#fearne is gonna cry and i won't be able to handle it

[finncakes]

I came here to say, if you are there, maybe you can talk to my friend Orym and try to say that we're okay and we're alive and hopefully we'll see you soon.

A Prayer Answered

[talesandfluff]

I guess I'm so upset because Fearne is like, not well equipped to handle this. The most emotional we might have seen her was when she reunited with her parents and she was like "wtf is this???" when she started to cry. She compartmentalizes her emotions so much all the time ("I'm so mad. I'm very very mad. I'm so mad I'm thinking of very bad things." "You wanna say any of those things?" "No no :)") and keeps her composure so well I'm just so worried this is gonna eat her up and she's not gonna be able to express it even if her friends support her through it (and who knows if some of them won't be upset cause she was pressured into deceiving them and going behind their backs!) and she's been through so much already she doesn't need this on her plate in addition to everything else. This might just be something more she pushes down and lets fester inside her and she deserves better.