#first his eyes wander in dongbaek's
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Five times Danis felt rejected or himself refused care and the one time he didn’t
#jang you sung#park young woon#park jung woo#the director who buys me dinner#korean drama#manydramagifs#kdramaedit#the abandonment issues are strong with this one and i am NOT having a good time#it's true i'm not immune to characters who have developed unhealthy coping mechanisms#and tend to run away from (or straight at) the affection and love that they desire and yearn for like nothing else#because they've never known care or love or felt like they had that#so the vastness of everything that they're desperate to have envelops them completely#and the only way they know how to deal with that all-encompassing feeling is to try to avoid it or hold on to it#and danis has always opted for the former#until now#like look at how soft he is in the last scene i-!!#first his eyes wander in dongbaek's#it's almost like he's waiting for the rejection that usually comes#but it never does#instead dongbaek helps him to calm down#and as danis sees and feels his genuine concern and care#he slowly but surely finds that place of serenity#away from the anxiety that was drowning him#and for that one short moment#he lets himself (consciously or subconsciously) experience the kind of unconditional love that he's always wanted#and although there are still two extreme reactions of which either may ([[spoiler alert]] did) happen when the weight of it all really hits#he's still gotten to see first-hand the goodness that is still in the world and that dongbaek has shown him to be worthy of#and it's so so beautiful and bittersweet
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