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Nightmares - Kaz Brekker
Request: yes! “My favorite writer is accepting requests again? Love that for me (and everyone else who gets to read your writing) So I had this idea if that’s okay where like the reader and Kaz are dating but they’re still sleeping in separate rooms because Kaz isn’t quite there yet in overcoming his trauma to share a bed. And then one night he hears screams coming out off your room so he goes to you as fast as possible but turns out it was just because you had a nightmare and then how Kaz would deal with that in terms of comforting? Hopefully this is something that you’re okay with writing but no problems if not because I’ll still look forward to your other stories 💗” Pairing: kaz brekker x reader Summary: you wake up from a nightmare and kaz comforts you Warnings: angst, some language Word count: 1.4K A/N: sljflskjklfj someone’s favorite writer?? ME??? anon you have no idea how incredibly happy this made me !!! have a kiss on the forehead mwah
There was a small room attached to Kaz’ office, which he always used as storage. He called it a storage room, but it was more of a dump of papers, really. When things between you got serious, you started to spend more and more time in his office.
You’d often fall asleep on his couch, and wake up with back pain due to the uncomfortable positions you fell asleep in.
That’s when Kaz decided to clean out the storage room. Once all of the papers were taken out and sorted into neat piles, there was just enough room in it for a small bed.
When Kaz first showed it to you, he was a bit nervous. He thought you wouldn’t like it. But you beamed with happiness and told him you loved it. You’ve been sleeping in the small room ever since that day.
Often Kaz is still busy, running around the crow club doing god knows what, and you’re the first one to arrive back at his office. When you do, you always leave him a note on his desk, letting him know you’ve gone to bed already. Kaz then slowly opens the door to your room, whispers you goodnight, and heads to his own room. It was a nice routine you’d fallen into. A bit of calm in the chaos of Ketterdam.
Tonight isn’t any different.
You’re almost asleep, when you hear the door slowly opening.
In the dark, you can just make out Kaz’ shape in the doorway.
‘Goodnight.’ he whispers.
You smile. ‘Goodnight.’ you whisper back.
He closes the door again, and only seconds later, you fall asleep.
Kaz walks to his bathroom to take off his gloves and wash his face. It’s already dark outside, and normally he’d still sit at his desk to work. But he figured he could skip one night, and actually get some sleep.
Besides, if he didn’t, and you would find out the next morning, you’d make him take a nap anyway.
He changes into a pair of more comfortable clothes and lays down in his bed, pulling the covers up to his neck. Immediately, he feels his body getting heavier.
Maybe he should listen to you more often, and get enough sleep every night. It doesn’t take long for him to fall asleep.
Just as fast as he fell asleep, Kaz also wakes up.
He looks over at his bedside table, and notices it’s in the middle of the night. Kaz rolls over, ready to fall back asleep, when he hears a sound.
A piercing scream, sounding like someone is in pain.
But that’s not what makes him jump up, it’s the fact that it’s your voice that terrifies him.
In a second, he’s up, grabbing his cane in case he needs to hit someone, and he throws open the door of his room.
His office is empty, and you’re nowhere to be seen. But then he hears you screaming again. It’s coming from your small bedroom.
Instantly, he walks over to the door and roughly opens it. His cane is raised, in case there’s an attacker who made their way into the room.
But you’re the only one who’s there.
Your eyes are shut, a pained expression on your face. Somewhere during the night, you’d thrown your blanket off, and you’re clinging onto your pillow. You mumble incoherent words.
Kaz reaches out with his cane to nudge your leg, given that he’s not wearing his gloves. You stir slightly, but don’t wake up. He nudges you again, a little harder. This time, you do wake up.
You launch into a sitting position and Kaz instinctively takes a step back, creating some distance between you. For a few seconds, you look around with widened, frightened eyes, but once your eyes land on Kaz, you relax a bit.
‘Saints.’ you murmur as you press your hands against your face.
Kaz studies your face as you wipe cold sweat from your forehead.
‘Did I wake you?’ you softly ask him, avoiding his eyes.
