#feel your innocence slipping away ; don't believe it's comin' back soon — character study .

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which planet matches your muse’s personality? repost, not reblog !

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you got :  uranus.

Your greatest strength is your ability to adapt, and you reject any and all labels pressed upon you. What others read as eccentricity is your uncanny ability to see what others cannot see, and act as others dare not act. Occasionally, this love of freedom and distaste for attachment can lead you to push people away, but when you find others who understand you — truly understand you — your coalition could tilt the whole world on its axis.

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COGNITIVE ASSESMENT

alcoholism . amnesia . anxiety . appetite loss . binge eating . co - dependence . cynicism. defensiveness . denial . depersonalisation . depression . derealisation . devaluation . displacement . dissociation . drug abuse . dysphoria . emotional detachment . flashbacks. flat affect . guilt . hallucinations . hypersomnia . hypervigilance . hypochondria . idealisation . insomnia . intellectualisation . introjection . isolation . low self-esteem . narcissism . night terrors . obsessive compulsion . overeating . panic attacks . passive aggression . paranoia . phobias . projection . psychosis . rationalization . regression . repression . restrictive eating . risky sex . self-harm . somatization . splitting . sublimation . suicidal ideation . sleepwalking . suppression . thousand-yard stare .triggers . trust issues . violence . whiplash temper .

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HANDWRITING CAN TELL YOU A LOT ABOUT A PERSON.

go here and REPOST with your character’s name in their handwriting!

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10  tracks.

rules: post 5-10 songs that you would find in your muse’s song library. bold any favourites,italicize any songs that hold a personal meaning for them ( ex: it makes them feel nostalgic ),bold + italicize any guilty pleasure songs/bands.

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song list:

we belong together - ritchie valens 

put your head on my shoulder - paul anka 

build me up buttercup - the foundations 

you don’t own me - lesley gore 

a teenager in love - marty wilde

it’s my party - lesley gore 

my girl - the temptations 

can’t help falling in love - elvis presley 

dancing queen - abba

you and me - penny & the quarters 

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what color is your soulmark?

THE COLOR YOU FIT MOST IS BLUE 

Seen as the most popular favorite color, and for a good reason, the blue soulcolor is admired by many, even if they aren’t conscious of it. Friendly, loyal, and always there when you need them, the blue soulcolor is a people pleaser with a heart of gold.

People with this soul color are charismatic in a small way, choosing to speak as much as they listen, and take a genuine interest in people. They look past beauty and see the hidden soul under the skin. Loyal to a fault, they often downplay other’s negative traits as “quirks” and choose to see the best in everyone. They often miss social cues and overstay their welcome without meaning to.

While they might not seem the type to some, the blue soulcolor is likely to fall into fits of depression and self loathing. This is because they have high expectations and hold themselves to strong moral conduct, and failing that moral conduct means failing other people. Even if it’s not their fault, they will choose to take the blame.

When gathering a group of friends, this color likes stability and harmony. They hold onto friendships from their childhood, even if their interests shift, and have a hard time letting people go. Changes in relationships scare them. They will be the first friend to show up at your house when you need them, whether they live a short distance or not.

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FIVE  SENSES  AESTHETIC. bold  what  applies  to  your  muse.

SIGHT.

small towns. big cities. six thirty curfews. lights that take the place of stars.  blanket nests.light through the blinds as a wake up call. found family. finding a single star in the middle of new york city. window shopping. watching something terrible and enjoying it.  growing numb to the sight of injustice. wilted flowers. faded caricatures. bright, bold colors.

HEARING.

crickets and lightning bugs.  car engines and a / c units. a phone call to mom / dad. laughing with friends.jokes that are so bad you have to laugh. the clicking of computer keys. noise cancelling headphones. the sound of silence. muffled music from another room. drumming fingertips on a table. clicking of pens. listening to a clock and swearing the ticks get slower. ringing in the ears. the voice of someone you love. pitch shifted songs.

TOUCH.

being held close during a long night. fleeting reassurances. holding hands when you’re scared. brushing fingers through strands of hair. freshly dried clothes. bruises on your knuckles. silk and satin. your favorite pet’s fur or feather. wringing your hands anxiously.snuggles. comforters in the dead of winter. nails against skin. cold metal. leather in summer.

