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the-firebird69 · 4 years ago

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they hassle him non stop itches and pinches sickness and more and tons of berading talking smelling threats and attempts to harm him. tonight will be different you losers will feel pain now and lots of it when you try picking up the phone like the addicts you and we wont go through it again. you wont get any inventions and you wont get our engineering we pull it all. drain you all to death in doing it. meaning forg want it and will are pursuing you for it now. are at your door banging loudly, and will kill you for it..we are in forg garb too. get it. we shoot you for them they get in fights we do it now. on purpose....ok he had yoru women say it to you they knew hate you as they should. are tough adn mean but hey you are much much meaner and stupider. lousy people lame friends if that is what you call it and you suck so badly for calling us ok the idiot with the restaraunt name we crucify you along with a few trillion others. no...octillion....and we set it up you go there you are up on the cross immediatly..talking...we hear it all confessions and more...are at it need it ok. and they call and we see who. now you notice after piles and piles of you die a night...we pile you up too your so dambed stupid...fn fags. Thor Freya you know what your problem is s...what they say..thats yoru problem you have to ask. now it is evident you are lame here and the motif is too ruggid...grinds you down, you use a matrix all do and slices you up. your cheap mean senile pukes as planned and die smiling about it. lose your intel and hardware, and troops and cloning, your personal lives too. you did all this sold the beans and cow..and so on...and dont notice...have to ask. are told forget. so what...we do taht. exactly. your free to die. and that is how. pitiful deaths. so shut up go away and crawl off pitiful wretches here you inane and die. i mean really how embarrassing do youu think it is...they see you converse no, spit blab harrass croak in all the wierdest ways and see your weak...forg take you..so you want to ramble now ok get it rolling do so we take you to the holes local ones so we can get him up and Thor says it was said nicely... Zues Hera it is what it is and that..your horses asses on purpose and have no idea the danger or results or immpmlications none. we know. and you are a loser there...tons dont get it you blab to make sure. how aweful for you and them. to die like this at his hands. and ours..withe ease by the way...he makes it look so easy tons of forgieners do it and find your willing to die. nice touch. too adding you in the mix no. your a total fool. and your idiots pipe up knowing full well they croak hoping to injure him..so he is then injured. we do nothing for you still. and you fall again immediatly. and ask in ridiculous ways. a re p ushovers we push you over. and yeh we can talk and talk and aare not you doesnt affect us like you...the sound attracts killers to you and machines monsters and they destroy you. but your too busy having fun making faces in a camera like a three year old child....mostly girls. your so eradtic mean hostile immediatly. you lack the understanding here in fl. most of you. Thor Freya right on the money. it is true most cant see it and blab and torture each other and into violence or poisonings and most are losers here are under the influence of methane and other. it is hell they are so bleak and lame and senile and stark. this fn blows this state. and the people fall fast too hours here and off ranting...he seems immune.truly does is not a ranter yes. but has a bit no. and he is serious he is arguing with real ppl. you idiots put your point out over and over and over and over to nobody to find you hunched over your computer in the am dead or asleep or exhausted and nurse yourselves to life for a day..and do it again. lame. useless. mean. hostile. and yeh it is not rpoducing squat. mac is angry there it is and you all balk he said it and there is his grandaddy ashortly need it..and balk. he will kill us prob your useless...they say no we work..so get off him..now. leave him bee he only sits. no. we need it now....so we hit now mac says true too these are all greedy shits and the lot and bja and others shitheads too so dumb. mean arrogant lame. so tell me off you shit we hit you your a loser. and your father says it you fn scum your ruined it the one who was supposed to help you ccould not produce one chopper and had it...i saw his eyes oh that is cool...then plop. no movement for weeks no sales no investors. no fun nor entertainment only brooding. so he says you stoppe him and he says yup. and he will yammer all night and die. so what you are a fool. you stopped you and no you cant couldnt and he knows it blocks. the german tape co. price point but blocked a s they could have sold cheaper and didnt. machines you see do it in germany and i knew and then this..w.e cant let you mac said. horrible mac says and the bugs are atrocious attack and attack and attack. just like our whooses. attack and attack and tons of it shpping nd working and it is so lame and bad forg trashed the north adn midwest and south adn weset. east gone shortly..your out you fags. out. i demand it qe and pick me up mac and macs i will be in the ocean tonight or shortly within days...jons house he presets says he doenst know he does. told us tons and you dont get it. ratted you out on tons of stuff and nuances due to your inflammatory attitude. and she is horrendous inlfuences him to f up his own stuff. easily. he is a failure. this is nonsene keeping them around, this is it im fed up he is so stupid he rants about him..and youi are influencing him to you shit. and not forg. he says so we use forg stuff. not for long we are there kicking you out they are too you braggot dead bitch. you are in the middle as caa pointed out and die fast. and have tech and data and intel we need back badly. we intercept you craft you idiot using his channel..your a liar. qe happy weith yourself you got me in trouble,,,adn for years. cork your a frggin moron tell me to get you in trouble to blame me your technique and tons know. trump and others rat on you you wont shut up stop or do anything that is rational. and you started in on me to harm me with your you go in the garden...and you go in the museum and your von hagen every single day you still announce it billium send in reports says how many times. then you