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MAN F**K YOU.

Something I wrote to get me off my mind after reading so much ANGST. Actually this short writing is angst too (but not that sad) so in what way is this supposed to help-

[TW: Reader dies, there's a LOT of blood and brutal wounds cuz infinity castle arc, and they're just directly stated. So don't read it if y'all don't like this kind of stuff y'all.]

The sounds of loud cheering could be heard once the Demon King had began to disintegrate. Many demon slayers of different ranks celebrated the death of the Progenitor of Demons, some crying tears of joy and expressing pure happiness while some are tired out from the harsh fight, yet they were as equally happy too.

Muichiro fell to his hands and knees after loosening his grip on his katana, allowing it to slip away from his grasp and land on the ground not far from him. The fight with Upper Moon One was beyond exhausting and this fight was fuel to the fire, yet he made it through.

He looked up from the ground and to his delight, the sun shone brightly in the sky, the Demon King was nowhere to be seen anymore as he was disintegrated by the sun's rays, and the Kakushis were rushing, running around to tend to the injured slayers. (Him included)

But that delight was short-lived as he realized that you were nowhere to be found. Despite the Kakushi's desperate attempts to stop him from moving too much due to his injuries, he couldn't stop. He wouldn't stop. Not until he found you.

He then turned his head to a direction, and there you were. Your back pressed against a damaged wall of a house, barely alive.

With some minor support from the Kakushis tending to him, he was able to make his way to you. He reached out to you when he was near enough, gently holding you in his arms.

Your breathing was shallow and uneven, your eyes were half-lidded and almost devoid of life and your strength and temperature was rapidly declining while you laid in his arms, taking in his warmth.

He took note of the serious injuries you had on you, and his heart sank. With the amount of injuries that serious, he knew you weren't going to make it. You were dying in his arms.

His eyes began to well up with tears as he held you tighter, not wanting to let you go. Not just yet. He still had many things he wanted to do with you, he still wanted to spend more time with you. But from the looks of it, he can't anymore.

He sobbed and cried, he wanted to scream his lungs out, he wanted to shout at the sky, to curse at life for taking you away from him too soon. But he knew that it would all amount to nothing. You were already dead, and no one could bring you back even if they tried.

He knew a moment like this was inevitable and feared it, but he did not let it occupy his mind. Now that he's experiencing it, he can not avoid it any longer. And it hurt. It hurt him deeper than he expected.

Because out of everyone in the world, why did it have to be you?

"...ehh, this could've been better. 😭"

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imagine this...

Day Two: Orientation

Ever since your twin's first encounter with the Tokito Twins, your twin had begin to go out more often with you to help you out with the little crops you guys had. Mostly because your twin is interested in them and wishes to catch up to you on them.

It's not like you mind, honestly. If there was anything to say for your side, you were all set and ready to spew out every drop of info you had about your twin.

At first glance, both of them thought that you were the older twin due to your strict and firm nature like Yuichiro's, and your twin's carefree and gentle nature like Muichiro's. But the more the Tokito Twins knew about you two, they eventually realized that no, you were not the older twin. You were indeed the younger one.

Sometimes, it was a comedic sight, honestly. It was unexpected, watching the younger twin work vigorously or chastise the older one when it was normally the other way round. Not that your twin was lazy, it was just that you both had different duties to fulfil. With you having to grow and harvest the vegetables out in the open, while your twin had to clean the little house you guys live in and wash both your clothes in order to maintain your hygiene in the more hidden parts of your home.

Every now and then, the four of you would often meet up in the usual spot you guys hung out in. Be it while taking a small break after working tirelessly to help provide one another, or when all of you were free. Whenever the weather was not suit for you guys to meet up, you would always have a Plan B in mind. And that, is to either go to the Tokito Twins' residence together, or leave a note for them to come over.

You guys would always be mindful to bring some extra resources you guys had, just in case. Remember how I mentioned that you and the Tokitos would trade resources? Yep, you would bring some fresh vegetables, mainly radishes, for them when you came over to their home in return for some firewood or when their food supply was running low.

When the Tokito Twins came over for the first time, they realized that you two were just like them. You two had no parents or guardian and have to work really hard most of the time in order to survive and provide. And before meeting the Tokitos, both of you would even take extra shifts to restock your firewood supplies for cooking or keeping warm.

It was then when you all realized that the four of you just simply had a lot of things in common, so relating to one another was not and was probably never a problem for either of you.

And that, was the beginning of a newly bloomed friendship between two pairs of twins.

It all wouldn't have started without you, no?

<- Previous: Day 1

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I Love You So

Your roommate finds you asleep on your desk.

[Modern AU!]