TASTE.

coffee in the morning. tea in the evening. bubblegum that lost its flavor. alcohol burning the back of your throat. homemade cooking, no matter what’s made. blood in your mouth. stale air. mint. fresh vegetables. that processed taste of citrus candy. the first meal you cook by yourself that tastes good. foreign sweets. fast food. bittersweet. sour. spicy. sweet. bitter. too much salt on fries.

SMELL.

morning glories and honeysuckles.  freshly cut grass. hot chocolate in the middle of winter. nail polish. acetone. hospital rooms. smoke. hair spray. your favorite shampoo /conditioner. the scent of home. perfume.cologne. mint. something burning. wet dogs. copper. metal. unemptied ash trays. something familiar yet different. camp fires.

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(   OLYMPIAN AESTHETICS !

APHRODITE  :         laughter loving. sweet smiles. dressed in silk and satin. flower in their hair. sees the world as a runway. unapologetically sexual. the sea washing their ankles. in love with love. stirrer of passion.cunning concealed by painted lips. secret daggers. doves. revolution in their kiss. delighting in the waves. flirtatious winks. strolling along the beach. staring wistfully from a balcony. this is how to be a heartbreaker. wants to be adored. gets turned on by danger.

APOLLO   :       glitz and glamour. art galleries. turning the volume up. being made of gold. neatly organized music sheets. notebooks filled with poetry. bathing in the sunlight. the powerful urge to create.collecting vinyl records. beautiful cover of wonderwall. playing multiple instruments. tasting like sunshine. healing touch. speaking in prophecies. smile mingled with wrath. shunning lies. sporting shades. hanging out at music festivals with their friends. sleeps naked. arrow to the heart. paint brushes. probably has a tinder account.

ARES  :          armed for battle. wants to raise a dog with their significant other. soft spot for children. gives piggyback rides. scarred body. blood on their hands and face. willing to fight the world for the ones they love. fights against injustice. warm hugs. well worn combat boots. boxing gloves. bandages wrapped around bruised knuckles. fist raised in protest. ignites revolutions. fear is a prison. more sensitive than what their tough shell would have you think. exhausted. damaged goods. force to be reckoned with. red roses. curses under their breath.

ARTEMIS  :         keen sense of a hunter. freckles like constellations on their skin. piercing eyes.disheveled braid. moonlight peeking through the shadows. the calm of the forest at night. lying on the grass and staring at the stars. mother doe and her fawn. protecting their kin. the moon shimmering on a still lake. quiver full of arrows resting against the bark of a tree. running with wolves. bonding while circled around a campfire. not being much of a people person. arrow hitting a target. popping egos. patience on 3%. touches heaven and returns howling.

ATHENA  :         discerning gaze. unreadable face. quiet museums. owl perched on their finger. armor that intimidates. eye for architecture. plays the sims for the sole purpose of building houses. studied the blade while everyone else was busy getting laid. big fan of logic. loves brain teasers. ancient buildings. sweaters in neutrals and cool colors. hair done up. can kill you with their brain. heads to the library often to research. sharpened pencils. abs that can cut steel. stoic statues. pottery classes.

DEMETER  :          soil covered hands. smile that can bloom flowers. skin loved by the sun. being the mom friend. can lift you and your friends. flowers kept in the pockets of overalls. takes pride in their beautiful garden. speaks to their plants. leaves rustling in the wind. stalks of wheat. picking fruit. greenhouses.heart as strong as a mountain. values simplicity. daisies dotted across a collarbone. curls crowned with flowers. folded pile of sweaters in warm hues. pulling out fresh baked bread out of the oven and the smell wafting through the air.

DIONYSUS  :         drunk shitposter. on their sixth glass of wine before you’ve even finished your second. seductive smirks. untamed curls. rich fabrics on dark skin. sleek furred panthers. theatre masks. stage productions. receiving a standing ovation. rose caught between their teeth. being the baby of the bunch. wild parties that last from sundown to sunup. creeping vines. inspiring loyalty. grand opera houses. masquerade balls. rolls of film. shattered chandeliers with broken glass scattered across the wine spilled floor. pouring champagne into flutes. lives for the applause.

HEPHAESTUS  :          the calloused hands of someone who knows labor. sweaty brow. flame burning in their eyes. inventive mind. broad shoulders. steampunk goggles. nuts and bolts stored away in little boxes. ashes. striking a match. blueprints for future projects. fixing up a busted up car and giving it cool upgrades. wrestles with bitterness. work boots have seen better years. wrinkled plaid shirts. iron melted in blazing fire. huge jackets. crafting masterpieces. greased stained overalls. fascination with robotics. pain is fuel. stack of weaponry.even their muscles have muscles.