try stuff, are huge pigs and are monitored. your not allowed to harm me as you are. you try you die you overstuffed imbicile...he means you are puffed up and mean so we hit you....and you are not to contact him ever nor lot or any of you. r estrtaining orders are on you all your within 100 feet in or out of the house you are down and out. all of you die tonight by the way we dont allow you back to earth your a dunce ok. Thor states and Freya issues orders...we need bigger teams yes...she says and sends. i request we flatten three major areas of cork, take them seup bases and Thor says ten...we divvy now and prep to bomb shorlty we shall...and it goes now....we also hit the entire upper mid west and in corks name too....we present most of the crosses are him...take them down he orders no affect lets make haste...we shall...and ther eis none...toss them all into holes seek out all cloning...and birthing and we did all the quetioning and they thought they would be freed we hit in fl and elsewhere using it and he is happy. yes bja rememered your idiotic questino. happy you will die as he has tried to kill you for many years..has been successul tons of times.. of course happy idiot. Zues Hera we launch a full blown program now against cork and use it all. this is nonsense he does and on purpose to distract us we use it on him. Freya we use it too his inane comments and messing with him with bugs...tons say it off turn off the compouter nah Thor macs mimic try to use it and try too hard. as do others...it is easy ok to see why. Zues we use it ok mimic those copying the orders using them on you and your assholes cork your a friggin asshole...we shoot you at each meetup ok your a faggot and wont shut up. Hera we see your guts as we enter and exit. we hate you cork you fup so often adn to no gain. your a shit too. we fire you now mac daddy how lame of an answwer bja how lame of an act you ddi not conceal a thing so why hsould i ever react differently i have to defend myself and do wihtout hesitation, as you revealed yourself so many times adn are so frigin lame at your job Zues oh bja yeh oh little shit Zues go to hell cork now. i command it all those in my service you are to follow this order Thor and Freya Hera and Olympus shall enter....grab them all you see them grab them....and they send it now. out. stuff them in holes let us raise our Armies not our tempers....it is fruitless work cork wants and does not much affect but he is a miscreant and terrorist raises them trains them and lets hit his training camps..now Zues Hera anyohter comment corks you want more. Hera nah we get it we are out cork oh you get it snide asshole. you shall Hera you shall yes. we invade Savage Oppress says you blabbed macs plan and yours.

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omgmicheal01me · 6 years ago

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Premier Doug Ford accepts resignation of his controversial chief of staff, Dean French

Under pressure, Premier Doug Ford has parted ways with his controversial chief of staff, Dean French, in the wake of an embarrassing patronage fiasco. French, an Etobicoke insurance broker, quit Friday night after two cabinet ministers one female, the other male personally appealed to Ford to fire him because his actions have triggered further tumult in a Progressive Conservative government already struggling to regroup. They told Doug: It is time for Dean to go, a senior Conservative insider, speaking confidentially in order to discuss private conversations, told the Star. Ford got the message and his office said he has accepted the resignation. I want personally to thank Dean for his hard work, his leadership and his friendship. I wish Dean the very best in his future, the premier said in a statement. Jamie Wallace, a former Queens Park press gallery president and seasoned political veteran who used to be the top editor at the Sun chain of tabloids, will serve as interim chief until a permanent replacement is found. The move came after Ford was forced to revoke two high-paying patronage appointments 18 hours after announcing them following revelations of their close personal ties to French. It was only the latest in a string of headaches the ousted chief of staff caused for his boss. A senior government source said Tyler Albrecht, a friend of Frenchs son, will not be heading to New York as an agent-general and Taylor Shields, a cousin of Frenchs wife, wont be taking up a similar post in London, England. Offensive postings on Albrechts Facebook account, which date back to 2012 when he was a teenager, have also surfaced. They include the words fag and no homo. The social media posts were scrubbed Thursday as his appointment was being announced, but frame-grabs captured them for posterity. After axing the two French-related sinecures, Fords office denounced the Facebook postings. The comments made by Mr. Albrecht are hurtful and unacceptable, and have no place in public discourse, Ivana Yelich, the premiers press secretary, said in a statement. Premier Ford has decided that Mr. Albrechts appointment will not proceed. We will not be commenting any further on this matter, said Yelich. Neither Albrecht nor Shields returned repeated messages from the Star seeking comment. French was also unavailable. Conservative insiders insist Ford was blindsided by the two French connections, although the other two appointees to the six-figure gigs are well-known to the premier. Former PC party president Jag Badwal, a realtor, will represent the province in Dallas, Texas. Earl Provost, a former Ontario Liberal party executive director and chief of staff to the late Rob Ford when he was Toronto mayor, is being dispatched to Chicago. Both Badwal and Provost have worked with Ford on political matters and have the premiers ear. But Ford knew nothing about Albrecht and Shields when their names were rubber-stamped by cabinet Thursday. A government source said replacements for the pair are now being sought. He hit the roof when he heard about this, a second veteran Tory said of the premier. Normally, such appointments are vetted by cabinet committees to ensure that they are suitable and have not done anything that could embarrass the government. On Newstalk 1010s Moore in the Morning on Friday, former Liberal premier Kathleen Wynne said its clear there wasnt adequate due diligence done on the appointments. Tories confide that that, indeed, was the case. This was stick-handled by Dean, fumed a Ford loyalist, stressing the premier