#fighting the Disorder™ trying to tell me 'do this compulsive behavior to make sure Everything Is Perfect' which helps. absolutely
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This transitory scene needs to be here, but my GOD, I don't want to fucking write it.
#THIS is somehow giving me more trouble than like. LITERALLY anything else.#I don't even know why. it's not something I would consider objectively difficult to write? ugh.#I guess the good news is that the chapter I was worried about (you know. the one where things gets deranged.) will actually probably#seem comparatively simple compared to this goddamn chapter LMAO#(at least. I hope so. I don't know what I'm going to do if I get stuck on a chapter for two-plus months again.)#this thing is very close to my heart because I love examining these characters but also MY GOD I cannot wait for it to be done#c2g#The Fic That's A Lot#I think. Idk. this chapter is really heavy on the 'character study' part which is my favorite kind of writing to do#but the drawback to something being my favorite is that I care about it A LOT. and when I care about something a lot I'm constantly#fighting the Disorder™ trying to tell me 'do this compulsive behavior to make sure Everything Is Perfect' which helps. absolutely#no one least of all me.#ANYWAY. I did get some stuff done yesterday and my sleep schedule is...kind of fucked up lol. so we'll try to do a little bit now
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