HERA  :         resting bitch face. dressed to the nines. cows grazing on a pasture. cool rain. loving and hating fiercely. hand clutching a string of pearls. large chandelier with glittering crystals. plays the sims for the sole purpose of killing off their sims. romance to realism. pictures of the sky while flying on a plane. files that are labeled under fuck it. downs glasses of wine as they relax with a scented bubble bath and netflix. like their selfie or you’re grounded. knows 57 convenient ways to murder a man. dark eyes that penetrate your soul. marble and gold.

HERMES  :         devil may care smile. always up─to─date on the latest technology. will steal your french fries. does it for the vine. shitposter. puts googly eyes on everything. meme hoarder. long drives on the highway. ma and pop diners. spontaneous road trips. folded maps. fingers dancing across the keyboard of a laptop. shooting hoops on the basketball court. chatting up strangers as you all journey to your own destinations. goes jogging in the morning. mixes redbull with coffee. menace on april fool’s. hoodies and sneakers.

POSEIDON   :         storm with skin. colorful coral reefs. waves crashing against the shore. stroking the soft fur of a cat. their heart pounding as their horse’s gentle trot speeds into a gallop. tousled locks. clothes smeared with paint. owns several sketchbooks yet always yearns to own more. leather jackets. fondness for diy projects. handwriting that flows across the page. nimble fingers playing the strings of a violin. velvety singing voice that haunts your dreams. mood as ever─changing as the sea. the roar of a motorcycle. compass with a spinning arrow.

ZEUS  :          thunder in their heart. running on coffee. flash of lightning. unnatural charisma.eloquence. badass in a nice suit. aficionado of history. force of nature. lenny face. nightmare filled nights. proud arm around their lover’s waist. high rise buildings. planes soaring through a cloudless sky. technician on the piano.maintains order. strong handshake. juggling multiple events on their busy schedule with ease.expensive watch.

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ERA  AESTHETIC  GAME.

TAGGED  BY :  stolen  TAGGING: @samemersons , @repeatoffndr , @beatsdrums , @barbiebclle , @gospelfeared , @divused , anyone else that wants to 

** rules : ** bold the aesthetic that applies to your muse. repost. don’t reblog.

𝗠𝗘𝗗𝗜𝗘𝗩𝗔𝗟. tired eyes. coffee stains on the table. listening to the bustle of the city. unmade beds. ponytails. sunlight seeping through the curtains. chapped lips. walking barefoot across the floorboards. dusty dictionaries. black and white reruns. huge sweaters. the ticking of the clock. hearing birds in the morning. fireplaces. falling asleep during class.

𝗥𝗘𝗡𝗔𝗜𝗦𝗦𝗔𝗡𝗖𝗘. freckles. the sun rising. watching the sea. taking shots of the city. historical museums. bright eyes. looking up at the clouds. walls covered in artworks. drawing in the middle of lessons. tracing your fingers on the sand. painting for hours. staying in uncrowded coffee-shops. worn paperbacks. messy braids. going to bed with your kneesocks on.

𝗕𝗔𝗥𝗢𝗤𝗨𝗘.     dark hair. a little sophisticated. always observing the world around you. intricate designs. high ceilings. extravagant musical pieces. dim lights. colourless photographs. fancy furniture. pale skin. hearing soft footfalls coming from outside the room.mischievous looks. bitten nails. candlelight dinners. dark shades of lipstick.

𝗖𝗟𝗔𝗦𝗦𝗜𝗖𝗔𝗟.     chandeliers. the clinking of a teacup mug. laced clothing. modern architecture. light hair. watching the view from the terrace. hidden birthmarks. drinking tea in the morning. wandering about in an empty building. botanical gardens. old films. ancient marble sculptures. expensive perfume. breakfasts in bed. reading stories about mythology.

𝗥𝗢𝗠𝗔𝗡𝗧𝗜𝗖.     compassion. short writings on scraps of paper. blushed cheeks. a bouquet of roses. reading collections of poetry late at night. loose hair. carpeted floors. attending operas. faint music playing in the background. staying under the covers until midday. the night sky. streetlights. picking flowers. dancing around in silk dresses. scented candles.

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r o l e p l a y   c h a r a c t e r   s t a t s   s h e e t

•REPOST, REPLACING THE OLD INFORMATION WITH YOUR MUSE’S INFORMATION.