was unhappy because Ford is trying to turn the page for his government with Thursdays sweeping cabinet shuffle. Twelve ministers were moved, including replacing Vic Fedeli with Rod Phillips as treasurer, and six new portfolios created, as cabinet ballooned by 33 per cent to 28 members, including Ford. On Friday, a third senior Conservative operative, speaking on background in order to disclose internal deliberations, said obviously, they wanted to bury the patronage appointments under news of the cabinet overhaul. So that backfired, said the Ford confidant, expressing concern about the damage the debacle will cause to a premier who has styled himself as a champion for the little guy, instead of the downtown Toronto elites he purports to disdain. This is not helpful. Doug cant be happy, said the third insider. A fourth high-ranking Tory confided that other officials were imploring Ford to get rid of the mistake-prone French, whose transgressions have caused the government problems. This (could not) continue. Irreparable damage (was) being caused, the fourth PC stalwart said. As the Star reported last week, Tory MPPs have privately complained to Ford about a culture of fear caused by the heavy-handed chief of staff. That came after French loudly scolded a female MPP on June 6 outside an airport hotel in front of the premier, other members and PC staffers. The rookie GTA MPP broke down in tears and was inconsolable for five minutes, leading Ford to assure MPPs the next day that they should be treated with respect. His office confirmed the incident and said French went to the MPP and apologized and they had an excellent conversation. French is also suing Independent MPP Randy Hillier for defamation, and seeking $100,000 in a damages, over a series of tweets accusing the chief of illegally destroying ballots in the PC leadership race last year In his statement of defence Hillier (Lanark-Frotenac-Kingston) said French is a mercurial man waging a personal vendetta. The long-time MPP was turfed from the Tory caucus in March after complaining to Ford about French. Last November, the chief of staff made headlines when the Star revealed he ordered senior aides to direct police to raid illegal cannabis stores, the day before marijuana became legal, wanting to see people in handcuffs. Staff in the ministries of community safety and the attorney general balked at the edict, with one of them saying, were not a police state. We dont have the right or the ability to direct police to do anything. Still, until Friday night, Ford had stood by French, saying last fall he backed him 1,000 per cent because He works hard. Hes honest. He has integrity. New Democrat MPP Marit Stiles said the decision to rescind the appointments of the French friend and family member was a little bit too late, and shes still very concerned about how these appointments were made in the first place. The process shows that Dean French has a lot of influence at is making decisions to appoint his friends, his relatives, to very plum positions. And I would hope that the premier, as is taking a very close look at that, said Stiles (Davenport). However, the blame still lies with the premier, she said. At the end of the day, Doug Ford is Dean Frenchs boss. He hired Dean French, he brought him in here, and it is Doug Ford, who needs to be answerable for the decisions that Dean Frenchs making. Albrechts appointment also raised the ire of the right-wing Canadian Taxpayers Federation, with president Aaron Wudricktweeting: Ive seen some pretty insulting patronage in my time. Im not sure Ive ever seen one that quite rivals this one. Agents-general earn up to $185,000 a year to boost Ontario business in the U.S. and Britain. Albrecht, who graduated from university three years ago and works in finance, was to be the provinces representative in New York while Shields, an assistant vice-president at ChubbInsurance, was set to go to London, England. The three-year appointments pay $164,910 (Canadian) annually in the U.S., and $185,000 per year in the U.K. Apart from the homophobic comments on social media, Albrecht also liked a group on Facebook called Bringing your Asian to math class, instead of your calculator. Another photo posted on his account shows a woman with the words Im gay written on her cheek. Those posts date back seven years. On Thursday, Ford said of the agents-general that taking Ontarios open for business message around the world will help create the good jobs people need right here at home. Our government will work closely with these experts to make sure theyre delivering what we need and creating opportunities for our businesses to thrive. His move came after the United States Chamber of Commerce, the worlds largest business organization, criticized the Ford government earlier this month for threatening to rip up Ontarios 10-year deal with the Beer Store. Up to four more agents-general could be hired. Read more: Ford doles out political patronage plums to allies Ford scrambles to reboot Tory government with massive shuffle Opinion | Martin Regg Cohn: The day Doug Ford blew up his cabinet to save himself Correction June 21, 2019: This article was edited from a previous version that mistakenly referred to NDP MPP Taras Natyshak as Essex in one reference. Kristin Rushowy is a Toronto-based reporter covering Ontario politics. Follow her on Twitter: @krushowy Robert Benzie is the Stars Queens Park bureau chief and a reporter covering Ontario politics. Follow him on Twitter: @robertbenzie https://www.thestar.com/politics/provincial/2019/06/21/premier-doug-ford-revokes-patronage-appointments-after-reports-of-ties-to-dean-french.html

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ozzie177-blog1 · 8 years ago

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STT: FreeFall, Part 6 /Out Of Range\

After Rin's death I hadn't thought too much about what to do next I guess. Exo had disappeared and John was planning to avenge Lennard, so I didn't have much on my plate. I promised Rin I'd do good by her, and she wasn't a serial killer. I guess it's probably not fitting to avenge someone by doing what they hated. Aside from the fact she was a bounty hunter or something, she was peaceful. There was a local club downtown called "Foxy", like Deep Blush but without as many strippers. Aside from the fact that I'm not a huge people person, I guess I deserved to take a load off and go there. We didn't bury Rin, we lost her body, but I know she's at peace now, so I'll do right by her.

