#fr though i am always flabbergasted that we demand female ocs to be 'weak' when we accept male ocs and male canons to be gods

[feminurge]

fun fact i started rping with a female oc who had nothing to do with ishtar and i was always like! i dont even want to ship im a serious rper here take my not mary sue not powerful but not pathetic and totally acceptable oc. she doesnt flirt she is always going with what your character is saying and also she is as bland as sliced bread

then i started writing ishtar, who i already played in warhammer rp with my dad and my uncles. in that og setting, i HAD to make her a kick ass bitch otherwise she wouldnt have survived. so going over to dumblr where apparently ur female oc can't b too powerful or its bad, i had a bit of whiplash. ended up considering that if u couldnt accept my mary sue u probably didnt deserve the efforts i put into her characterization or into my writing.

and now? ive gotten worse. ishtar flirts. ishtar can't die. she will force a ship onto your character and then abandon ship once she got what she wanted. eternity is a curse so she decided to be eternity's curse. shes a fuckboy-cowboy atrocity who's a lil bit too much into psychological torture. if the fuckboy the manic pixie dream girl and the cheshire cat from alice in wonderland all had a threesome that resulted in a child, ishtar would be that child. shes a gremlin. shes the best thing youve ever seen. she has commitment issues that would make god look like a stand-up guy.