care for the outside world.

28. What type of music do you like? Heavy metal, Neue Deutsche Härte, Nu metal, Orchiestral music, Japanese music, games soundtracks

29. Have you ever been skinny dipping? No

30. How many pillows do you sleep with? One fluffy one. I love fluffy things X3

31. What position do you usually sleep in? On the right side, curled into a ball

32. How big is your house? Little flat with kitchen, bathroom and two rooms

33. What do you typically have for breakfast? Eggs! I love eggs :3

34. Have you ever fired a gun? No

35. Have you ever tried archery? No, but it seems to be a lot of fun

36. Favorite clean word? Comfy

37. Favorite swear word? Fuck, but I like to use my native language meaning for this word. It sounds better

38. What’s the longest you’ve ever gone without sleep? You do not want to be near me without something to defend yourself if I don’t sleep more than 3 hours

39. Do you have any scars? Nope

40. Have you ever had a secret admirer? No, I am not that beautiful… And probably my charisma is way too original for normal people

41. Are you a good liar? Yes, a very good one!

42. Are you a good judge of character? Yes, I am usually observing someone for a long time before I am showing my true self. I don’t trust anyone, besides my friends.

43. Can you do any other accents other than your own? Yes, English and a bit of German

44. Do you have a strong accent? Let’s be honest, Polish doesn’t have a very strong accent. If it comes to English than yes, I do have strong one. And about German accent… Still working on it :3

45. What is your favorite accent? Without a doubt, German

46. What is your personality type? Dunno, didn’t do that test

47. What is your most expensive piece of clothing? I don’t know

48. Can you curl your tongue? Yeah

49. Are you an innie or an outie? Innie

50. Left or right handed? Right handed

51. Are you scared of spiders? No that much. Just little thingies walking on their small 8 legs ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

52. Favorite food? *scratches my head*  Chicken soup with self made noodles

53. Favorite foreign food? Pizza or Spaghetti

54. Are you a clean or messy person? Clean, I hate mess

55. Most used phrased? Dunno

56. Most used word? Just

57. How long does it take for you to get ready? In the morning before school? An hour

58. Do you have much of an ego? Sometimes *sweats*

59. Do you suck or bite lollipops? Suck

60. Do you talk to yourself?  A lot. And then my mom thinks that I am talking to her

61. Do you sing to yourself? Yes, it helps to concentrate on things

62. Are you a good singer? Dunno, ask my dog Dog: Woof!

63. Biggest Fear? Being left alone

64. Are you a gossip? No

65. Best dramatic movie you’ve seen? I am not watching movies, though I came up with very dramatic au for my oc x canon character. Not gonna tell because smart me is too shy

66. Do you like long or short hair? Long or middle. They are fun to draw

67. Can you name all 50 states of America? No. I have problems with Polish map and you want me to know states of America?

68. Favorite school subject? German all the way!

69. Extrovert or Introvert? Introvert

70. Have you ever been scuba diving? Yes, once or twice

71. What makes you nervous? Talking out loud in front of people who I don’t know. Getting involved into situation where a lot of people needs to get their voice about something

72. Are you scared of the dark? No, dark is nice and calm.

73. Do you correct people when they make mistakes? Yes because I just have the urge to do so

74. Are you ticklish? *hides my legs*  Not at all ^^

75. Have you ever started a rumor? I am not that kind of asshole

76. Have you ever been in a position of authority? I think not

77. Have you ever drank underage? I hate alcohol so nope

78. Have you ever done drugs? Look at the answer above

79. Who was your first real crush? Fuck real crushes, let’s go to fictional characters. This asshole *points at Bakura*

80. How many piercings do you have? Only on ears but I am not wearing any earrings

81. Can you roll your Rs?“ No

82. How fast can you type? Fast

83. How fast can you run? Not so fast

84. What color is your hair? Brown

85. What color is your eyes? Hazel. From light blue to light green or green, to gray blue.

86. What are you allergic to? To people who have tendency to piss me off

87. Do you keep a journal? No, but if we are counting the many one-shots I wrote to keep my ideas in one place then yes

88. What do your parents do? They are old, they are relaxing

89. Do you like your age? Kinda. I would rather be older though. Be after collage and such, have work already and have my own flat

90. What makes you angry? Oh God… People who thinks they are better for whatever reason, people who thinks that it is bad to have something original in yourself, people who wants to outsmart you just because they want to dump their shit on you, people who gossips behind your back, people who… *a few hours later*  And finally people who are just sexists.