As the ocean and the horizon turned to a soft orange, I decided to head out. I put on a suit since I'm trying to look new and everything. I look like a complete tool, but that old outfit wouldn't fly. Harris was in pretty good shape, although I still cant find the gun holster I put on his chassis earlier this week, probably for the best actually. The moon finally showed high in the sky as I parked behind the building, it's pretty cold for this time of summer, but I like the cold thankfully, makes me wonder why these tools with their high-end cars are wearing tank tops and- "Hey, is that Jackie?" I recognized that voice, it was that asshole from high school, Chase. "Hey do you have breasts now? What did you get a hormone check or something?!" They laughed and laughed just like they did back in high school, I'm not taking this shit again. "Well maybe I did, in a culture like ours I'd imagine I'd probably actually get laid more than you have, ass breath." He scoffed, what a prick. "Still doesn't changed the fact that I get more girls on my dick!" "Hey, sorry if half of the people I've been in bed with are men because you're Christian!" That made them mad. "Well you're just a faggot, I saw you su-" I grabbed his cheek and cut it with my nail, he fell to the ground, like I just socked him in the face or something. "Bigot!" I've had enough of this, I raised my foot and- "What's going on over here?" I turned around and saw a girl, she looked a little annoyed. "Chase, are you picking fights again?!" She shouted, for a girl she had a pretty man-like voice. "This fag started it!" "You better shut up before I hurt you." I said, I felt like people were watching at this point. "Go ahead, you're just a pu-" I grabbed him by his shirt, tossing him over into the parking lot as I grabbed a pipe wrench from my bike's toolkit. He was on the ground, an easy kill. I stood over him as he cowered, he didn't even look like he could fight at this point. I pulled back the wrench, swinging it into a trash can nearby. "Next time don't fuck with someone who can beat you!" I tossed the wrench away as I went to go fix my cuff links, I heard footsteps behind me, as I turned Chase had the wrench and swung it right into my forearm, it felt like my arm was partially crushed in a vice as I grabbed the wrench, twisting his arm and breaking it. He winced in pain as I swung back and felt a firm grip keep me from crushing his skull in. "Don't do that." It was the girl, for having skinny arms and being smaller than me, she was pretty strong. "He'll be more destroyed if you take his girlfriend away." Chase slowly stood up as the girl went over and gave him a real good slap, knocking him onto the ground. I put the wrench away and taxied my bike away from these tools, the girl trailing behind me. "So, why did you hang out with them in the first place? If you know he was a dickhead then why'd you even date him?" "I just cling to whoever impresses me, I guess. He had a lot of money." "Money may mean a lot of things in this city but it's nothing compared to how you fare in a fight." "Do you just have a biased opinion because you kicked his ass or?..." I moved out of the way to show her Harris, custom made... Everything. Cost me a pretty penny but beat any street race I've ever been in, even with the side seat. "Damn, she looks-" "He..." "Excuse me, he looks pretty." I was proud of this bike. It said about me in a way, aside from the fact that I actually really hate cars. "Well, it was nice meeting you but I'm afraid-" As I passed her she grabbed my right arm and held it firmly against my back, it felt like a vice, ready to break the bones inside my arm itself. I was afraid to speak up because I didn't want her to actually break it. "We're going inside, boyfriend~" "I'm a woman dam-" She clenched her grip, that got me to shut up. She walked me over to the entrance as I tried to keep a regular face, still suffering from her grip on me. The bouncer took a single look at this girl and just let us in, maybe they were friends or something? The club was sparsely populated, few people sitting at the bar, around 10 people on a dance floor that could easily hold 30, and the VIP area was filled, I did see a set of stairs, however. The girl sat us down in some kind of cubby, I didn't wanna get on her bad side so I just sat there. I finally got a good look at her. She had big floppy ears and brown fur, with a few darker patches scattered around her body. She was dressed pretty casually, almost like she was going to hang out at her place with a friend, everyone else was wearing something flashy, she even had glasses on. "So, if it's okay to ask, what's your name?" I asked whilst rubbing my wound. "It's Jenny, I believe yours is Jackie?" "Yeah... Can you get me a drink or something?" Jenny waved down a server, again seemingly getting some kind of VIP treatment as I got a rather fancy looking drink in the matter of a few minutes. I rolled up my sleeve, take a small sip from the drink and poured the rest onto my arm, trying not to wince. "So what do you do for a living?" When she asked this I sat there a little dumbfounded, what was I supposed to tell her? I'm a dangerous criminal, it's actually a very rewarding career! "I work for a phone company..." I struggled a little bit getting the words out, nervous as anyone would be. "I'm a business owner, I make bank with all places I own." That might explain why she has VIP access... I felt a vibrating in my pocket as I pulled out my phone, it was a text from Sky. "As much as I'd love to stay and chat I've got a job to do." She gently grabbed my hand, putting a slip of paper in it. I didn't ��have the time to read it so I stuff it in my pocket and headed for the penthouse.

