#esp when all the messages are like 'CANCEL ALL UR SUBSCRIPTIONS BC U SHOULD USE THAT MONEY TO HELP PEOPLE'S GOFUNDMES AND SHIT'
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just realized that if T turns me from a cub into a bear my taste for twinks will be yet another stereotype that i just barely missed bc im afab and not amab
#le p2iigh#tag rant about money incoming#this close to asking for money for T but i feel bad bc technically i have a non-zero amount of money#not even counting how much goes towards weed but like. my twitch subscriptions and everything else online subscriptions.#impostor syndrome is hitting hard with the money thing#esp when all the messages are like 'CANCEL ALL UR SUBSCRIPTIONS BC U SHOULD USE THAT MONEY TO HELP PEOPLE'S GOFUNDMES AND SHIT'#but also the weed thing is like. i definitely definitely definitely qualify for medical but im also not like OFFICIAL u know.#and its just. i dont have money but i do so i cant ask for more but i dont have enough to do big things i rly need/want#and im definitely not in a place to go job hunting or even open up commissions bc i know i would make myself manic from the pressure#if i cant do basic chores (which i already feel shitty about) how can i do commissions. but i cant ask for money bc i dont deserve it
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