▍ FACE CLAIM:  lily collins 

▍ NAME:  gianna mathews 

▍ AGE: 16-35 ( verse dependent ) 

▍ GENDER:  cis female 

▍ NATIONALITY:  american

▍ BIRTHDAY:  june 14 

▍RESIDENCE:  tulsa, ok 

▍ MARITAL STATUS:  single 

▍ ALIGNMENT:  lawful good

L I K E S

▍ DRINK: coffee

▍FOOD:  spaghetti 

▍SNACKS:  fruit 

▍DAY OR NIGHT:  night

▍ SONG:  linger - the cranberries 

▍ QUOTE:  " may the flowers remind us why the rain was so necessary. ” - xan oku 

▍ PET:  cat 

▍ BOOK:  poetry books 

▍ COLOUR:  blue 

▍FLOWER:  gladiolus 

▍ SEXUALITY:  bisexual

L O O K S

▍BODY TYPE:  slender

▍ EYE COLOUR:  hazel

▍HAIR COLOUR:  brown

[ OTHER DETAILS ]

▍ DRIVER LICENSE?: YES [] || NO [X]

▍ SMOKES?: YES [X] || NO [] || OCCASIONALLY []

▍ DRUGS?: YES [] || NO [] || OCCASIONALLY [X]

▍ EVER BEEN ARRESTED?: YES [] || NO [] || ALMOST/DETAINED [X]

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WHICH KIND OF LOVER ARE YOU?

AGAPE   (unselfish love)

agape lovers are considered to be “unselfish” lovers.   you are likely more focused on giving than receiving.   chances are you are also concerned a great deal about your partner’s well-being.   while this love style may seem somewhat ideal,   there can be issues regarding codependency if focus too much on the other person to the point where you not aware of your own emotional needs.   you have unconditional love for a mate and have a high degree of passion for a lover.   you tend to put your partner’s needs ahead of personal needs.

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rules     ━     tag 20 followers you’d like to get to know better . tagged by :     @daisyspat tagging :   @fuckingvictus , @beatsdrums , @repeatoffndr , @barbiebclle , anyone else !! 

nickname :     twinkie :) gender :     female astrological sign :    gemini  height :     5′8 sexuality :     people that don't like me back :.\ hogwarts house :    i have no idea, gryffindor according to buzzfeed  favorite animals :    idk bears are p cute ??  average hours of sleep :     4 - 6  dogs or cats :    dogs number of blankets :     two blankets & a comforter  where i am from :     indiana  dream trip :     italy !!  when i created this account :     october 2018 I'm p sure ? maybe september  why i created this account :    i’ve had this oc in my mind for as long as i can remember, before i was even on tumblr, so i just decided to go for it aah  followers :     137

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PERSONALITY TYPE:  ADVOCATE (INFJ-T)

19% extroverted / introverted 81%

89% intuitive / observant 11%

46% thinking / feeling 54%

68% judging / prospecting 32%

29% assertive / turbulent 71% 

The Advocate personality type is very rare, making up less than one percent of the population, but they nonetheless leave their mark on the world. As members of the Diplomat Role group, Advocates have an inborn sense of idealism and morality, but what sets them apart is that they are not idle dreamers, but people capable of taking concrete steps to realize their goals and make a lasting positive impact.

STRENGTHS:

Creative – Combining a vivid imagination with a strong sense of compassion, Advocates use their creativity to resolve not technical challenges, but human ones. People with the Advocate personality type enjoy finding the perfect solution for someone they care about, and this strength makes them excellent counselors and advisors.

Insightful – Seeing through dishonesty and disingenuous motives, Advocates step past manipulation and sales tactics and into a more honest discussion. Advocates see how people and events are connected, and are able to use that insight to get to the heart of the matter.

Inspiring and Convincing – Speaking in human terms, not technical, Advocates have a fluid, inspirational writing style that appeals to the inner idealist in their audience. Advocates can even be astonishingly good orators, speaking with warmth and passion, if they are proud of what they are speaking for.

Decisive – Their creativity, insight and inspiration are able to have a real impact on the world, as Advocates are able to follow through on their ideas with conviction, willpower, and the planning necessary to see complex projects through to the end. Advocates don’t just see the way things ought to be, they act on those insights.

Determined and Passionate – When Advocates come to believe that something is important, they pursue that goal with a conviction and energy that can catch even their friends and loved ones off guard. Advocates will rock the boat if they have to, something not everyone likes to see, but their passion for their chosen cause is an inseparable part of their personality.

