#exhausted 😭 I haven't felt okay since like 2015 and it just keeps getting worse and worse and worse | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

running-in-the-dark · 2 years

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I'm already very clumsy normally, but with this vertigo stuff I've just been walking into walls and things all day basically 🙃

I wish my body would stop adding more stuff to the already too long list of things that are very annoying but not serious enough that any doctor takes any of them seriously.

#like. I can't use my hands. can't walk without pain. am slightly dizzy almost every day. abdominal pain all the time basically. close to #daily nosebleeds. whatever the hell is going on with my mental health.#I get that I should be glad I don't have one horrible thing #but all this stuff adds up #I'm constantly tired/exhausted. I have no energy.#I just had a few good weeks where I was mostly pain free and I was shocked how different that was from my daily life.#and all I get from doctors is 'you'll be fine. this won't kill you. no idea what's wrong with you though 🤷' and that's it #I just want to feel okay 😭#I don't want to be the kind of person who's always just complaining but things keep happening and they're all bad and I'm so fucking #exhausted 😭 I haven't felt okay since like 2015 and it just keeps getting worse and worse and worse #when one thing gets better another new one appears #ugh I just walked to the bathroom and back so now I'm nauseous because walking makes the dizziness worse #seriously fucking over this #also. my dad suddenly went deaf in one ear and had very bad vertigo after that for a long time and I feel really bad for not understanding #how hard that was for him. I mean I was 9/10 and no one ever explained it or anything. but still.#if this doesn't go away very soon I will go insane.#personal

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