91. Do you like your own name? Yes, I do. Long names are cute

92. Have you already thought of baby names, and if so what are they? Fuck, Dalia do not laugh, don’t you even dare… I like the name Jörgen and if my plans go as planned then maybe I will have the opportunity to give it to my child. Maybe… Ah, dreams…

93. Do you want a boy a girl for a child? Neither will be good

94. What are you strengths? Hiding my true self before others, being able to cut myself off from society for most of the time, being creative

95. What are your weaknesses? Choosing favorite characters - they are dying or are suffering or are treated badly by the writers and fandom, plushies, heavy metal music - especially Rammstein and Metallica

96. How did you get your name? My mom overheard name “Karolina” on one of the parties when she was younger and she liked it so she thought of giving me that name

97. Were your ancestors royalty? From Polish side yes, but only from my dad’s side and from German side? Ich weiß es nicht ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

98. Color of your room? Purple and green. And I want it to stay like that

99. Color of your bedspread? Purple and blue for now

Your extra question: Why do you love Yuri so much?Oh… Oh God *blushes* Well…It is not only because @amiiera pulled me back into Arc V and made me make oc for Yuuri, but… He’s not only handsome and cute and adorable. His voice is perfect, like a melody for me, his behavior is charming as well and his smirks really can make me fell really weak and squeak more than I was squeaking while seeing Vector, but the thing is, I can relate to him very much. The thing about being alone, without family, without friends. I went through hell in Primary school. I was without anyone who could shake me and woke me up from this nightmare. @true-lab were - and I really hope so that they still are - my only friend at that time, but even though, I still felt alone. Now to the parents stuff… When I was younger my dad drank a lot and I don’t have very happy memories from that time. I was always closing myself in fictional world, trying to not listen to my dad or ignore him completely so yeah, childhood almost without parents is checked as well.Now to other point why I like him so much. The way writers treat him and the way fandom treats him is just awful. Not only Arc V writers are really bad, but fandom doesn’t see that abusive relationships are bad and they are - in my opinion - shipping Yuuri with the worst characters they can. And I kinda want to protect him from everything. I just… Want to make him happy even if I had to make whole new au for him and my oc. I just want to see him happy for once. He deserves it, and I don’t care what other people thinks about him. 

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3. What is your birthday?It is at 22th of July

15. Favorite song?Hmm… Lately “Leave Out All The Rest” by Linkin Park

16. Favorite movie?Definitely “101 Dalmatians 2: Patch’s London Adventure” Was, is and always will!

Thank you for asking X3

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Here have my face then. My first selfie I’ve done in this year and first one which I am publishing. I am proud of myself XDSide note: Yes, these curls are natural. And they are hell to deal with sometimes but I love them ;w;

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Cletus, Yuuri, Yuzu, Yuya, Ruri, Rufus

Thanks for the ask :3

Push off a cliff - RuriKiss - Yuya Marry  - Yuuri Set on Fire  - Yuzu Wrap a Blanket around - Cletus Be Roommates with - Rufus 

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I am prepared to hear your squeaking while we skype lmao

*blushes* >///u///What? Me? Squeaking throughout the entire episode because Yuuri will appear?…You are fucking right! (ﾉ^ヮ^)ﾉ*:・ﾟ✧Prepare to go deaf tomorrow sweetie o(≧∇≦o)o(≧∇≦o)o(≧∇≦o)

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Oh Jesus O.OThanks for asking XDHere we go with this!

