#eventually you figure out you're rotten and miserable
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Damb.
#to a certain degree I've done it to myself and I'm aware#but man i really am just alone#gotten to the point i can't bring myself to open up to anyone#felt like everyone i knew was just sick of me#and i oscillate between deeply spiteful of them and hateful of myself#so i figured it'd be best to just stay away from other people#eventually you figure out you're rotten and miserable#and you keep yourself away from other people to spare them.#but i wish i knew how i got this#hell i was freaking full of hope once upon a time#but now i guess I'm mostly tired#everything's fallen apart and I'm stuck here.#I'd apologize for whining but my blog and i think I've got like a single follower?#it's new years eve and I'm just spending it in my room in the dark realizing how much worse i feel than last year#pity party over i guess
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