Altruistic – These strengths are used for good. Advocates have strong beliefs and take the actions that they do not because they are trying to advance themselves, but because they are trying to advance an idea that they truly believe will make the world a better place.

WEAKNESSES: 

Sensitive – When someone challenges or criticizes Advocates’ principles or values, they are likely to receive an alarmingly strong response. People with the Advocate personality type are highly vulnerable to criticism and conflict, and questioning their motives is the quickest way to their bad side.

Extremely Private – Advocates tend to present themselves as the culmination of an idea. This is partly because they believe in this idea, but also because Advocates are extremely private when it comes to their personal lives, using this image to keep themselves from having to truly open up, even to close friends. Trusting a new friend can be even more challenging for Advocates.

Perfectionistic – Advocates are all but defined by their pursuit of ideals. While this is a wonderful quality in many ways, an ideal situation is not always possible – in politics, in business, in romance – and Advocates too often drop or ignore healthy and productive situations and relationships, always believing there might be a better option down the road.

Always Need to Have a Cause – Advocates get so caught up in the passion of their pursuits that any of the cumbersome administrative or maintenance work that comes between them and the ideal they see on the horizon is deeply unwelcome. Advocates like to know that they are taking concrete steps towards their goals, and if routine tasks feel like they are getting in the way, or worse yet, there is no goal at all, they will feel restless and disappointed.

Can Burn Out Easily – Their passion, poor patience for routine maintenance, tendency to present themselves as an ideal, and extreme privacy tend to leave Advocates with few options for letting off steam. People with this personality type are likely to exhaust themselves in short order if they don’t find a way to balance their ideals with the realities of day-to-day living.

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BEST PICTURE NOMINEES (2018) AESTHETICS.   repost, don’t reblog. bold whatever applies. tag whoever you want and feel free to add to the categories.

THE SHAPE OF WATER  : early mornings. art on an easel. being trapped. flashy cars.  self-righteous intolerance. speaking volumes without a word. being submerged. learning and adapting.  raindrops on windows.  bubbles rising in water.  cats. taboo desires. tanks of water.  kitschy nostalgia. kissing underwater. silence. isolation. golden age hollywood. sign language.  scales.  egg shells. jell-o.  the smell of cleaning supplies.  creature features. the space race. red coats. monstrous fairy tales.  lab coats. lunches in brown bags. the click of shoes. smog.  dance routines.  slices of pie. toxic masculinity. chains. government secrets.seeing past flaws. floating aimlessly. needles. greens and blues.  deep, inexorable scars.  gills.  music from the 30′s.  retro-futurism.  bloody handprints.  routines. record players.  old movies. love in unexpected places.

PHANTOM THREAD  :  a doll in a gilded birdcage. butter to bread. the death of a mother. cycles. hidden messages.  a disruptive presence.  longing.  wedding gowns.  posh control.  post-war. brightly colored socks. inner turmoil. poison. an air of quiet death.  hallucinations. family dysfunction.  rich fabrics.  curses. soft piano music.  restrained anger. spinning out of control. artist and muse. dark love.  pastels.  peace in the countryside.  clockwork dynamics. perfection.  wild mushrooms. giving up every piece of yourself. rags to riches. ghosts.  new year’s. lingering gazes. needle and thread. fine dining. hearing every sound. being ambushed. ego. flowing dresses.  a person out of place. defiance. ink to paper.  an artist tortured by their art. obsessive personalities. peepholes.  soothing elegance.  silk.  spiral staircases. driving at high speeds. high society.

THE POST  : typewriters.  newspapers. tense climates. distrust of authority. internal battles.  a legacy at stake.  secrets. cover-ups. defending what you believe.  peering through windows. melodrama. political corruption.  behind closed doors.  sniffing a scoop. ringing phones. lying for over a decade. cramming and crowding. cold grays.  war. fluorescent lights.  treason. shuffled papers. the jungle. a weight on your shoulders. fresh coffee. thousands of deaths. burglary. finding your voice.  risking everything. propaganda. tough choices.  exposure. type being set by hand. workplace rivalries. abuses of power.  security breaches.  hierarchy. a bed strewn with papers and books.  paranoia. orders. clicking keys. redacted files. desk clutter. cigarette smoke.  precious cargo.  vanished technologies. suspenseful conversations. facing charges.  courtroom battles.  suits and ties.