01: tell me the truth, what made you start liking the person you like right now?There are a lot of reasons. They are lovely, caring kinda… Almost like a lot of my friends ^^ (On the side note, I don’t have a boyfriend)

02: what on your body is hurting or bothering you?My stretch marks - they are hurting me a lot!

03: what was your last thought before going to bed last night?Thinking about a cute little dance for my babies. Plushieshipping all they way~

04: what are you listening to?Heavy metal. Especially German heavy metal ^u^ I love it!

05: what’s something you’re not looking forward to?To not find a guy who will think he’s the best and will want me as his girlfriend. Seriously, I would prefer to be force to kill someone than to be in this situation.

06: where do you think your best friend is right now?At home probably. Trying their best to pass this year somehow.

07: have you kissed anybody in the last five days?My doggy. He’s receiving kisses everyday.

08: favorite song ?I have a lot of favorite ones but… Oomph! - Zielscheibe is my favorite one so far.

09: kiss on the first date?Haven’t been on a date ^^

10: is there one person you want to be with right now?Yeah, with one of my best friends. She’s going through a lot of shit right now, and I would want to be able to cheer her up somehow ;u;

11: are you seriously happy with where you are in life?No, no and again no. I hate this country.

12: is there something you would like to say to someone?Yes. To all my friends that I will be always there for them to cheer them up ^^

13: what are three things you did today?Learn German, talk with one of my best friends and be on a bike.

14: would you rather sleep at a friend’s or have them over?Have them over. I love my bed ^^

15: what is your favorite kind of gum?Mint ^^

16: are you friends with any of your ex boyfriends/ girlfriends?Again, I don’t have any of them ^^

17: what is on your wrists right now?Nothing. Just cute little body hair :3

18: ever liked someone you thought you didn’t stand a chance with?Um… Are we talking about fictional characters? If yes then I have a whole list.

19: does anyone have strong feelings for you?Dunno… A few people are calling me cinnamon roll…

20: are you slowly drifting away from someone?Yes. And I hope it’s only because of my upcoming chemistry exams.

21: have you ever wasted your time on someone?Yes. And now I need to see this people in my school. Great!

22: can you do the alphabet in sign language?No, but I’m planning on learning the sign language. But German comes first!

23: how have you felt today?Good, until teachers started talking about chemistry exams. Gimme a break!

24: you receive £60 without any reason, what do you spend it on?Spend? … Books, plushies and games!

25: what is wrong with you right now?I’m not so nice to my parents, but I think it won’t be a problem for a long time :^

26: is there anyone you’re really disappointed in?Yes. One of my classmates. I though she will be a nice friend but it turned to be otherwise ;w;

27: would you rather have starbucks or jamba juice right now?I don’t have these things in my country :^

28: why aren’t you in ‘love’ with your last ex anymore?I swear one more question about ex and I will start talking about my love to fictional characters…

29: how late did you stay up last night and why?I went to sleep at 11:45 pm probably? I was talking with my friends :3

30: when was the last time you talked to one of your best friends?A few minutes ago X3

31: what were you doing an hour ago?Being lazy XD

32: what are you looking forward to in the next month?To a lot of things. Including free time to myself/family and friends, a lot of inspiration for art/writing and such.

33: are you wearing jeans right now?No.

34: are you a patient person?It depends for what I have to wait. But in most situations… No.

35: do you think you can last in a relationship for three months?Dunno. It depends with who.

36: favorite color?Purple ^^

37: did you have a dream last night?My memory for dreams is very good… I dreamed about something, but kill me I can’t remember it ;u;

38: are you wearing jeans, shorts, sweatpants, or pajama pants?Shorts.

39: if someone could be cuddling you right now, who would you want it to be?Oh shoot… I really don’t want to hurt any of my close friends… But I guess it’s Mara. I miss her ;u;

40: do you love anyone who is not related to you?Yes, yes 100th times yes!

