#fashion model thinspo

[firespirited]

The tumblr search for dolls is near useless again between the incestplay, rapeplay, oversized body features on one hand and eating disorders on the other.

I totally don't mind other types of dolls than fashion dolls, the use of doll by black and latina trans women, "dolled up" selfies and the elegant gothic lolita community. There are also multiple bands and media properties with doll characters.

Every week someone in search is moved by Iris by the Goo goo dolls and that's beautiful, someone is sick of being a dress up doll for their mother and ready to break free, someone is grieving a relationship where they were treated like an emotional support realdoll and you wish them so much better.

Anyway here's how I blacklist without resetting search every time: either multiple tabs in firefox or have the app and a browser open to your settings: "content you see"

then you add all the junk: the fifty variations on consensual non consent kink, and try to figure out if the folks using russian doll as slavic models thinspo are using another tag so you don't end up blocking discussion about the great TV show, decide if you're ok with people mass posting about Guys and Dolls the 50s film and long fanfictions about Murder Drones. Voilà !

But yeah on a serious note, use blacklist and block liberally: the "little girl" folks post very disturbing written content.

[sweetangel-b4by]

Ugh ok I usually just reblog and shitpost on here when I’m depressed but I need to start journaling before bed again and this feels natural enough so let’s give it a shot.

Lately my cycle has been fast for about half a day, binge eat, look at thinspo, save fashion I want when I’m thin, hate myself. It’s been bad. I need to get adjusted. I need to find ways to occupy my body and mind and curb lol the calories I’ve been packing on. I need to make goals, stick to them.

Starting right now my physical goals are

-get better sleep, I look like I’m 49 already cause I’m such an insomniac

-quit smoking cigarettes and marijuana because my skin is dull and irritated

-daily skincare

-stop fucking eating meat (it’s disgusting and it makes me puke)

-make konjac 3kcal jelly my primary snack

-keep within a calorie deficit of 1,200. Always. Ideally staying around 1000, never dipping below 500. Extreme unsustainable goals lead me to relapse and gain weight. Always.

-10,000 steps whenever possible, but never less than 5,000. Calculate routes to make this happen.

-begin and end each day with exercise. Here are my current routine models

Morning:

Evening: