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windfighter · 1 year ago

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Is it wrong that I feel more like a man in clothes that are mostly my size even if they happen to be skirts or have a more 'feminine' cut, than I do in 'masculine' clothes that have to be 5 sizes too big and therefore are so illfitted it really highlights how not masculine my build is

#windy wrambles #gender #I saw the gender doctor today and he commented that I should wear pants and not a skirt #but like pants have to be at least 4 sizes too big to fit over my hips/calves #(this is true for both the men's and women's section in the stores)#(and also I need pockets which are hard to come by in the women's section as well)#and 4 sizes too big pants just slip right off me again even with a belt!#having to constantly pull my pants up might be typically man-behavior but it only makes me feel like a baby who can't dress themselves #I'd rather just put on a skirt and then be able to ignore wtf I'm wearing for the rest of the day #clothes doesn't have a gender except when they're on me I guess #I guess the fact that I've met several cis men who wore skirts has diluted the skirt=woman for me #so now I have to suffer for it #any way I love pants #I would love to wear pants IF I COULD FIND ANY #clothing stores just makes me cry and I have noone to help me so like eargh #whatever #I'll wear my skirt and suffer #even if it means the gender therapists won't take me seriously and I'll be stuck in this fucking body for the rest of my life #it hopefully won't be too long a life

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