His heart breaks at the sight of you, looking so vulnerable and shaken. The way your hair sticks to your neck and shoulders in a sticky, sweaty mess. There’s tears in the corners of your eyes.
‘Yes, but it’s alright.’ he says.
‘Sorry.’ you say. ‘It was just a nightmare. You can go back to sleep.’
But he doesn’t want to go back to sleep. Not now you’re so shaken, clearly in need of some comfort.
‘Are you okay?’ says Kaz.
‘I'm fine.’ you say.
‘Okay, so look me in the eyes when you say that.’ says Kaz. ‘So I know you’re not lying.’
You lift your gaze and look at him.
‘I'm fine.’ you say again, but Kaz shakes his head.
‘No, you’re not.’ he says. ‘Do you want to tell me about it?’
‘It’s a nightmare, Kaz. I'm not a child, I can handle it on my own.’ you say.
‘You screamed, Y/N.’ he says.
Your eyes widen at his words. ‘Fuck, really?’ you say. He nods. ‘That means they’re getting worse.’ you mumble, more to yourself than telling Kaz.
‘Come on.’ says Kaz, gesturing to his office behind his back. ‘Let’s get you out of this tiny room first.’
You hesitate, but follow him anyway.
‘Talk to me.’ says Kaz, as he sits down on the edge of his desk. He looks at you, waiting for you to talk.
‘They’re about you.’ you say softly.
Kaz’ features soften as he gestures for you to go on.
‘They’re about losing you. All of them.’ you mumble. ‘You’re hurt and I can never get to you in time. When I wake up, it usually helps when I get up and go see you in your room. It helps because I can see with my own eyes you’re alright, and it was just a dream.’
Kaz is silent as he looks at you. You wrap your arms around your body, feeling a bit uncomfortable. You’re an open book to Kaz, but admitting you have nightmares about losing him felt a bit too personal. Even for your taste.
‘I'm here now.’ says Kaz, looking at you. ‘I'm alright.’
You nod. ‘I know.’ you say. ‘I'll go back to sleep. And sorry again for waking you.’
You move walk back to your small room, but Kaz speaks up.
‘Y/N?’ he says, making you stop and turn around to face him. ‘Do you want to stay in my room for the rest of the night?’
‘No, that’s alright, you could barely fit in my small room.’ you say with a smile. ‘But I appreciate it.’
Kaz frowns slightly. ‘No, I mean, I'd stay in my room as well.’ he says.
‘Kaz, there’s a reason why we sleep in separate rooms.’ you tell him. ‘You know why. And this works for both of us.’
‘I know.’ says Kaz. ‘But you’re clearly still upset, you’re still visibly shaking. We could keep our distance, it’ll be alright.’
Still, you’re not convinced. ‘Are you sure?’ you say. ‘I don’t want you to do anything you’re not comfortable with for my sake. This is a huge step for you.’
‘I'm willing to try for you.’ says Kaz.
‘Alright.’ you say. ‘But you need to communicate with me, okay? If I'm doing something you’re not comfortable with, tell me. And if you want me to go back to my own room, that’s perfectly fine, you can just tell me.’
Kaz nods and walks to his room. You follow him, and are grateful his bed is much larger than yours. He sets his cane aside and lays down on the left side of the bed. You cross the room to the other side of the bed, and lay down.
It’s a bit awkward at first. There’s so much space between you, you almost fall off the bed on your side.
But then Kaz reaches out and hooks his pinky around yours.
It’s kind of like his way of hugging. You knew it would take years for him to be comfortable with touches like hugs, if he’d ever be comfortable with it in the first place.
Right now, you’re grateful for the feeling of his skin on yours, even if it’s the bare minimum, it’s comforting.
You close your eyes, focusing on the feeling of your intertwined fingers. Even if the nightmares got to you again, you knew Kaz would be alright. He’d be right there next to you.
You take a deep breath, mumble a ‘Thank you’ to Kaz, and fall back asleep.
A/N: If you want to request something, make sure to read my house rules Here’s the list of characters I write for. Everything that I have written can be found on my masterlist. Please don’t repost my work, as I spend much time and effort on it!! Thank you for reading! Much love, Marit
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