#STT

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failinginvestigativejournalist · 8 years ago

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Dont freak out, itss just writing

i grew up fast (so fast) (too quick nigga) (wish i went through when i was just a bit bigger) can you tell me who the parent is uh ya the first time i drove a whip i was a fuckin kid, (96 suburban nigga) (yo yo, did you tell em why) oh ya shit my fault my mom was bleeding from her chin i dont know what from or what about, scared to death i took that drive to the ER (Medical SHIIIT) (mom got too drunk again and feel out) (wheres dad? in his room his doors locked, figures i dont expect, as i try to knock (no answer nigga) i dont blame em he removes himself from the sitiation so he dont hit her) ya i fucking grew quick, ya i fucking tryed some shit, the first time i dropped out and took some shroomies i was age 6 plus 6, thats 12 for the illiterates, actually aas a matter a fact it was fuckin pleasant as fuck as i drew back the droe and took another hit. now that i think that was the day, older brother came and gave me cig i obliged no way to say nay, i was still trippin and it was a sensational feelin, it left me stumblin and dizzy a head rush like no other i was hooked for live to the day and i dont blame him, i dont think he knew what he had started, adding to the compilation of the monsxter inside that took refuge and started, poison in his mind, the drugs altered his brain activity but he was buckled up and commited to the ride.Shit i just said in third person let me apologize to yall sometimes the ideas flow together like two fortune five mergin, these feels of hate be strong ya im hurtin, i cant blame no one, i cant choose the family i was birthed in, started sniffin ups felt my blood surgin, gotta big head but my nemisis, the evil inside myself was bigger aboutt the size of a white sturgeon, like some northern ish that canadain shit like british columbia or somethin idk, alls i can say is that BC bud out that bitch is my fav to blow, the sour D, diesel to be exact for you niggas who waana try to nit pick or correct my personal facts, let me just speak at you, all the hatin niggas tryin bring me down, bad news, i do drugs like steve from fuckin blues clues, but my rents always on time when that xshits due, any ways i side tracked speaking of tracks just lined some shit up did with speed did with need i did it with tact, im dextrous and shit i always have a unique train of thought oh shit trains again trains derailed at this point hhaaha i crack myself up sometimes with the wit in my words leh-let you in on the pun so you can join in my fun, about the lines the lines are no more you didn arrive in time i promise these raps have rhythm they have rhyme i aint spittin to waste your time, i aint spittin to catch a dime, bag or bitch, it really dont matter, niether last long but they are still my niche, come here bitch come hit this shit, this time dont have a fit, mind over matter just stick yuh nose in these rails sit down for a bit, drink some wata, go to your happy place we are gettin to old for me to have tote on yuh just from hitten lines but i put up wit it, you got that 50 thou boat on yuh, not to mention your ride, that shit is so sweet i cant decidddee which id rather seed, as in inseminate with my seaman as i play the part as a seaman workin for seimans on a marine voyage i aint like you im a higher being, i dont know whatchu talkin whatch your eyes be seein i am a divine heathan i really cant fucking believe a niggas still breathin im a florida boy born and raised, i sit the fuck back drink my beer in the shade, high as i usually am a rinny tin tin rinscotts tale \down the rintin like a shark fin poatched by commercial fisherman thrown in a bin, no regard for life the human race is so greedy, people just aint my type, say what you want i know me best and i know im right. my creative talents on the other hand be outta sight, im my own worst enemy to cross the bridge pay the fee, trollin in the hood for that g, withdrawin, shakin i drop to my knee look up to the sky ask god if he sees. hear the sound of humming, huh must be bees, or im trippin out maybe its a flash back i dont remmember. whats th-this street, tremblin think my heat skipped a bit, or a couple shakinso bad my knes begin to buckle, anxiety can be dibilatated held me back from so much in life thers no debating. unfamiliar route. made it to this bar ordered a stout got to thinking, you may ask what about, this is why i like solitude to be on my own to answer to noone to depend on myself and live it to the fullest while im yung, my mind will reel, replaying all i know every single memory, that im capable of bringing back, i compare my brain to a file cabinet, i keep it hidden like in an office towards the back. A photographic memory is a gift and a curse, ill tell you whatat, if you dont keep it in check you will end up in a herse, sure you can remember the happy shit the good things in your life but you cant fucking forget the huge hits the fucking bad bitch the one who broke your heart? dounno how to forget you but i think i know where to start, i thought it was drugs, i numbed my body with chemicals little did i know with every shot the metaphorical shovel scooped out some more dirt from the inconcievable whole i fuckin dug. my life has been weird kinda like an opriental from a flee market an awkward rug, with no real spot in the house, was always the black sheep in the fam i tryed to tip toe as quiet as a mouse, some tom and jerry shit my mistakes and regrets cbhasing me around like tom the cat from that shit, I hide in my hidey whole, disconeected from any social environmeent i often found myself cryin, but self loathin is kinda like being a a gay with some dicks hes blowin, givin a ski job pitty is the lube hatred is the tube the vessel to carry out a deed the fags not sure about, hes experimentin comparable to some situations in my life cept wont catch me with two dudes in a shower, that was just a metaphor. you feel me? im sure the haters will hop all over that verse but just fuckinh hear me. I got my shades on and these bitches special, haters they block, they keep you no fun, sticklers out of sight out of mind like spf 75 sun block, that industrial shit, factory born hear the lunch bell on the horn, an hour passes the busy bees come back to the floor to join the others to join the masses; the hoard., here the hum of the worker bees at work as they sneek rum in there flasks stuck it in to the hive got it past the queen time to catch a buzz to make this pain stop while i avoid the fuzz the narks at work, cant control it even if they wanted to stop. i dont want to hurt. this was a metaphor for the endless rut of a reality ive become accustomed to; succomed too, the low of the low. comparable to a german trench on the frontlines., my life feels like a conveyer belt, makin the same product running the same direction never really goiong any where, now thats was an analagy, keeping up? yung unsensitive how many? 0 fucks, 0 fucks giveen, 0 blights forgiven, spiteful to death and mornful for noone, nothing left inside just another