41: if someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you?Sure. It’s always nice to know these things. But it has to be for real not ‘because it’s cool’

42: do you like meeting new people?Yeah. But I’m shy at first.

43: are you afraid of falling in love?Kinda. I don’t know if I will change or not… And how this person will act after some time spend with me.

44: ever self-harmed or starved yourself?Nope.

45: has anyone ever told you that you have pretty eyes?No, but I’m hearing that my curly hairs are cute at least once a week. *coughs* @rei-shincatsu

46: have you ever felt like you weren’t good enough?Yes. Always when I’m start doing/learning something new. Like art and German for now.

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If you receive this you make someone happy. Go on anonymous and send this to ten of your followers who make you or someone you think needs cheering up. If you get some back, even better!

Thank you so much anon! o(*>ω

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Huge edit because I’m stupid and I forgot to put questions ;w; Sorry for that.

I was tagged by @lilium-the-dragon Thank you x3

Write down your top 10 OTPs without looking at the questions (I’m putting all of the ships here. Even my oc x canon because I don’t have too many of them.)

1. Goal x Rufus (platonic/romantic) 2. Yami Bakura x Anzu (platonic/romantic) 3. Vector x Kotori (platonic) 4. Midna x Link (platonic) 5. Yuugo x Yuzu (platonic/romantic) 6. Carolyn x Cave Johnson (romantic) 7. Ness x Paula (platonic) 8. Karkat x Terezi (platonic/romantic) 9. Toriel x Sans (platonic) 10. Lisa x Cletus (putting it because I don’t have more otps) (platonic/romantic)

QUESTIONS

1.  Do you remember the episode/scene/chapter that you first started shipping 6?

Actually yes. I was playing Portal 2 for the first time after watching let’s play a few years before. And I came to the scene where it is revealed that Glados is Carolyn. I had to stop and think about it for a while. I stopped playing and search for more info about it. And I came across a painting with Carolyn and Cave. And it clicked that Cave had to be very nice for Carolyn and I “accidentally” came across a few cute fanfics with them ^^

2.  Have you ever read a fic about 2?

A lot of them.

3.  Has a picture of 4 ever been your screensaver/profile pic/tumblr?

No.

4.  If 7 were to suddenly break up today, what would your reaction be?

If they ended up their friendship? That would be sad ;w;

5.  Why is 1 so important?

… Because they love each other. Even though Rufus is who he is. And Goal loves him. Even all of his flaws. And that’s freaking adorable. And did you see how they were hugging each other at the end of the third game?! And how Goal stood in Rufus’ defense?! OuO

6.  Which one has the strongest bond?

Oh My… Platonically I have to say Yuugo and Yuzu. How Yuugo cares about Yuzu is beyond my expectations. Even though he knew her for a few days, he wanted to get a revenge for her injured state during one of her duels. And romantically? Well… I have to say that it is Lisa and Cletus. I know that I didn’t put a lot about their relationship for now, but it is really family alike. Lisa wanted to make him smile after they met at the Organon Bomb Tower and after their conversation at the Hotel Mentekel it ended with her taking care of him and for her daughter on Elysium. Accepting all of his flaws was an easy task for her since she though Cletus’ grumpy side is cute.

7. How many times have you read/watched 10′s fandom?

 There is non besides me and a few of my friends so…

8.  Which ship has lasted the longest?

Ness and Paula. They are still good friends ^u^

9.  How many times, if ever, has 6 broken up?

Zero.

10.  If the world was suddenly thrust into a zombie apocalypse, which ship would make it out alive: 2 or 8?

I think Karkat and Terezi would be a great team against zombie apocalypse.

11.  Did 7 ever have to hide their relationship for any reason?

Nope.

12.  Is 4 still together?

No ;w; Because she broke the mirror ;w;

13.  Is 10 canon?

No… Sadly… No ;w; poor Cletus

14.  If all 10 ships were put into a couple’s Hunger Games, which couple would win?

Toriel and Sans. They are powerful together. Imagine the troll battles xD

15.  Has anyone ever tried to sabotage 5?

No.

