#everyone today was like 'oh i have a friend coming over tmrw' or 'yh me and so and so are having a sleepover later' and
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#tw#yall I could literally die rn#im so fucking stupid and worthless it's only the first week of school and I want to kms actually#my friends all have better friend s and i have nobody lmaooooo no one wants to hang out w me#everyone today was like 'oh i have a friend coming over tmrw' or 'yh me and so and so are having a sleepover later' and#im so lazy and ugly and stupid and weird and no one likes me#and someone came to lunch today and said hi and hugged and talked to everyone but me#and i went out of my comfort zone and tried to talk to them and they didn't even look at me and I know it was on purpose#and my grades are ALREADY going down and my teachers are tired of me#and GOD my family hates me and my fucking PARENTS make me want to die#im kinda thinking they might be emotionally abusive#bc they have control of my phone and my social life#and they get REALLY mad and yell and threaten me#and im so scared of my dad#when he gets mad he never hits me but he could#and they hate me lmao they make me do stuff that they know triggers me#and they've caused multiple panic attacks before#and I've been clean for a year but yayyyyyyy i did it again last night because of them and they don't FUCKING care#literally i might do something in the next week#I have a shit ton of pills and i know what they could do#and i had a date planned in February but maybe I could move it up#because I can't fucking deal with this anymore! and no one would care#lmao if you're reading this for some reason then don't even try to tell me you would care because I know how worthless I am#I know how ugly and pathetic I am#and you know you want me gone#i would normally say help but I know that's pathetic and I don't even want it
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