no-go, malfunctioning product family be like feeling “ i feel like they robbed us” of our brother our son and our friend , dont worry fam im still with you in your hearts up to the end. im tired of our society with all its malice and fallacy, thinking to my self how sad it must be, to be washed in the brain to be hypnotized, this shits so insane.you want that shit super sized? of course nigga watchu you sayin. A glutonous society obsessed with self indulgence people actually still believe good people are in abundance. Speaking of which, fuck the people for a tec, have you looked around lately, this earth is a wreck, mark my words we headin straight for destruction, We are not being good care takers, we fuckckin actin so careless what doesdo the opeople in power really expect?? just pass it on to the next generation “ohh, its not our life time we will leave it for you” Thats a big fuck you to the generations after you undeserving self entitled fucks finallyy croak. get the fuck outa here, tell me when you sold your sold, you heartlesxs bastards would give anything for xsome more of that paper thgat rules all, the pressure you have put on everyone, no one is an exception, to support ourselves and loved ones to provide for our own and multiple other peoples nees, the urge to make money looms over our heads like a pestiliant storm cloud of angst and uncertainty, boreing a fucking whole in our moral, making peoplpe desperaate rising crime rates because people get desperate, people need to survive and they will do dam near whatever it takess to make the money they need, for whatever purpose. ill whipe my ass with it throw in your cards i will win you better fold. i have freeedom, you ask what? anominity you fuckers, i can moldd my own life i have the freedomm of choosing, i certainly dont have to wait for legislation to pass a bill which you bribed for votes to do so anyways, to do something something much worse than im capabloe of ever doing, intentionally ruining the environment and turning our planet to mars just for paper with and idea (with a “hey, take our word for it, its worth something “””WE PROMISE”””” fucks) behind it not even gold bars, fuck you niggas mark my words illl bring all you mother fuckers down, ill run you fucks out of town, you hear that sound? its a train. its my passion and my determination to take you out, maybe ill use a fuckin plane? i mean its o.k. for the CIA to do it, right? Create this ridiculously elaborote ruse this plot, thyat fucking fooled all the ignorant and brainwashed americans you have already sucked in with your cancerous propaganda, kids lost to your bullshit through social media and the fucking criteria you make teachers teach young minds, we are taught from a very young age that “ huraaahh america is number one! Terrorists bad! Environmental destruction of a planet good!” how about we help some of the third woorld countries (which you know we wouldnt have to be gunning down women and children in the streets) we could just like give them the water they need? help them gentrify there communities teach them how to develop better skills, teach them more efficient ways to take advantage of their land, maybe bring some seeds to food sources that can be grown creating a bit of self sustainability that may not be indigenous but would grow in their country?? you greedy fucks just want oil, when we have enough in our reserves in alaska/canada to last north america 500 years falsey blame others, create an imaginary war “the war on terrorism, which infact is a fucking cover a false entity, to entice patriotism to loosely keep this crumbling empire together the last attempt, the only thread left in the button holding up the pants we call america, you forgot to tell the word all that shit is just whack [ simply a meticulously pplanned and executed ploy to spur interests in the middle east, control the oil and power will return back east, return to u, Cause god knows you tax the fuck out of us for EVERYTHING especially mnother fucking gas, so we can pay for wellfare and pay for fucking solar power for rich fucks who e==inherited wealth, people who hdont know what working a day means and never will be, never had a problem, never been broke “oh shit my fucking croket set is missingg a ball” lose the pretense fuckers, you cocksuckers, arrogant low lives.. Money makes you any better then the hard working man that cover your tax breaks pay like our fucking ppolice forces (who are a bunch of ROTC drop outs with a badge and sense of power nnow being unfair and crooked taking some kind of revenge on the idea of the kids who picked on them all through out school” Motherfucker its harder to become a plumber, the learning and process is longer/more rigorous then a 6 month police academy which is fucking my lil pony world ( ith ink there is a fantasy kids show for my lil pony with their own fantasy dimension/world)compared to a military bootcamp. A doctrine instilled to stop the spread of communisim wherever and whenever it may presenet itsxelf? when is the fighting going to stop in that area of our dying earth, thjey have been fighting eachother since lifes initial birth, what whoever was in power or in charge of trading the petroleumn to us wanted to charge an extra dollar 4 dollars aBARREL instead of 3??? whaa you fucking greedy cunts,? so we invade and take control put there people on dog collars?? for wshat a dollar difference in productionfreedom of speech as you mothers suck the livlyhood from our home like a blood sucking leech, so careless, you know exactly what your doing, you just dont care it aint your problem your headin towardcs the end your death is brewin, well im the reaper of death cloaked in black i always get my man like a cold inwe can hardly co-exist and efficiently function. We are on world one love bob marley shit im getting tired of going throught the motions im all fucked up inside and shit. Early development can be a lynch pin. to either set a strong first corner stone, ceremonial placement of the first corner stone, free mason shit, corn and vegetable oil, so many customs and traditions are goin down a fuckin hill catch em rollin. Early life is so fucking critical for a young kid, childrens minds are like a sponge they are looking up to their elders they are developing mentally they consume everything around them and retain more than you know, give your kids a healthy and stimulating environment and they will let there talents grow let there talents show let there brilliance flow let there inhibitions go, gone like dust in the wind, never catch em in trouble nothing, not one sin. They will begin to get older, be super organized, super focused for school, every class haxs a folder. As you watch them grow you will feel it in your heart you will fuckin kno, atleast you did this at least you used your parental guidance for good. when you die you know youll be missed, your kid dont throw fits, not one bit, hes such a chip off the old block that was cliche as fuck haha tuck em inh for bed his forhead you kiss. I just might fucking shed a tear, I cant fight this urge to drink a beer. I cant deny this fucking fear, I must look like just like headlights