DARKEST HOUR  : never surrendering.  duty. countless negotiations. the flash of cameras. beaches.  historic buildings.  guzzling booze.  resignation. utter catastrophe. bunkers.  radio broadcasts. going against the odds. bathed in red light. a sense of humor. allies. shouting matches.  small square windows.  selfishness.  walking with a cane.  war rooms. chandeliers.  dust floating in air.  righteousness. a poor reputation. an elevator surrounded by darkness. a world at war. needing a miracle. interruptions. a last hope. cigar smoke. quoting poetry. photos of a loved one.  a single sunbeam.  monarchy. vanity. rescue missions.  refusing peace.  pallid chambers.  military uniforms.  taking a stand. common folk. suicide missions. drums of war. tears down sullen cheeks.  reluctance.  complete collapse. evacuations. enveloped by fog.  changing history. blood, toil, tears and sweat.

THREE BILLBOARDS OUTSIDE EBBING, MISSOURI  :   severe burns. police uniforms.sirens. the calmness of a deer. strumming guitars. grieving. horrifying memories. sucker punches. a lack of respect. facing threats. skin under fingernails. flicking cigarettes. awkward dates. nasty rumors.  claustrophobia. lush green pastures. molotov cocktails.  the fire of anger and revenge. strangers. no remorse. bashing in windows.  the midwest. provoking a fight.  pointing fingers.  being pressed for time. rundown old houses.  grey morality. dark undercurrents. insurmountable losses.  cruel laughs.  the american flag. dive bars.  guilty no matter what. buildings in flames.  ambulances. coughing up blood. spitting.  chewing on fingernails. one versus many. black and red. not understanding another’s feelings. a mother and child. the pain of others. a quest of justice. abandoned billboards. a hardened gaze.driving to nowhere.  small towns.  last letters. absurd violence.

CALL ME BY YOUR NAME :   heartbreak. unbuttoned shirts. fields of flowers. having to say goodbye. cobblestone streets. rendezvous at midnight. battling temptation. academic paperwork. peeling an orange. 80’s nostalgia. classical music.  long walks. ancient artifacts. abundant orchards. shoulder massages. expressive sexuality. remembering everything.  staring into a fireplace. dipping your feet in cool water. uncertainty. villa vacations. curly hair. longing gazes. riding a bicycle around. mystery of love. balconies. swimming naked. first times. bathing suits.  roman statues.  secret sensuality.  peaches.  piano music.  sun-soaked summer. having your nose in a book. just rooms apart. crystal blue water. growing attractions. changing your name. intimacy beyond physical. love affairs. rich wines. finding pleasure in grief. daring to desire.  european lyricism. loving father figures. dancing to disco.  laying in green grass.  awkward adolescence. hands interlinked. sentimental jewelry. connection through identity. the magen david.

DUNKIRK  : burying a body.  warm cider. narrow escapes.  a race against time. a small boat. all hope lost. being unable to come home.  taken prisoner. shipwrecks.  assuming the identity of someone else. setting fire to it all.  smoke rising from a crash. sea foam. seaports.  rendered blind. dropping to take cover. land, sea, and air.  entangled in chain. toast with jam. suspense.  waiting for escape.  wounded men. lying in the sand. trauma. blank spaces. sinking ships. commended a hero.  cocking a gun. swallowed by darkness.  bullet holes. obstacles and delays. a hero’s welcome.  planes overhead. the sounds of a ticking clock. bullets ricocheting off metal.  people by the thousands. shell-shocked. the explosions of shells on shores. the sound of destruction.  rising tides. head injuries. target practice. compressed time and space.  the perennial threat of death. oil ignited into flames. lying for the greater good.  blocking out the noise. primal dangers. taking command. sole survivor.

GET OUT  : deer antlers. suburbs.  hypnosis. strange behavior. familial tension. chopping wood. uneasy stares. tears and a smile. deception. fight or flight. blindness. survival. sinking into the floor.  watching but powerless. strapped to a chair.  plugged ears. a failed handshake. car accidents.  sunken places.  something out of a nightmare. going hysterical. bingo cards.  smoking cigarettes. static on a television set. doing more harm than good. a hint of a smile. a stranger in any environment that is foreign to them.  waiting for someone to come when they never will. overturned candles.  wealthy garden parties. constantly looking over your shoulder. silence no matter how hard you scream. trances. catharsis. a battle of wills.  layers being peeled back. a cup of tea. nosebleeds. addiction. last bits of life leaving a body. black and white photography. sprinting at high speeds.  conspiracies.  surgery.   blankly polite speech. noise of a spoon scraping across a teacup.  a deer in headlights.  staring at your own reflection.unable to sleep. loyal friends.

