#fiasco. It wasn't even the gift that got me in this situation but the fact that he yelled at me | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

twpsyn-who · 6 months ago

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Afshshhdhdjs just talked with my bf on the phone earlier and at some point he's like 'I'm glad I got to hear your voice. I had a bad feeling and thought to call you' or smth similar

Meanwhile I've been thinking all fucking night how the fuck to break up with him loool. Nearly made me laugh. The irony

#Idk I feel like a jerk if I do it on the phone #But man I can not keep talking to him like his whole existence annoys me. I don't know if I can wait 2 weeks #Or if is right to wait. I feel bad for still dating him despite wanting to do nothing with him #Lowkey praying HE breaks up with me but I never had that luck #Alas I've been lowkey a jerk with him. I don't even want to is just that I straight up hate him right now #And I'm annoyed because once I get there it won't change. I'm going to keep hating him #I hate people for less honestly #Honestly I don't know I didn't break up with him when I had the occasion because there was the perfect opening and I missed it #Tho to be fair at that point I still wanted to try save the relationship despite being aware that it was fucked by the whole birthday gift #fiasco. It wasn't even the gift that got me in this situation but the fact that he yelled at me #Like fuck you??? Not even an apology over that whole thing #And I even explained to him what the problem was yk like to a little kid because fuck man #Never meet one to listen and actually take in consideration what they heard too #My bff doesn't count #I wish I had a sightly tiny little attraction to women because I know for a fact she wouldn't just listen to me but understand #me spiritually

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