shinin onm a deer, jock strap aroun d my ankles, dumbfounded, look in my eyes, perplexed, look on my face as it hits, you get a certain taste in your mouth this race is coming to a close suddenly your filled with doubht, seriously you should be care free, yuou did your duty as a parent, im jealous wish that was me, chill the fuck out go drink some fucking relaxing tea or something, sobrietyy seems to be a good mixture along with love and rationality to make a family function like a well greased machine, like a mechanisim freshly whipped down with some white lithium grease. tuned and ready to go, temped to huff the fumes and left everything go, turn your car on shut the garage door, let death grip you, dont seem to care anymore, I cant change the past and i have no regreats, will i make it to thirty? “right over here people!” “place your bets!”, ill take my tickets to my Life Show and just scalp em make some extra cash, im already absent, so detatched;incapable of feeling. even if im there aint nothing going on emotionally in there (guarantee you im smilin an nodding i really dont give 2 fucks no more”, take that money right to the plug i promote fucking drugs not hugs, or why not both? why does the saying have to be one or the other when sxometimes its both you desire the most. Take the scalpin’ money from the tickets to the play of my life, go on down to the hood, pick up some bags mis amigos habla “Drogas” los hermanos tambien, this urge is hard to fight. Its a romance [a ritual of being, so0mething un explainable i wish i was never a part of, im always metaphorically bleeding. My poker face is strong, fuck showing weakness i alwayxs thought it was to show emotuion. wrong....... but its not, it can save your life, can \get you through, throw you a life jacket, get you out of that tide you fought, that frigid water no warmer than dry eyes.. Ive always been a loose cannon, I go with the flow, not lookin back, been chillin with the old heads they were suprisxed i could hang and, back to the point haha literally or figuratively is the question... im not gonna keep you waitin or leave yall hangin, i hate cliff hangers, make me wait 45 five minutes leave me jonesin’ its slow goin like grindin that ‘crete in the hangers polishin’ that baby out and coatin with some apoxy, its a process, i just get my drugs, whate=vers around and hit bangersz til i pass out, thatsx how my life has been goingg, i feel like im in the chambers just waiting to be gassed out. Flip the fuuckin switch you fuckin pussy end all this malcontent and hate, make itt black, eternal reest at loast.. dress me up real nice maybe a sharp vest, go through the processions and go through the motions fucking burn my body bitches, i want to be in the ocean ive always felt drawn to it, like an unexplainable,, unatainable unfakeable feeling or notion. im happiest sippin a coctail right by the ocean, thats where you put me to rest... ill be pissed as fuck dont treat me like a fucking ruck; i beenn aroound, age is but a number, my knowledge is vast and profound, ya thats right bitch im fuckin educated, know more tthan you will learn in your life time and im 20 years, old get what im sayin? i dont got a big heaad im actually humble, just at my breaking point. if i was a volcanoe you would feel the rumble; the pre-emptive signs of an eruption pre-determineed in the creator’s mind he took his divine time to find a wayy to grin away the time it took to find the book i bind when al i want is to be stress free and unwind but im the opposite wound up liike the grandfather clock i wish i could stop , the wheels are in motion the gears are set to full speed the feels keep comin i got this itch; this notion, this inkling to stop minglin, stop wastin my time with u useless fuccks. i think its time, its not the end my journey, just started this epic tale of sorrow, my feelings have departed, im fuckingg frozen over colder than ice, dry ice. cant touch me im full of hate and vice, addictive personality on a suicide mission like a ffucking missionary willing to die for his faithh,. i wish man willing to be a martyr for his religion.. ya bitch i smoke stoges in the hotel room just send the bill to him if it comes to me itll end up in the fucking rubbish bin with a looggie on top coughin up brown shit to young for that talk, to young for heart disease pack and a half a day to try to keep my miind at ease, the stress is buildin im like a tickin time bomb, im so wound up like a clock rigged to blow mount vesuvius, a test nuke... the alarm is soundinn off. A bright flash like a million lightning strikes, bout to pop off.. but atleast with style got my limited eddition nikes, listen to me i soound like them, listen to me bitching like a fucking fem, bottle it up, thats what society saays, male suicide is at an all time high like two polar opposites due to wed, its never gonna work im always going to be sad im always going to hurt, no fuck it, im a lock it up and throw away the key, im gonna forget about all this shit and be a fuckin G, be hardcore like the brothhers, leave bitches cryin in the street like aall our fuckin mothers, 32 degrees ferenhiet tatted on my left pec it signifies the tempture of my heart no longer warm and red, its frozen over, it hardly beats, that shit is smaler than the grinches, i turned into what they want me to be, a danger to society, getthe fuck outa myface before i shoo,t b, I got nothing to lose, living for nothing, nada, goose eggs nigga dont give a fuck reckless, no regard for life i dont give two fucks a partridge in a ghetto street, aint no merry christmas song, i like my biches thick and dirty wearin'n some fesh tomy thongs, i use em abuse and enthuse them then ruse thm excusse them fuckin confusethem "why you so distaant all of the suden" keep the vow of silence, like a monk on a holy missio, a friar on a divine quest, sending telepathic messages look into my eyes and see, get the fuck out i was never real these feelings meant nothing to me manipulator, manipulationist making up woprds never been a relationist, the masster of his craft a ventrilliquist or a puppet master you were to blind to see, mama was right just a socio path, ya bitch tell your 7 year old child that; see how long his chipper attitude lasts, im lower than nothing, not even a worm maybe i could bbe a fucking tick suckin blood, noting left of the kid i used to be, no more self worth, i cant love you when i cant love myself, how you expect me to support you when all i do is grab a spoon andd melt all the money thaat comes my way, a junkie, bum destined for an early death and you think yous my bride to be, sorry hun you reaad me wrong, i know its hard cause bitches never know whats goin on inside my head, as i lay in bea,d staring off to somewhere, anywhere but next toyou, staring off into space thinking about my drug abuse, asking myself why, but i know the answer ready to die, but i think ill get a lapper frm one more danceer, i wanna go out in style, not som lame shit maybe go up to a mountain and stand on a cliff, look down, see wher im destined to end up as i take the safety off, finger carressing the trigger, a cool wind blows as i prepare to leave my