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inmarbleimmobility · 24 days ago

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how am i supposed to get a fucking job when everything that doesn't require a specific degree or type of experience requires me to able to stand for 8 hours and squat and lift. a thing i physically cannot do. what the fuck kind of job am i supposed to DO.

#every receptionist job requires an amount of social interaction i (autistic+anxiety disorder) can't manage #every remote job posting is a ghost posting or a scam.#every retail/food service job needs me to stand.#i can't get another theatre gig for several months (and that's if i'm lucky)#and as my father said. that doesn't pay the bills.#i can't even do sex work bc i'm too ace and not a good enough actor.#so like!!!!!!#guess i'll die!!!!#i sure do love having to decide between paying rent or literally any of my other bills next month :)#and either way only having like $150 to live on for the rest of the month :)#this fucking sucks and i want to die #delete later

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