LADY BIRD  : california landscapes. budding romance.  uniforms. consolation. plain and luscious colors.  apologizing. boorish sex.  prom dresses.  secondhand dresses. strong personalities.  the theatre. being simultaneously warm and scary.  battling depression. 90’s fashion.  dreaming of elsewhere. partying. signatures on a cast. living on the wrong side of the tracks.  not being bound by any era. rejection.  sparklers. thrift stores.  high school. identity crisis.  a place that looks like a memory. going behind backs. disappointed parents. catholicism. poverty.  busy new york city streets.  monotonous hometowns.  shitty bands.  teenage anarchy.  drifting in and out of friendships.  menial jobs. red hair.  self-given names. coming-of-age. a broken arm. excessive drinking. first kisses. cupcakes.  smudged eye makeup. strained relationships. screaming in the middle of the street. thoughtful letters. standing out. decorated bedroom walls. having a change of heart. expressing individuality.

TAGGED BY: stolen

TAGGING: @bratpcker @repeatoffndr @realtough @beatsdrums @barbiebclle @bloodykneestm

[tulsababy]

𝐶 𝐻 𝐴 𝑅 𝐴 𝐶 𝑇 𝐸 𝑅   𝑆 𝑇 𝑈 𝐷 𝑌  

             𝑇𝑅𝐴𝐼𝑇𝑆 & 𝐶𝐻𝐴𝑅𝐴𝐶𝑇𝐸𝑅𝐼𝑆𝑇𝐼𝐶𝑆

repost  &  tag  away !  

BOLD all that applies to your muse. italicized  -  applicable in some verses.

• eyes:   blue | green | brown | hazel | gray | gray-blue | black | other • hair:   blond | sandy | brown | black | auburn | ginger | grey / white | multi-color | other • body type:   skinny | slender | slim | built | curvy | athletic | average | muscular | pudgy | overweight • skin: pale | light | fair | freckled | tan | olive | medium | dark | discolored | ether • gender: male | female | trans | cis | agender | demigender | genderfluid | other | doesn’t like labels | don’t have any definite headcanon either way • sexuality: heterosexual | homosexual | bisexual | pansexual | asexual | demisexual | other  | doesn’t like labels • romantic orientation:   homoromantic | heteroromantic | biromantic | panromantic | aromantic | demiromantic | unsure | doesn’t like labels | polyamorous

• species:   human | undead | shapeshifter | demon | angel | witch | ghost | incubus / succubus | werewolf | alien | mutant | android | elf • education:   high school | college | university | master’s degree | PhD | other • i’ve been: in love | hurt | ill | mentally abused | bullied | physically abused | tortured | brainwashed | shot | burnt

• positive traits: affectionate | adventurous | athletic | brave | careful | charming | confident | creative | cunning | determined | forgiving | generous | honest | humorous | intelligent | loyal| modest | patient | selfless | polite | down-to-earth | diligent | romantic | moral | fun-loving | charismatic | calm • negative traits: aggressive | bossy | cynical | stubborn | envious | shy | fearful | greedy | gullible | jealous | impatient | impulsive | cocky | reckless | insecure | irresponsible | mistrustful | paranoid | possessive | sarcastic | self-conscious | selfish | swears | unstable | clumsy | rebellious | territorial | emotional | vengeful | anxious | self-sabotaging | moody | peevish | angry | pessimistic | slacker | thin skinned | overly dramatic | argumentative |overly protective

• living situation: lives at sea | lives with parent(s) / guardian / sibling(s) | lives with significant other | lives with a friend | drifter | homeless | lives with children | other • parents/guardian: mother | father | adoptive | foster | grandmother | grandfather • sibling(s): sister(s) | brother(s) | none | other • relationship: single | crushing | dating | engaged | married | separated | it’s complicated

• i have a(n):   learning disorder | personality disorder | mental disorder | anxiety disorder | sleep disorder | eating disorder | behavioral disorder | substance-related disorder | PTSD | mental disability | physical disability |

• things i’ve done before: had alcohol | smoked | stolen | done drugs | self-harmed | starved | had sex | had a threesome | had a one-night stand | gotten into a fist fight ( sword fight ) | gone to hospital | gone to jail | used a fake ID | played hooky | gone to a rave | killed someone| had someone try to kill them

TAGGED BY:   stolen TAGGING:  @bratpcker @beatsdrums @repeatoffndr @realtough @cathydoll @barbiebclle anyone else that wants to !!