16.  Do you spend hours a day going through 3′s tumblr tag?

Yes. But there is really small amount of stuff about them.

17.  If an evil witch descended from the sky and told you that you had to pick one of the ten ships to break forever or else she’d break them all up, which ship would you SINK

I will go with 7. It would break my heart, but if it’s needed…

That was nice, thank you again :D I’m tagging: @true-lab @yu-gi-omg @amiiera @aquaburst07@tophatdragonslayer @normanee @gees-west

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Forthe fandom ask... Zexal? òvò

I will do it with a pleasure OuOSe here we go with ZeXal :D

1. My beautiful cinnamon roll too good for this world fave: Vector. Cute cinnamon roll ^u^2. My trash-shit fave: Um… Is there someone shittier than this asshole above? Yeah… Black Mist. How could I forget about him.3. My I love to hate them fave: Mr. Heartland… But I must say he had a nice costume designs.4. My I hate to love them fave: Again, Vector.5. My I wouldn’t piss on them if they were on fire non-fave: Nasch. Please don’t hate me. I just don’t like him that much.6. My I didn’t care about them either way at first but the fandom makes such a big deal about them now I can’t stand them non-fave: No one.7. My I could take them or leave them kinda non-fave: Mizael. 8. My I will go down with this ship and I won’t put my hands up and surrender, there will be no white flag above my door. I’m in love and always will be fave ship: Shadowfairyshipping all the way!9. My dirtybadwrong fave ship: See the answer above.10. My they’re cute together and I dig them but I’m not all that terribly invested kinda fave ship: Keyshipping.11. My I didn’t care about this ship either way at first but the fandom makes such a big deal about it now I can’t stand it non-fave ship: Positiveshipping. 12. My MAKE IT STOP non-fave ship: Foilshipping. Everything, but not this, please ;w;

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all numbers heheheh

Oh My God, @amiiera xD Thanks x3Alright then, here we go ^^

1. Do you consider yourself average? I guess I’m an average person. I don’t like to stand out in a group of people. I prefer to stay quiet.

2. Are aliens real?This is really hard to answer. Maybe they are somewhere and they have similar planet to ours and they - just like us - wants to find other living creatures on other planets? But they are far away from our solar system.

3. What do you associate with the color green? Do you think of certain emotions or smells?I’m associating color green with Spring, my favorite part of the year. It’s not too hot, leafs on bushes and trees are light green and fresh, this same goes for grass. And this weather is great for walks after school ^u^

4. Have you ever lost somebody you love?Yes. My dear grandmother a few years ago. She was such a lovely woman. I regret that I didn’t want to go visit her as much as I used to when i was a little kid ;n; But at least my grandfather is still alive. My grumpy lovely grandpa x3

5. Who do you hate the most? Why?People who are pretending to be nice for you. And then, after a while of hanging out, they are whispering behind your back to everyone in your class. And then you are a small little dot in your class who can’t find a friend. I hate these people. And sadly enough, it happened to me in primary school. At least @true-lab was there for me. My lovely dork x3

6. Does anybody hate you? Everyone who meet my not so nice side. I can be a very huge asshole to those who are thinking are above me or are thinking that I’m a person who will listen to their every order. 