"Hey... Are you alright? You didn't come down for lunch today."

Your roommate knocked on your door, worry in his azure eyes present. The only response he received from you was pure humane silence, only the sound of a faint anguish filled song could be heard coming from your room.

"I'm coming in."

Gently opening your door, he was greeted with the sight of you soundly sleeping in front of your computer on your desk, pieces of damp tissue papers and traces of tears rolling down your face was evident.

He walked in and shut the door behind him gently, making sure not to wake you up. He then approached you and carefully lifted your sleeping form into his arms and laid you down on your bed before covering you with a blanket.

The boy looked at the screen of your computer, all he saw was the lyrics of a sad song that you were listening to. The same song that he heard playing from behind your door.

'I'm gonna pack my things and leave you behind.'

'This feeling's old and I know that I've made up my mind.'

'I hope you feel what I felt when you shattered my soul.'

'Cause you were cruel and I'm a fool.'

'So, please let me go.'

What was this song about again...? Oh right. The melancholic melody combined with such heartbreaking lyrics reminded him so much of a heartbreak.

Examining your desk, he saw the numerous pieces of tear stained tissue papers and some more tear stains on where you laid your arms and head on your desk.

It was obvious that you were crying, had it happened to you?

As far as he could remember, you had left the house a few hours ago to hang out with a so-called 'lover' of your's. And when you came back, you looked like a mess. Puffy eyes, messy hair and and you looked exhausted.

You were usually really cheerful, and being sad was something rare for you. And you would usually join him for lunch and dinner, but today you didn't. And that, was how he knew something was off, leading to him having to show up on the doorsteps of your room.

Just by hearing that song playing from your computer, he knew what had happened.

Turning off the song and your computer, he prepared to leave. But a bold thought had crossed his mind at that moment. He turned to look at you, soundly sleeping on your bed.

After what had happened today, it left you hurting and exhausted, and he knew that. Even though you didn't ask for it, he knew how badly you needed some comfort, some consolation. Some... Reminders that everything is gonna be okay soon. And that the pain you're experiencing now is only temporary.

Although you may not have known this, but ever since you moved in and you two started living together, he slowly developed feelings for you. But he was afraid that you wouldn't like him back, resulting in him hiding his feelings from you.

So just imagine how he felt when he found out that you were taken, and had a lover. He was happy for you, yes. But deep down, he felt like he lost his chance to be your's.

Lifting up the blanket, he slowly climbed into bed with you. He scooted closer to you, wrapping his arms around your waist and pulling you close to him, allowing you to rest your head on his chest.

He felt sorry for what you've gone through. It was truly tough, he understands. But at the same time, he feels like this is a perfect time for him to take a step at winning your heart. He's determined this time, he was going to gain your love and affection to prevent you from getting your heart broken again.

Looking down at your sleeping form once more, he embraced you tighter and rested his chin on your head, keeping you warm. Whoever that broke your heart was a total jerk, they did not deserve you.

After all, he could treat you so much better.

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imagine this...

Day One: First Encounter

Yui and Mui were out collecting some wood as normal until one moment, Mui happened to stumble upon another pair of identical twins; you and your twin.

Yui, being the cold-but-caring older twin brother he is, went back to get Mui after he noticed that he wasn't following him anymore. But he became equally shocked when he noticed who Mui was staring at.

The Tokito Twins knew you since you were a close friend of theirs as you often paid them a visit and traded resources. But honestly, they never expected you to also have an identical twin.

Yes, you've mentioned that you had a sibling, but you never specified! So you can't really blame them for almost having their soul leave their body when they saw your twin. You guys looked completely identical. Hell, they even thought that was you from another world!

What kicked off this entire encounter was you finally managing to convince your twin to come along with you to help you harvest some vegetables since you were tired of standing in the sun alone for a long time without any help.

And maybe also because you wanted to introduce your twin and the Tokito Twins to each other.

Yes, you've brought up about the Tokito Twins multiple times. But they've never met in person. So you decided that today, you would finally introduce them to your twin properly.

And, here you are!

Now that you got them to meet, you're beyond excited to dump tons of info about your twin to them.

Next: Day 2 ->

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If Δlice!Chara happens to become famous one day, please don't ship them with any Frisks, Sanses, Asriels and even other Charas or I'll hunt you down. This also applies to other characters as well. She's a teenager around 15-16 in my AU, so others would either be too young or too old for them. + She has no interest in any type of romance at all. P.S. Δlice!Chara sounds like a mouthful and handful to say and write, I know. Just simply call them CHΔRΔ or Chalice. I use specifically Δlice!Chara while addressing her most of the time to avoid confusion. ^^

-Finina <3