loved ones bitter, surprised they sstayed aound thislong only ever let em down ever since i was young, never good enough always disappointing this rap comes so easily writing it like noothing, to get this off my chest as theend comes near, i shaped my own destiny i chose to die, now i chose to die here, fuk your beliefs and your faith in gods plan i took my life intomy own fucking hands, i think we all know einstiens theory of insanity, i been doin the same shit fr so long now exspectin shit to change and, i guess im insane.. i took my brilliiant, my sharp mind and put it to waste. its time to pull the inevitable, the good die young idk in this case if thats viable, im scummy i did whatever it took to get my fix to kill that pitt in my tummy. i hurt people close, i stole from my famil.y.. its time to end it, like i caqme into the world, by myself always alone, soemthing that my father toldme that really stuck, its cynical as fuck, but he was right. he said stay out of the bullshit the groggy muck. Only lookout for yourself son, ive been arounnd awhile, [people dont give a fuck about anyone else they care only for themselves, in the end at the most critical time they will always choose them instead of some one else. We are alone in this wrld and its the hard truth jut learn not to ddepend on others while you are still in your youth, ive been fucked over to many times by people i thought i was very close to. now im out to get mines me and only me you and only you, get that fucking look on ur face sorry for beeing real and telling the truth, im trying to prepare your for whats ahead, im tryig to prevent you from depending on a brutus who will fill you with lead, stab you in the back for their own personnal gain, being to trustworthy is a heroic flaw like being egotistical, wanting to help your friends to much, being aragont ect. kryptonite to super man pease dont be batman and let it be yourr bane, bane as in the villian to let you know. im back, here are my words again not my dads, ji really do miss all the relationships i had, havent spoken to my dad in years tookk one for theteam stayed with mama dukese inj the ssplit to save faace, foir my innocent younger brothers. you know what shes also my motheer, shes not capable of surviving alone i didnt think i would abandon her ever i thought id never do that, i stuck with her out of evveryone, a family oof six she looked out for me in times of strife wish i could give her one last kiss, just shot my last 20 and i fucin missed, absesses dont matte any more i bet this 45 shoots true time for the finale, no way i can miss, as the curtains close on my young life one last thought people really took to me, like white on rice, women were drawn to me the mystery i had them enticced, June baby as a cancer i am hard to understand i met a chick once who had a spot in my liifes bnd, she knew me we had a connection so much love we were never disrespectin im glad i could atleast i could teach hersome shit before she ripped my beeating heart out of my chest and stepped on it. Loved hermore than life and i still do i promised her one day i would find her and marry her, walkher down that isle say the words ido, she felt what i felt i know its tru, wasnt ready fgor commitment baby i wil alwayslove yo never orget you if i can i connect with you, like a disease i infected you i aways broght you downi was just baggage extra wait holing you down dragging around im glad youo saw through my snake charming ways saw me for who i was a bumm who couldnt change noot in a short number of days, someone so crippled by pain and grief it was beyond belief, she was the only one i wore my heart on my sleeve for , she lef me sobbinig, crrying violently without end in the door the doorway to more pain. i know she had no choice she had to live her lifee i was just in he way, i was obscuring her focus. eye on the prize isthe only way to achieve your goals and tnt them fuckin boulders, in your way, today i die babe, long time comin bet yall thought i was here to stay. baby l dontshed a tear kno i died drinkin a beer haha but nah you were my last thoughts thinking about all the time we spent getting lost in eachothers eyes and gettin so close we read eachothers thougts, illl miss or idk if ill be concious or just nothjingness, i guess ill fnd out when i finally stop being a pussy and proced with this, see ya velma ill always be your shaggy thinka bout me and dont forget what i made you see, in your self im just another memory on our shelf but let it bbe one thaat sticks we had somethingthat made ssense just clicks somethin that felt so right im really gonn miss, everythinig abnout you im sorry you couldnt trust me but i dont doubt why. i know the truth ive never denied a thing in my life, dont getme wrong everybody tells a little white lie, but you know what its a sign of intelligence not to be afraid to say idk not to lie for the hll of it. Ill see you soon in the nxt life or two i hope reincarnatiuon has a possibility of being true, godbye cruel world th ride is over it was a hell of a whirl, i leave you with absolutely nohing conntributted i was just a part o the cancer people had to live with, butnever acknowledgedd, acted ignoant to ther surroundings as daddy paid for college, i burned bright and hot and had a lot of fun, i had alot of life experienc got alot of shit done, nothing productivee of course in ssocieties eyes but i did fullfill atleast some personal goals, important things in my eyes, the curtains are almost done descending as my pittiful life is ending, but keep your pitty mother fuckers i dont want shit from any of you i dont give yoou nothin dont be so self righteous you look like a bunch of fools, greive for me or celebrate my life i guess its on you how you chhoose to rfemmeber a nobody that nobody knew, a couple feet before the curtains drop, is that? myy eyes decieving? me? no i do see that a single rose descends from the skies, i stare intently at the work of art, a rose is soo beautiful, a representation of love, from the heart, so delicate with its velvet petals, easily ruined a boket wouldve been nice, but who am i fooling, thats a beautiful thing, that was really nice. the product bubbles as i take my last hit of ice, cant takemy eyes off that rose.. its so beautiful... the gun on my forhead now, looking at each individual pedals.. dew from the early mornin forming a small puddle around that naturral phenom, that iconic organic, spectaacular symbol of sometthing real, somethin that matters, something sensual.

As the bits of his brain splatter behid him, arms spread; with grace, almost angelic.he falls off the ciff a hundred feet now for falling, weird but there was a look of peace in his eyes; on his face, maybe he wll finally find happiness.. he fell with nobility and so much grace the floor he hit, his finall restingplace, what cuold be a better box then a natural setting, a beaauty of nature, crawling all around and he will return to the earth, the mother wll take him back just as she gave birth, i thinnk this shit is over now its not my story to tell, inside voices kids no reason to yell. shhhhhhhhhhh.

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