7. How many followers do you have? Currently 421. And I love every one of them. Besides the bots and porn blogs.

8. When was the last time you actually felt confident about yourself?In Tuesday when I had lessons in laboratories. I thought titration will be hard, but it’s actually very nice. But after a while of doing it, your arm is hurting you a lot. But it’s worth it. Especially when substance is changing color ^u^

9. Describe yourself in one sentence.I will write something that my friend told me once:“A cute cinnamon roll who wants to protect every fictional dork, asshole and killer who she loves.”And it’s freaking true ^u^ 

10. When was the last time somebody told you they love you?Um… Heck, it was probably yesterday? Or today? My memory sucks ;w;

11. When was the last time you told somebody you love them?Today ^^

12. Do you have any pets?Yup ^^ I have a dog. His name is Kampino. He’s my little doggy who is grumpy as hell… Wait… *looks at my avatar* @normanee was right after all xD

13. Have you changed personality wise since you were a kid? How so?Yeah, I changed quite a lot. Now I can see that what I was thinking as a kid wasn’t truth and that hurts a lot. But if it comes to watching cartoons, playing games or reading books… Nah, didn’t change at all. I’m a nerd from the beginning x3

14. Where do you feel safest?In my home. When my parents are with me. It wouldn’t be nice to live alone right now. 

15. What’s your biggest fear?To lose everyone I cherish the most. Including my entire family and my friends. These from real world and online friends.

16. Do you consider yourself to be healthy?Nope. I’m sitting all day in my home, writing, reading, learning languages, playing games, talking with my parents, visiting my grandpa as often as I can without doing any exercises. … Now I know why my PE teacher is calling me a “lazy person” xD

17. Have you ever had to see somebody for issues regarding your mental health? Yes. My ex-aunt. I’m so glad that she isn’t in my family now. She can go to hell after what she had done to my grandma.

18. Do you love yourself? Why or why not?I wouldn’t describe it as a love. I’m just liking myself for who I am. Sure, I had problems with liking myself when i was younger, but now I’m fine with who I am x3

19. Do you like school? What elements of school do you like which ones do you not?As a place that I’m forced to go to - no. Maybe if our school system was better *sighs* Dreams~Breaks are the best! Especially with the group of my classmates ^^ Nerdy nerds ^^ And laboratories lessons are fine too when we have chemical analysis, but when we have the organic stuff… Let’s not talk about it.Business, PE and organic chemistry lessons are the worst. I don’t like them at all.

20. How did you get your URL?I was a huge fan of Touhou games at that time and my favorite character was - and still is - Cirno. I was an idiot - and probably still am - so I thought: “Maybe I would be a friend of Cirno?” And I just wrote it.

21. Do you have any strange seemingly useless talents?Annoying people with my grumpy side. They have me enough after 2 minutes ^^ It’s not very useless but all of my other talents are very useful.

22. Do you understand yourself?Basically, yes, but when my brain is just telling me to love another character who is a dork, idiot, killer or asshole I’m just questioning myself “What the hell brain? Again?” But lately it definitely changed it’s curse of liking characters. I started this year with liking a precious coward from Danganronpa - Yasuhiro is a cutie ^^ - and when I just thought that this year will be different than the previous one (in the last one I only liked assholes in every fandom. And all of them dies at the end) there suddenly appeared - after two months - my sudden urge to take care of this grumpy cutie… I mean Cletus, and right after him, Komaeda from Super Danganronpa. And now Saruman from Lord of the Rings. I’m only asking, who will be next? 

23. How much did you sleep last night?9 hours. 

24. Are you taking care of yourself?As much as I can, but my brain seems to not like me, because I’m spending too much time writing and thinking about safety of my favorite characters.

25. What do you regret?Currently, just like I mentioned before, not visiting my grandma as much as I used to when I was younger. But at least she had a very nice looking grave. I’m missing her ;m;

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Aww, thank you, sweet anon x3

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Nickname: Cledi (I always thought Cletus would be named like that as kid)

Hm… Very cute nickname I must admit x3 And I guess Cletus would be very mad if someone would call him like that ^^ Hey, but imagine this! When Cletus was a little kid, he was called Cledi by someone who was caring about him. I don’t know if he had parents or not, but it would be very bad for him if Rufus would learn about it.And hey… You wouldn’t be angry at me if I will borrow this little idea of yours to my fic? I’m actually working on a fic for Deponia - with my ocs, because it’s hard for me to write anything without making my own characters - and it would be a cute little detail x3