#feel free to ignore i'm just really fucking frustrated with my pos employers :)

[gingerwerk]

i’m just so fucking angry and frustrated

so (in case you didn’t know) i’m a student manager at the largest/newest dinning hall on my college campus and this past school year we had a program where former students who graduated could come back and work as a temp and get paid pretty nicely ($16 per/hour) and since i decided to take a year off before i apply to grad school i thought it’d be a good idea to sign up and work for a year, make some money and pay off some of my already astronomical student loans

until about a month or two ago, i thought this was a done deal until a friend who recently graduated found out that someone higher up changed it so that you could only work as a temp for 10 weeks; needless to say i was upset but fuck it, it’s 10 weeks at 16 per/hour. i won’t have class so i could work 40hr weeks for two and half months and rack up some money still

whatever. i was really annoyed that i had to find out from a friend instead of my bosses but whatever

last weekend we had a managers meeting where they /finally/ fucking said something but said that no, it’d be 8 weeks but they started talking about summer work and being able to work 30 hours a week over the summer on top of the 8 weeks- cool. sweet. sign me up. again, a chance to rack up some money and give me a little wiggle room to find a job for a year

until fucking a couple hours ago when my one friend, whose in the same boat as me since shes graduating, got told by one of the managers that because we’re graduating, we’re not allowed to work over the summer either

and i’m just so, so unbelievable frustrated

i’ve given this shit place almost four years of work, i’ve called off of work one fucking time in that entire time, ive come in when they needed help, ive come in early and stayed late, ive run myself ragged trying to keep the place afloat when everythings going to shit on a weekly basis only to get yelled at an hour later because everythings a mess still even though i have next to no students. only once in a blue moon will i get a genuine thank you from my bosses even though without the fucking student managers that fucking place would be dead within a day

seriously am feeling tempted to go fucking looking for a better paying job and would love to just fucking quit before the school year ends so they can see shifts go to shit because im not there (although i wouldn’t want to fuck my coworkers over so i probably wouldn’t if given the chance...)

i’m just so angry and upset and frustrated because i thought i was making the smart decision staying here so i could not just make money but save up. now im probably gonna struggle just to make rent with some dead end job while i die under student loan debt thats gonna come crashing in six months

if fucking higher ups had just been fucking straight with me from the beginning i wouldn’t’ fucking be in this situation