[tulsababy]

TRAITS + DETAILS.

         bold what applies + tag mutuals to do the same in a new post !

PLACE IN SOCIETY ♦ Financial : wealthy / moderate / poor / in poverty. ♦ Medical : fit / moderate / sickly / disabled / disadvantaged ♦ Class or Caste : upper / middle / working / slave / unsure ♦ Education : qualified / unqualified / studying ♦ Criminal Record : yes / yes, for minor crimes  / no / has aided / committed crimes but not caught yet

FAMILY ♦ Marital status : married - happily / married - unhappily / engaged or betrothed / partnered / single / divorced / separated / widowed or widower / verse dependent ♦ Children : has a child or children / has no children / wants children / verse dependent ♦ Relationship with Family : close with sibling(s) / not close with sibling(s) / has no siblings /sibling(s) is deceased ♦ Affiliation : orphaned / adopted / disowned / raised by birth parent(s)

TRAITS + TENDENCIES ♦ extroverted / introverted / in between ♦ disorganized / organized / in between. ♦ close-minded / open-minded / in between. ♦ calm / anxious / in between ♦ disagreeable / agreeable / in between ♦ cautious / reckless / in between ♦ patient / impatient / in between ♦ outspoken / reserved / in between. ♦ leader / follower / in between ♦ empathetic / apathetic / in between ♦ optimistic / pessimistic / in between ♦ traditional / modern / in between ♦ hard-working / lazy / in between ♦ cultured / uncultured / in between ♦ loyal / disloyal / unknown ♦ faithful / unfaithful / in between

BELIEFS ♦ Faith : monotheist / polytheist / atheist / agnostic / nontheistic ♦ Belief in Ghosts or Spirits : yes / no / don’t know / don’t care. ♦ Belief in an Afterlife : yes / no / don’t know / don’t care. ♦ Belief in Reincarnation : yes / no / don’t know / don’t care. ♦ Belief in Aliens : yes / no / don’t know / don’t care. ♦ Philosophical : yes / no / don’t know

SEXUALITY & ROMANTIC INCLINATION ♦ Sexuality : heterosexual / homosexual / bisexual / asexual / pansexual / demisexual. ♦ Sex : sex repulsed / sex neutral / sex favorable. ♦ Romance : romance repulsed / romance neutral / romance favorable ♦ Sexually : adventurous / experienced / naive / inexperienced / curious ♦ Potential Sexual Partners : male / female / agender / other / none / all ♦ Potential Romantic Partners : male / female / agender / other / none / all

ABILITIES ♦ Combat Skills : excellent / good / moderate / poor / none ♦ Literacy Skills : excellent / good / moderate / poor / none ♦ Artistic Skills : excellent / good / moderate / poor / none ♦ Technical Skills : excellent / good / moderate / poor / none

HABITS ♦ Drinking Alcohol : never / sometimes / frequently / to excess ♦ Smoking : trying to quit / never / sometimes / frequently / to excess ♦ Other Narcotics : never / sometimes / frequently / to excess ♦ Medicinal Drugs : never / sometimes / frequently / to excess ♦ Indulgent Food : never / sometimes / frequently / to excess ♦ Splurge Spending : never / sometimes / frequently / to excess ♦ Gambling : never / sometimes / frequently / to excess

tagged by: @teenidiot 

tagging: @beatsdrums @repeatoffndr @realtough @barbiebclle @fuckingvictus ( for whoever !! )

[tulsababy]

WHAT SHAPE DOES YOUR PAIN TAKE?

GLASS CAGE 

You feel disconnected from the world around you. You can see everything, everyone can see you, but you're not really there. No one can really communicate with you, can they? You're isolated, even when you're around people you're alone. You want desperately to be close to someone, but you're afraid of what will happen if you shatter your glass prison. You don't want to let someone in, you don't want to leave, and it's a constant battle of your own will. It's easier to be alone, where no one can hurt you... Isn't it?

tagged: @theslaycr / @gospelfeared

tagging: @samemersons , @barbiebclle , @repeatoffndr , @beatsdrums , @everglimmer , @fuckingvictus , anyone that wants to