#for the first week I haven't written than mew needs to be protected

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Observations on ep 7:

"Learn to love yourself." Where's that gif set?!?

Wow. There's been absolutely NO talk of Ray's father so far (unless I forgot about it) and yet him just turning up at the hospital speaks VOLUMES.

I'm a simple girl...and a complete hoe for t-shirt slogans that comment on the storyline. "Make love not war" when Boston is going into battle: A+. But I'm not sure what the show was aiming for with "Friends don't let friends go to Stanfund" (I think that's what it says).

Oh poor babygirl Nick 😢 Vi has absolutely the right url. @disasterbabygirlnick

I agree with Mew not just giving Top a second chance. He's young, Top is his first partner, he'll have so many more opportunities to meet someone else if he wants. Why not just shut Top out. In other bls, their relationship and bond would be romanticised to the point where I would accept the fantasy of their 'destiny' to be together, but in this show I'd be telling both Mew and Top to leave it be. Move on. Find other people. (I'm also here for the mess that may arise from the situation and even if they do end up together but I'd also be ok with them not getting back together 🤷🏽‍♀️).

First's smile is something else, man.

Oh! It's The Scene!

*she squints* "Praying for forgiveness" and "I've been living with the demons that I got in my soul" on Cheum's top: 👏🏼Outstanding.

I think Book and Force work great together but I'd HAPPILY watch other shows with Book paired with other actors. HAPPILY.

Neo and Book. 🔥

Oh wow. MARK!!

And another. "Outkast". No notes.

DRAKE!! WHY IS HE SO NARAK?!

I think I like this plan by Mew...but honestly, I think he could have just asked for the video. I have a feeling Gap probably would have given it to him (or maybe not now that I watched the whole scene). But omg why does Gap not turn the damn computer off before going for a shower. Mew is a stranger to him 🤦🏽‍♀️

Also. Hello, Drake has been working out.

Is it just me or has Mew shifted his style/look this ep?

Wait. Is this house the same as in Mama Gogo (and something else)? @colourme-feral

Mew's face is DELIGHTFUL when Boston shuts the laptop. DELIGHTFUL.

N e o a n d B o o k again. 🔥🔥

Oh Mew. I wouldn't say out loud that you want the honour student title. That's exactly something Boston might use to retaliate against you.

And Top is just embarrassing himself now.

I understand Mew attempting to move out of the friend-zone with Ray, to give him a chance and to be with someone who cares about him and who he trusts about that, but I feel like if he never saw Ray as more than a friend, I can't see things changing that much - if it hasn't already happened, it probably won't happen. And as for Ray, he might always wonder if Mew really does love him or if he 'settled' and that Mew might get drawn away by an attraction to someone else in the future. It just doesn't feel like it would work out, and in the meantime Sand is right there if Ray could just let Mew go.

Gosh, next week looks so good.