#even though I now find this first fic clumsy around the edged I'm still attached to it as my first scarian fic

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I keep thinking about your fae fic. Specificallt at the end where youre like, Scar would have his own sort of Flavor if shown from anything other than his own POV, and 1- I absolutely love how true this is, how when reading ur kinda like oh this makes sense as hes being a little bit batshit, but mostly:

2- flirting with the pretty fae by orchestrating 12 soldiers to try to assassinate him is so???? SO fucking good man I just love that so much. Like from his POV its like out there but you kinda resonate w him, but from grians POV thats so insane (and hot *coughs*) AHHH I love it so much:))

OMG THANK YOU SO MUCH !!!🥺🥺🥺

I'm glad you liked the fae fic, it was my first fic in the fandom I was sooo nervous about it, and so deeply touched by the support i received (/▽＼)

I do love making characters that embody the 'I'm such a normal person <- has Something™ wrong with them' vibe, it's such a funky way to write a story!!

I feel like scarian flirting has to have at least a little murder element to it. Be it towards each other or other people. I don't think I can write a scarian fic I like if they do not have hearts with claw marks on them. To me, their love has a violence to it, even in the most ordinary AU you can write. (tbh, to me, love is inherently violent, be it from the suffocating softness choking up your throat or the hungry pain of passion burning you all the way through, but that's for another time xD)

Ahahah Grian's pov of this fic would be hilarious not gonna lie... Cheers to him tho, he really did just went into it with the intention to create chaos and mischief and ended up with a boyfriend, good for him!

I actually had some scenes planned where Scar would not only orchestrate an assassination attempt, but also try and do some himself ( one of the ending scenes, where Scar dips Grian when dancing, was actually supposed to be way more ambiguous as to whether or not Scar would drop Grian into the air ) but I cut it down because I did not want to make like. A true knife romance this early into my fandom adventure LOL.

Anyways sorry for rambling and answering this late, I'm still insane about scarian almost a year after getting into them, thank you so much for this ask it made me really happy!!